Ai Min of Fomalhaut's Self-written Book

?Today is the Great Cold, the day when I officially become a noble concubine. Following the etiquette, I should visit the Queen Mother.

Zhao Zhen chose a hibiscus-colored top woven with dark gold threads and put it on for me personally. He looked at me deeply for a while, and a smile appeared on his lips before he could speak, "I used to think red was tacky, It’s not as good as other colors, but now I prefer red, so the festive color can reflect how happy I am.”

I picked out a red eagle with tassels and stuck it in my hair, looked at him, and said with a twitch of my mouth: "If you see me wearing red clothes every day, you've probably seen enough, and it's too late to avoid me in the future."

Zhao Zhen smiled and said: "How come? I can only eat the food you cook, do you think I have avoided it?"

"You..." I glared at him and even made fun of me for my shortcoming of not being able to cook.

"Okay." Zhao Zhen pulled me into his arms, his voice lingering in his ears, "It's getting late, let's meet the queen earlier."

This is the first time for me to visit her in the Hall of Baoci. Before, the maids around me always advised me to visit the Empress Dowager. I was always unwilling. If it wasn’t for her, Cong Zhan might not have died. She died for her own selfishness. how many people.

Today, I have to meet, for Zhao Zhen, and for myself.

After the inner supervisor finished reporting, Zhao Zhen took my hand and stepped into the inner hall.

"Mother's queen." Zhao Zhen called softly.

The queen mother seemed to be in good spirits today, seeing Zhao Zhen coming, she stood up slightly as if to greet her.

Zhao Zhen hurriedly stepped forward and pressed the Queen Mother on the couch, and said softly: "It is good for the Queen Mother to sit. I will bring her here to meet the Queen Mother first."

The Empress Dowager nodded, her eyes froze for a moment, then she smiled and said, "You need to take better care of your body. I don't know how much this child can do in the future."

How much you can achieve is something that you will do after you return to Jiuquan, and you don't need to worry about it, I secretly thought.Although I don't want to see her, I have to respect her. Zhao Zhen gave her a look from a distance. I know what he means. Concubine canonization needs a big ceremony. The mother in the palace has been taught, and she is about to follow the rules and kowtow. When I saw it, the queen mother hurriedly asked someone to support me, and said slowly: "I am inconvenient, so there is no need for red tape."

Five months pregnant, her belly is showing. When she looked at my lower abdomen, she smiled layer by layer, but I couldn't see clearly whether it was true or false behind that smile.

When thoughts were stacked, Zhao Zhen suddenly heard a sentence, "So the queen mother already has guests here?"

Following Zhao Zhen's gaze, sure enough, there was a faint figure behind the emerald green shark bead gauze curtain.

"It's my niece. She came to talk to me today. She has already chosen another good family and is going to get married soon. I heard that the emperor is coming, so she hides there." The queen mother laughed.

The queen's niece?I only know Zhao Xilian as the niece of the Empress Dowager, but I don't know if it is her. I want to distinguish that figure carefully, but there is always a hazy shadow three feet away.

"Speaking of which, her previous marriage was appointed by the emperor, otherwise I would have never thought of Cong Zhan." The queen mother said slowly.

I raised my head abruptly, my brain buzzing.

Zhao Zhen hurriedly turned his head to look at me.

"It's just a pity that Cong Zhan committed suicide at a young age..." She still said slowly.

Zhao Zhen's complexion became snow-white, and he turned around and blurted out: "Mother!"

She abruptly interrupted what the Empress Dowager was about to say.

He turned his head to look at me again, his eyes became extremely dark, whether it was fear or something else.

I felt pain in my heart. I couldn't believe it was him. Cong Zhan, a family that had already fallen by the wayside, didn't play a big role in the court. How could the Queen Mother betroth her niece to him on a whim?Besides, according to Zhao Xilian's temperament, if Cong Zhan doesn't like her, she will not force herself, and she will not take the initiative to mention it to the Queen Mother.

I never thought that he was the one who proposed the marriage. He tried so hard to know that I was going to go away with Cong Zhan. What did he say to Cong Zhan that day in Fanlou?

I have always been unwilling to believe it, unwilling to face the fact that he was the one who killed Cong Zhan.

The wind penetrated through the cracks of the window, carrying a damp and cold atmosphere, and the charcoal fire in the stove occasionally crackled.

My body softened a little, but I still held on, "It seems to be snowing, how about we go back early?" I lowered my head and said in a low voice.

Some words, I have to ask.

After leaving the Baoci Hall, I walked a long way without saying a word.

Finally came to a stop in the corridor.

The bottom of the corridor is made of three-foot-square large bluestone bricks. The surface of the bluestone boards is smooth and cold, and the coolness seems to penetrate into the bones bit by bit.

"Min'er...I..." Zhao Zhen hesitated for a long time before finally opening his lips.

"So Cong Zhan's marriage was appointed by you?"

He hesitated for a moment, then finally nodded.

"Didn't I tell you that he and I are going to get married?" I suppressed the trembling in my heart and whispered.

His eyes trembled a few times, his lips opened and closed, and finally he only said: "But I like you."

Sure enough.

Because you like me, you will rack your brains to separate me and Cong Zhan, is that what you mean?

On the day I got married from Zhan, I happened to go to his uncle's house to send flowers to know his great joy. That day you came to me from afar without taking off your dragon robe, comforted me, and accompanied me all the way. How could I think of you at that time? The initiator of all this!

I didn't speak, and he also looked at me silently, only the whimpering of the wind, sharply shaving the man's face, like countless sharp glass shards, ruthlessly piercing into the man's chest.

Cong Zhan jumped out of Fan Tower that day and fell under the blood-red magnolia tree. That day, my heart ached like this too.

"So... what did you say to Cong Zhan that day in Fanlou?" I looked at him and asked coldly.

Zhao Zhen pursed his lips and stood there upright, as stiff as a sculpture, unable to say anything.

I always thought that Cong Zhan couldn't think about knowing his own life because of the court's framing, but I always thought so, if that was the case, why did he hug me tightly at my request, saying, okay, let's go together.

What exactly did Zhao Zhen say to Cong Zhan in Fanlou that would make him abandon me and his family, and make him so desperate.

From Cham.....

My tears were almost overflowing, and I forced them back at the corner of my eyes, and I smiled back sadly: "Forget it, everything is already like this anyway. You like me, and you happen to be the emperor, so there is nothing else you can't do. "

He just kept silent.

I didn't want to look at him any more, passed him, and walked in front of him.

There were footsteps following him behind him, and those footsteps were also silent.

I said softly: "I'm tired, please go back, Your Majesty." I didn't even turn my head.

He finally came forward, took off the cloak on his body and put it on me, held my arm, and said softly: "The road is windy and slippery, let me go back with you.

I withdrew my arm and looked at him with a sneer: "The road is slippery in the wind? Is the emperor afraid that his concubine will catch a cold or that his concubine will slip and fall?"

He was stunned for a moment, his face became whiter and whiter, like a piece of high-quality rice paper, without any variegation, and after a long time, he said: "Min'er, you...you can blame me if you want to blame, but don't... ...."

The sound is also tidal.

"Don't what?" I asked him coldly.

He drooped his eyelashes and said nothing.

Don't give up your flesh and blood, do you?

How could I be pregnant with your flesh and blood?How can I stay with you forever?

You murderer who killed Cong Zhan!

Back at Yuhua Palace, he still stayed here that night, I just turned my back to him, speechless for a long time. ?