[Brother Wars] A Midsummer's Dream

When Fleeting Time rushed over, I felt that I was about to die of pain.My aunt kept rushing like she didn't want money, and the clothes on her body were soaked in sweat and stuck to her body, sticky and not comfortable at all.

"Thank you, I will take Xiaomeng back first."

Hearing what Fleeting Nian said in a daze, I lightened up and was hugged horizontally by him. Hearing Qin Jia and the others exclaim like a nympho, all I thought at the time was 'the pads I use are for daily use, so they will leak. Come out...' After that, he fell into a coma.

When I woke up at night, I felt that I was half embraced in a warm embrace.A warm hand on my stomach was gently circling and rubbing, and the faint warm fragrance of Fleeting Years floated in my nostrils. I inhaled hard, and my whole body felt much better in an instant.Turning his head slightly, he saw Fleeting's fluffy hair and those slightly tired but soft eyes.

An apology flooded into my heart in an instant, "I..."

"Will it happen again next time?" His voice was as soft as a breeze.

I seriously said, "Never again." Just to stop worrying you.

A helpless sigh overflowed from his lips and teeth, and some dazzling bright colors appeared in his beautiful eyebrows and eyes.He leaned his head over and rubbed against mine, "I really can't do anything about you..."

I thought, if I could be like this all the time, being pampered, cared for, and warmed, wouldn't I have said the words that changed everything in an instant?

However, where in the world would there be an if?

The light of the winter day shines on the bed in the bedroom, and I sit on the head of the bed, smiling foolishly while waiting for the fleeting year to feed me.Holding the hot porridge, he smiled in a low voice, the sound was so pleasant that it was like the clear sound of the black and white keys of a piano, which made people unable to help but indulge.

"What are you smirking at, open your mouth."

I opened my mouth, swallowed, and watched as he scooped up a spoonful of it and blew gently on it.After eating a bowl, I felt refreshed and joyful bubbles all over my body. When he was about to get up, I opened my mouth with apprehension but excitement.

"Fleeing Years, I like you."

Fleeting Nian paused for a moment, and said politely: "I like you too." Seeing the same color in his eyes, I realized something was wrong, changed the subject, and explained: "I said liking, not because my brother likes my sister, but because I love you The kind of liking for being a man is the kind of liking for wanting to do things that couples can do with you!"

The smile gradually dissipated from the corners of his mouth, the black eyes lost the warmth and softness, and there was a layer of cold moonlight, which made me feel that there was an indifference and indifference that was difficult to get along with.

After a while, he pursed his lips and turned his head away, as if he didn't want to look at me anymore, or avoided something.

After a long time, I heard him say, "...I'm sorry." It seemed heavy and heavy.

After a period of time, I began to avoid Fleeting Years intentionally or unintentionally, and he seemed to no longer be personal to me in everything before, and only occasionally sent text messages to remind me to pay attention.

It wasn't until Qin Jia and the others found out that something was wrong and asked me what was wrong, that I explained the reason, but I didn't expect to be scolded by them.

"You idiot, even if he refuses to accept you, you'll be the first to get the moon if you're close to the water, and you'll die with him!"

"I haven't heard that Fleeting Senior has a girlfriend. Some time ago, I heard that the official Fang Xueru was rejected for confessing his love to him. Our Mengmeng is much better than that white lotus."

"You guys are very good at seeing other things, how come it's your turn, but you still hide from others like a fool?! With your smug skills, shouldn't it be the rhythm of stripping people naked? Besides, can liking be cultivated into love? It’s just liking now, but it’s uncertain in the future!”

I thought, that's right.It's not that he has a girlfriend, so I'll be fascinated by it, j!

Just in time for New Year's Day, since I made up my mind to stick to it, I also stayed after I learned that I would not go home because of something in the fleeting year.

After seeing off Qin Jia and the others at the train station early in the morning, I took the car back to the small apartment in Fleeting Years in the rain.Just as I took out the key to open the door, the door was opened from the inside first.Fang Xueru, who was wearing a fleeting shirt with slender legs and somewhat messy hair, stood there impressively. When she saw me for a moment, a trace of surprise and surprise flashed in her eyes, and then she smiled softly and gently at me.

"So it's Xia Meng, are you looking for Fleeting Years? Please come in."

Looking at the black garbage bag she was holding in her hand, I tightened my grip on the key, and raised the corners of my lips, "Ha~ I said why did the door move by itself before it was opened, I thought it was a 'foreign thief' '~ I didn't expect it to be Senior Sister Fang~" Ignoring the embarrassment and stiffness on Fang Xueru's face, I swung the key and entered the door, looked left and right, and shouted, "Fleeting Years! Fleeting Years!"

"He's taking a bath, wait a minute." Fang Xueru put the garbage bag at the door, and went to pour tea for me spontaneously when I entered the house. I gave her a half-smile and interrupted, "It's okay, this is my house. I'll do it myself."

Before I could get the cup, Liu Nian came out wearing a bathrobe, and after seeing me stunned, he smiled and said, "Xiaomeng, you are here."

