[Brother Wars] A Midsummer's Dream

Begging is also a kind of technical work, and I can get a few dollars a day, which is very good.

But this can't meet the needs of my sister and me at all. If things go on like this, life won't last long.Coupled with the appearance of this strange beggar myself, he attracted the attention of other gang-like beggars. After being robbed and threatened several times, he had to go to some food stores and restaurants to beg for leftovers.

My sister's autism has not improved. I secretly wiped my tears many times. I thought I would not be able to hold on, but I could always grit my teeth and persist the next day.

The most helpless days were when my sister was bleeding. At first, I didn’t know what it was. I thought my sister was going to die, but I couldn’t help but collapse and cry. Later, thanks to an aunt who cleaned up the block, she saw us in the pavilion , I found someone to take her to the hospital, and I realized that it was the aunt who women come to every month.

After the aunt paid us the medical expenses in advance, she left without leaving a name. I only remember that the nurse sister told me to give my sister nutrition and pay attention to hygiene, so even if I didn’t eat for several days or even ate other people’s leftovers , I will also eat fresh food for my sister, and save enough money to buy small wings that month.

Such a short period of time, my sister was seriously ill, and I realized once again how important money is to life.

After I went to the pharmacy to ask them for some medicines to no avail, I had to go to the street and ask for help one by one, some with good intentions, some with disdain... After finally getting enough, I hurriedly changed the medicine and gave it to my sister to drink.

That day, she was sweating profusely and kept tearing and screaming.

I held her hand, wiped her sweat over and over again, and said over and over again.

"Sister, I'm here. Sister, don't be afraid..."

I didn't close my eyes that night, and I was always afraid that my sister would disappear like that. Until the next morning, the sun shone on my sister's quiet face. I hugged her and leaned down to listen to her beating heartbeat. My hanging heart finally returned. out of place.

It seems that every change can make me more mature and understand the value of life better.

In this way, I kept wandering in this indifferent but warm society. It made me not learn anything from textbooks. Instead, I learned to pretend, to be treacherous, to be cute, and to rely on my loli face , the face is red and the heart is not beating, and it has deceived many sympathetic people.

At that time, I only knew that my sister and I needed money from these people.

It was also because I gradually learned to read people's faces and how to deal with them. I even finally found a job as a dishwashing job in a small shop, and gradually started to save some money on hand.

The first thing after that was to rent a one-bedroom cottage in a remote community.

From that day on, I went out to make money during the day, and went home to cook for my sister at meal times. Except for facing different people every day, my life was almost

In the ever-changing life, I just want my sister to speak and say a word to me.

In this way, after half a year of homelessness, we lived in this sheltered house for 2 years.

"Sister, I'm back, have you behaved today?"

Pushing away from the bedroom, there was no sign of my sister. I searched the whole house and found nothing, so I went out quickly and looked for her figure everywhere in a panic.At that moment, I was afraid, and I thought with fear, what should I do if something happened to my sister? !

I didn't see or find anyone for a whole day, and my almost hoarse voice was full of fire.

That day, looking at the ripples on the Ming River, I suddenly felt a pang of sadness.

It wasn't until I got home and saw my sister lying on the floor that I let go of my tense heartstrings amidst the great surprise and shock.

When I saw the tears on my sister's face that hadn't appeared since her parents left, I couldn't help but cry too.I don't understand what we did wrong, why so many things happened to us, I want to go back to the year when I was 4 years old, and I can still see my parents and the pink and white roses.

That night, my sister was crying and had a high fever. I fed her medicine and told her about the past over and over again with my arms around her.

"Sister, I like to eat lemon-flavored lollipops, every time you let me."

"Sister, I miss the rose at home, so white, so pink, so beautiful."

"Sister, do you remember Mom and Dad?"

"Sister, I remember everything you said, and I never forget it."

"Sister, you said that you have to learn to adapt, learn to face and maintain an unmoved heart, no matter what kind of difficulties you encounter, you can live strong and bravely."

"Sister, I think I did it, how about you?"

