GD of rebirth, you are my male god

? (lyric of day by day: YethefinallyIrealize

That I'm nothing without you

Iwassowrong

forgive me

my broken heart

my heart that shakes like the wind

my love that vanished like smoke

Indelible like a tattoo

sigh

My heart is full of dust (saygoodbye)

I thought I couldn't live a day without you

I didn't expect that a person could barely survive

Even if the breath calls to see you, you don't respond

Even with hopeless expectations

it doesn't help now

who is that person next to you

will it make you cry

I don't know if you can still tolerate me in your eyes

Have you forgotten all about it?

Too worried, afraid to approach, afraid to speak, anxious

Staying up all night alone erased your memory countless times

Please don't look back when you leave

Don't look for me again when you're alive

Because I love you without a trace of regret

So please go away with only good memories

barely bearable

can barely hold on

The more I am like this, the happier you will live

gradually lose feeling day by day

………)

Watching the bigbang performance on the computer, Han Xi covered his mouth and tried not to cry out.Please don't look back when you leave, and don't look for me again when you're alive. I used to just think this song is very sad, but now she knows the meaning of this song. Are you hating me?Quan Zhilong!

Han Xi has been in the U.S. for several months, working at school, hospital, and home at three o'clock every day.After breaking up with Quan Zhilong, Han Xi could not restrain himself from searching for news about Quan Zhilong on the Internet. At first, Han Xi thought he had recovered, but when he heard the song "Day by Day", Han Xi still cried in pain , obviously listening to this song will make Han Xi painful, but Han Xi listens to it every day even if he is abused, and cries every time he listens to it.

In 09, fortunately, Han Xi's father finally woke up after a year of treatment. Although he was still in a coma, it gave Han Xi hope to persevere.

During this year, Han Xi always searched for news about Quan Zhilong and Bigbang on the Internet, as if everything was back to the original point, and they never had any intersection.

Han Xi's mobile phone was changed after she came to the United States. She actually thought about calling Shengli and the others to ask Quan Zhilong's current situation, but after hesitating, she still didn't call...

That incident happened to Quan Zhilong in 09. Han Ximing knew that Quan Zhilong would overcome the situation of worrying about Quan Zhilong every day in the past. She really wanted to comfort Quan Zhilong. Courageously called Quan Zhilong, but the number was empty.Quan Zhilong changed his number......Yeah! ...They are no longer lovers...Han Xi was disappointed...No matter how much Quan Zhilong liked her...

In 09, another thing happened to Quan Zhilong, which was a scandal.When Han Xi saw this news on the Internet, he still hid in the toilet and cried in pain... "Unexpectedly... everything about Quan Zhilong remains the same as before...he should have forgotten that I fell in love with other people." Girls..." After 09, Han Xi decided to do her best to forget Quan Zhilong. Since Quan Zhilong had forgotten herself and started again, there was no need for her to persevere. Even if forgetting Quan Zhilong was a pain things.

In 2010, Han Xi followed his father's advice and went to China to meet his mother's relatives.They were also grandparents that she had never seen before...

Han Xi came to an apartment in Beijing through the contact information provided by his father. Han Xi took a deep breath nervously and prepared his words before ringing the doorbell...

A very beautiful woman in her 40s came out to open the door. The woman looked at the beautiful girl in front of her suspiciously and asked, "Who are you?"

Han Xi bowed and said, "Hi, I'm Li Xin's daughter and my name is Han Xi! I'm sorry to bother you...I...I..." Han Xi was still nervous and forgot all the words he had prepared. ...Stuttering and not knowing what to say.

□□It took me a long time to react, eyes filled with tears, I looked up and down Han Xi for a long time before I said: "It really looks like my younger sister when she was young!... Come in with me soon... Mom and Dad I must be very happy to see your granddaughter..." I dragged Han Xi into the house, and then dragged Han Xi into the house...

Han Xi's grandmother's family was unexpectedly very enthusiastic about Han Xi, a granddaughter who had never seen her since she was a child. Grandma would tell Han Xi her mother's story every time, and she would wipe tears with Aunt Li Qin when she was excited. By the way, Li Qin Aunt is mother's older sister.

Grandma's family likes Han Xi very much, maybe Han Xi looks like Ai Wu Ji Wu like her mother!But grandma's family hates Han Xi's father, Han Xuan, every time he mentions it, he always gnashes his teeth.

Han Xi lived at his grandma's house for half a year, because Han Xi had never experienced such a lively family feeling, eating and watching the Spring Festival Gala together during the Chinese New Year, Han Xi was very glad that his grandma forced Han Xi to learn Chinese when he was a child, even though grandma was For guilt reasons, but she is still thankful, because Hanxi in China really enjoys life this way.

Han Xi also met a person, Lu Han. Lu Han is the son of Aunt Li Qin. Han Xi was very surprised when he saw him during Chinese New Year!In fact, cousin Luhan was also surprised by her existence, because as a trainee in Korea, he would always ask Han Xi about Korean, and after a long time, he will naturally become familiar with it.

Han Xi herself also thought it was strange if she was destined to be a celebrity after her rebirth!

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