[Pokemon] 2015 Ghost House

Recommended BGM: 揺れぬ想い

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1.

As if I came to this world again, I woke up from a drowsy dream, and then heard someone calling.Light, color, and sound continue in the empty night again.Once again, I realize that I live here, Hezhong, a small town that is not written in the Pokemon BW game, is a true thing.

At that time, there was no information for a long time, but it was the news that spread all over the city very early-the official release of the sequel BW2 was just brought back by my sister who returned home from a tour in Qibao City.So at this moment, I once again broke the promise of "never going out" a long time ago, and there is a long queue under the scorching sun... "There are so many people in Qibao City." I thought to myself, what a pity this It is the nearest city.Occasionally, violations of our conventions can't be wrong.Then I took the brand-new NDS cassette box, and then took out the cassette until I lay down on the bed again, "clicked" the cassette in, and finally turned it on, and closed my eyes.

"Welcome to the world of Pokemon."

I heard a long-lost, familiar female voice.

"haven't seen you for a long time."

A person quietly thinking, I said to her.

2.

Someone once said that the biggest selling point of the popular game called "Pokemon" from Kanto lies in the infinitely simplified combat, the difficulty of traveling and all kinds of disturbing things-and it can give us such Zha Zha also lived a championship dream.At that time, I was lazily watching gossip and entertainment topics on TV, while munching on potato chips and thinking about it.Contacting BW is a long time later than the release date, and it is more likely to be called outdated.A sudden whim.Throw away your little ball otter, and then become a certain heroine who will be responsible for saving the fate of the whole union, get the little ball otter in the game, and move forward all the way.

During the days of traveling, I, who was originally named "Touzi", met all kinds of people, defeated the gym master I had never imagined, and then went north to hit the alliance directly.My sister said that she hadn't seen me so intoxicated by something for a long time, and I didn't answer.It would be better to say that this kind of game not only simplifies the battle, but also simplifies human psychology, human ugliness, and the relationship between humans and elves... The story happened in the background of my region, I can see the pure and kind people.

so good.

Although it is extremely false, it has endless charm in the end. Whether it is an alliance or a plasma group that has gone astray, it can easily shout out its dreams.Even though it is impossible to utter a single word in reality, but it can be said so frankly, the distance between people is so close, and the soul is clear and clear—I close my eyes, thinking of the forest of Yacara congealing On the surface of the lake, weeping.

3.

The overcast and rainy past two days directly brought the indescribable humidity.I pulled the quilt out and hung it in the room.Someone came by at this time, and at first I thought it was someone who wanted to apologize again for burning "evil town" and killing my father who was the village chief years ago, but of course, their form may be an apology to me.Some people once accused me of not distinguishing between good and evil, and should be grateful to foreigners for their kindness of not killing. In fact, I was stingy with giving even a cold look.In one game, I couldn't tell if they were a plasma group with extreme behavior, or an alliance that committed transformative crimes, probably the latter--but I don't like plasma groups very much either.In a sense, they're a bit more complicated than I expected, and the scope of what this game should be.

In fact, I want to tell them that there is not a single victim of a rare case who really has the strength to cry out, or has the persuasive power to incite others. After all, if I could, maybe I would have started to make trouble.Impossible.

On the contrary, I really like the character I chose, the female trainer named "Touzi" at the beginning, if I can do it all over again, I really hope that I can be like her - not to say that I have to have her fighting talent , just position, position is fine.Neutral, calm and not expressing any volatile views.This is the virtue of silence and ignorance.It is not my wish to be forced to be like this now, rather than heroes like Touzi and Mr. N who appear again and again, I think, on the part about the darkness I have encountered, my attitude is based on passive.

"do you understand what I mean?"

In the tourmaline cave, a man with passionate ideals asked me this.

I really envy him... Let me put it this way, whether lonely or paranoid, at least he has something to hold on to, so that he won't stretch out his hand-a mass of wet air that seems to be able to squeeze out tears.If only I could have a certain kind of obsession, obsession can always prove that we live in this world—maybe unconsciously, I like this young man, at least he is something I dare not expect Revered.but……

"I don't understand."

