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There were footsteps coming and going around, and many strange faces passed by their side.

Yu Nian looked eagerly: "What do you mean?"

He knew the answer, but he still insisted on asking.

Xiao Mocun has never been afraid of people's words, but now he sat on the simple hospital bed silently looking at him as if he was afraid of being heard, then got out of bed and drew the curtain tightly.

Swah——

Immediately the outside could not see the inside.

"Speak up." Yu Nian was impatient, his eyes followed him closely.

Xiao Mocun grabbed him with his big hands, hugged him back to the edge of the bed and sat down, while he opened the folding chair and sat down, opening and closing his movements.

He clasped Yu Nian's hands with both palms as usual, raised his chin slightly, and said word by word: "I hope to remarry you, the sooner the better, I can't wait to live a life where I can see you as soon as I open my eyes." .”

With a pounding heartbeat, Yu Nian raised his head in shock, wanting to ask why it was so sudden, but also afraid of appearing unwilling, so he simply turned his head away and turned his face to Alpha.

"Are you serious?"

"Of course, I dare not lie to you."

"Is it because you are afraid of being alone? I know you want relatives."

"It's true to be afraid of being alone, and it's true to want you. You are both a lover and a relative."

And it's the only one.

Although Xiao Mocun's love words were timely and ineffective, at least the lotus seeds were not dropped at the critical moment, and the situation was finally stabilized.

Yu Nian was shocked by his straightforward words "I want you", and the tip of the ear close to him quietly moved, as if embarrassed.

"Nonsense." Annoyed.

"Where is the nonsense?"

"Every word is bullshit."

Obscene language is unbearable.

Xiao Mocun felt wronged, spread his hands and stared gently, "No matter what you say, give me a reply first, so that I, a patient, can feel at ease."

At this time, he is willing to show weakness, and he is simply an exquisite egoist.

No matter how he thinks about accepting it like this, he feels that it is cheap for him, but it is impossible to refuse it outright.Yu Nian gradually became a little unsteady after his gaze was so close, he hesitated for a moment and said: "Then I have a question to ask you."

He had to clear away all the remaining doubts between the two of them, and only then could he agree without hesitation.

"You ask."

Xiao Mocun made a gesture of invitation, with a calm and open attitude, thinking that he was going to liquidate or put forward conditions.

Any conditions are fine, even he is willing to wash the dishes.

Yu Nian paused for a while, and asked the question that had been lingering in his heart for a long time.

"That time when you were talking to Wen Ziyu in the living room, what was the text message you mentioned?"

He was still jealous of Wen Ziyu.

At that time Wen Ziyu said that Xiao Mocun should give up after the text message back then, and said that he told him, but Yu Nian didn't remember telling him about the text message at all.

He checked this matter several times in his mind alone, but he still didn't get an answer. He wanted to ask several times but was distracted by trivial matters.

Don't ask again today, what if it is a text message that has nothing to do with you, and you wear a green hat?

Xiao Mocun obviously didn't expect him to ask this suddenly, so he was silent for a while.

We cannot fight unprepared battles.

"I'm afraid you will be very unhappy if you tell this matter." It's always right to lay the groundwork first.

"why?"

"Because I'm too pedantic."

Roundabout...

Hearing this new word, Yu Nian was slightly surprised.

"Is it pedantic pedantry?"

"Ah."

"What kind of evaluation is this..."

"A fair assessment."

It must not be an easy thing for Xiao Mocun to judge himself like this.Yu Nianjing came down and tossed and turned to make enough mental preparations, and then put a distance away from him, "Tell me, I need to know how circuitous you are before I can make a decision."

"Okay." Xiao Mocun smiled and pinched the nape of his neck like a squat squirrel, "I sent you a text message before I went abroad."

The words were calm, but the old things in my heart were turned over, the long-standing resentment was uprooted, and the dust was blown.

Yu Nian shrank his neck back, and immediately judged from his tone that this text message was unusual.