……

I said a lot on and off, until the end I couldn’t remember clearly, but in a trance, my sister suddenly woke up, opened her teary eyes, raised her hand to touch my face, and called me "little girl." Dream……"

In an instant, all the surprises flooded into my heart, and the days that were difficult before became different at this time.

Because I know that here, I am no longer alone!

In the days that followed, my sister seemed to have never been autistic, and she returned to her normal mood. She went out with me every day to make money, and came back at night to cook what I liked. When she was with me, she always whispered say sorry".

One day a month later, my sister suddenly left a letter and left, and a big boy with a warm smile appeared in front of me. I didn’t know that my sister contacted the adoptive family for me during this period, and went to the hospital by myself. somewhere else.

"Hey~ My name is Fleeting Years, the flow of fire in July, every year every year."

That was the first time I saw Fleeting Nian, and many years later, I can still remember clearly how he appeared in front of the fragile me that day and that moment.

The brown hair that is jumping in the sun half covers his smiling eyebrows, the fair and transparent skin is covered with a layer of golden light, the straight nose bridge is a little thinner, and the delicate chin connects the graceful neck and neck. His clavicle made him look a little sick and weak, but he looked gentle and handsome because of his temperament.

With his hands on his knees, he leaned slightly and stared at me kneeling on the ground. When his lips opened and closed, he made a soft and sweet voice, which seemed to penetrate the barrier of time and space, lingering in the long and distant life.

Fleeting's home is very big, and it feels like it takes a long, long time to walk from the front yard to the backyard. Until many years later, that road has become an embellishment in my memory.

When I first arrived at my new home, I had an instinctive resistance, which was the repulsion and disgust that had been worn out after several years.

Fleeting's parents are not like those people I met before, they have different appearances and one thing behind the other, they give me enough space without interfering, and Fleeting, seems to know that I care, will say something Some words that make me relax, but I can get along well with them on the surface, but I always have resistance and resistance in my heart, even if my sister asked me to come.

When I gradually accepted the fleeting time, it started on the day he started to be the messenger of my sister and me.

"This is...?" I looked at the unsigned envelope in front of me, puzzled.

Fleeting Nian put the envelope on the table in front of me, dragged the stool back and sat on it, put his arms on the back of the chair, and smiled brightly there, "Open it and see, you will be happy! If you are not happy, I treat you to a lemon lollipop!"

I lowered my eyelashes to hide the gloom that flashed across my eyes, opened the envelope and read it.To my surprise, this letter was actually written by my sister. One year and two months later, she wrote me a letter!The letter told me that she is doing well now, and told me not to worry. It also said that she didn't want to disturb my life at first, but she just found her and asked her to write a letter to make me feel at ease, so she wrote this. A letter asking me to forgive or something like that.

I never blamed my sister, and even thanked her for being strong. The things that happened at home, in my opinion now, are so tangled and complicated. Home, such a...

I turned my head to look at Fleeting Years who had been staring at me, and suddenly bent my lips. For the first time, I said to him from the bottom of my heart, "Thank you, Fleeting Years."

It is enough to know that my sister is well.Thank you, too, for everything you've done to me.

Letting go of my grievances, I gradually integrated into this family. Although I can't give much sincerity to my fleeting parents, when it comes to getting along well, probably no one knows how to please them better than me. The key depends on whether I am willing.As for the fleeting time, it became the only concern in my heart besides my sister at that time.

"Hey, Xiaomeng, what wish do you have?"

"Xiaomeng, I hope you can smile happily all the time, you are very beautiful."

"If you can, learn to rely on me, otherwise it will make me feel inferior..."

"Xiaomeng, look..."

"Xiaomeng, I found out..."

I think the best memory of my life is the years spent with Fleeting Years.It made me feel that the world can be so flawless, without dirt and hypocrisy.

Later, after graduating from high school, I was admitted to University A where Fleeting Years was located.It was also at that time that I realized that my feelings for him were different from those of other boys, and I felt heartbroken and happy for him.

There were a lot of people on the first day of school. I made a few calls to Fleeting Nian, who was going to pick me up, but no one answered, so I stood at the school gate and looked inside, trying to find him.

"Are you a freshman? Which department? The senior will accompany you to go through the formalities." A tall boy came over.

