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If the time was turned back to a month ago, no, even if it was only a week ago, Yu Nian would probably be helpless after receiving such a text message, and immediately opened the door and left with Xiao Mocun.

In the past, he always hoped that Xiao Mocun would sincerely repent and make things clear to each other, so that there would be no burden to let go or move forward.

But now, after knowing the entanglement between Xiao Mocun and Wen Ziyu, it is difficult to overcome the hurdle in his heart when he sees this sentence.He is no longer the man who was full of eyes and only had Xiao Mocun. A few bags of cat food and a single coaxing can't fool him away.

He held the phone tightly in both hands, and lowered his head without looking out the window.This text message is a rope, instead of tying the two of them together, it is like a murder weapon strangled around the neck, making people subconsciously want to escape.

On the other side, where is Xiao Mocun?

Originally, Alpha was not in a hurry or annoyed, and had a plan in mind.He believed that Yu Nian would go with him, just like the belated apology and redemption every time Yu Nian was seriously hurt in the past, he believed that as long as he did not let Yu Nian go, Yu Nian would never disappear from his life.

Alpha's obedience is always tried and tested, he has this confidence.

But at this time everything was a bit unexpected.

Yu Nian just sat in the car without moving, neither looking up at him nor getting up to open the door.Gradually Xiao Mocun became impatient and couldn't stand outside the car anymore.

"Yu Nian."

He knocked on the car window again, leaning over the car door with one hand to look in, trying to see Yu Nian's expression clearly.

But Yu Nian still refused to look at him, and even turned his head to look at Lou Ming, as if wondering why the other party didn't come to drive.

Xiao Mocun's heart suddenly hung up, and he suddenly raised his head and stared at Lou Ming, as if he wanted to force him back with his eyes.

Don't touch my people.

No one can compare to Alpha's childishness.

He turned around twice on the spot irritably, not knowing what to do for a moment.It is impossible to forcefully grab him, but it is even more impossible for him to let Yu Nian go.

Since returning to China, Xiao Mocun has never been in such embarrassment like this moment.No matter at work or in life, most of them are surrounded by others, because he is the Alpha of Eβ10, has inextricable connections with the Qi family, and is Yu Nianai's person.

The way of dealing with colleagues, leaders, and grandpa is completely useless at the moment, and Yu Nian's refusal to get out of the car means that the two of them can't talk.

What's more, Xiao Mocun is still stupid.

There is no sweet talk, and the vows of love are very unfamiliar, and there are only a few words back and forth: "You don't need to tell me what you want to buy, didn't I give you a credit card?", "Don't go, just stay at home", " Are you trying to quarrel with me on purpose or against me, why do you just refuse to listen to me?"

There is no creativity, it makes people's ears feel callused, and it can't convey the slightest concern.

If only Yu Nian would come out now, Xiao Mocun thought silently.If he is willing to come out, he has other options. He can hold Yu Nian's hand and hug Yu Nian's waist. These are Yu Nian's favorite and longing in the past.

Maybe you can still earn a lifeline for yourself.

—

Time passed by, and the phone was sweating in the palm of his hand, Yu Niancai finally made up his mind.

Forget it.

He thought, it's better to call Lou Ming and ask him to come and drive.

There is no need to go down and confess to Xiao Mo.

He closed his eyes hard for a moment, then slowly opened them, and took out his mobile phone to dial.

But at this second, a new message reminder suddenly appeared on the top of the screen, and he clicked on it by mistake.Yu Nian was taken aback for a moment, subconsciously thinking that Xiao Mocun was still insisting, but he was surprised after just one glance.

It wasn't a message that forced him to get off the car, but a rather unfamiliar number with a lot of digits, which was obviously a text message from the business system.

The inscription is the name of a bookstore, which is very close to the community he lives in, only a 10-minute walk away.It's a pity that because the bookstore is the opposite direction to his work, he rarely goes to it, and hardly ever buys a book.

What's weird is the content of the message.Call him "respected VIP member", say that the points in his card will expire in 30 days, and remind him to go to the store as soon as possible to redeem the discount coupon. It looks like a mass machine.

Yu Nian was stunned for a moment.

When did you apply for a membership card in this store?

If there is no error in his memory, there should be none.How did this text message and this so-called membership come about?