I stared at him for a while trying to find something in his expression, but I never found it.She moved her chin in the direction of Fang Xueru, raised her eyebrows, "Why is senior sister here? You are still dressed so sexy?"

Fleeting Years seemed to have just realized that Fang Xueru was still there, met the other's shy and timid eyes, frowned slightly, opened his mouth and blurted out a few turns, and changed his tone when he thought that someone was still there, "Now God It's still cold, you should be careful to catch a cold if you wear such light clothes." After that, I said to me who smiled a little stiffly, "I was worried that the class reunion was too late last night, so I let her stay here for the night."

My heart turned cold, I didn't notice Fang Xueru's pale face, I just asked him, "What's your relationship?"

"She's my...girlfriend..."

I've been through so much, how can I not see Fleeting Nian's original intention, if he doesn't like me, just refuse me, why do you have to find another woman as an excuse!

Even if he really had a hard time, it still made me cold at this moment, and he slammed the door out.

"Fleeting Years, I look down on you!"

Destiny is like a pair of invisible hands, holding the distance of all time and space, and controlling the progress of everyone.

Being tied up in a small dark room again, I found that after experiencing so much, I still couldn't help but tremble with fear.

I thought I was able to calmly face the original memories, but I found that those were just covered up by the warmth later, and they still did not disappear or disappear.

From the very first hands and feet to the trembling of the whole body, I huddled in a small corner of the room, with cold sweat oozing from my forehead.

The occasional sounds of scolding and pushing tables and chairs from men and women outside the house, the sound of laughing unscrupulously, and the mixed voices of muttering and muttering mixed together, filled my head and made my head ache.

That day, I seemed to have been stuck in a dazed trembling, and my mind was blank except for the voice.

When I woke up again, I heard the gentle coaxing of fleeting years, with an infinitely soft and warm voice and embrace.

In a trance, I went back to a few years ago.Without my sister staying at night, I would often have some bizarre nightmares and be woken up. At that time, Fleeting Years would stay by my side, patting my back over and over again and coaxing me softly, as if the beautiful songbird in the flowing light night was me In the midnight dream, the deepest guardian.

Later, I learned from Liu Nian that I was kidnapped and blackmailed, and finally rescued, but he himself was injured a little bit.The understatement made me understand that it must have been dangerous at the time, but since he didn't want to say more, I wouldn't ask any more.

He is still as good to me as before, and it can be said that he has treated me better since that incident.I often wonder what his hidden difficulties are, but when I meet such a bitter but gentle him, I still can't ask him, so let's do it, let's go on like this, having him by his side is enough.

However, not long after, Fleeting's dropout caused a sensation in the school, and I was completely stupid who didn't even know the news.When I called to ask him, he just smiled and gave an address.

"Qinghua Hospital, Room 502, Building C."

When I opened the door and saw the scene inside, I was stunned.The person who has always been clear and perfect in my eyes is actually sitting in a wheelchair!He heard the sound of turning the wheelchair, and turned his head to look at me, with the gentle and warm light that I am familiar with in his eyes.

"...Why? Why, how could this happen!"

Fleeting Nian laughed at himself, "It's probably self-inflicted." Then, he waved at me who frowned slightly, "Come here, I'll give you a gift." Taking out a set of painting tools, he said, "I know you like drawing, See if you like it or not?"

At this moment, I realized that I have never understood Fleeting Years. All along, he has wrapped me with his tenderness, so that I can't see his other things. Do what you want, but only to make me happy, to make me laugh.

So, what kind of feelings he has for me, it doesn't seem to matter anymore.

Looking at the large roses in the flower bed outside the window, with butterflies flying on them, I suddenly remembered the beautiful roses that bloomed in my yard when I was a child, pink and white, in clusters.

Later, I learned that Fleeting Nian had cancer, which was terminal.Moreover, it was detected as early as a few years old, and it was a family inheritance. It took a lot of manpower and material resources to cure him. Unexpectedly, when he was 21 years old, his legs were already in critical condition.

Sometimes I really want to lament life, or maybe I feel that I am a pathogen, whoever I am with or likes will make the other person suffer misfortune.In the end, Fleeting Nian refuted me. He said that if he didn't know me, he would still be sick, but because of me, he would not feel cold anymore, but wanted to thank me.

At that time, I liked to push him around to see the beautiful scenery.He would talk to me softly, listen patiently to my dirty jokes, and stare at me tenderly and affectionately...

Until the early summer when the wind was blowing and lingering, he held my hand and closed his eyes with a smile.

"Xiaomeng, don't cry, you have to live strong, and take me with you..."

"Xiaomeng, you are the best girl I have ever seen, there must be many people who love you..."

"Xiaomeng, take care of yourself..."

"Xiaomeng, if you know that I have done something very wrong before, you must forgive me..."

"Xiaomeng, how I wish we could have Weiyang's dream in our fleeting years..."

"Xiaomeng, I'm sorry..."

Scattering his ashes to the sea, the rising sun ushered in a new day.

In the fleeting time, I will definitely live well.