round heart love

Let's go ride the ferris wheel

Now I'm the only one left

You say my tears make you feel bad

our existence is eternal

I only blame myself for being too stupid and naive

I thought I was waiting foolishly

can make you fall for me

Now you use your turn

told me it was impossible

Slackening his desperate efforts and changing his concealed smile, Wu Xin walked into the house with a solemn expression. After returning from that special episode, the exhaustion of the days only made him more tired, and the pimples in his heart did not disappear with the fatigue of his body. , Is it the best choice to wait quietly like this?Or directly... Forget it!Or wait for him to say it himself, put down the phone, but his movements slowed down, the recent calls seemed to be, less? !Naturally, after returning from advanced studies, their album was well received in the market, and their popularity is skyrocketing!In the past few days, I have been promoting activities in several major cities, and the schedule has already been slowly arranged, but... what happened to me?Pat yourself on the forehead, why are you always thinking wildly recently?When two people are together, they should trust each other. How could she doubt him?It must have something to do with not sleeping well recently!Go to bed early!Go to bed early!Xinxin shook her head, trying to drive away the random elements in her head, but at this moment, the phone rang, an unfamiliar number?what happened?

"Aren't you going too far?" Zhang Yuan looked at the four people in front of him speechlessly.

"We're just telling the facts, plus Xueyang's throwing bricks and attracting jade." Xiaomei smiled so much that her eyes were narrowed into a line, no matter how she looked at it, she felt that it was intentional! "Anyway, you two, just figure it out in your heart."

"What do you mean?" Zhang Yuan was full of doubts.

"It's about your past?" Xue Yang began to act as a commentator, "Since she has accepted your past graciously, oh no! It's your past tense, so don't we let you know each other better by doing this?"

"Although I suspect that Xiaomei is deliberately tricking you, I'm jealous that you are so thin and getting more and more stylish!" Li Mao laughed.

"Oh! How do you know?" Xiaomei looked at Li Mao pretending to be surprised, and finally said with great regret, "It's just that poor Xueyang almost..."

"Wait! What is the past tense? Acceptance? What are you talking about?" Interrupting the interaction between Maomei and Maomei, Zhang Yuan couldn't help leaning forward.

"Eh?" The four people in front of them glanced at each other, and Xiao Wu said innocently, "Didn't Nimen make you chat for a long time when Shangci was in the pub?"

"..." There seems to be something wrong? !

"No way!" Li Mao was the first to react, "Did you guys really talk about a part of your life in that "Ding Ding Ding" music?"

"Uh, uh..." A look of embarrassment appeared on Zhang Yuan's face, of course not, but why did he tell these people?

"Oh my god! It's such a good opportunity, why didn't you tell her?" Everyone saw Zhang Yuan's expression at this moment, and their jaws couldn't close.

"I don't want the past to affect her life, and besides, I've settled the matter." Having said that, I always feel a little uneasy.

"Is it really solved?" Li Mao couldn't help asking, "Why do I feel that things are not so simple."

"To be honest, when I was recording the program before, I always felt that she seemed a bit weird." After listening to Li Mao's words, Xue Yang also expressed his opinion.

"Is that so?" Zhang Yuan asked back, and couldn't help asking himself.

The night seems to be deep...

"The stars on the lake, the twinkling elves..."

"Stand on the peak of eternity to gather this light, and listen to the vast sky..."

"I still miss that dream, I miss the past, I don't want to wake up..."... I listen to his songs every day, I miss his voice, I want to see him, I want an explanation!This idea has been lingering in my mind, but reason always overcomes emotion. At the last moment, Xinxin still did not press the call button. Looking at herself in the mirror, she lost a lot of weight, and never felt that time passed. It's so slow, forget it!Maybe it was as unexpected as last time, thinking of the previous reunion, trying to raise a slight arc on the lips, desperately instilling optimistic thoughts for myself.

"Eh? I heard that a group of people came from the company's production team, and I heard that one of the women has a very close relationship with someone." Gossip is human nature, and when staying on stage, I often hear various rumors .