But the separation came suddenly that year, and he didn't know the exact news until Alpha had been gone for several days, and he never received any text messages of confession.

there has never been.

The reason why he is so sure is that for a long time after that, he survived by repeatedly reading every sentence Xiao Mocun sent him and every word he wrote.Flipping over and over again, the paper is worn out by the fingertips, and it is impossible to miss any radical.

He knew something was wrong, and hurriedly asked: "What text message, have you forgotten the content?"

"I didn't forget."

Yu Nian pushed his shoulder, "Then you can recite it to me now."

Xiao Mocun looked at him and smiled.

"How do you know I can recite it?"

Yu Nian choked, and then said: "You have always had a good memory, let alone something that made you hate it for so long?"

Before the parting, Wen Ziyu used the text message without reply as a spear to provoke their relationship, which is naturally important and hateful.

Xiao Mocun raised his eyebrows slightly after being poked at the center.

"It's not a grudge, it's just that I haven't forgotten it."

"I asked you at the time, your brother wants me to go, do you think so too. At three o'clock in the afternoon by the Swan Lake, I will wait until you come."

Word for word is not bad, it is a knot in my heart, which has just been opened at this moment.

Yu Nian was already trembling when he heard the first words, and then he almost couldn't restrain himself from trembling.

"I didn't receive it." He defended himself with a trembling voice.

I haven't received it, and I haven't seen these words for a second.

Xiao Mocun hooked his lips helplessly, not surprised at all: "It was deleted by Wen Ziyu, how did you get it?"

This was admitted to Li Zhenghao by Wen Ziyu in the detention center to protect himself.

"Why does he?" Yu Nian's eyes turned red instantly, and his upper body stood upright anxiously: "Why did he do this?"

Why?

Because of his unconditional trust, he was played around by his brother and friends without knowing it, and the trajectory of his life changed because of this.

Xiao Mocun squeezed his palm and digested this anger with him.

"Then, what would you say if I went there?!" Yu Nian asked anxiously again.

"What do you think?" Xiao Mocun looked at him seriously, and said clearly, "Of course I want to speak out."

In one sentence, the room was full of silence.

That was the courage that the young Alpha was forced to show when he was forced to the edge of a cliff, and he refused to let the budding feelings die in the soil.

It's a pity that all the prepared questions and rhetoric have no chance to be exported.

Yu Nian's seven orifices felt sore and her throat felt astringent.After being stunned for a long time, he suddenly threw his head into Xiao Mocun's arms, hitting his chest and causing a bang.

"You didn't lie to me?"

"It's still the same sentence, I dare not lie to you."

All the voices are muffled in the clothes, beating on the heart.

After a pause, only a muffled cry was heard, and Yu Nian suddenly grabbed the shirt on his shoulders tightly with both hands: "Why didn't you say it earlier? I was hurt by you."

Alpha's body froze in vain.

He hates himself too, why didn't he say it sooner?

Such absurd causes have produced countless evil consequences. The two people who were originally in love with each other have been tormenting each other because of their distorted self-esteem and guilt, and they have let down five years in vain.

There are several five years in life.

The sobbing and sobbing continued for a long time, and a large area of ​​the clothes on his chest was wet. Xiao Mocun could only let him vent his aggrieved emotions.

"I was wrong. I mistakenly regarded you and your brother as the same kind of person, thinking that you also wanted me to go."

"How is it possible?" Yu Nian looked up at him with tearful eyes and resentment. After a while, he couldn't say a word. After a while, he rushed out from his throat like giving up on himself, "I want you to take me with you even in my dreams. Walk."

He didn't lie, Xiao Mocun was in his dreams during those days.Where does Xiao Mo go to class, what kind of dormitory he lives in, what kind of friends he makes, when he calls himself for the first time, he has dreamed about everything related to it.

Never thought that Xiao Mocun didn't even have a little bit of confidence in him, leaving him alone and walking away, and even refusing to give him a word after traveling across the ocean.

And he fell ill during this day and night, tossing and turning, searching for nothing, a disease that can only be cured when Xiao Mocun returns to him.

