[Tutor] Kongyu name

Hair, continued: "Let's not talk about this, how is your preparation for the entrance exam? Xiao Tou has been busy with the work on the photography side, so don't delay your studies."

"Don't worry, although that guy is unreliable in all kinds of ways, it's still okay." I patted my chest and assured me, "He must have been secretly studying late at night when no one knew about it."

"You guys, just work hard, but don't be too tired."

"Really, it's too difficult for us to work hard and not to be too tired!"

"I can't say no to you." The nun's mother couldn't help but shook her head, "Speaking of which, I thought Tsuna would want to go to a city farther away like Tokyo."

"Eh?" I was taken aback, touched my nose, and suddenly felt guilty, "Why do you say that?"

The mother nun turned her head to look at me, stared at me without blinking, and said with a smile: "It's nothing special, I just think so. Tsuna, it must belong to a wider place, and Xiaotou must have discovered it a long time ago. "

I don't know why she mentioned Tou at this time, and I don't understand why she said that.Although I am very happy to be affirmed, it seems that I have gained a lot of confidence inexplicably, but I can more or less feel the loneliness in this sentence.

I don't want my family to have such feelings because of me, but I do, as the nun mother said, I don't want to give up the wider world, at least I want to take a look and see what it looks like outside.

Human beings are contradictory and selfish, and I must embody that fully.

After saying goodnight to the nun mother and returning to the room, I planned to study, but I couldn't get into the state for a while while sitting at the desk and opening the book.

I took out my mobile phone and flipped through the records idly, and found the address book without knowing it.The cursor kept moving down, jumping over the names aimlessly, and when it reacted, it happened to stay on a familiar name.

Kokichi Sawada.

With a flick of my finger, I pressed the call button directly.

The picture of waiting to answer was displayed on the screen, I yelled "Wow", and was in a hurry to hang up, but before that, the picture on the screen changed suddenly, and it went directly to the interface in the call.

... Fuck, do you want to be so fast!

I wanted to cry without tears and put the phone to my ear. Unsurprisingly, the gentle voice of the boy came from the other side: "Akutagawa-san? What happened so late?"

"No...it's nothing..." I couldn't bear to say such an embarrassing reason, and my voice couldn't help getting lower and lower, "It's just... just dialed the wrong number..."

"Eh?" Sawada was obviously taken aback, and then laughed out loud, "Haha, I thought something happened to you, as long as it's okay."

"You...you don't laugh so obviously!" I didn't have the confidence to refute, but after thinking about it, since I have already made this call, it might be good to say a few more words, "Well...you can ask Sawada-kun A few questions?"

The other party responded, and it could be heard that he barely stopped smiling: "Of course, what is it?"

"It's actually what I said before. For example, a person wants to go to a farther place, but his family may never leave the city where he lives now. So, is his decision to go to a faraway place right? Woolen cloth?"

Although this idea is very clear in my mind, once I want to express it in words, I can't seem to understand it.I thought about finishing this thought, hesitated for a moment, and said, "If it's Sawada-kun, I think you can probably understand this feeling, right?"

Sawada Tsunayoshi's family is in Tokyo, but now he is studying in Kyoto, and he has to go to Italy during the summer vacation. Maybe there is very little time to really stay with Aunt Nana.

"Have you ever...have you ever felt like this?"

The other end of the phone suddenly became extremely silent. I couldn't help but hold my breath, and listened attentively. It seemed that I could vaguely hear the sound of breathing that was not obvious.

I don't know how long it took before I heard Sawada's voice resounding: "I really thought that way when I just left home, but then my mother said something, maybe it is also applicable to Akutagawa-san now."

"—Where is the mother who doesn't want her children to stay with her? But it's also very rewarding to see them doing what they want to do on a bigger stage."

I didn't answer, he paused for a moment after he finished speaking, and then continued unhurriedly, "Also, is Akutagawa-san planning to leave and never go back?"

Hearing this, I immediately retorted: "Of course not! I will definitely go home!"

"That's fine." He laughed softly, as if he was relieved, "Your family must think so too."