It was as if a guitar had strummed a string wrongly, the strange feeling flashed by, and it was hard for the audience to detect it, but Yu Nian himself suddenly felt the strangeness.

He seemed to overlook something.

At the same time, Xiao Mo was anxious. Alpha was restless outside the car, and subconsciously took out the lighter to light a cigarette, but suddenly remembered something and stopped suddenly, and put the lighter back with a sullen face.

With just one glance, Yu Nian's mind flashed like fireworks, and suddenly remembered something——

That book, "Aftermath", wasn't the one he bought from the library, it was the one that Xiao Mocun bought for him last fall, and then the most important page was burned by a lighter.

At that time, the gift came suddenly, he asked why he gave it, and Alpha said: "The book card issued by the company during the holidays can never be used up."

It seems that he didn't take it seriously at all, but just took the company's benefits as a favor, and it was expired anyway.

But now it seems that the story should be told in a different way.

On the third wedding anniversary, Yu Nian gave Xiao Mocun a windbreaker and a table of food, but in exchange for it, Alpha was furious.Afterwards, Xiao Mocun also knew that he was wrong, but he couldn't hold back his face, so awkward that he bought a book with the most special meaning between the two of them as a gift, but he refused to say it clearly, only willing to describe his apology as insincere.

Yu Nian looked at the text message, his eyes became moist for no reason, and his heart was clear.

He doesn't know why, maybe it's because of the countless misunderstandings and mistakes between the two, or maybe it's because of all the stubbornness and refusal to give in, and eventually miss the relationship.

Suddenly, a strange impulse surged in his body, and he was pushed out of the car like a flood.

—

Xiao Mocun, who had his back to the car door, suddenly turned around when he heard the movement, and stepped forward to hold his wrist in great surprise.

"Yu Nian, have you figured it out?"

The tie under the Adam's apple was pulled crookedly, and the whole person looked frizzy.

Yu Nian withdrew his hand like an electric shock, took a step back, and kept an absolutely safe distance from him.

His clear eyes swept over lightly, "If you do this again, I'll go back to the car."

The voice is as soft as cotton, but it has an absolute deterrent effect in the quiet night.

Xiao Mocun hastily made a gesture of surrender with both hands: "Sorry, I was impulsive just now. I promise not to touch you, don't be afraid."

Then there was a long period of stiffness, as if the body had been tapped.

The canvas bag is quite heavy. Yu Nian originally hung it on his left shoulder, but gradually it became carried by two hands, and the body of the bag fell down like a stone.

He lowered his eyes quietly, stood for a while, and sighed softly.

Xiao Mocun listened, and asked in a low and rough voice: "Is it heavy, I'll lift it for you."

Wanting to show kindness, wanting to bring the bag over by hand but afraid of inappropriate behavior, just standing there like a wooden stake.

Yu Nian raised his eyes and looked at him fixedly: "Didn't you say you want to apologize to me, just say it here?"

Xiao Mocun quickly glanced at Lou Ming who was in the distance, took a step forward, and looked at Yu Nian deeply, "There are outsiders here, come with me, okay?"

After speaking, his expression was quite disturbed, lest he hear the words of rejection.

Unexpectedly, after waiting for a while, Yu Nian said calmly, "I don't have a car, and neither do you. Where are you going to take me on foot?"

Xiao Mocun frowned instantly: "I have a car, but I can't drive it because my hands are inconvenient. Can I take a taxi?"

It's like jumping out word by word, ordinary people can be rushed to death.

Fortunately, Yu Nian has always been a good-tempered person, quietly waiting for him to finish speaking, neither saying yes nor no, then turning around suddenly as if about to leave.

Xiao Mo was in a hurry, and quickly stepped forward to stop him, but he dared not touch his body with his arms again.

"What are you going to do?"

Yu Nianying's bright eyes caught Xiao Mocun's heart like hooks, and his lips moved: "Go and tell Lou Ming, thank him for sending me here."

After a pause, he asked lightly, "Can't you?"

"……Row."

—

Yu Nian put the bag on his right shoulder, walked up to Lou Ming who stood silently aside for a long time, and stopped in front of him.

"Lou Ming...Thank you tonight, I won't go back in your car, be careful on the road."

Lou Ming stared at him with dark eyes, his air pressure was very low.

"Have you thought about it? Forgive him so easily?"

