[Tutor] Kongyu name

not see.I didn't know how to comfort him, but I could only stare at him, seeing myself with a breathing mask in his eyes, also pale.

Ahh, I actually made my boyfriend cry, what should I do?

I tried my best, and finally raised my hand and reached out to Tsunaki.He immediately took my hand and pressed it to his face.There was a wet warmth in the palm of my hand, and I rubbed it with my fingertips: "I...it's okay..."

"Tsuna-chan, I'm sorry."

His voice was full of majestic forbearance, and his newly sober brain was unable to interpret such complex emotions, and he felt only a huge silence for a while.

He finally showed his vulnerability in front of me, but I was not happy at all.

The reason I never wanted him to be vulnerable was me.

The air seemed to be stagnant, and I don't know how long it had been like this, Gang Ji slowly opened his arms, leaned over and hugged my head: "Thank you... I finally woke up."

The gentle body temperature completely enveloped me. In the familiar smell, my body gradually regained its warmth, and even the uncontrollable trembling stopped unconsciously.

I greedily absorbed the temperature of Gangji's body, but didn't speak.

He buried his face by my neck, and there was still a slight tremor in his palm: "It's all right now, you won't be in any more trouble."

The boy's voice had returned to normal, but my nose suddenly turned sour, and tears immediately overflowed my eyes: "Yeah." I replied in a low voice, "I...back...come...."

Hate, even I cried, wouldn't Tsuna-kichi feel even more sad?I should be stronger.

Just thinking about it, Tsunaji let go of his hand and stood up.He stared at my face, with a soft curve at the corner of his mouth: "Wait a minute, I'll contact the doctor first."

With that said, he got up and prepared to go out.The force on the side of the bed left all of a sudden, I was startled, and almost subconsciously grabbed his hand.

Gang Ji turned his head in surprise, distress flashed in his eyes, but was quickly replaced by gentleness: "Don't worry, I'll be back soon."

I stared at him blankly, he smiled, bent over and touched my cheek.I hesitated for a while before letting go.

After Gangji walked out, the room suddenly became quiet, and then I realized that this was my own room, not a hospital, nor was it a strange place, and the surrounding furnishings looked familiar to me.

I quickly speculated in my mind what happened afterwards, and after a while, the door was pushed open again, and the first person to come in was Tou.

"Ozu! You're finally awake!" The boy sat down beside my bed and touched my forehead first, "Great, the fever is gone." He let out a long breath, his face calmed down, "I just called the doctor, I'll check you out later."

I nodded to show I got it.

He snorted, looking a little annoyed: "You're a college student! How dare you open the door to strangers?! Where did your vigilance go!"

Argue with me at a time like this? !Bullying can't I speak!

I was so angry that I had no choice but to open my eyes wide and express my indignation.

Tou sighed, turned his face away: "The school has already asked for a month's leave for you, and you should stay at home and don't go anywhere for the next period of time."

In this state, I guess I can’t go anywhere.

I subconsciously looked towards the door, but I didn't see Gangji enter the door for a long time.Tou glanced at me, seemingly unintentionally said: "You have been in a coma for nearly four days, and he has been waiting here for you to wake up these four days."

When I said this, the boy's eyes didn't stay on my face.He stared at the window with the curtains tightly closed, as if seeing something through the sunlight entering the room: "I didn't protect you well, I'm sorry, Ozu." After a pause, he continued, "He must have thought the same thing in his heart. Bar."

I couldn't give any response, I could only stare blankly at his side face.

This is already the second sorry I've heard since waking up.

I think the reason why we are so sad instead of angry is because there is nothing we can do.

The disaster was not predicted, vigilance was not maintained, and the severity of the injury was not estimated.

The three of us in this apartment probably feel the same way.

Shortly thereafter, the doctor came to examine me.Tou said that it was an underground doctor he knew, which was a hundred times more reassuring than going to the hospital.

The results of the examination were satisfactory, but as the side effects of the injected drugs were unknown, further observations were needed.

By evening, I was almost able to talk.Gang Ji insisted on feeding me, but I really didn't have the energy to eat by myself, so I let him go.

He said very little today, so I had to take the initiative to break the silence: "Gun Ji-jun, why don't you talk to me?"

