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The next morning, Yu Nianyou woke up, the sunlight outside the window was already dazzlingly bright.Nothing happened at all, he didn't bother to take his mobile phone, and he wanted to lie on the bed for a few more minutes.

There was a clear click, and suddenly there was the sound of the door closing outside.

Yu Nian's chaotic head was completely awake in an instant.

Xiao Mo must have come back.

No time to fold the quilt, he hurriedly got up and walked to the door of the bedroom, put his hand on the doorknob but stopped abruptly, turned back to the full-length mirror to sort out his pajamas and hairstyle, and opened the door again after making sure it was not ugly go out.

It was indeed Xiao Mocun, but he didn't just come home after spending the night outside.The man in front of him stood in the hallway with his back turned to him, wearing a sporty outfit.Quick-drying clothes, black running shoes, and sweat-proof earphones around his neck, his whole body is full of the charm of a mature Alpha.

It seems that I slept so hard yesterday that I didn't even know that my husband was back.

Yu Nian's heart skipped a beat for no reason, and she was ashamed of being dressed in pajamas, and said softly, "Morning."

Xiao Mocun, who was changing his shoes, turned his head when he heard the sound, and looked at him lightly.

"It's late."

The wall clock on the wall clearly showed that it was nine o'clock.

After a few seconds of embarrassment, Yu Nian opened his mouth to help himself: "Did you just come back from a run? You haven't had breakfast yet. I'll make it now. Do you want fried or boiled eggs?"

After saying this, he stood there anxiously, afraid that the other party would refuse directly, after all, such things had happened too many times.

"no need."

Xiao Mocun dropped the expected three words, took off the earphones around his neck with his right hand and threw them on the sofa, and went straight to the bathroom.

"Silence—"

Yu Nian stepped on her slippers and chased after him, until the bathroom door almost hit her back.

"Want to use the toilet?" Xiao Mocun turned to look at him, his eyebrows raised slightly.

"No, no..."

"I remember that your room also has a bathroom."

"No, no, I really don't need it."

Yu Nian scolded himself in his heart, pulled his arm and said, "Eat it, you will get stones if you don't eat breakfast."

"Are you cursing me?"

"No, no..." Yu Nian hastily retorted, with a look of disappointment on his face, "It's just that you are rarely at home on weekends, so let's have breakfast together, okay?"

Home, Yu Nian called this home.

Thinking of what his father said last night, Xiao Mo's heart skipped a beat.The two slender hands on the forearms couldn't be shaken away, as if they were dependent on him.

"Hurry up, I have something to do later."

After saying this, he turned around, not wanting to see Yu Nian's happy expression.

Twenty minutes later, there was already a smell of food coming from the restaurant.

Yu Nian was very happy, and deliberately made a little more, toasted toast, fried bacon, oatmeal, raw tomatoes, plus boiled eggs named by Xiao Mocun, served in the elegant dishes carefully selected by him, he guessed that her husband would like it .

After setting the plate, he stood at the door of the dining room and shouted towards the bedroom: "Mo Cun, it's time to eat."

After shouting, I smiled, thinking that this is like a couple who have lived together for three years.After exercising, take a good shower, throw all the clothes in the washing machine, and wait for the other half to throw their dirty clothes in, and then they can wash together.During this period, Beta, who is better at cooking, is in charge of cooking. When everything is ready, Alpha, who is lazy in the room, will be called out to eat.Although it was only the most ordinary half hour of family life, he hadn't experienced it for a long time.

click-

The master bedroom door opened.

Xiao Mocun changed into casual attire, a simple white T-shirt, and his hair was half-dry, apparently he hadn't blown it.He walked to the restaurant with his tablet computer, which was broadcasting foreign stock market news.

Yu Nian only knows a little about the stock market, and it's all for Xiao Mocun to understand, so that he can occasionally talk.While eating porridge for his husband, he asked him, "Have you taken over a company that went to the US stock market recently?"

Xiao Mocun stared at the tablet, took the porridge bowl expressionlessly, and did not reply to his words.

"If you want to go public on the US stock market, you will need to travel abroad frequently." Yu Nian said again.

After two quick finger taps on the screen, the video pauses.

"Can you be quiet for a while." Xiao Mocun frowned.

"I'm sorry..." Yu Nian hurriedly apologized, "Listen first, and I'll talk to you after listening."

The relationship that had just started to improve seemed to be messed up by himself again. He was depressed, sitting in the chair silently, holding the bowl with both hands and not moving for a long time.

The breakfast in front of me was tasteless, but Xiao Mocun, who was listening to the news, was more attractive.

When he was in college, Xiao Mocun had excellent grades in all his grades, but his English was only passable.Due to his poor foundation, his speaking and listening comprehensions were much worse than the written test, typical dumb English.Later, the two got closer and closer, and Yu Nian himself used to be his free spoken language teacher.

