golden moonlight

It is not difficult to take Shi Xiaozha away. He has no relatives and friends in the village, and no one cares about his life, let alone where he is going.The only obstacle is actually Shi Xiaozha herself.

Sui Tan felt that he might never forget the light in Shi Xiaozha's eyes when he told Shi Xiaozhang that he would take him to Shanghai, and the way that light suddenly dimmed when he died.

Shi Xiaozha lowered her disheveled and dirty head, pulled at the hem of her dress, and stared at her feet.

"I, I don't know if I can have...have children..."

Shi Xiaozha's voice was so soft that Sui Tan wondered for a while whether he hadn't heard what he was saying.Sui Tan froze on the spot in silence, without making a sound for a long time, Shi Xiaozhang couldn't wait for his reply, so he secretly raised his head to look at Sui Tan, the two hands that were holding the hem of his dress suddenly tightened, Then as soon as he turned around, he wanted to run into the woods.

Sui Tan was taken aback, rushed up and grabbed Shi Xiaozhao's thin wrist, which seemed to have only bones left, and shouted, "Don't go! Where are you going?"

Shi Xiaozhao still wanted to run into the woods, trying to get away from Sui Tan, but she was too thin and weak, so she turned her back to Sui Tan and sobbed, "I can't have children! I'm not a woman." . . . I cannot have children . . . "

This sobbing sound was like sharp and thin needles, piercing into Sui Tan's heart involuntarily.He held Shi Xiaozha's wrist, tried his best to calm his emotions, and said softly to Shi Xiaozha: "I don't care...whether you are a woman, or whether you can have children, I like you, I only like you you."

Shi Xiaozha stopped struggling for a moment, as if her whole body was suddenly frozen by ice.Sui Tan just wanted to bring Shi Xiaozha back to her side and take him away from here, but saw Shi Xiaozha slowly turning his head, his dirty face was full of horror.

"I... I'm really not a woman? Is it true that I can't have children?"

Sui Tan was taken aback for a moment, and then felt Shi Xiaozha's body tremble violently, and an expression that was about to collapse appeared on that face.Sui Tan felt anxious, so he simply reached out and hugged Shi Xiaozha, forcing this thin body to stop trembling.

"You are a woman...you are," he searched for words that could calm Shi Xiaozha down, "we will have children. Let's go to Shanghai, and then... we will have children, okay?"

Sui Tan murmured and repeated, nervously waiting for Shi Xiaozha's reaction, until Shi Xiaozha's stiff body subdued in his arms.Sui Tan bent down sadly, carried the barefoot Shi Xiaozha to his car step by step, and took him away from the place where their love was born and Shi Xiaozha was "killed".

The car first drove to the provincial capital.Because Sui Tan didn't have Shi Xiaozha's ID card, they couldn't get on the plane. Sui Tan planned to take people to rest overnight in the provincial capital, and take the train back to Shanghai the next day.That night, he booked a suite in the hotel. After entering the room, he arranged for someone to buy new clothes for Shi Xiaozha, and he took Shi Xiaozha into the bathroom.

Shi Xiaozha was just dirty, after washing off the dirt on her body, the exposed skin was still very fair, but there were various scars on her body with bones floating everywhere, which made people feel distressed.The butterfly bone on the back is too protruding, it almost seems to have some kind of distortion, Sui Tan touches the protruding bone, and can't help but print a few light kisses on it.

The kissed butterfly bone trembled a few times, as if it were about to spread its wings.Sui Tan raised his head and saw Shi Xiaozha turned around and looked at him. The face was still as beautiful as before after the dirt was washed off, only a pair of eyes flashed a different emptiness and grotesqueness from before.

"You...are you going to mess with me?" Shi Xiaozhao said softly, blinking her eyes frankly and purely, but what she said made Sui Tan feel like falling into an ice cellar.

"Don't be here, okay..." Shi Xiaozhao used a discussing tone, a little timidly, "I'm not wearing a skirt... If I do this, I won't be able to have a baby, right?"

Sui Tan's lips trembled, and after a while he stared at Shi Xiaozhao's timid eyes and said in a hoarse voice, "Okay, I won't...don't do anything, let me hug you, okay?"

Shi Xiaozhao seemed a little surprised by this request, his head tilted slightly, revealing an innocent expression very similar to that of his youth.Sui Tan exhaled tremblingly, and then gently hugged Shi Xiaozha's bony body into his arms.