He loves so cheaply, and every single thing is his fault.

He buried his head and wept bitterly for all the dignity that had been trampled on.

Xiao Mocun raised his hand to wipe his tears, his two fingers were completely wet, and said in a deep voice, "It's my fault."

Yu Nian was angry, hated and regretful, and after a long time, he still couldn't get over it, and bit Xiao Mocun's left hand hard, holding the tiger's mouth tightly with his white teeth, without showing any mercy.Xiao Mocun was bitten so much that his eyebrows twitched, and he endured the excruciating pain, which was worse than being surrounded and beaten in a back alley.

Within a few seconds, a faint smell of blood filled his mouth.

The teeth embedded in the flesh were loosened, and Alpha's tiger's mouth showed a dense row of extremely deep tooth marks, and the red flesh was turned outwards, and there was blood.

Yu Nian choked up and asked, "Why don't you cry out the pain?"

Xiao Mo kept his eyes on him: "I know you won't bite too hard."

There was such a commotion inside, crying and shouting, that people outside didn't know what to think.But it didn't matter, neither of them cared what other people thought at this point.

After recovering for a while, Yu Nian tapped his toes to the ground, his fingers twisted together in front of him, but he still refused to answer directly.

Cry and cry, bite and bite.Xiao Mo was in a hurry, put his hands on the heels of Yu Nian's legs and leaned forward: "What worries?"

He wished he could consummate the house and get married tonight, and finalize the good thing.Therefore, the attitude can be said to be soft and hard, and there is a degree of relaxation.

Yu Nian's eyes were swollen like walnuts and plucked out: "Where did you put your hands? Take them away."

The lingering hatred is still there.

Xiao Mocun had no choice but to obey.

The two evil hands were changed to support the sides of Yu Nian's body. Anyway, the bed board is made of iron, so it won't collapse under pressure.

"If you still have any concerns, if you don't talk about the emergency department, we will be sent away."

Yu Nian spat in his heart, how could a patient who had paid the fee be sent away so easily?But he also knew that the other party was in a hurry, and if he dragged on, he would be suspected of taking Joe on purpose.

"There's one more thing you didn't tell me."

"which one?"

"About the book."

"what book?"

"What do you think?" Yu Nian returned the three words he received not long ago, gritted his teeth, "You burned a page of the copy you gave me."

At the end of the final syllable, he showed timidity again, and when he said the word "burning", he became compassionate.

Never once did he think that he was not afraid of what happened at that time, the shadow was heavy like a mountain that could never be climbed over, and it weighed heavily on his heart.

Xiao Mocun asked in a low voice: "Are you feeling sad again?"

Yu Nian didn't reply, which naturally meant the default.

The surroundings were quiet for about ten seconds, and his wrist was suddenly grabbed by someone.

Snapped--

Yu Nian looked up in surprise, and before he could figure out what was going on, Alpha had already grabbed his right hand arbitrarily, and slapped himself so hard that his head was slapped sideways.

"Speak as you speak, why are you beating someone?!"

Xiao Mocun left a clear palm print on half of his face, and stared at him like a hook, "I was not sober at the time, and I did a lot of wrong things, please forgive me."

The tone is sincere, but the heart is cunning, and the fangs of the beast are quietly exposed in the dark.

Yu Nian turned her head away to wipe her tears again, and turned her head to pretend to be strong.

"Then tell me, what is on that page that is worth burning?"

"It's nothing." Alpha showed a rare expression of reluctance to speak clearly, as if saying the answer would damage his Alpha's majesty.

Yu Nian jumped off the bed immediately, making a gesture to leave immediately.Xiao Mocun pulled him back violently, frowned and said, "Where are you going?"

"Since you refuse to tell me, then I don't need to stay any longer." He turned his head and looked angrily, "Go and marry your self-esteem."

"I didn't refuse to say it," Xiao Mocun was forced by him to have no way out, and tried his best to coax him, "I just need time to speak."