The female anchor in the news is very good, and her voice is pleasant.Listening to her voice, Yu Nian's thoughts returned to four years ago.

Back then, Yu Nian volunteered to be a speaking partner for Xiao Mocun, and a piece of ordinary chocolate was considered a week's salary, which was a good deal.

They will set a topic and chat in English for 10 minutes every day. If they can't meet each other, they will chat on the phone.

"Mo Cun, what are we talking about today?"

Yu Nian is like an ignorant and flirtatious schoolboy, after getting acquainted, he always wants to prove that he is special, no matter what, he refuses to be called Senior Brother Xiao Mocun.He stood at the end of the dormitory corridor and looked in the direction of the study room, imagining that Xiao Mocun was also hiding in a corner of the teaching building talking to himself on the phone, the corners of his mouth raised unconsciously.

"You are the teacher, you should decide the theme of the daily practice."

Xiao Mocun's voice was really low, as if he didn't want to attract attention.

"It's me again...how do I know, it's not me who wants to learn." Yu Nian complained softly.

It's not boring to think hard, just call Xiao Mocun and just listen to the sound of breathing is also very interesting.After a while, he looked down, and when he caught a glimpse of the leftover half of chocolate in his hand, he came to an idea, and asked a little excitedly and tentatively: "You asked me to decide, can we talk about anything?"

Xiao Mo on the other end paused for two seconds, and whispered weakly: "Nian Nian, don't make it too difficult, you know my vocabulary is not enough."

Hearing him call his name, Yu Nian's body softened half first, and he suppressed his thumping heartbeat and said, "It's not difficult, just listen."

"Ah."

Yu Nian took three deep breaths, and pressed the palm of the hand holding the chocolate tightly against the window sill, and articulated the question clearly.

"What love."

The problem landed, but there was no sound from the receiver.

He waited nervously for a long time, biting his lower lip and not daring to let go, for fear that the signal was bad.

"Mo Cun, can you hear me?"

"Ah."

Xiao Mocun's voice finally reappeared after a long time.

"But this problem is already too difficult."

The sound of a porcelain spoon hitting the wall of the bowl brought back Yu Nian's thoughts, and he stared blankly at the strange but familiar person in front of him.

Xiao Mocun put on a straight face as if discussing an academic issue. He had already eaten most of his share in just a few minutes and started to drink porridge.

He drank the porridge very gracefully, not as irritable as usual, and occasionally glanced sideways at the picture on the screen.

I don't know when it started, but the original English news has not troubled him.Yu Nian thought, the change probably started from the day he went abroad.

After drinking most of the bowl of porridge, he picked up the boiled egg on the plate, tapped it on the table twice, and peeled off a ring of shells with his bony fingers.

This morning, his Alpha seemed to be in a good mood, and Yu Nian could feel it. He guessed it had something to do with returning to his adoptive father's house yesterday.

"You went back to see Dad last night, how is he doing?"

Xiao Mocun stopped his hands and glanced at him, "It's okay, he asked me to say hello."

"Thank you, Dad." Yu Nian replied with a soft smile, "Can I go and see him another day?"

"This is your business, don't tell me."

This is what consent means.

"Okay." Yu Nian nodded contentedly, and held out his hand to Xiao Mocun hesitantly: "Let me take another bowl for you, there are still a lot here, I have done too much."

Xiao Mocun pushed his hand away with the bowl: "I will do it myself."

"Let me come, my position is easier."

"You don't need to understand? Who told you to serve me like a servant!"

Xiao Mocun's anger surged, and his tone became quite unfriendly again.

Yu Nian was taken aback, "You don't like it?"

With a bang, Xiao Mocun put the bowl heavily in front of him, leaned back on the chair and looked at him with condensed eyes.

"What do you think?"

It doesn't seem like I don't like it, it's very disgusting.

"I'm sorry..." Yu Nian's eyes trembled slightly.

After hearing these three words, the expression on Xiao Mocun's face was extremely bored: "Here it is again, what else can you say besides being sorry for such useless words?"

"I--"

Yu Nian wanted to say that since this is the case, he would not say anything in the future, and wanted him not to be angry, but Xiao Mocun cut off his words as if he knew what he was going to say.

"Besides endless apologies, do you know what I don't like the most."

Of course Yu Nian knew about this, he knew it very clearly from the first day of marriage.He nodded, "You don't like pheromone compulsion the least."

In the final analysis, the two of them were forced by pheromones. Yu Nian used his own life to show weakness, so Xiao Mocun had to stay by his side.Now that Xiao Mo has brought up the old saying again, it must be to remind him not to step on the boundary.

"Yes, but it's not accurate." Xiao Mocun's eyes fell on his tense face, with a haughty look on his face, "What I hate is that a free person has to succumb to fate because of pheromones."

Yu Nian was ashamed and blushed when she heard it.

"I know." His lips trembled, "so all the sorry I've told you in the past three years are sincere."

