I will always only be a middleman_Sakakitaro BG

?There will be mutual use of values ​​between people.The value of a person is determined by the status of that person.

I came to the conclusion that if you be friends with me, then naturally I will help you.

If you approach me only for some kind of benefit, obviously you will only regret your purpose of approaching me in the first place.

People use each other without conspiring with each other, and they are worthless, just like an abandoned child.

Before I came to the world of The Prince of Tennis, before I met the Sanada family, before I really understood the world I was in, I was just a very ordinary person.I am an ordinary outsider, an ordinary middleman, but at the same time, I also have ordinary feelings for anyone.But here, everything has changed.

"My own destiny is in my own hands." When I came here, I thought of this sentence in my heart.

Li Xiuzhen, this is my name, very popular, right?In fact, I have also thought about why I am called this name, is there any meaning in it?

When I was 15 years old, a classmate who was at the same table as me once told me the meaning of my name. The classmate said:

"Your name sounds nice! Many of my friends are called Xiuzhen. Do you know what the word Xiuzhen means? Hehe, it means excellence like a pearl. A child with this name will grow up very Excellent, and as pure as pearls. Your family will really name you! It’s not like me, it’s so ugly.”

At that time, I just laughed without saying a word.A long time ago, I also thought that my family really had this meaning and named me this name, but in the end the answer was just the most common three words.

But no one really understands what makes me smile.Not because of the beginning, not because of a sneer, not because of disappointment, for me, the smile seems to be my mask, and what is the truth hidden under the mask to treat others?

The mask of a smile makes me lose myself.I can't even remember why I laughed.

"Take whatever you want."

The random names chosen by the elders may have really affected the lives, intersections, and club activities of the younger generations. Perhaps it can be said that everything is possible.Being a kid is all about your name, and so am I.

That night, I stayed in my own world for the last night, and it was also the last time.I walked to the night market alone because my family kept worrying about money, but when I saw it, I just picked up my bag and went out by myself.Originally, there would always be a few food stalls, but from time to time they clamored to buy their food.The streets are always bustling with activity.But now it's kind of weird.I dare not imagine that this weird atmosphere will bring me a different fate in the end.

Destiny... Is it really in your own hands?

I pursed my lips and remained silent, then raised my head and looked forward. Everything in front of me was completely pitch black. I couldn't imagine how much courage it would take to take a step forward.

In the end, I chose to take a step back, but there was clearly a way out, but I didn't know that, often taking a step back, something unexpected would happen.I once thought that if I could choose to leave or stay in this world, I would choose without hesitation...to leave.

Life forces us today, and everyone faces every kind of obstacle in life.I thought it was only temporary, but no matter how hard we try, the value of coins keeps depreciating.

The cost of living, the pressure from the boss, the faces of the customers, the pressure from schoolwork, and the burden from the family... everything just increased.

Such a choice inexplicably appeared in my mind, and I really wanted to leave here.

However, in the end, it was as if someone was speaking in my ear.The soft words seem to be comforting the little child and baby.

"I'm sorry, forgive mom, okay?"

"My child, you must remember that your mother will always be by your side even if you are in another world. When the time comes, your mother will take you home and return to your original home. Even if your mother is gone, your brother will always be there. By your side. I'm sorry, that's all mom can do." Mom knows it's wrong to do this, but this is the only way to protect you.

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I close my eyes and smile slightly, the voice is very nice, isn't it mom?I have always longed for my mother to find me, but take me home and take me away from the place of right and wrong.

"Don't you regret it? Leave here, what should your family do? Leave here, everything must be the same."

Regret?

I don’t regret it. My family is sometimes a burden to me. I admit that I am an unfilial daughter. In fact, my leaving is a good thing for my family, because I am not a child of that family.I was just picked up.

"Yes. I don't regret it." I responded to the question with a smile, and said with a light smile, "Wouldn't it be great to start over? At least you can come back and make up for the regrets."

The mysterious words, the mysterious space, and the mysterious surroundings brought me into a small space to shuttle.Intermittent memory fragments are playing in my mind like a movie.Only later did I know why the woman who claimed to be my mother apologized to me because she sent me to another dimension.

After knowing the answer, I smiled helplessly.

Then I thought about it, it's good to do this, because when I come here, no one doubts me, right?

Japan, not familiar with their language, not familiar with their way of life, is like a person who has lost his memory.

If I hadn't saved the person in front of me at that time, I don't know how I would survive in the future.Genichiro Sanada was the first person I rescued when I first came to this world.In Japan, I didn't have any identity, let alone a family, but the Sanada family decided that I was a child with amnesia and adopted me.

The Sanada family has a certain power and status in Kanagawa. They easily issued an ID card for me, allowing me to stay safely in that family as an "adopted daughter". There is no oppression by anyone, but only infinite love.What makes me greedy is to continue like this forever.While being greedy, I actually forgot why I was here.