[Inuyasha] Sesshomaru's palm

"It's only been 150 years, have you forgotten your affectionate confession to me back then? Didn't you say that you wanted to take me to wander far away, you little heartless guy really hurt me My heart. Elder brother, you should try to persuade her too..."

"Who would remember such a boring thing from so long ago." I tried my best to smile with the corners of my mouth open, and rolled Yingyue's eyes back.

He avoided looking at him for a while, then turned his head back again, with a very displeased expression on his face.

"That brat Sesshomaru, I'm going to tear him apart! How dare you, dare to bully the little love monster that Uncle and I wantonly play with!"

I didn't want to add more sadness to parting, so I continued to tease him, "Then you must be able to beat him before tearing him up."

"Stinky girl, don't underestimate me, who said I can't beat that brat. Just wait, I'll go and tear him up and come back." Leaving this annoyance behind, he swung his sleeves angrily and strode back , leaving me with a murderous back that seems to be really looking for trouble with Sesshomaru Dai*.

"..." Forget it, I can no longer shout.He had no choice but to turn his pretended relaxed and meaningless eyes to Dou Ya.

"It was Sesshomaru who devoured your demon heart. I am responsible for your safety. How about staying in my dog ​​family?"

"Please Dou Ya, don't force me to stay, let's stop here. With the clothes you gave, the pistol armor you gave, and this two-headed monster you gave me, it's enough for me to protect myself." Then, I rolled onto the back of the double-headed monster, pulled the reins and left against the wind without looking back.

"Don't you want to know what you are, don't you want to grow a heart again?"

Dou Ya, still not giving up, shouted loudly behind him.

But right now, nothing is more important than trying to calmly forget.

Because, looking at that despicable guy, I still feel distressed and want to.

But he doesn't want me at all.I can't stand this humiliation.So, get rid of all this as soon as possible.

Leaving, still wandering and searching as before.I want to save my younger brother and repay the kindness of human upbringing.In order not to let myself fall into cranky thinking, I started to study hard.Learn all the methods of cultivating demons for self-cultivation and calmness, and learn all the words and sentences of human beings that can transcend the ranks.

In order to be able to understand those words and sentences, he often mingled with humans in a low-key manner, making himself embarrassed.

When he was at a loss all day long, Dou Ya appeared in front of him alone.

"Sure enough, without someone to take care of you, you made yourself so dirty in the blink of an eye. But, what are you doing?"

"I'm practicing."

"Cultivation? How can I help you? And Yingyue, he really beat Sesshomaru once, and he's still hurt."

"I'm cultivating Tranquility." I said, "Not for the power of the demon, not for the cultivation of the heart, just for Tranquility, and I don't need anyone's help. In the end, you don't care if I love dirty. As for Yingyue, let him be obedient Don't provoke that person, I don't have a chance to comb his hair and rub his stomach again, if it's really itchy, let him... get off on his own. You too, don't have any lice on your body..."

"Well, I will pass it on when I know it. But, what kind of practice are you going to..." After speaking, he turned his face and shrugged, laughing non-stop.

"The eminent monk who has attained the Tao of human beings said that all kindness and love will come, impermanence is hard to come by for a long time, life is full of fear, life is at stake in the morning dew, out of love there is sorrow, out of love there is fear, if you are separated from the one you love, there is no worry and no fear .If there is no love and hatred, there will be no bondage. Purify the mind and keep the will, and you will be clear."

"I'm on the way to practice, don't bother me."

"Haha... We are demons but not human beings. Besides, you use Zen to escape this trick, are you sure you can get the Tao?"

"It's up to you whether you can get the Tao. I'll walk my way, and you cross your bridge." As I said that, I walked past him with a flick of my sleeves.

"... That brat Sesshomaru is very unhappy. And day by day, he is becoming more and more tyrannical and hard to appease. As a father, I have become more and more angry towards him. The more I can't control the powerlessness, I hope you can come back with me..."

"Dou Ya, stop, I won't step into your dog clan again. He is your son, and if you are powerless to suppress and teach him, no one else can do it. Besides, he is not happy. Whether it is violent or not is none of my business. If you want to see me in the future, don't mention him."

Leave the words and I'm leaving.As always, constantly wandering around, constantly self-cultivating and improving.

But Dou Ya always appears around me frequently, laughing at me, teasing me, pestering me, or pouring out my resentment on me. All the unruly deeds he did with Sesshomaru are destined to destroy my momentary peace.However, I can't beat him again.In the end, he had to go.