At this moment, Sui Tan hated the self who was held back by a moment of timidity and failed to bring Shi Xiaozha to his side earlier.He was too young, too young to believe that he would pour the love of his life on a person before he knew what love was, loved too early, regretted it too late, and suffered for him All this retribution is due to the innocent Shi Xiaozha.

It was the love of his life.

Sui Tan buried his face in Shi Xiaozha's neck, hugging his naked body and weeping silently.The tears mixed with the bath water, flowed down Shi Xiaozha's fair, thin, scarred body, and flowed down to Shi Xiaozha's heart.

After drying off and walking out of the bathroom, Sui Tan's person has already bought new clothes for Shi Xiaozha.Sui Tan took a look at those clothes, hesitated for a moment, and still didn't let Shi Xiaozhao wear them, but asked someone to buy a dress according to Shi Xiaozha's size.The man was stunned for a moment, then showed a clear expression under Sui Tan's stare, and went out to do so.Behind Sui Tan, Shi Xiaozha was fiddling with the bathrobe on his body. He didn't wear such clothes, so he seemed a little at a loss.

Sui Tan kissed him on the face, hugged him horizontally, put him on the bed and stuffed him under the quilt, coaxing him to sleep.

The next day, Sui Tan pointed to a set of ordinary casual men's clothing and a dress and asked Shi Xiaozha to choose what he wanted to wear. When Shi Xiaozhao picked up the dress without hesitation, Sui Tan was not surprised.Any fool can see that Shi Xiaozha is facing serious psychological problems now. Before taking Shi Xiaozha to see a doctor, Sui Tan didn't intend to provoke him.Taking ten thousand steps back, even if Shi Xiaozha would wear women's clothes like this for the rest of her life, thinking that she was Sui Tan's woman and Sui Tan's wife, Sui Tan didn't think there was anything wrong with that.

The cute and lovable Shi Xiaozha he loved was actually still cute and lovable now.

After arriving in Shanghai, Sui Tan immediately took Shi Xiaozha to the hospital for appointment.When Sui Tan went out with Shi Xiaozha, it was a bit difficult, because Shi Xiaozha refused to wear the ordinary men's clothes he had prepared.

"I want to wear a skirt..." Shi Xiaozhao begged weakly, "Girls should wear skirts, they said..."

This cute and pitiful look looks like she is acting like a baby.Sui Tan closed his eyes, suppressed the throbbing in his heart, and coaxed Shi Xiaozha softly, saying: "This is Shanghai, and there are many Shanghai girls who wear long clothes and trousers. I'll take you out to have a look, okay?" good?"

"Really?" Shi Xiaozha blinked with a doubtful expression, Sui Tan nodded, and coaxed him to put on the ordinary and comfortable men's suit that he didn't like.

After all, it is a new metropolis, Shi Xiaozha finds everything new.Sui Tan didn't take him for sightseeing for the time being, but went directly to the hospital. First, he gave Shi Xiaozhao a physical examination, and then made an appointment with a psychologist to see if there was any way to treat him.

The doctor is a middle-aged woman who looks about the same age as their mother.She chatted with Sui Tan and Shi Xiaozhao first, and then asked Sui Tan to avoid her and chatted with Shi Xiaozha alone for a while.Sui Tan waited outside the consultation room, and the time passed by. At this time, he suddenly felt that after finding Shi Xiaozha, even if he didn't see Shi Xiaozha for a while, he would be flustered.

The doctor chatted with Shi Xiaozhao for a long time, and the door of the consulting room opened only after Sui Tan asked the doctor's assistant when it would be over for the third time.The doctor accompanied Shi Xiaozha out from the inside, Shi Xiaozha looked a little dazed.

"His problem... has been accumulated for too long, so it can't be solved in a short while." The doctor told Sui Tan frankly, "First of all, you should understand that he doesn't really recognize you now, right?"

Sui Tan felt sour in his heart and lowered his head.Although he was mentally prepared, Sui Tan still felt sad and blamed himself because the person he loved could no longer recognize him.

Seeing Sui Tan's appearance, the doctor also knew that he had already figured it out. "You have to be mentally prepared. In his condition, even after treatment, he may not be able to return to a fully healthy state."

Sui Tan smiled, and felt relieved after thinking about it: "It doesn't matter if he really can't recover, I actually don't care. I just hope that he can live independently and not affect his health. Other... I don't force it."