Yu Nian shook his head.

"It's not about forgiving or not, it's about giving each other a chance to speak clearly. I'm not a child, and choosing to ignore people when I'm angry won't solve any problems. It's too naive." He said softly.

Lou Ming didn't know whether he had listened or not, so he put his hands in the pockets of his sports shorts and said in silence for a while, "If you think it through, I have nothing to say."

He raised his head, raised his chin, and pointed to Xiao Mocun in the distance: "I suggest you observe for a while before deciding whether to forgive him. Alpha is very good at disguising itself in front of prey, and I am the same."

There is something in the words.

Yu Nian was stunned for a moment, then nodded slowly.

"Thank you for your advice, I will see clearly this time."

With this touch of chicness and demeanor, the two separated like this, while Xiao Mocun, who stayed where he was waiting, was tense.

Thinking back to the past, Yu Nian was like a nest and Xiao Mocun was like a bird.Those who are nests are always waiting, but those who are birds are flying all over the world, squandering their freedom wantonly, coming and going as they want.

It's different now, they are all birds, maybe they still have a chance to stay together, maybe they will fly high on their own.

At this moment Xiao Mocun is spreading his wings, waiting for Yu Nian to return to his embrace.Therefore, he was extremely nervous, for fear that Yu Nian would change his mind temporarily.

It wasn't until Yu Nian finished speaking with Lou Ming and walked to his side that his hanging heart slowly fell back into his chest.

Take a steady jump again.

The two walked side by side, and slowly walked to the gate of the community. Under the street lights, their figures were long, as if they were still a couple, a bit like the night when the hospital sent their father away.

The security guard in the sentry box recognized the two of them at a glance, opened his mouth wide in surprise, and could almost swallow a boiled egg raw.

Yu Nian nodded to him friendly, as a greeting.

Walking along the sidewalk outside the community, the fragrance of Albizia julibrissin is exuded on the road, and the slender light pink filaments shake like clouds in the wind.

Not far away, Xiao Mocun received a text message on his mobile phone: "Brother, I have turned off the lights for you, and the door has been locked from the outside, don't worry."

Xiao Mocun frowned, and directly deleted the text message and number together.

The night was sweltering, and the shirt collar and back were almost covered with sweat.

After a while of silence, he said, "Yu Nian, I won't see Wen Ziyu again in the future."

A unilateral, solemn undertaking.

Yu Nian bowed his head and said: "This is your business, don't tell me. You are Alpha, he is Omega, you have the right to choose each other."

Xiao Mo's heart tightened: "You don't care?"

Yu Nian lowered his eyes and said softly, "Why should I care?"

Xiao Mocun was stuck.

Why did he ask Yu Nian to show he cared?He was the one who pushed away Yu Nian who regarded him as the whole world, and now he wants to get it back, it's not that easy.

Yu Nian seemed very calm, staring at the vehicles coming on the road in a daze, and slowly opened his mouth again.

"To be honest, I was very angry when I found out about you at the beginning, but I was not angry because you kept me in the dark like a fool. I felt... a feeling of being betrayed and fooled, Can you understand?"

Xiao Mocun nodded with difficulty, and said in defense: "But you have to believe that I have nothing to do with him."

He fixed his eyes on Beta, wanting to make sure whether the other party believed it.

But Yu Nian suddenly stopped and turned around, met him with eyes like water, fixedly looking at him.

Three seconds later, Beta approached Alpha without warning.

Xiao Mocun froze in place for an instant.

The warm and shallow breath gently scraped the skin between his neck like a feather, and the fair and delicate features were so close that they almost touched the hairs on the skin.The scent of ginger flowers, as light as mist, floated up with the movements, lingering in Alpha's overly sensitive nose, making his throat tight.

"Yu Nian..." Xiao Mocun's voice was hoarse, and he almost put his arms around the slender waist in front of him, trying his best to suppress the impulse.

The heart beats like a drum, beating intensively like a marching army, thump, thud, thump, thump, thump, thump, thump, thump.

His Adam's apple moved slightly, and he turned his head stiffly to look at Yu Nian, only to see Beta suddenly move away again.

"I believe you have nothing to do with each other." Yu Nian said gently, "You don't smell like Omega."

A sudden disappointment hit Xiao Mocun.