After wasting 50 years like this, I seem to finally comfort myself, get out of that absurd dream, and gradually get used to walking alone.Then, I can finally recall that foolishness with a smile, and finally I won't be able to sleep all night because of longing.

But one day, a demon suddenly appeared on the branch, breaking my tranquility again.

"Why are you, Dou Ya?"

"Oh, only elder brother is allowed to come and see you, but not me?"

Well, take a look as you like, and go back when you've had enough.

I walked away without even looking at him again.

"...F-follow me back to the Dog Clan to see my elder brother..."

Except for Dou Ya, Yingyue has never been used to begging anyone, I turned around slightly startled, "Dou Ya, what's wrong?"

"The longevity of heaven is approaching..." After saying this, he flew behind my mount and pulled the reins autonomously.

What does Tianshou is near mean?Dou Ya is so powerful, I never expected this to happen to him.

Immediately shocked, she was speechless, letting Yingyue lean on her shoulder decadently, her voice choked with tears.

I wanted to say a few words of comfort, but found that my throat was trembling uncontrollably.Raising his hand to touch his cheek, it was full of tears.

As for the cultivation that was agreed upon, it will be completely ruined once the emotion arises.

My 50 years of wandering and separation, 50 years of ignoring and avoiding, seem to have all been in vain.

After driving a two-headed monster for a long distance, Yingyue and I finally returned to the Yunshang Tiangong of the Dog Clan.

When I slid off my mount and stood firm, guards from the Dog Clan rushed forward and surrounded me.

"...Girl, you are finally back, Lord Dou Ya Wang... Lord Dou Ya Wang, he..."

With a sob, I helped the already limp Shadow Moon to the ground, and hurriedly handed them the reins.

Facing the rotten palace that I was familiar with a long time ago, I plucked up my courage and walked in.

I don't believe it, so Dou Ya, who loves to laugh, is about to die.I thought to myself, this is just a trick for him to lure me back.

If the prediction is true, even if he is not capable, I will beat him hard.

While running in a hurry, a certain monster stood facing the wind on the highest step, looking down at me with a cold expression.

My footsteps froze for a moment because of this sight, I lowered my head not to look at him, supported Yingyue and passed him just like that.

He followed up silently, took over Yingyue's limp body, and walked side by side with me.

Isolation is too close, how many days and nights I smell the smell that gnaws my reason.

Tears of longing and anxiety poured out together like this.

I thought I could hold back, but the premise is that we can't see each other again.

"Don't touch me! Don't touch me! Don't touch me!" I said three times in a row, don't touch me, he seemed to stretch out his fingers out of inertia to wipe my tears, but he was puzzled by the sideways eyes he raised. Between the pause and the sarcasm, he took it back.

Sure enough, he is still him, still loathing the existence of the seven senses, and still loathing being dominated by any emotion over his rationality.

And I, after 50 years, have not been able to really peel him off.

Failed to let go completely, failed to forgive his 100 years of playing around.

Then, I saw Douya and smelled decay.He was lying there in the shape of a beast, and beside him lay the banshee.

Perhaps because he smelled me, he turned into a human form in a burst of evil spirit, and he was still lying on the ground.

I walked a few steps quickly, knelt down beside him, and held his hand tightly.The banshee glanced over and also burst into tears.

"... Oh, finally grow up, I touch you again... won't you become a child?" He still smiled.

I was so choked up that I couldn't answer, so I nodded at him with an ugly smile.

"... I, I am so ugly, right?...It's really sad..." He laughed slowly, panting.

It's only been 50 years, why did he decline so quickly?His face was full of aging wrinkles.

I remember the last time we met, it was only three months ago.At the time, he looked fine.

"...Is there anything I can do?"

"... But, can you... use your hand... to touch... touch me to sleep... can you..."

I took a deep breath to hold back the grief, and stretched out a hand towards him.

But when it fell to the top of his hair, he froze and took it back.

"No, I won't let you fall asleep like this! There should be another way, there should be a way to save it!"

Anxiously, his hand was grabbed by him.In the midst of my demonic aura, I was hugged tightly by him with my five-short figure, which had turned into a child.

After bending his neck deeply and taking a deep breath, Dou Ya smiled even more joyfully, "Sure enough, it's still this nice soft fragrance, I miss it so much. Don't cry anymore, it's destiny, no one can escape it The more sad you are, the faster I will be defeated..."

It took a long time to suppress the choking, and I opened my eyes to look at him.Using the remaining demon power, he turned back into a good-looking middle-aged man.

"I heard that there is an evil spirit that specializes in beheading dogs wandering here, so let me take a look. I want to ask why you kill dogs regardless of likes and dislikes, even newborns?" Then When we met at the beginning of the year, he smiled openly and heartily.