The doctor nodded: "It's best for you to think this way, and it will also create a relatively favorable mental environment for his treatment. Because you are a very critical part of his treatment. To put it bluntly, his problem is very serious. Most of it is caused by you, as the saying goes, 'To untie the bell, one must tie the bell, and a heart disease must be healed by heart medicine', the same reasoning applies here."

Sui Tan suddenly became happy: "So, if I do well, he will get better... at least much better than now?"

This is what Sui Tan is least worried about, he even thinks that he can do everything in this world for Shi Xiaozha.

Of course, the doctor didn't need him to go through fire and water, but asked him to first try to evoke Shi Xiaozha's memories of their youth.This is what Sui Tan has always wanted to do. He hopes that in Shi Xiaozha's eyes, he will not be those beasts who use the name "Sui Tan" to hurt him, but a person who is not perfect and excessive, but who is authentic and true. Sui Tan.He hoped that Shi Xiaozha could see him in his eyes.

He suddenly remembered the photos of himself that Shi Xiaozha had shown before.

When he left the village, he left those photos to Shi Xiaozha as a souvenir, but of course he can't find them now.But those photos were originally taken in Shanghai, so he didn't need to look for them at all.

He took Shi Xiaozha directly to the Bund, to the place where he took those photos back then.

Before going to the place where Sui Tan took the group photo, Shi Xiaozhao didn't need Sui Tan to lead her, but walked step by step to the scenic trail by the river in a trance.

Sui Tan's heartbeat gradually accelerated.He looked at Shi Xiaozha with abnormal heat in his eyes, like the light in Shi Xiaozha's eyes when he told Shi Xiaozhang about Shanghai many years ago.

"Do you remember, Xiaozha?" He gently asked Shi Xiaozha, "Do you remember that photo? I took the photo here."

Shi Xiaozhao looked at him in a daze, half of his eyes were empty, half of them were shining.

"Xiao Tan..." He seemed to recognize it, but he didn't seem to. He was still in a trance, but he couldn't help sticking to and leaning against Sui Tan's body, as if he had no bones.

It was like they were snuggling together under the hawthorn tree many years ago, and Shi Xiaozhang leaned on Sui to talk like this.At that time, Sui Tan always disliked Shi Xiaozha's clinginess, but now his nose was sour because of Shi Xiaozha's approaching.

His little hawthorn... The Bund where people come and go, countless tourists take pictures here, countless cruise ships and birds, countless hasty time.

Sui Tan didn't care anymore.Time seemed to freeze at this moment, he completely ignored everything in the world except Shi Xiaozha, on the banks of the turbulent Huangpu River, he embraced Shi Xiaozha's slender waist, and kissed her deeply.

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This scene was filmed on the Bund, so one can imagine how much trouble it took to shoot it.It took a lot of effort to coordinate with the relevant local departments in the early stage. On the day of shooting, it was inevitable that a large number of onlookers and passersby witnessed the shooting of the scene.Qu Haiyao has been fulfilling his promise, and the adult drama between him and Rong Yi has been a one-off so far, and it couldn't have been smoother.The scene shot on the Bund was divided into several shots, and three camera positions were set up. Qu Haiyao and Rong Yi also took several shots together. First of all, it was to minimize the possibility of being surrounded by spectators and being spoiled. Secondly, the shooting on the Bund was too troublesome, so we could call it a day, and none of the crew members wanted to call it a day.

For example, the scene where Sui Tan hugged Shi Xiaozha and kissed her was the last scene of the day. After filming, the crowd cheered and booed like a wave, shouting thick-skinned Haiyao felt a little embarrassed.

Coincidentally, among the onlookers, there were really two Honor CP fans who came out together to face the base. They didn't know the filming mission of the film crew beforehand, and they almost went crazy when they saw the filming of the day. Emotional drama! ! !my God!This is the blessing that I earned in exchange for some great merit in my previous life!

And when the kissing scene was finished, the two girls had lost the ability to speak, and the mobile phone that had been recording in their hands did not remember to end the recording. The two of them wandered around the Bund as if possessed by evil spirits until dark Only then did he come back to his senses in a daze.

"Oh my god..."

"Oh my god..."

The two girls sighed in exactly the same way.God knows how much their worldviews have been affected by the scenes of these two year-long favored lovers seeing the thin Rong Yi hugging Qu Haiyao's neck coquettishly, and then being hugged by Qu Haiyao's waist and dragged over to kiss wantonly. shock.

We won't stand against CP now! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !