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I made a new rocking chair and placed it in the yard. I wanted to sit and chat with Geist for a while, but then I suddenly remembered that today is Friday, and he should be at the round table restaurant.

I had to stop Minter who was passing by, and asked him to help me test whether the rocking chair could bear the weight of two people.

He was more than willing to help me out, and then told me he had to get ready to leave Portia and go back to Vega 5.

"I am very happy to meet you as a friend in Portia. Uncle Geller has always been very kind to me, but I have been here for too long. Now that Portia's projects are all over, I have to go back .”

"Does Geller know?" Although he knew that he would leave sooner or later, he didn't expect it to be so sudden.

"Uncle Geller hopes that I can stay, but I thought about it, maybe it would be more suitable for me to go back to Vega 5, but I can't leave my job."

I don't know how to keep him.

Winter is a sad season, it seems that everything will fall with the heavy snow.

"How are you and Geist doing?" Perhaps in order to ease the cold atmosphere, he suddenly changed the subject.

"Well, it's okay." I answered him.

Between Geist and I, we are still pretending that nothing is wrong, but in fact, I know that something seems to have changed.

I never doubted his sincerity, but I have less and less confidence in him. The longer I get along with him, the fear buried in my heart will also spread.

"Minter," I looked up at the sky, still gray, with snow falling and piling up on the parasol above my head. "do you like kids?"

"Of course, a child will give people a sense of family, maybe you and Geist should have a child."

I smiled, "Guest asked me two days ago, but I rejected him."

"What, don't you like children?" he asked me.

I shook my head, I just can't imagine what life will be like after having a child with Geist. He and I are both people with our own fixed routines. I can't imagine what it will be like after the child is born.

"You seem to be very unhappy recently, is it because you have been thinking about your child's problems?"

"Well, actually I've been thinking about this these days, but I don't know who to talk to." Geist seems to be always available, and I don't know if he wants to hear me say this.

"You can tell me, I'd be happy to hear from you." He smiled, completely different from the shy boy who just came to Portia.

In the past six months, he has also changed a lot, except that he still finds a place to doze off every day.

I told him about my dad, who I haven't seen for a long time.

He was a very adventurous guy who left me when I was very young and my mother moved me to Rock City after he left.I grew up there, but it wasn't long before my mother started getting sick.

I started earning money at Toby's age with my friends in Rock City, but my mother died in the end.After my mother left me, I realized that her death was actually a relief for me and for her.

I never felt the growing time that a normal family brought me, and I think, in fact, I have inherited my father's adventurous blood.It's not for me to have a child and take care of him and watch him grow up.

I envy Ginger very much, she has a father who loves her very much, and an elder brother who puts her in the most important position in her heart.

I was also terrified to tell Geist this, and I was terrified that he would eventually find out that I wasn't who he thought I was.

"I've never heard you mention this before." Minter was surprised that I would have such a past, after all, I usually look very positive.

I promised my mother to live a good life and not lose my enthusiasm for the future because of her departure.If it wasn't for Geist, I probably would have almost forgotten these things myself.

"Actually, my parents left me when I was very young, but fortunately, Uncle Geller has always taken care of me. I think you need to have a good talk with Geist now, he is not an unreasonable person. "

I smiled helplessly. In fact, it's not that I didn't think about having a good talk with Geist, but I think it would be difficult for him to support me.

After all, my wish is to become a warrior like Django.

After chatting with Minter, although the actual problem was not solved, my mood was much better.

I told him to let me know if he was ready to leave and I would go see him off.