It turned out that Yu Nian just wanted to make sure that he and Wen Ziyu had nothing to do with each other.

He collected himself, suppressed the disappointment in his heart, stared at Yu Nian's eyes and said in a low voice, "Of course I won't lie to you."

Yu Nian slowly turned his head away and refused to look at him, and the bag on his shoulder was shifted to the left again, so there was no barrier between the two of them.

"By the way, you don't need to find a house for me. I talked to my brother about finding an apartment to rent and move out."

After hearing this, Xiao Mocun let out a long sigh of relief, and a big stone finally fell from his heart.

"It should have been like this a long time ago." His tone was serious and serious, "Your brother can't put all the focus of life on you just because his leg is broken, or you will be out of breath."

Yu Nian nodded slightly: "I understand."

After all, life is a person's life.Whether it is parents or brothers, no one can entrust their lives on others, which is a great consumption and torture to each other.

Only when you love yourself can you love others, love is like this, and so is family affection.

"I will find a way to live my life well." Yu Nian whispered, "Even if I don't have a lover or children in the future, I will find a way to live a fulfilling and happy life, so that I won't let myself come to this world for nothing."

He spoke positively and magnanimously, but his heart was actually desperate.

Hearing this, Xiao Mocun's heart beat up fiercely, his already slow pace stopped completely, and his deep eyes were fixed on Yu Nian.

"Yu Nian, I...I am willing to use all methods to compensate you."

As long as you can regain the life you want.

Yu Nian smiled wryly.

"How to make up for it? I lost Mumu, and I don't have my original gland." He raised his head, and looked at Alpha quietly with moist eyes, "You should know that there is nothing to make up for this."

Even when talking about such a painful thing, Beta's tone is still gentle.No complaints, no loud reprimands, just regrets.

A wet regret that was salvaged from the deepest and coldest spring in my heart.

Xiao Mocun was speechless.

He wanted to tell Yu Nian countless times that you still have the right to happiness, but he endured it countless times.He wants to come up with a way to have the best of both worlds, so that Yu Nianxin can accept this surprise that he has hidden for a long time——

In fact, your glands are still there, and you are still you.

Too bad I'm not me anymore.

The second half of the sentence hadn't been hidden yet, so he couldn't speak for a long time.

As if seeing something wrong with him, Yu Nian smiled again as if to save him, his eyelashes were lowered, and the eyelashes cast shadows.

"Fortunately, there are still steamed buns. Although it can only live for a dozen years at most, these ten years are enough. Speaking of which, I would like to thank you for bringing it back so that I can continue to take care of it. "

The words were like jokes, but Xiao Mocun's blood was boiling, his nerves were throbbing, and the needle-like pain caused him to forcefully pierce his brain.

The right hand with the palm glove held the slender wrist in vain: "Yu Nian, I also want to take care of you for the rest of my life, will you?"

Such a sentence in my heart blurted out like a bullet.

Yu Nian was stunned for a second, then withdrew his hand like lightning.

"I didn't say this to ask you to sympathize with me. If you say this again, I won't chat with you anymore..."

"Who told you it was sympathy?" Xiao Mocun hurriedly asked back with his brows crossed, "I owe you and I am responsible for—"

Like an arrow, the tail feathers broke off in the throat.

Yu Nian burst out laughing: "Are you a prodigal son?"

There was something strangely relaxed about the atmosphere.

Being interrupted by him like this, Xiao Mocun paused, his knuckles were extremely stiff.

"I'm serious. I want to be by your side to take care of you and protect you. Will you give me a chance?"

Even if it starts with friends.

Yu Nian was a little ashamed by his serious expression, turned his eyes away, and said quietly for a while, "I can take care of myself."

"That's different." Xiao Mocun looked at him and said solemnly, "You take care of Mantou, I take care of you, it's only right and proper."

Stubborn and obstinate Alpha, still self-righteous, but not as annoying as before.

Yu Nian had mixed feelings in his heart, and didn't know what to say for a moment, so he stepped forward and continued to move forward.

Xiao Mocun received the cold reception, and impatiently chased after him and asked, "Do you agree?"

Yu Nian still ignored him.

"Do you agree or not?" He asked again.

Entanglement, constant cutting and chaos.

Yu Nian was so confused by him that he grabbed the bag belt with his right hand and nodded slightly after a while.

"up to you."