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Ehhhh what's going on! ?

I opened my mouth wide in shock, and immediately leaned over curiously to ask what happened, but was pushed away by Tou.He turned to the girl and frowned imperceptibly: "I'm just not interested in old women."

"Oh, it's really shocking. I'm only two years older than you, and it's the age when girls are the most beautiful~"

It was only then that I remembered to look at this person. She was one of the models for this photo shoot, and she seemed to have the best relationship with Tou.Although she was filmed in the sun for two consecutive afternoons, her skin is still fair and clear, and her body wrapped in a one-piece swimsuit is slender and graceful. No matter by which standard, she is an absolute beauty.

The girl flicked her soft chestnut curly hair, and looked at me with a smile: "Hi, I'm Yuriko. I've heard you mention you before, and I'm very happy to finally meet a real person, Ozuna~"

"Eh? You know me?" I rubbed my head, a little embarrassed, "This guy must have said a lot of bad things about me..."

Yuriko smiled and said nothing, and glanced at Tou again, as if she understood something: "Indeed, because Tou-kun is a very awkward person~ Although I think this is also very attractive."

"Ahaha..." I'm sorry, I don't think so at all... This must be beauty in the eye of the beholder.

I kept pointing with my eyes, asking him to say something, but he seemed to be suddenly attracted by the photos in the camera, and he just ate the smoothie without saying a word.

My mood began to become complicated again.

Although Tou has always been very popular with girls at school, this situation is like a little girl who worships an idol, no matter how nympho he is underneath, no one has ever confessed to him.

But now, hearing someone say that suddenly, it's impossible not to be shocked.

Finally someone is willing to treat my childhood sweetheart with love, which is indeed a gratifying thing, but it is also the first time I realize that we will not be together forever.

One day, he will have someone he likes, will be with that person, and I will live my own life.After many years, we may no longer be able to sit in one place, say something irrelevant, and fight irrelevant words.

Will I...be an obstacle for Tou to choose a new life?

My mind was suddenly in a mess, I looked at Yuriko, thinking about how to ask her the reason for rejecting her.Unexpectedly, the young man who had been silent all this time suddenly said: "No matter what you are thinking..."

I froze, and turned my gaze to him.He was still staring at the camera, but the movement of his hands stopped.

"Those are impossible."

His voice is like the autumn wind passing over the treetops when the weather is just cold, with a slight warmth in the coolness.After saying this, he continued to fiddle with the camera.

I responded in a low voice and didn't continue talking.

Yuriko also probably noticed that the atmosphere was a bit weird, so she changed the subject and talked about the tidbits during the two-day shooting.What she said aroused the interest of other people, and everyone talked to each other, and soon became lively again.

However, the tight side profile of Tou lowering his head when he spoke just now, and the looming amber eyes under the bangs, are always lingering in front of my eyes.

After dinner, I excused myself for a walk and sneaked onto the beach alone.The sun has already set, and only the last ray of light is still hanging precariously on the horizon.The color of Huoshaoyun has also darkened, and the gray color spreads from the east a little bit, gradually penetrating the sky including the ocean.

I took off my shoes, held them in my hands, and walked barefoot on the beach.The sea breeze is blowing, and the sand under the feet is soft, with the residual warmth from the day, like a blanket, which is indescribably refreshing.

As I was walking, I subconsciously looked up at the high embankment, and a familiar figure appeared in my field of vision unexpectedly.The other party was holding on to the fence on the shore, and was looking down. When his eyes met, he was stunned for a moment, but then he smiled at me—even though it was such a long distance, I clearly felt that he was looking at me. I smile.

I stopped and looked up at him like that, and my heart suddenly relaxed for a moment.

Goal 28 Clowns and Sleepless Nights

Sawada Tsunayoshi stood on the shore, raised his arms and said something to me, and then ran towards the beach.

Wearing a hooded T-shirt and shorts on a midsummer evening, he looked a little thin.I watched him approach, and couldn't help laughing: "This time is just right for a walk, the seaside scenery is really nice."

"Is Akutagawa-san taking a walk?" He stood still in front of me, exhaled, and asked uncertainly, "Is it going to disturb you?"

"Why do you say that?"

"Because..." The boy touched his nose, as if a little embarrassed, "You seemed to have something on your mind just now."

