[Comprehensive] The first female supporting role

Silent all the way.

The car stopped downstairs at Shimei's house. She pursed her lips and said dryly, "Thank you for taking me back."

Su Yizheng didn't speak, the current situation was too weird, she didn't want to stay for a second, and reached out to hold the door handle.

"Sister..." Her arms were grabbed suddenly, she turned her head, and the young man looked into her eyes seriously, the dark pupils didn't blink, the authenticity didn't look like a fake.

Se-mi sighs in her heart, let her accept a 16-year-old boy?No kidding, he's just a kid.She hesitated and reached out her hand, patted his fluffy hair, and said, "Study hard..."

Study hard and don't fall in love early, this is the only euphemism she can think of.

This was the first time I heard such a refusal, Su Yizheng smiled self-deprecatingly, and finally loosened his five fingers bit by bit.

Freed, Shimei opened the door and got out of the car, and waved to Su Yizheng through the glass.

How to do it?It's not like I didn't think about being rejected, but my sister seems to have made up her mind.

Su Yizheng returned his usual smile, feeling a flood of frustration. He closed his eyes and whispered to the driver to drive.

Sister Shimei, he really likes it, whether to let it go or not, he needs to think about it.

Seeing the car go away, Shimei let out a long breath and rubbed her cheeks in distress.

How did that happen?The work and relationship problems these few days have almost driven her crazy, and now there is an extra teenager for no reason, isn't it messy enough?Looking back now, it seems that the teenager's ambiguous words and deeds have long been traced, and it's all because she was too careless.

Yep, another hassle.Shimei turned around vigorously, and was about to enter the door when someone suddenly turned around from the corner, and gradually approached with steady footsteps.

She turned her head to look, but was unexpectedly fixed in place.

His brows were as calm as frost and snow, and when he raised his eyes slightly, Shimei's heart was in a mess.

Why is he here?Did she come to see her... A mess of questions flooded into her mind, she opened her mouth in a daze, but she didn't know what to ask.

Perhaps it is easier not to ask anything.

She lowered her eyebrows, quickened her pace, and the moment she passed by, warm fingers grabbed her wrist.

Accidentally bumped into her getting off someone else's car, even if the other party was just a teenager, maybe a younger brother, maybe a friend, his chest still choked.

After struggling with himself for so long, he suddenly didn't want to wait any longer, just tonight, it would be good if he asked clearly.

"Why?" His voice was cold, but it sounded strangely forbearing: "Why do you hide from me?"

He didn't even ask her if she liked him, because he didn't have to ask, he was sure she liked him too.

Shimei stubbornly turned her head away from him, feeling sour in her heart, she forced herself to calm down and said, "No reason."

Is this also an answer?He couldn't sleep well every day because she didn't know what to eat, and in the end he got these four words in exchange!A burst of anger surged up in Du Minjun's heart for no reason, his two beautiful brows were tightened, and he stretched out his hand to touch her cheek: "No reason? Then why don't you dare to look at me? I really don't understand, what are you hiding!"

His questioning was so natural, Shimei suddenly felt aggrieved, could it be that she is having a good time these days?Her gaze met his, and she said coldly: "I'm looking at you now, so what can I do? Dou Minjun, what exactly do you want?"

Dou Minjun was almost driven crazy by her, he no longer had the gentleness in front of others, and said angrily: "What do I want? I also want to know what I want to come here when I am not at home in the middle of the night to sleep well! Then tell me Me, you Liu Shimei, do you like me?"

He finally asked the question that had tormented him for a long time, and now, he just waited for her to say a word.

Like it or not...

"I..." Facing his thick black eyes, Shimei's words were blocked, and there were thousands of words in her stomach, but she didn't dare to say it, knowing that if she confides half of it, it will be irresistible.

Facing him, facing a relationship that had known the ending beforehand, she still flinched after all.

Dou Minjun looked at her fixedly: "Is it so difficult to like it or not?"

"I... I'm sorry..." She tried hard to force back the tears in her eyes, her voice was so small that she couldn't even hear her clearly.

If the ending is already doomed not to come to the end, why bother to tie two people together, it is better to let go, to fulfill you and to fulfill myself.

The heat in Du Minjun's eyes gradually faded away, and he slowly opened his fingers. After a long time, he asked hoarsely, "What you said...is it true?"

Shimei felt a sharp pain in her heart, she nodded silently, she was afraid that if she opened her mouth, the choking sound would reveal all her emotions.

So it turns out, it turns out that all the likes, sorrows, pains and struggles are his business alone, and it turns out that she never took him to heart.

His heart was suddenly empty.

For the first time, he truly felt that love is not as beautiful as described in the book, besides sweetness, there is also sadness.

Asking for nothing, love for nothing, no matter whether it is an alien or a human being, no matter how long they live, it is the same bone-eating pain.