The cursor floated up and down for a while, and finally, it still stopped on the top of "No".

4.

suddenly.They thought I was cured.But the so-called "disease" is actually just their wishful thinking.And I know that I am more awake than myself at that time, and everyone at this time.As for everyone, they said with snot and tears: "The poor man fell into a mental illness after that incident", followed by clichéd apologies and self-blame, which attracted people from all walks of life to sprinkle more salt and water.

"Aren't you going to take a look?"

Someone asked me, I thought about it, but I still refused.

It's hard to tell if that game of BW made my so-called mental illness a little less severe, or worse.Anyway, in the eyes of outsiders, I have at least a strong curiosity about some things-it doesn't matter whether the curiosity starts with programming, music or stories.The crime that parents impose on children for "indulging in the virtual world" does not seem to be very useful here, and the correct saying is: "diverted attention."

In short, I seem to be thinking about what they want all the way, growing in a healthy direction.

After all, it is not good for people to know too much. Seeing the fate of the poor, although exaggerated plasma group, since he meets our protagonist, he will definitely lose in the end.This may dispel some negative and dangerous thoughts, maybe I can even optimistically imagine that people in this world are as simple as those explorers who loop endlessly on a runway.In the end, I may step out of this house that I have protected with magic... I will travel like an ordinary person, deliberately ignoring the prying and monitoring eyes behind me...

I came back from the outside decadently.

Well, I can't do it, I still can't do it... Knead the pillow into various shapes, since it can't be done, let's continue playing this game with peace of mind. BW, shaking my head, I read it again, a world so simple that it seems to be either BLACK or WHITE, so beautiful.

I hadn't made it to the eighth gym yet.Those deliberate premeditations, more or less reminders, at first I thought it was nothing in the end, just like N pulling down the brim of his hat on the Ferris wheel: "I can hear the voice of the elves. I am the king of the plasma group .”

I thought this was the limit.

5.

After clearing the customs from BW, the mood continued to be irritated.The sky has cleared up, after all, it is close to winter, and clear snow has not been seen for many years.Someone persuaded me to go outside to play, but in the end, I just let the little ball otter fill me with a bucket of snow and have a shivering addiction.Someone outside the door commented: "This child is too withdrawn." Then replied: "No, this is not withdrawn. It is almost self-righteous and lofty... She thinks she is what she is, and what she does is correct, but in fact it is narrow-minded. No. Hypocrisy, self-inflicted."

I shrugged.

I went online to give a "bad review" to the chaotic game called BW, and when I heard the news of BW2, I was so eager to move it that I couldn't hold it down. After clearing the first episode of BW, I went to search for the plot of the next two episodes, which was boring.Pop out the cassette and smash it, temporarily I have nothing to do with that tortoise... So I began to look forward to the so-called BW2 wholeheartedly.

Although there is a new character set, the hairstyle, voice, appearance, and even the set character are different.

Although I know that a young man who has grabbed my heart so hard may not appear on the stage.

little hope.Angry, depressed...and confused.It was impossible for me to understand him, as he asked me:

"do you understand?"

Then I said: "I don't understand", same thing.

But the story came to an abrupt end. In the world with Touzi as the main perspective, the young man who saw his own shadow in him, the poor man named N. Harmonia never appeared again—"Then Who are the bunch of ambiguous words addressed to? I'm not Touzi... how can I understand him. "

"But, but I really want to understand what those sentences he said-I can't ask him these questions if I don't meet again. As for why, I, who have a mentality of trying, will be shocked by these sentences, and then Branded to such an extent that it cannot be forgotten..."

Tossing and turning one night.They come up over and over again.Just like the occasional colorful memories of childhood, green trees, blue lakes, red words, golden roofs - I thought I wouldn't care.In a room with only white paint, I thought I wouldn't care.

It was at this time that the news of BW2 came from my "sister", and I was running hard in the dark night when I heard Sequoia say, "Welcome to the world of Pokemon."

Then they said, "You are so similar to the trainer from two years ago."

But I couldn't ask: "Have you ever seen a young trainer with green hair?"

Occasionally, I heard the name "N. Harmonia" again from one of the former Seven Sages of Fanba City.

