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At the moment when he was held by the man's hand, Chi Yuan couldn't help being slightly taken aback, only then did he come to his senses, he seemed to have touched it for too long...

Even the man who pampers him will feel a little uncomfortable, and this is not something a normal man would do, right?

Although Chi Yuan felt that he might be gay before traveling, but in fact, he dispelled this idea when he read these danmei works. He definitely didn't like Fu Yu in the book, and he didn't like Guan Ju and others. Not to mention the characters in this book, in short, these characters have no way to give him a sense of substitution.

As for whether he was gay or not, Chi Yuan didn't think about it any more. After all, he still didn't like the book he traveled through, so he didn't have time to think about such horrible things.

But ever since he met a man, he felt that his attention was always attracted by him, and at the same time, his affection for him was constantly rising. This was the first time he wanted to contact a man in so many years.

It's only been two weeks, and the two seem to be friends who have been dating for a long time, and they really have a tacit understanding.

And I not only appreciate a person of the same sex, but also like to have physical contact with him, no matter how you look at it, something is wrong...

But now is not the time to think about this. The moment Chi Yuan was held by the man's hand, I really didn't know what to do. If I really apologized, it would make others notice something, but if I didn't apologize, what I just said That behavior made others feel uncomfortable again.

Just when Chi Yuan didn't know how to speak, he felt his hand being gently placed on his chest by the man.

The touch here is still fresh in Chi Yuan's memory. When he heard the smiling "What about this?", Chi Yuan opened his eyes slightly. In the darkness, the man's expression was not clear, but That alluring silhouette is unmistakable.

The man really didn't feel anything, instead he showed a smile.

So is my worry just now completely unnecessary?Do all good friends get along like this?

Chi Yuan touched the other party's chest in a daze and thought.

……

One night passed, until the noon sun pierced through the curtains embroidered with heavy prints and hit Chi Yuan's cheeks, Chi Yuan woke up in a daze, and saw the little girl on the wheat-colored skin that was close at hand. At the time of the red seal, Chi Yuan realized that he was lying in the man's arms with his head still resting on his chest. As for yesterday's events, he suddenly passed through his mind.

After reminiscing, Chi Yuan couldn't help groaning in his heart.

I am too out of line.

Because of the man's pampering and guidance, he touched more than one place last night...

Anyway, when I woke up in the morning, I found that the bodies of the two were still hugging each other. In addition to what happened last night, there was still some sticky sweat on their bodies.

At this moment, Chi Yuan moved his body carefully, and felt a little embarrassed when he found that the man was still in a deep sleep.

Because in the end, the man said that he was going to sleep directly, but he was still unwilling, so he pulled the other person to touch him for a while, and the tiredness of sleepiness surged up slowly, and he fell asleep within a while.

Now Chi Yuan, who is sober, realizes that he went too far yesterday!

Even if a man doesn't mind this, but he is an adult anyway, even if this kind of thing is very comfortable, he shouldn't be so addicted to it for the first time contact!

In short, Chi Yuan got out of bed carefully, prepared to take a bath first, and then went to the kitchen to prepare some meals.

Just after Chi Yuan took a shower and went to the kitchen, Bai Yan who was lying on the bed opened his eyes.

In fact, Bai Yan woke up just now, and at that time he realized that the time was a bit too late. Thinking of what happened last night, Bai Yan still couldn't come back to his senses for a long time.

The boy did touch him in many places last night, and he thought it would be the last step, but it still stopped at the foreplay.Thinking of this, Bai Yan felt a little regretful.

Annoyed, I really should prepare something, otherwise it wouldn't be the case.

And even though the young man suppressed his desire, he just let it out with his hands...

In short, Bai Yan couldn't express his feelings, he already had a deep love for the boy, and he added another love for the boy.

After a while, when Chi Yuan was going to ask the man to have dinner together, he found that he had woken up, his attitude was the same as yesterday, the two of them tacitly did not mention what happened last night, but their speech and behavior were more intimate than before a little bit.

In the afternoon, Bai Yan took Chi Yuan back to the apartment.

After returning to the apartment, Chi Yuan greeted Han Yu, and found that the other party had been looking at him with a strange expression, as if he wanted to say something, but was too embarrassed to speak.

Chi Yuan was a little curious, so he asked directly, "What's the matter?"