Since you can't ask for it, it's okay.

Do Minjun took two steps back, then turned around slowly, straightened his back, and left step by step.

Even at this moment, his steps are still calm, and the elegance engraved in his bones for hundreds of years has not diminished a bit.

Such a man, if he really made a decision, I'm afraid he would never look back, just like he fell in love with him back then.

His back disappeared in her eyes.

Shimei blinked her eyes, her eyes became blurred, she raised her hand to wipe, but the tears flowed more and more.

She squatted down, buried her head on her knees, shrugged her shoulders, but stubbornly refused to make a sound.

It hurts so much that I almost suffocate.

Do Min Joon, Do Min Joon, Do Min Joon...

The most hopeless thing in this world is the idea of ​​taking possession of something you know will never belong to you.

It hurts, it's fine after it hurts.

After crying hard, she raised her hand to wipe away the tears, and tidied up her messy long hair and tear-stained clothes.Sucking his nose, the corners of his mouth curled into a small arc.

She is still Liu Shimei, the big star Liu Shimei that everyone pays attention to.

After confirming that everything was restored to the most perfect state, she took out her mobile phone and dialed Xiaoj's number, and was picked up after two beeps: "Hey, Shimei, what's wrong?"

Shimei took a deep breath and said calmly, "I accepted the announcement of the trip to China, and help me book the earliest flight ticket to Shanghai tomorrow."

She wanted to hide farther away, and farther away, preferably as far away as possible, where she couldn't go back to find him even if she regretted it.

When she got home, she took out the seasonal clothes and folded them one by one, and put them in the box together with the toiletries and the documents for going abroad.Everything was going on in an orderly manner, and her face was extremely calm at this time, so calm that there was no emotion.

After packing her luggage, she opened her laptop and logged on to ins, and sent a brief message that she was going abroad to film a movie.

In just a few minutes, there have been more than a dozen replies.

Netizen [Little Mushroom]: Come on, Queen, strive to dominate the foreign entertainment industry!

Netizen [38:[-]]: Are you finally getting out of the domestic entertainment industry?Get lost shamelessly...

Netizen: [apple9]: The idiot upstairs, the appraisal is complete!

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Shimei flipped through each article, and those who supported her were not happy, and those who scolded her were not very sad.

There is no pain in her heart when she is empty, it seems that all her emotions have been taken away by that person.

That's fine too, bury this love that ended without a cause in the deepest part of my heart, from now on she will be invulnerable to fire and water, and no one will want to hurt her in the slightest.

What else should I bring?

She also has a notebook with her. Although she doesn't write every day, she likes to write down her feelings sometimes.I also have to bring the doll by the bedside, which was given by Liu Shuo, and I can hold it when I miss my family occasionally.

Shimei took out the notebook from the drawer, flipped through it casually, and suddenly a photo fell out and landed at her feet.She bent down to pick it up, but stopped abruptly.

A man's profile came into view, with clear eyebrows and delicate eyes, looking down at the girl in the orange coat in his arms.It was in the notebook when I moved last time.

Originally determined to forget, why did it always appear in her sight inadvertently, and suddenly remembered a sentence from Zhang Ailing that I had read in a book: "When I hear something, it is obviously irrelevant, and it will be a little bit in my heart." Thinking of you."

It's a pity that the two of them will be okay from now on, thinking about everything is futile.She stared blankly for a while, picked it up and put it in the bottom of the drawer, closed it tightly, and locked it.

The next step is to report to Han Sunying that Shimi rented the house without telling her, but there is no need to hide this matter from her, because she was always supportive.

Han Sunying was surprised: "Why so suddenly? Aren't you still hesitating this morning?"

"It's nothing." Shimei's voice was muffled. Knowing that the other party couldn't see her, she still smiled reassuringly: "The Chinese side is pressing, and I happen to be free, so I agreed."

Han Shanying did not doubt that he was there, and asked: "Then you go, overseas is no better than domestic, people who are not familiar with the place of life, you have to be careful in what you say and do... Have you taken all the winter clothes? I heard that it is also very cold there now. Yeah... your brother is taking an exam, so don't call him yet, I'll tell him when he comes back..."

She babbled for a long time, and the mother was worried. Shimei didn't interrupt her, but just listened patiently, and agreed one by one.

Han Sunying asked what time the flight was. Shimei guessed that she probably wanted to go to the airport to see her off. It was very cold in the morning, so she quickly changed the topic, rambling on and on and on, but finally didn't say anything.

After everything was explained, she put down her phone, fell on the bed exhausted, and covered her face with a pillow.

Unexpectedly, after going around in a big circle, she returned to China for such a reason and in this way.

I am going to a place far, far away without you, and slowly resolve this love that has ended before it even started.