I thought about it, nodded, "Thank you senior."

The senior's name is Cao Qiang, and he enthusiastically introduced a lot of things about the school along the way, "...the school has an event today, and the people who came here are all responsible for receiving new students. Just now, you seem to be waiting for someone. If you don't come at this time, It is estimated that the person you are waiting for is going to participate in some event, or is delayed by other things, you can try calling in another hour."

"Well, the appointment was made before, and it must have been delayed by something."

"Maybe I know the person who picked you up. Which department is he from and what's his name?"

"The fleeting years of the finance department."

"Hey, so it's our school grass!" The boy was a little surprised, and suddenly said: "You are the sister Xia Meng he mentioned, right!" He met my puzzled eyes, touched his head, and laughed: "He's in our class. He shared the dormitory with me before he moved out. No wonder you didn't find anyone. He didn't have time to come because he suddenly took over a game today."

"Competition?" I haven't heard Fleeting Nian say it before.

"It's just those boys from L University playing in the gym ~ Fleeting Years is a black belt in Taekwondo, plus he is handsome and attracts many women, so some people are hot-eyed, so they come to ask for trouble~" As he said, he winked at me, " But our fleeting handsome guy can be regarded as a confidante in anger~"

My heart skipped a beat, my footsteps paused, and I suddenly asked, "Senior, can you take me to see it?"

Many people surrounded the Taekwondo gymnasium, and the senior was very popular, so he brought me into the innermost circle without much effort.That was the first time I saw the sharp and sharp fleeting years under the gentle and clear appearance.The attack and block with one punch and one kick made even a layman like me startled and shocked. Those pupils that are always accompanied by gentleness are cold and deep at the moment, with a faint light that is as clear as snow, standing not far away, long The girl with waist-length hair and delicate face was frowning slightly, watching the competition in the arena worriedly and nervously.

"That's Fang Xueru, our school belle~" the senior introduced with sparkling eyes.

She is indeed a beauty, but she is far behind when compared with her sister. With a mentality of sour grapes, I pursed my lips and suppressed my unhappiness.

The game is over, Fleeting Year wins.When I saw Fang Xueru walk up to give Liunian Shui amidst everyone's booing, and then wiped the sweat from his forehead considerately, I turned and left.

Afterwards, I didn't answer the phone calls that Fleeting Nian gave me. I put my things in the dormitory and sat down directly in the grove, reflecting on what my emotions were for.Until the sweaty fleeting year appeared in front of me, holding a handful of lemon lollipops in his hand, I looked into his smiling eyes, and I understood it in an instant.

"Cao Qiang told me that you went to see my match." He sat next to me, leaned against the tree and drank water, not blaming me at all, "Fang Xueru is a junior from our Taekwondo club, she was recently arrested by l The older boy harassed me, I played this game to prevent boys from coming to our school to make trouble again, there is no other meaning."

My heart relaxed, I smiled and raised my eyebrows, "So you are so popular~"

Fleeting Nian stopped drinking water suddenly and stared at me without blinking.There are little waves in the dark pupils, like the stream of the Milky Way under the night sky, dotted with countless stars; it is also like the misty summer wind, blowing gently across everything.

Suddenly, he smiled, "Whether you are welcome or not, I am still me."

I originally planned to go to the small apartment rented by Liunian, but because I had already gone through the formalities of living in school, I didn't want to waste money so I didn't go.When Fleeting Years saw this, he laughed at me as a stingy man, but it’s okay, but occasionally he would buy some vegetables and go home, and let me go to eat his cooking, and later he gave me a house key, allowing me to go whenever I want .

Fleeting Years still took good care of me, and with the beginning of college life, I got acquainted with my roommates.

"Unlucky! There's a virus in the machine! This time!" Qin Jia wailed, and instantly woke up everyone in the dormitory.

Everyone listened to her intermittent talk, and finally realized that after the four of us peeked at the porn last night, she was a bit unsatisfied, so they opened a website given by a boy in the same class and chose a lot of plans to download it, but in the morning I got up and wanted to see how the download was going, but the computer had a black screen, and I couldn't even turn it on.With everyone's pained and extremely sad distressed faces, everyone pooled some money and took the computer for repairs.

