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"I really like you."

Qu Haiyao's voice was clearly so clear, but at this moment, when he said such a few simple words, a strong aroma of alcohol evaporated.After being shocked by the young man's frank expression of his preferences, Rong Yi felt that his whole body was numb all of a sudden.He was stunned for a few seconds, and then lowered his eyes, avoiding Qu Haiyao's gaze that looked over like a deer and a lion.

Qu Haiyao's heart, which was still hot just now, was instantly poured down by a basin of ice water.He watched in a daze as Rongyi got up and poured a glass of lemonade and drank it slowly, then went back to the table and looked at the half bowl of rice left in Qu Haiyao's bowl.

"I don't think you plan to eat it? Waste everything..."

You, you react like this?Qu Haiyao really wanted to hold Rong Yi back and not let him go, staring into his eyes and pressing him like this.But it seems that just saying that he likes it has already used up all of Qu Haiyao's courage. He is unwilling to accept it, but he dare not treat Rong Yi with such an aggressive attitude.

But if you don't force me to ask... Qu Haiyao's heart is full of doubts and unwillingness, making him breathless.Rongyi's love for her for a long time is by no means fake, and the heartbeat speedup that she often feels during getting along is also not fake. Those sparkling moments and those lingering heartbeats are all so real that Qu Haiyao wants to come now. All burning hot.

And when Rong Yi lowered her eyelids, her slender eyelashes trembled slightly, like a fan, hiding her hesitant emotions in her eyes, preventing Qu Haiyao from seeing it.Qu Haiyao looked up at Rong Yi, and Rong Yi looked at the bowl in front of him.

Qu Haiyao suddenly wanted to take a gamble.

He stood up abruptly, and held Rong Yi's hand on the edge of the table.Rong Yi seemed to panic for a moment, but soon calmed down, looking at Qu Haiyao with slightly raised eyes.

"Aren't you going to give me some response?"

He looked at Rong Yi's face from a very close distance, his height was slightly taller than Rong Yi's, from this angle, the trembling of the other's eyelashes was more unreservedly imprinted in Qu Haiyao's eyes.

"What do you want in response?"

Rong Yi also looked at him, her eyes were not only calm, but also almost imperceptible, well concealed alienation.Qu Haiyao's heart was beating very fast, and now he is no longer the rookie who dared not even say a word in front of Rong Yi when he first met Rong Yi, just like he can often read the unspoken words from Rong Yi's eyes. It seems that no matter how Rong Yi conceals it, Qu Haiyao can see the clues.

He didn't know if he could get the result he wanted if he continued to press like this, but at this breathless moment, he suddenly understood one thing, that is, even if he wants to take back these press questions now, If you want to go back to the time when you never said you like it, you will definitely not be able to go back.

"I want to hear from you that you like me too."

Rong Yi seemed to want to retreat, but Qu Haiyao held on the back of his hand, and even his breath was entwined with Qu Haiyao's, as if Qu Haiyao had suddenly turned into a spider spirit in the Pansi Cave, vomiting involuntarily. The silk net trapped Rongyi here.But this kind of thing has always been known to everyone, and Rong Yi knows very well that Qu Haiyao is not the only spider that spins the web, and Rong Yi is not the only one trapped in the web.

The young man's stubborn request sounded like he was acting coquettishly, but his tone was obviously sweet and sour mixed with self-confident determination and unconfident worry.Rong Yi has never felt this kind of sweet and sour before, but she caught this taste in the first moment.This taste stems from worrying about gains and losses, and worrying about gains and losses stems from caring, which leads to chaos, and caring leads to chaos. The first two words alone fully interpret their mentality at this time.

Caring, wanting to keep the other person in your heart.

"Did you find out? For so many years, I have never been rumored to be a scandal."

Rong Yi spoke softly.Qu Haiyao was taken aback by the sudden shift of the topic, but still nodded, closed his mouth and listened quietly to Rong Yi.

Then Rong Yi smiled very frankly: "Because I have never been in a relationship."

Qu Haiyao froze in place, even abandoning his instinct to breathe, whether it was physically or mentally, he was visibly frozen by Rong Yi's words.

"I started playing the piano when I was four years old, and I played it almost every day until I started acting in movies. During the rebellious period, computer games were popular in school. Compared with falling in love with the girls in the class, I have always been more interested in going to the Internet cafe to play. The game is more interesting."

Rong Yi's voice is very long, and the same is true when he reads his lines, and it is easy to bring the audience into his world.Now Qu Haiyao was led away by him, but Qu Haiyao didn't want to struggle at all, he felt that Rong Yi really had something important to say.

"Study, play the piano, play games. At that time, I thought that I was not interested in dating because I had no time and energy. I belong to the type who likes to force myself to do well in everything, playing games, and playing the piano even more. Later, when I was in a college band, I had no time to fall in love. It wasn’t until there was no company, and my parents wanted me to leave this industry to do an ordinary job, marry a wife and have children, I realized that I hadn’t talked about it Is there something wrong with being in love and not wanting to be in love at all?"

"I have never met someone who makes me fall in love, never have, let alone pursue others, or accept other people's pursuit, let alone fall in love and get married. Luo Yan used to complain about me saying that I live like a robot, Saying that I have never even talked about love, how can I show delicate emotions to impress the audience."