"How long?" Yu Nian raised an eyebrow, "1 minute or 60 seconds?"

With one move, he used the same method as the opponent to kill the Alpha, so that Alpha had no power to parry.She found him both cute and delicate, so she couldn't help but pulled him to sit on her lap and kissed him.

With warm and fragrant nephrite in her arms, all rigidity and self-esteem are temporarily put aside.

Yu Nian forced her head back: "Let you confess that you didn't let you kiss me."

"Don't run," Xiao Mo kept protecting the back of his neck, "I'll tell you."

Now no one is bothering, almost waiting with bated breath.

"Actually, it's nothing." Alpha spoke in a very general way, "I was touched by one of the passages, and wrote down my birthday wish along the way."

"Wish?" Yu Nian asked unexpectedly, "Which year's birthday wish?"

"The year I met you."

That was the year I helped him celebrate his birthday.Yu Nianxin moved at will, and there were already countless guesses in her mind.Do you want to take a postgraduate entrance examination, sign a contract with a job, or want world peace?

The more you think about it, the more absurd it becomes. Both are possible and none of them are real.

Seeing that Xiao Mocun was relieved, he poked his finger at the broad shoulder in front of him dissatisfied.

"So, how can you say half of what you say, what is your wish?"

"Do you have to know?"

"What's there to hide?"

"I told you not to laugh at me."

It seems to be juvenile nonsense, so you must listen to it.Yu Nian hastily raised two fingers: "I swear I will never laugh at Xiao Mocun, otherwise I will never have an air conditioner this summer."

Xiao Mocun laughed, grabbed his two fingers and said, "Do you know that you will swear with three fingers?"

"So what, I guarantee it will work."

The tone is exactly the same as when he said "sincerity makes a wish".

"Okay," Xiao Mocun looked at him helplessly and tenderly, "I was just writing, hoping that your wish would come true. I was afraid after finishing the writing, afraid that if you saw it, if you wanted to look for it again, the book would have been borrowed. "

In fact, he didn't tell the truth. The first time a good student who has always followed the rules destroyed public property, he wrote a line he learned from a movie: I hope my love gets what I want.

He felt hypocritical and wanted to destroy it but missed the opportunity. Who would have thought that book had quietly followed Yu Nian for many years.

That is a portrayal of his cowardice and incompetence, and it is an irrefutable proof that he loved Yu Nian.

Yu Nian was silent for a long time, and asked in disbelief, "Are you referring to me?"

He raised his finger and pointed it slowly at himself, looking unsure.

Xiao Mocun said: "I have never loved anyone but you."

Yu Nianxiang's phone ran out of battery, and the whole person went into silent mode.

There was no sound for a long while, and after a long time, as if he couldn't bear it all, he pulled the quilt over his head violently, and his upper body was completely hidden in the darkness.

Xiao Mocun frowned deeply: "What's wrong with you?"

But got no response.

"What's the matter?" He thought he had stimulated people too much, and asked in a deep voice, "Are you unwilling, or do you not believe it?"

He couldn't tell what he didn't want to do, what he didn't believe in, but he was so afraid of these six words——

I don't want to, I don't believe it.

When he was almost regretting his bowels outside, two words came from under the quilt: "No."

Heartbreak can be heard even through the thick cotton wool.

"why?"

"Do you think..." The voice suddenly became muddy, and the nasal sound was stagnant, "Do you think I can still get what I want?"

He spoke in a soft voice, but like a knife and an axe, he greeted Alpha's heart every word.

Xiao Mocun immediately remembered the only birthday he had read for Yu.

He didn't even remember the date, but he heard Yu Nian happily tell him what he wished.

"I ask God to bless me, and hope that our baby will come to this world safely, smoothly, without disease or disaster."

He forcibly lifted the quilt, and seeing Yu Nian covering his face, his voice trembled slightly: "You know that my wish has long since come to nothing."

His wish came true that night.

Xiao Mocun was breathing heavily, and was speechless for a long time. After a long time, he opened his hand and said seriously: "We want another child."