"I've heard about it too! I saw it, they went out together yesterday, there must be an article in it..." Recite the script!concentrate!

"Who is who?" Concentrate!This week's guests are...

"How can we talk about such a secret thing here? But let me give you a hint, the hero is him!" Concentrate on it!The first link is...

"You are the marshmallow in my heart, a sweet dream. With you, the world changes. Even if it's almost dawn, can you just wander freely like this..." With a sound of "Pa-ta!", a heavy notebook fell by his feet ...

"Are you surprised to receive my call?"

"Well, it's true..." Xinxin looked at Zhang Han in front of her, still a little restless in her heart. Are there any fans of him around?

"Don't be nervous, it's very hidden here." Seeing through Xinxin's expression, Zhang Han quickly explained, "Actually, I should have told you earlier, I'm sorry, last time..."

"DoReMeReMeFaSoQiDo just let me hold your hand, when the music is about to start..." The bell rang, "I'm sorry." Xinxin smiled apologetically and answered the phone, "Hello..."

On the empty basketball court, there is a figure skillfully dribbling the ball, breaking through with the ball, stopping, jumping up easily, aiming at the basket with slender arms, and the ball draws an elegant arc in the air... "Pong!" He touched the basket and bounced a few times on the ground, "I always seem to surprise you!" The voice I had forgotten echoed in my ears again, surprise?How many surprises are there?A smiling face involuntarily appeared in my mind, and now another man has seen that kind of smile... There seems to be an unknown fire burning in my heart, manic!Very manic! !Not caring about wiping off the drips of sweat from his forehead, Zhang Yuan propped his hands on his knees, panting heavily.

"Whoosh" the basketball fell into the frame precisely, and a voice floated into my ears, "What's wrong? Are you worried?"

"When she received my call, her reaction was not the same as in the past. She lied..." After a moment of silence, Zhang Yuan said to Li Mao.

"Who told you to "snub" her as soon as you came back." Li Mao snatched the white disapprovingly, continued to aim at the basket, caught a glimpse of the black and blue face on Zhang Yuan's face, and he quickly added, "Uh, this is also I can't blame you, after we came back from further studies, the popularity of the album exceeded our expectations, she will forgive you for being so busy!"

"You don't have to worry! Since the recording of the show, everyone has been paying attention to the two of you. It's safer to keep a low profile." Seeing that Zhang Yuan was still silent, Li Mao continued to speak while aiming at the basket.

"She is with Zhang Han..."

"Pong!" Li Mao paused, and the ball drew a wrong trajectory in the air!

Why not go to him?Why bear it alone?Why lie?Zhang Han's presumptuous question echoed in his mind, Wu Xin was leaning on the sofa, why?Reluctantly bend the arc, but don't even have the courage to bend!Because her mind was confused, because of a so-called "past", her heart was at a loss, she didn't know if it was right to continue, she didn't know if she could bear what she didn't know, and she didn't know what to do when she didn't sort out her emotions. Knowing how to face Zhang Yuan... Quietly remembering the past bits and pieces, the unexpected encounter, the beauty of falling in love, so where is the first chapter lost?Our story is not earth-shattering and magnificent, but it has its own flavor fermenting in the air, depositing the most beautiful memories, but the missing link is now sprouting in the heart, making the heart ache?Is his past the part he cares about?No no no!Deny yourself severely!People themselves grow up through experiences again and again, and it is because of such experiences that people cherish the present and the people around them more!I want to believe him!Even if what she said is true, it is also Zhang Yuan's past!Now, she is his present! "I always think about it, do the bits and pieces from the past still belong to you..." Lingyin interrupted Xinxin's thoughts at the right time. Is it Zhang Yuan? !

"I have something to tell you!"

"Me too!"