There was no class that afternoon, and everyone went shopping as a way of shopping after they went out. When they went back to pick up the computer at the agreed time, the young man who repaired the computer looked handsome but had a cold face.

"If you want to watch a movie, I can introduce you to some virus-free ones, otherwise you will be easily poisoned if you download it from other websites."

At that time, I was completely dumbfounded when I heard it. I thought to myself that this person’s head was not caught by the door. The public said this kind of thing to embarrass us. Fortunately, there was no one at that time. Then we fled.It's just a coincidence that as soon as I turned around, I saw a few boys with wonderful facial expressions, and there was a figure I was most familiar with.

According to Qin Jia later, when I was heard and seen by several boys from the same school, and even a school grassroots person, I wanted to bump my head to death. I didn’t expect me to greet them so calmly. , and smiled very gently, which is very admirable.I twitched after hearing this, she probably didn't know, I was just pretending to be calm, and only I knew what was going on inside.

That night, Fleeting Nian took me back to the small apartment for dinner.Until I left, I was still thinking, why didn't this guy ask, but when he left, he handed me a bag with a gentle and considerate smile.When I went back to the dormitory and opened it, my whole body was hot.I saw a pile of fur dishes inside, plus a small note.

[Let me know if you want to watch it next time, and I can find a plate for you. ＾＾＾】

After the cold winter, the weather is getting colder, and the few in the dormitory can't sit still. They discussed going to eat hot pot and barbecue to warm up. When I heard it, I immediately revived from the listless state and jumped out of bed to ask Peer, was despised by several people for a long time.

That day when I came to my aunt, my stomach was uncomfortable, so I stayed on the bed. Originally, I would not go out due to special circumstances in this season, but I stayed with Fleeting Nian. Even if he usually loves and spoils me, he still doesn’t allow me to come to my aunt’s place. I eat cold and spicy food in my daily life, so my aunt never came at the right time, so I didn’t send a message to Liu Nian when I first came here today, so I went out with a group of cronies and went straight to the snack street.

"...This, this, um, let's start with these." After ordering the dishes, I licked my lips and met three surprised eyes. "You guys, why are you looking at me like that?"

Qin Jia twitched the corner of her mouth and said, "I said Xiao Mengmeng, you ordered so much, can you finish it?"

"Nonsense, shameful waste!" I said righteously.

Shen Man propped his chin and blinked, "Would you like this meal?"

"P! Of course it's aa!" As soon as the words came out, they were immediately sprayed by everyone.

I usually eat with Fleeting Nian and rarely go to the cafeteria with them, so I don't know how much I eat. After I start eating, how many people will know my big appetite.Li Qiulin swept my small body back and forth, and said with a smile: "I didn't see it before, a baby like you who is not protruding in the front and not warping in the back, who is bare and hairless and looks seriously stunted, no matter how much he eats, it's not stuffed into his brain If it is confused, it will be regarded as the whole row!"

The other two immediately said she was disgusting in disgust, but I smiled brightly.I boiled the fat mutton in the pot, fed it to my mouth, and said without swallowing: "Not to mention, if all the food I ate earlier were absorbed by the front, I can breastfeed even now!"

"Shameless!" "What's the lower limit!" "That's wretched!"

Several people talked and laughed, and their bodies became warm.When I got out of the store, the cold wind blew up outside, and I immediately pulled up the scarf to shrink myself, it was so cold!He raised his hand to cover his stomach, feeling the slump inside.Auntie is so annoying!

At that time, I didn't even feel that I liked to squander my health unscrupulously because I was young. I didn't regret it until I really realized the pain caused by being squandered.We hadn't gone far when a sharp pain came from my stomach. I stopped and bent over, and Li Qiulin, who was on my arm, was dragged out of step.

"Little Meng! What's wrong with you?!" "What's wrong with you! Why is your face so pale!"

Three people chattered anxiously around the corner. I heard the pain in my stomach, held my stomach in pain and pulled out my phone, gritted my teeth and said, "Damn it! Give it first, Fleeting Years, call—!"

Only then did they react, and immediately dialed the phone.