Yes, it is always difficult to have the best of both worlds in this world. We are always discarding others in order to get some, but we just need to find the way to get the most and lose the least.

I silently nodded: "There is another question... Why did Sawada-kun choose to become a mafia? Aunt Nana is obviously just an ordinary person, and she doesn't even know what you are doing now."

"This... I can't tell." Sawada smiled embarrassedly, and I guess he probably scratched his hair habitually, "Probably to protect something, the time we spent together or something like that of."

I frowned, a little confused: "But, if you don't do this, won't other people be around?"

"It's not like that, but how should I put it, there are always various situations, and sometimes you need to take the initiative to make certain choices."

He is indeed a passive person, like the feelings he had for Kyoko at the time, and the way he concealed it from me before.

He is probably used to accepting certain things passively, so what is the reason that makes him feel that he must take the initiative to face that dark world?

Something serious must have happened in the past.

I really wanted to ask what the turning point was, but I couldn’t open my mouth while holding my phone, so I finally had to bury myself on the bed and laughed twice: "Sawada-kun is really a healing department, it’s much easier to talk to you. Speaking of which, when are you going back to Kyoto? I'll return your student card to you."

Sawada hesitated for a moment, then replied: "Well... probably it will take a few more days..."

I immediately realized: "Are you still in Italy?"

"...That's right."

I can almost imagine his tangled expression when he said this, and I couldn't help laughing: "It's really hard work, if I bother you..."

"It's nothing like that, I'm actually glad to receive your call."

"Ah..." I was stunned for a moment, my heart was beating fast suddenly, I seemed a little nervous, and I seemed a little embarrassed, "Uh...that what..."

He smiled and interrupted me: "It's late in Kyoto now, remember to rest on time even if it's summer vacation, don't stay up too late."

"I know, I know! Go to bed now!"

The unexplained embarrassment almost knocked me down, I quickly hung up the phone, and I didn't bother to study anymore, so I just got under the covers and prepared to sleep.

What remains in my mind is not the obviously important conversation before, but the last sentence "I am very happy to receive your call".

This is not something to be shy about, but why did I suddenly care about it?

Goal 32 is probably the so-called evil fate

Unexpectedly did not sleep well that night.

I don't know what I'm thinking, there always seem to be some vague thoughts in my mind, but those thoughts are too vague, like the air around you, you know it exists, but you can't grasp it or touch it anyway arrive.

This feeling sucks, and as a direct result of it - I wake up feeling like I've run a marathon.

It was getting late, and the sun had already shone on the bed through the not-so-thick curtains.I pulled the blanket to cover my dizzy head, feeling the heat slowly coming from the light, but my mood couldn't be as bright as the sun.

Although I don't remember it at all, I must have had a bad dream last night, otherwise why would I feel empty in my heart as if something was missing?

I lay on the bed and struggled for a long time, and suddenly remembered that today happened to be the day I made an appointment with Mingli to go shopping in the downtown area.

At this time, it was almost time to go out, and I sighed in my heart, so I had to resign myself to get up and wash up.Unexpectedly, as soon as I walked to the door of the bathroom, the sliding door in front of me was suddenly opened by someone. Before I could stop in time, I accidentally bumped into it.

"Boom"

"Pain Pain—"

I was knocked back a few steps, but fortunately the other party grabbed my wrist in time to avoid other possible embarrassment.But the nose was still sore and sore from the impact, I held it down with my hand and looked up and glared: "Who! Don't you know how to say hello before you come out!"

"..." The boy who appeared in the field of vision still had messy brown hair on his head. He stared at me helplessly for a few seconds with those amber eyes, and finally pulled away my hand covering my nose with a speechless face, and leaned forward. Come to me, "Even if I say hello inside, you can't hear me... After all, your nose is still so collapsed, it won't be more collapsed..."

……real!firewood!through!I sure as hell blocked you!

I pushed his face away with my palm, and I vented all my depression since I woke up: "You can't say something nice! Also! Why is my nose collapsed!"

"Yes, you'd better watch it." Saying this, Tou yawned hard, looking completely awake.

I pouted my lips,