Thinking of the tacit understanding on the phone that day, Xinxin smiled lightly. After letting go of her mood, she couldn't help feeling ridiculous for her past wild thoughts. Instead, stepping on the smooth ground, the proximity of the region, as if the distance between the heart is also close, the smile returned to Xinxin's face again, she didn't know at that time, Zhang Yuan, who was on the same floor as him, was at this moment With a grim and gloomy expression on his face, a gloomy gleam flashed in his black eyes, and a rare chill emanated from his whole body. The two figures in the lounge, the air surrounding them were drawn by the firmness in each other's eyes. Leaving faster, dull, alienated... It's suffocating, but no one wants to give in!

The eyes looking around passed a piece of glass, and a familiar figure came into view, and a small sense of happiness jumped in my heart, and I stepped forward, turning the doorknob with my fingers, "Zhang Yuan!" The joyful voice awakened the still picture... …

"I have never forgotten you from the beginning to the end!!!" The explosive words and the suppressed voice penetrated the suffocating air, passed through the mind, and imprisoned the thoughts. A hug made the footsteps stop abruptly and flew across The teardrops and the heartbroken face turned back to the long time ago, the memory called the past surrounded the body, the blood all over his body couldn't help but become cold, Zhang Yuan's face was shocked, and there was disbelief. The interlacing of time and space was disrupted in the small space, and the scenes of the past were like flowers in a mirror, cut into countless scenes, and burned the former self. I remembered the difficult youth, and I didn't realize that there was a pair of arms tightly wrapped around me... …

"Zhang Yuan!" The sweet voice broke the chaotic thoughts and awakened the stiff past.

"Xinxin..." Zhang Yuan, who recovered his senses, looked up and saw Xinxin at the door. The expression on his face changed from joy to sadness, pain, despair, collapse... There was a tremor in his heart, and he suddenly felt strange arms wrapped around him. On her own neck, her bright red lips pressed against her cheeks, so intimate that it was real!Ambiguous to the extreme!

pain!Did something burn my palm?Bean-sized teardrops rolled down silently, and the vision had already become blurred, but why was that scene so clearly played back and repeated in front of my eyes?Heart hurts!It hurts so bad I can't breathe! !As if torn apart by force, a deep despair implanted deep in the heart, germinated and borne fruit, eroding the body severely, my heart was filled with countless emotions, my throat could not make a sound, that scene of tenderness blew me away. The sincerity trampled all over the place, escape!Escape from this place!Get away from him!Escape from a world that doesn't belong to her!Turning around with difficulty and moving his legs with difficulty, he declared his fragility at the first step. When his legs touched the icy ground, he could no longer feel the heart-wrenching pain... So, what he wanted to say It was this matter; it turned out that he was late because of another girl; it turned out that the truth was so cruel... The uncontrollable tears dripping down the floor and the splashes made Xinxin see her absurdity and ridiculousness, Holding the doorknob, she stood up slowly, exhausted all her strength without looking back, and escaped from this space that did not belong to her!

"Xinxin!!" Seeing the pale and collapsed Xinxin, Zhang Yuan's heart darkened instantly, and his heartbeat almost stopped!The world in front of her eyes was covered with dark clouds, and she could not see a ray of sunshine. She misunderstood! !After desperately breaking away from her, Zhang Yuan rushed out the door!

"She knows everything!" A lingering sound floated into my ears...

Far—belongs to their once sweet and exclusive nickname;

Calling her far away, she is the one who accompanied him through the youthful years;

Calling her from afar, she is the one watching him show off his arrogance on the stage;

She is the one who makes him show the most innocent and charming smile;

She is the one who picked up her mobile phone in the hospital;

She is the one who accompanies him to the next success;

She is someone who has a unique place in his heart;

She is someone he never, unwilling to forget, unwilling to give up;

She is a love song in his heart, the heroine in the song;

She is a girl, but she has somewhat similar eyebrows and eyes to her? !

Open the valve of the faucet to the maximum, let yourself cry freely in this small space, don’t want to hear how many messages are left on the answering machine, ignore how many calls are from him, don’t care how long the doorbell has been ringing, At this moment, she just wants to be alone, and she just wants to relieve her heartache in her own world, curl up her body, bury her head and knees, and let the rushing water take away the heartache...

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