Han Yu hesitated for a while, then took out his mobile phone, clicked on Weibo and searched for a while before handing it to him and said, "Look for yourself, you have been hacked by the whole network now."

Hearing that Chi Yuan took the phone, he saw that almost all the content about him on Weibo was slander, and the general remarks were "Only one face can be seen, what else can I do?"

"It's not as good as Bai Jiasu at all. I really don't know how he got in. The trainer is still kind to him. He must have come in through the back door."

"It's the first time I saw a vase, and I didn't even know it was far behind my teammates!"

……

Even if there are remarks that like him, they are very few.

Although Chi Yuan is ready to be disliked by others, he is still a little confused when he sees so much black material.

Han Yu carefully observed his expression. After all, they had just started training, and they hadn't even done emotional management training, so they were on the show.

And Chi Yuan was originally the most popular, but he was hacked by the whole network in a blink of an eye. This kind of gap can be felt after thinking about it, and it is difficult for people to control their mentality.

Seeing that Chi Yuan came back today, he still didn't know about it, so Han Yu hesitated whether to tell him now, but he thought in a blink of an eye that the other party would know about it sooner or later, and now that he was watching, he could comfort him.

Who knew that after he handed the phone to Chi Yuan to look at, the other party's reaction could be said to be very flat, just a little frustrated, other than that, there was nothing else.

After confirming that Chi Yuan was not pretending, Han Yu felt deeply puzzled.No matter how indifferent a person's character is, it's hard not to pay attention to these remarks. Thinking back on Chi Yuan's usual reactions, they are all very normal, but he is a little less emotional.

right!emotion!

Han Yu finally felt that something was wrong. He found that Chi Yuan really didn't care about anything. Whether it was the teacher's praise or punishment, he always had the same attitude.

Why is that?

Was it because these things aroused no feelings in him?

Because there is no empathy, no feeling of empathy, so there is no way to respond to other people's emotional expressions?

Although Han Yu didn't want to believe this, but recalling Chi Yuan's previous performances, he was sure that the other party was indeed the case.

He thought of before, when Bai Jiasu quietly put eye drops on Chi Yuan in front of the physique teacher.But don't the other people present really know?At least Han Yu heard it. He quickly looked at Chi Yuan, but found that Chi Yuan just raised his eyebrows, so he continued to train. At that time, he thought he was gracious.

For another example, after Chi Yuan became the most popular star of tomorrow, there were many topics about him on the Internet, as well as various confession words from various fans.

Of course, Han Yu has also received these words. He has been loved since he was a child, and he has received countless confession letters.But even so, every time he saw those who liked him express their sincerity to him, his chest still felt warm, a little swollen and warm.

However, when he asked Chi Yuan how he felt, Chi Yuan replied him very flatly: "I didn't see it."

Very atmospheric.

But it's been a week and he still hasn't seen it at all?

Han Yu felt that his judgment was correct, but he was still a little uncertain, so he tentatively asked: "Chi Yuan, have you ever liked anyone since you were a child?"

Chi Yuan listened to his question inexplicably, why did Han Yu ask such a question?

Does this have anything to do with who he likes?

But Chi Yuan still knows that Han Yu's problem is not aimless, there must be his reasons.

And this liking should not be a liking in a broad sense, but the only liking in a narrow sense.

After understanding this, Chi Yuan shook his head without thinking, but at this moment, for some reason, the appearance of a man appeared in his mind.

After seeing Chi Yuan's answer, Han Yu took a breath, and it was as expected as he guessed, but he asked again: "Do you have any good friends who have been keeping you since childhood? Has anyone ever said Are you missing something emotionally?"

Hearing these two sentences, Chi Yuan fell into deep thought. Naturally, his high school friend clearly remembered Bo Yanran, and the two had many unforgettable memories in high school. As for the one who had a good friendship before high school, but both It's a thing of the past.

After going abroad, there is no more. As for the last sentence, Chi Yuan hesitated, because it really happened.

Because after he had a car accident in his sophomore year, he was sent to the hospital for treatment. At that time, his brain nerves were still damaged. Finally, his mother took him abroad.

Then he went abroad for treatment and study as a matter of course, but later, according to his mother, his personality changed a lot, and he was specially taken to a psychological counseling center for treatment.