He smiled. Although he had washed and tidied up in the afternoon, his complexion was still not very good: "I just... don't know how to speak..."

"Do you feel that you hurt me because of yourself, so you dare not face me?" I looked into his eyes carefully, pretending to be angry.

Tsuna-kichi lowered his head, and simply stopped what he was doing: "At that time, Tsuna-chan must have been very scared. You were so helpless, but I couldn't do anything for you, which gave you such painful memories."

I froze for a moment, and the scene of being pressed on the ground and injected with that unknown drug suddenly appeared in my mind.The panic at that moment surged out instantly, I couldn't help but clutch the quilt under my hand, and my body began to tremble again: "I'm afraid... of course... But, I have already had this awareness..."

Gang Ji was slightly taken aback, and raised his head in surprise.I looked at him and tried to make myself smile brightly: "And I believe, you will definitely come, you said you would protect me."

Now, the only thing I can't show is vulnerability in front of this person.

I have a hunch that if I cry in front of him, this matter will become an insurmountable gap between us.

He is struggling on the other side, guilty and unwilling to come over, and I will try my best to not get through.

None of us is at fault. If I really want to say it, it is also my fault for not being able to protect myself.

Over the years, I have been trying to live without relying on others, but that is based on the premise of ordinary people.In the face of the mafia, I am really too weak like this.

How can I not hold you back?

Gangji did not speak for a long time.After a while, he put the bowls and chopsticks in his hand on the bedside table, and pulled me into his arms.His body trembled slightly, but the strength in his hands was terrifying, as if he wanted to rub me into his body, so that we would never be separated.

"I'm sorry, Tsuna-chan."

Third sorry.

I patted his back one after another, closed my eyes, and forced back the tears that were about to burst out of my eyes.

"I forgive you."

"I will never let this happen again."

Tsuna took a deep breath, and while letting it out, he seemed to have made a decision.

"In any case, please have a normal life."

Goal 66 choice

Mingli rushed into my house early the next morning. Fortunately, I was already awake at that time, otherwise I would have been woken up by the doorbell.

She knocked on the door of my room like the wind, and she was obviously taken aback when she saw me, and she didn't speak for a long time.

I thought she would give me a good lesson first, she was surprisingly similar to Tou Worrying, but this time she was stunned for a long time,

Finally, he slowly moved to my bed and sat down, sighed deeply: "What happened to you?"

I don't know how Tou told her before, so I had to choose the safest answer: "It seems that Gang Jijun's business rival wants to hold me hostage and force him to submit..."

"Damn it!" Akari cursed in a low voice, his eyebrows frowned so much that he could kill a fly, "You've been dating Sawada Tsunayoshi for so long, do you know what he does?"

I rubbed my head, and could only smirk: "Actually, this... I don't think it has anything to do with it..."

"It doesn't matter! You almost died this time!"

The voice stopped abruptly, I looked up at Mingli, her face was blushing, her eyes seemed to be burning with fire, it reminded me of the sea of ​​flames swaying behind Tsuna that night.

I rolled my eyes and said calmly: "Mingli, at first I dated Tsunayoshi-kun with the determination that I might encounter danger. Since I like him, I still have a basic understanding."

Mingli opened his mouth, as if he wanted to say something, but fell silent again.After a while, she continued, "Even if something more terrifying than this happens next?"

"Even, there will be more terrible things than this." I nodded and laughed, "It's okay, I will find a way to become stronger. Don't forget that I survived being picked on by gangsters since childhood Akutagawa Tsuna."

"You are really... optimistic..." Surrounded by a warm embrace, Mingli rested his chin on my shoulder and whispered, "Sometimes I really envy your courage."

I patted her on the shoulder and said with a smile, "I only have this advantage."

After all, Akari and Toru didn't say much about this incident, and they didn't even blame Tsunayoshi, which made me somewhat relieved.

After recovering, I signed up for a karate class at a nearby dojo, tentatively scheduled to start in two weeks.

In school, on the day I returned to school, I had already asked my classmates what the teacher had said this month.There are very few homework to make up in the cultural class, but two experimental reports have been submitted in the experimental class, and as the only person who has not done the experiment, I can only do it myself.