"What about yourself?" Xiao Mocun's voice was as cold as ice, "Shouldn't you also say sorry to yourself?"

What?Say sorry to yourself?

Yu Nian raised his head in confusion, opened his eyes slightly and looked at Xiao Mocun questioningly, "Why?"

"You actually asked me why..."

Xiao Mocun looked at him with a rare expression neither ridiculed nor ridiculed, but as if he was looking at someone from another world, with a feeling of being unable to communicate and talking in vain.

"In order to survive with an Alpha you don't like, you still go out of your way to please him, and force yourself to have sex with him, don't you think you are pathetic?"

This is a very frank but full of contempt.

"I..." Yu Nian raised his head suddenly, and looked at Alpha who said this in surprise, "I didn't force it, how could it be forced? Being with you and being nice to you are all voluntary. "

No one is born cheap, let alone Yu Nian who was pampered since childhood.He planned everything and accepted everything, all because of the indebtedness in his heart and the love he couldn't express.

"Voluntary?" Xiao Mocun looked at him contemptuously, "You have to know how to do a full set of acting, when you enjoy acting a bit on the bed, come and tell me that you are voluntary."

"Really!" Yu Nian tightly grasped Xiao Mocun's hand resting on the table for a second, "I'm not acting, it's just me... I need to take my time."

After all, the affair between the two of them was a very secret private matter. No matter how Yu Nian wanted to defend himself, he couldn't simply and bluntly say that he needed more foreplay, so he could only blushed and stammered:

"I haven't had a good time with anyone, so maybe it wasn't good enough. But like I said when I got married, if it wasn't for you, maybe I..."

Maybe he didn't want to suffer.

But he was embarrassed to go on, and looked down at the hand he was holding with lowered eyelashes, feeling at a loss for a moment.

Xiao Mo withdrew his hand in disgust, "What if. If this person is not me, it will be another A10859."

The dishes on the table were still warm, but the temperature between the two had dropped to freezing point.This was a hurdle they couldn't get over. After all, Yu Nian tied Xiao Mocun to his side for his own selfishness. No matter whether the motive was good or not, the damage caused to the other party would not disappear.

The atmosphere was deadlocked, Xiao Mocun didn't want to stay any longer, so he stood up and turned to walk to the room.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry." Yu Nian repeated as if giving up on himself.

The footsteps stopped.

"Although you've been tired of listening to it for a long time, it seems that I can only say this." He lowered his head, tearing the edges of his fingers uneasily, "What happened when you interrupted your graduate school, and what happened to your relatives later, I'm sorry for you for these things, but I really didn't mean to."

If I knew this earlier, it would be better to die clean than to be hated by the one I love.

Xiao Mocun smiled angrily: "Of course I know you didn't mean it. Pheromone is innate, you can't control it; when I went abroad to study, you had secondary differentiation, and you couldn't control the time of onset; your brother kept it from everyone Find the Qi family and tell them that I am the child born by the mother as the most powerful evidence of rape, you don't know. You are innocent from the beginning to the end, so what about me, who should I blame?!"

His indifferent expression could no longer be maintained, and the more he spoke, the more excited he became.

"So you know, what I hate the most is your innocence."

Hearing these words, Yu Nian's heart seemed to be stabbed repeatedly by a pair of scissors, his eyes were covered with a layer of fog, and he dared not turn his eyes, fearing that tears would fall in the next second.What he can do is too limited, he apologizes for himself, for his brother, and for fate's injustice to Xiao Mocun.

It would be great if everything could be done again, Yu Nian thought.They don't want to meet each other, and they don't want to be born. Xiao Mocun is still the proud Xiao Mocun.

"I know that I have influenced your whole life. I have been trying to make up for these three years, but you refused to give me a chance."

He choked his voice and insisted, "I really want to treat you well and make you happy. Can you tell me what should I do?"

Yu Nian was terrified again as he confided everything in his heart.He was worried about Xiao Mo's whim and said: "Then you go and remove the glands."

If the other party really said that, what should he do.Is he willing to give up this special gland given to him by fate?

In the silence, there was an invisible hand that mixed the emotions of the two of them together, making a mess that couldn't be untied.

Xiao Mocun's back stiffened for a moment, then he slowly turned around and looked calmly at Yu Nian who was full of shame.

"Live your own life first."

The tone is calm, just like the phrase "this question is too difficult" back then.

Yu Nian is still the same as before, not knowing how to accept good things, looking back at him with shame but stubbornly: "If I live my life well, will you accept that I treat you well?"

Xiao Mocun was a brief dream when he was young, his first man, and his only life-saving straw.He knew that he was despicable, but he was so afraid of Xiao Mocun and loved Xiao Mocun so much, and he still showed [-]% courage in the face of such an indifferent person.

As long as there is still a chance, he also wants Xiao Mocun to return to his college appearance.

So he hoarsely begged: "Let's try it, shall we?"