In those years, he would yell at me and scold me, even beat me and punished me to kneel and stare at each other coldly for most of the day.

But in those years, what he did the most to me was rubbing and stroking thousands of times, as well as hugging and forgiving.

Now, after many years, he is still the same as before, with the courage to fear life and death.

Among the monsters in this world, who can be like him, and who can defeat him!

"...Dou Ya, is there anything else you want but can't get? I'll find it for you, no matter what!"

"...Hahaha, thank you, little guy. In this life, I have only one regret. He is the most perfect of me, and he is also the most worried about me. However, he has never comprehended the seven senses, and he is struggling to get out of my control. The saddest thing. Now, I have more energy than I want, so I have to let him go. But at the end of the day, I began to miss my former master a little bit. He raised me and taught me, and I want to smell his smell at last... ...The dog is such a nostalgic existence...No matter what...you can't forget the warmth of the fingertips at the beginning..."

"...Okay, I'll take you there, where is your master, where is it?"

"...Master, he... died a long time ago..." As he spoke, he burst into tears with a smile.

Dou Ya usually smiles, but rarely cries.The first time I saw him cry was because of his rebellious son Sesshomaru.

Now, he was crying again, crying like a child, and the crying banshee couldn't calm it down.

I really couldn't stand his wayward crying and forbearance, I hugged him even tighter and became frantic and anxious.

"He must have descendants, right? In the blood, there will always be his smell passed down, right? Let's look for it, and we can always find his smell. Then, let him hug you and rub your head again. If If he refused, we knelt down and begged him, no matter what..."

As I said that, I changed back to the stature of a girl, held back everything, and forcefully helped him stagger to his feet.

Crying wildly, I waved back Sesshomaru's blockage, called the guards to bring my mount, and flew down into the lower realm of human beings with my teeth.

Soon, in the land where Dou Ya was raised in captivity, he found the descendants of his master.

It was a woman, and Dou Ya said that her smell was the closest to that of the owner.

That woman's name was Taboo Sixteen Nights, she was the daughter of the city lord, and she was raised in a boudoir since she was a child.

I revealed to her that I and Douya are monsters, and I also explained to her why we came.

At first, she was a little surprised and resisted, but in the end she couldn't stand me and Dou Ya's pleading eyes and accepted it gently.

She put her teeth on her lap, and raised her hand to stroke his silver hair gently.Dou Ya seemed to be in good spirits again, he started to make her laugh, told her all the anecdotes about his life till now, and told her the defeat and sadness of his poorly disciplined son with a smile and tears...

He looked very calm and serene, as if he was acting innocently to his master.

For several months in succession, they were so inseparable and depended on each other, their manners were intimate.

I don't know if I'm doing the right thing or doing it wrong.In short, every day I couldn't bear to be disturbed, I guarded them outside the courtyard to eliminate all hidden dangers from the outside world.But one night, I suddenly saw Sesshomaru standing on the pointed eaves, looking down with eyes as cold as ice.

"You ruined his highest pride as the head of the dog clan!" His tone was a little bit angrily and sharply.

At this moment, I think, he should have the idea of ​​tearing me apart.Moreover, his paw swung down towards me.

But it didn't kill me.He stood by my side and paused for a moment, then passed me straight away.

"I didn't kill you, just to keep my promise that year. This kindness will always be completely wiped out one day."

"Being a demon, you are the most difficult to teach him, and you are the most painful. At the end of the day, it is only natural to want a normal child. He raised you, taught you to understand you, tolerate you and let you. Now he probably wants to give up on you. .Aren’t you heartless and ruthless, but now you care about something.”

Sesshomaru didn't answer, he went in and took Dou Ya away.

I was left alone, facing a human woman with a protruding belly and tears streaming down her face, with an empty heart.

"Will he come back?" she asked crying.

I shook my head, "Probably not." When Sesshomaru took him away, he couldn't stand still.

"Then what about my child?"

"Please be sure to give birth! Dou Ya really needs a normal child to call him Father now."

"But my father will never allow it, he will kill this child!"

"Don't worry, leave everything to me. Let me protect you and your child for the rest of your life."

She finally stopped crying, but gently stroked her protruding belly.

"Sixteen Nights." In a trance, I smiled at her bleakly, "Don't forgive me, say you hate me, this is your right!"

It was me who was selfish and domineering and ruined her desperately.However, she resisted something and shook her head, tears of laughter rolled down her cheeks.

"No, thank you for allowing me to meet him in this life."?