"But when I watched Luo Yan chase his girlfriend, fell in love again, and then broke up, what I felt in my heart was only inexplicable and incomprehensible. Not only did I not feel any delicate feelings, but I also didn't feel envious of him as a single dog. Even I can play convincing roles even if I don’t feel it, I used to think that I just don’t need these feelings, I just don’t need to be tempted, and I can’t be tempted by anyone.”

"Until I met you."

"I've never experienced this kind of feeling that my eyes seem to be stuck by someone - I can't help but look at you in front of you, and I miss you when I'm not in front of you. I want to make you happy, and I want to see you anxious , I want to give you the best so that you don’t have to suffer, and I also want you to endure the most difficult things and become the best person. It’s like a heart that hasn’t been touched, a love that hasn’t been talked about, or a feeling that hasn’t been felt in more than 30 years All of a sudden, the emotions exploded."

"Qu Haiyao, I have lived a few years longer than you, and I have seen more dangers than you. When I was young, I liked the feeling of being addicted to death. I could practice the piano until I didn't eat or sleep. The games, the rehearsals, and looking back now, the way I did a lot of things was extreme and dangerous."

"The culprit for being hidden by the company is Liu Jiaren, but it is impossible to say that I have no responsibility at all. There are obviously more beautiful ways to deal with many things. Every time I choose the most radical one, In the end, I wasted the most energetic and aggressive time by myself, and dragged my teammates into the water together. I was lucky to meet Lou Yongrui, otherwise I don’t know where I would be wasting now.”

"People may be the most dangerous thing in this world. I have also seen many dangerous people, including myself. I spent a long time pulling myself out of the dangerous state and making myself less dangerous, but Now, I feel like the old me is back.”

"My feelings towards you... Qu Haiyao, my feeling towards you is very dangerous. I'm afraid that if I can't control it, I will hurt you and myself."

Words probably cannot describe Qu Haiyao's feeling at this moment.He seems to be crazy, and also seems to be insane. At one time, he was swept up into the clouds by a strong wind, and at another time, he was shot into the blue seabed by a huge wave. His heart was dancing with the raging fire, but his soul was embracing the sea.Qu Haiyao even felt that he was no longer a person, and he didn't know what he had become, as if he had been pulled into a world of different latitudes, otherwise he would be completely unable to understand how human beings can experience such complexity in an instant. Feeling fantastic again?

Complex and fantastic.He felt that Rong Yi was like a magician, those long eyes seemed to have golden hooks, hooking Qu Haiyao into a magical world.In this world, there are flowers and trees and morning glow, abyss and sharp edge, sweet icing, and heart-wrenching scars.

Even though there are only two people, how can we create such a world that is both illusory and real, rich enough to not be richer?

It's actually very simple, I love this person, and this person just happens to love me.

"I can't take it as you rejecting me when you say something like this." Originally, Qu Haiyao's hand was only on Rong Yi's, but now he grabbed that cold hand without hesitation, two equally cold hands, one Holding on to the other, there is no need to warm each other, and a flame will naturally ignite between the interlocking fingers.

"What danger are you thinking about? I don't care. Do you older single dogs like to think so many useless things? Learn from young people like me, please, and let me turn you into a dog abuser." Man, you don't think so much."

"...You son of a bitch." Rong Yi stared at Qu Haiyao a little dumbfounded, this look almost hooked Qu Haiyao's soul out.He felt that the fatal impulse in his chest would explode if he didn't let it out, so he licked his lips, and stretched out his other empty hand to hug Rong Yi's waist.

Thin, but very flexible, people do not want to let go.Qu Haiyao's eyes were red and bright like a rabbit spirit, staring at Rongyi wetly, "You just need to think about me. If liking me is dangerous, I want you to be more dangerous. You say you Will miss me, I am so happy, so happy, so happy.”

"But I'll hurt you..." The man in Rong Yi's voice showed a trace of confusion and uncertainty. This kind of fragility that had never been shown in any camera or spotlight made Qu Haiyao's heart flutter in an instant. He was so full that he was about to fly out of his chest, especially because of him, Qu Haiyao.He couldn't help hugging Rong Yi tightly, letting this person's beating heart touch his own through flesh and blood.

Then he whispered softly in his ear:

"We will not hurt each other, we will only help each other."

The body in his arms seemed to tremble slightly, and then a sigh lightly passed over Qu Haiyao's neck.Rong Yi's tense body relaxed, and his free hand hugged Qu Haiyao's shoulder back, and his deep voice vibrated from his throat with a softness that let go of his defenses.

"I found that you are much more courageous than before...or are you more fluent in your love words than me? I have no experience before. You should have talked with more than one girlfriend, right?"

Qu Haiyao smiled sweetly. "That's right, but you are different."

"What's different? Because I'm a man?"

"Because it is very, very brave to confess to you. Even if I liked you and loved you more than I used to, I would not dare to say such things to you. I would be afraid that if I said it, we would not be able to get back. It's the past. But this kind of thinking is deceiving yourself, as long as you fall in love, you can't go back to the past, and I don't want that false past that pretends not to love you. "

"The reason why I became brave is because of you."

Qu Haiyao let go of his embrace, and turned his face to look deeply into Rong Yi's eyes.

"It's impossible for you to harm me. Brother, after meeting you, I became a better person than I could have imagined myself. "