But only occasionally, even more, it seems that this is the ultimate - even if you live again, those things you can't understand, you still can't understand, probably.Boringly pressing the up, down, left, and right arrow keys, I fought proudly like a champion, and then won every game.

I didn't wake up from a dream with some repressed desire for color.

The female trainer whose initial name was "Mei" walked on the black and white continent, and met many simple people who were either black or white, and some dirty ash.

Some people say I'm crazy.

The definition of arbitrariness is so simple, it is exactly the same as when they said that I want to recover.

6.

do you know?

I saw him.

Vaguely, I always feel that something has changed.It's different from the past youth who seemed to be exposed and suffering.No longer shouting at me in embarrassment; "Tell Zekrom your ideal." Instead, Sven stood quietly in front of me:

"I will not allow you to harm the elves of the Union. I love this continent."

But it seems to be the same... The firmness makes me admire, and as for myself - "I want to meet him again." Such a weak reason seems to be completely insufficient. "Even if it's just a sequel, that's fine."

Immediately afterwards the memory became very blurry... just the general impression of going out of the cave, the championship road, the league, going home, and then going to the championship road.Noisy game sound, sad background melody, after a long time I found a piece of music that made me cry called "揺れぬ想い", and at that time, a clean sentence: "I'm looking for the trainer from two years ago... ...And then I want to say something to her, thank you." All thoughts have been cleared long ago.I don't know what he learned from me, a decadent, unstable person, but I, a decadent, unstable person, have not changed after meeting him-even smashed the cassette recording two years ago, Tell him at last; "You'll never find it."

"She asked me to take a walk in the outside world to see more colors. Different ideas, we always have to accept and understand other people's ideas. Only in this way can we... get close to the reality I long for."

"Want to try fighting me?"

"...So, you have become a more determined trainer than me."

I really want to yell at him, it's not like this, I'm weak, I can't take care of Reshiram——!But after all, this is just a game, in order to satisfy some people's dream of being a champion, a fictional story that does not exist at all.And as the protagonist, I can't do anything except "A"... that is

"Ok."

Make a promise like this.

Tell the person I like, I will become a firm, colorful girl.

Promise him: "I will go to the outside world to see."

"Go to the Dragon Spiral Tower," he said.

The plot of □□control ends here.I kept pressing "A" to him, but he seemed to be able to repeat only this sentence:

"Go to the Dragon Spiral Tower."

This time I can no longer make a wish "I want to meet him again", but can only harvest a stone called "truth", and then be blessed-to get more colors... that's all.

Just like I did with the first cassette.It didn't shut down, and it didn't save files.

I violently popped it out and destroyed it, then smashed the NDS on the window.Maybe I'm a little tired... When I knelt on the bed, I felt such a miss, but it was only for a moment.I know that my journey is over, although there may be some other stories-such as the underwater ruins in Xiaobo Town, the map southeast of BW1, the battle with the previous champion, the road in Fanba City, Fukiyo City The cave in Xuehua City, the Dragon Spiral Tower in Xuehua City, and the frozen Spiral Mountain.But, it's over.

The journey named BW2 was only started for one person. I have to admit that although it is virtual, in this person... it seems to be resonance, or something, and too much emotion has been invested.

Once, it was like I disappeared from his life.He also finally disappeared from my life.I, who did not make a wish, will not meet the sequel of BW2, and this ridiculous journey... is also at an end.

7.

Can embarking on a journey really make a difference?

I don't know...but I want to try it.

For some reason, the package was already packed long before I got the Bright Stone.The tables in the room were wiped clean, and there was nothing extra on the bookcases.Perhaps, it was not due to the urging and agreement of a virtual character, but my own words were spoken out in advance by others——

"I like Hezhong"

“I love to travel”

In spring, the weather is not dry and there is no disturbance like fog. It is a good season if you want to go out.

Sure enough, it's still a bad game. I scored it online and then cut off the power.

"Let's go, little ball otter."

... needless to say.When I step out of the house, whether it is soon or it takes a long time, when I find the voice actor who played Dr. Sequoia, I must let her say to me:

"Welcome to the world of Pokemon."

Then long time no see.I whispered.

FIN.