I hooked the corners of my mouth, lowered my head and rubbed the sand with my toes: "Probably...it's true..."

He was silent for a moment, walked to my side hesitantly, and said softly: "If you don't mind, can you tell me?"

I raised my head and looked at the boy in front of me.He stared at me, unblinking, too, with a hint of worry in his brown eyes that wasn't too obvious.

I didn't start, but finally couldn't help asking: "Does Sawada-kun have childhood sweethearts?"

He was stunned for a moment, and he probably understood: "Although they are not childhood sweethearts, you also know that Yamamoto, Kyoji-kun, and Kyoko-ちゃん are all friends who have known each other since middle school, and it has been seven years now." gone."

"That's right..." I turned around, stretched my arms against the sea breeze, and closed my eyes together, "This afternoon, a model who came to shoot together said that because I rejected her, I would bear it." I can't help but think, will I become a burden for Tou?

"I always knew that I depended on Tohru very much. When choosing a school in high school, a large part of it was because of him. After that, we will be together in university...

"I know very well that we will make different choices in the end, so I want to spend more time with each other while we are still together, but if this continues...will it affect his future?"

Regardless of whether Sawada was listening or not, I just continued talking like this.Once the words are uttered, they will have magical power. At the same time as speaking, the things that I have never wanted to admit will eventually have to be faced.

The sea breeze brushed past the ears, whirring, and after a while, the boy's voice came up: "Akutagawa-san...you to Mashiba-kun...well, I mean...do you like him?"

I opened my eyes, looked at the gradually dimming sky and thought for a while: "Of course I have such thoughts because of liking, but the bad thing is, this liking is not the mood of being in love."

"...Are you sure?"

"Well, because of me," I turned my head, looked at Sawada and laughed, "I have never been in love, and that kind of relationship is very strange to me. But my feelings for Toru have not changed since the beginning, and I have never been in love. Never felt strange."

"If there was even a little bit of that kind of strange feeling, maybe it won't be so lost now for a long time."

The sky was getting dark again, behind Tsunayoshi Sawada was the blackness that was getting thicker and thicker, not far away the hotel was brightly lit, street lights came on one after another, and the lights mixed with shadows and fell on his face.He stared at me for a while, then slowly rolled his eyes: "Akutagawa-san must be very important to Mashiba-kun. Even if you are not in the mood for love, you are already an irreplaceable relative. For relatives, there is no Who is whose burden is such a statement.

"You grew up together, learned about each other's past, and have a bond that no one can get in. He is just like you, and he has the same thoughts.

hope so.

It's like I know him well, but I don't know his thoughts completely.I hope he's not tied to anything, like I'm trying so hard.

But whether this is for his consideration or self-satisfaction, I probably still can't get the answer now.

"It would be great if I could continue to be selfish..."

"Eh?" Probably because the voice was too soft, Sawada leaned over and asked carefully, "Did you just say something?"

I shook my head, raised my arms and took a deep breath: "It's nothing! That is to say, it's much more comfortable to say... Sawada-kun is really good at comforting people."

"Really? No one has ever said that to me before..." He scratched his cheek and smiled shyly, "Anyway, I'm glad to be of help."

"Well, we're here anyway, let's go for a walk together?"

I winked at Sawada playfully, and continued to walk barefoot along the beach.He followed up slowly, walking beside me not far or near.

The surroundings became quiet again, only the sound of the waves rushing in the sea breeze.There was the noise of crowds in the distance, and a group of young men and women who looked like college students walked by loudly on the shore, leaving behind a series of laughter.

I turned my head to look at Tsunayoshi Sawada, who was only a few steps away from me, his side face was outlined with a golden border by the light, but his expression was not so obvious.Does this person have magical powers?Otherwise, why can it always appear when I am confused?

I couldn't help but joked: "Speaking of which, you can meet Sawada-kun this way, so you're not following me, are you?"

"Hey hey hey! It's not like that!" The boy waved his hands in a hurry, even shaking his head, "Because I need to find you, but you didn't bring your phone. Just now I met Fujiwara-さん and said you were not in the hotel. Come here and have a look."

I froze for a moment, and couldn't help but stop and asked, "What do you need from me?"

"Ah, it's not a big deal." He touched his head and explained, "We're going to have a barbecue by the sea tomorrow night, would Akutagawa-san want to come together? Yes.