At that time, the doctor said something like this to his mother: "Your child's brain nerves were damaged due to some accidents, resulting in some damage to neurons and memory, and some emotional loss. However, it does not affect daily life. Da, as far as I can see, is just having issues with empathy and empathy. He has a hard time responding to another person's emotional needs, he has trouble understanding the word love, and may never fall in love with someone.

But fortunately, your child is suddenly missing, and the good education he received from an early age ensures that he will not make any problems that endanger society.You know there are a lot of sociopathic criminals because of the absence of both.I suggest that you can continue to cultivate him in terms of literacy, maybe one day he may recover by himself.But I don't think you should tell anyone about this, otherwise it won't do your child any good. "

Hearing these words at the time, my mother wept sadly, but Chi Yuan felt that there was nothing wrong with him. He did not have much emotional fluctuations, but there were still joys, anger, sorrows and joys, but he couldn't empathize with others correctly. that emotion.

When I saw beggars, I would drop coins, but it was out of a sense of salvation, not out of compassion.I will listen carefully in school, but only to complete my plan for life, not a competitive mentality of striving for the top.

In short, Chi Yuan has never considered this matter very important, even if he has no friends for so many years, it doesn't matter, even if he can't enjoy a relationship, it doesn't matter.Besides, Chi Yuan felt that he had changed a lot since he came to this world.At least in front of men, my emotions will fluctuate very much, and I have made friends smoothly...

But seeing Han Yu's surprised look, after thinking about it for a while, Chi Yuan still told him frankly that he also believed in Han Yu's character after getting along for more than two weeks. Besides, Han Yu must have his reasons for asking about this matter. .

Seeing that Chi Yuan really admitted it, Han Yu finally solved the answer to this very troubled puzzle. It turns out that this is the mentality of Chi Yuan who doesn't care at all.

For a while, Han Yu didn't know whether it was envy or a pity, because if Chi Yuan was so indifferent, he could indeed isolate all worries and sorrows, and those insulting words were really like shards of glass. It will cut the heart deeply one after another.

But in this case, it is doomed to be unable to

Feeling the joy of being liked, affirmed, and praised by others, you will never know that in this world, there are such a group of people who treat you unconditionally, learn from you, and are your backing. I hope you Always be happy.This kind of feeling is different from relatives, friends, and lovers. It comes from some inexplicable power, because only with a feeling of empathy can one experience that kind of happiness and that kind of resonance.

It's just a pity that Chi Yuan will never be able to feel it.

Han Yu didn't know what to say for a while, he thought for a while before saying: "Maybe you can try to post some Weibo updates. In fact, there are still many people who like you. You can read those messages."

Hearing Han Yu's suggestion, although he didn't think it was necessary, he still thought about it. Now that he is hated by many people, it is indeed not a good start for his road to fame.Maybe posting a little photo or post of yourself will let them know that what they said is wrong, and that they are not useless.

So Chi Yuan re-posted on Weibo.

He thought for a while, and prepared to post an explanation video.

He directly asked Han Yu to help him shoot.

Although Han Yu is not very good at taking selfies, he still has learned professional photography, so he found a good angle, and let Chi Yuan stand in a place with better lighting, and started to record.

The highest frequency band where Chiyuan's black material broke out on the entire network has passed. Many former Yan fans were indeed a little disappointed after watching this episode, because they thought the boy was so good-looking, but his performance was so mediocre. Some sense of gap.

However, he was still attracted by the boy's appearance. He was really good-looking when he was training, and he looked very hard-working, and he was even more adorable when he was eating, which made people like it.

While watching the show, those fans were preparing to post screenshots on Weibo for discussion. At this moment, they found a lot of slanderous remarks about teenagers on the Internet, so they also began to waver, not sure whether to believe it or not .

However, what is disappointing is that one day has passed on the young man's Weibo, and he has not posted a single update. Not only that, but also the countless private messages to cheer him up have not been replied, which is really disappointing.Some fans immediately turned black, and they only need a reason to suddenly hate someone they once liked, while some fans are still struggling, thinking that the boy must still be as beautiful as they imagined.There are also fans who are fans of Guan Ju, and their idols didn't say anything, and they didn't dare to get down to fight, they just waited quietly.

At this moment, the account that had been on the watch list for a long time suddenly moved.

This is the first status posted by the teenager, and it is also a video message.