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Today's weather is not very good, the sun is not out, usually Geist will go out a little later on this kind of day.

I took him to sit on the rocking chair in the yard for a while, although he just looked at me and I looked at him and didn't say anything, but I liked it very much.

He doesn't like clutter very much. The back of the yard is basically where the machines in my workshop are placed, and he rarely comes here.I dismantled a barn, moved all the machines to the factory, and built a grape trellis on the original ground, which seemed much more comfortable.

"Honey," he pulled me over and gently embraced me, "I wish I could sit like you and grow old slowly."

I leaned in his arms, smelling the faint breath from his body, my father handed me over to this man so reassuringly, he didn't seem to worry at all whether Geist and I would quarrel because of family discord.

"Dad has already left, I have to prepare to go back to Rock City."

"Well, it's a pity that I've been busy with work recently. Albert pushed a lot of work to me as soon as he came back. I'm sorry, dear, I may not be able to accompany you."

I said I don't mind, anyway, I'll go and come back by myself, and it won't take too much time.But I also hope that he can accompany me, even if he just talks.

"Gest," after thinking about it, I still asked, "If I went to Rock City and never came back, would you go find me?"

I could feel his body stiffen while holding me, and his arms around me became tighter. He didn't speak for a while, but I could hear his heartbeat, which kept beating.

This feeling is really uncomfortable, but some people can leave so calmly.

"Why did you say that suddenly?"

"I don't know." I really don't know, but I always feel that I won't stay in Portia forever. "When you proposed to me, you told me that you would leave Portia after Ginger found someone to take care of her." .I never thought of living in Portia for the rest of my life, although I already have friends who care about me here, and I thought you would think the same as me."

"My dear, I'm sorry, I never knew you had such thoughts."

"Gest," I turned to look at him, looking at him seriously.These days I have been thinking about a question, why Geist has obviously not changed for so long, he cares about me and loves me, but I seem to be sinking more and more into a swamp. "Can I be your most important person?"

"You always think about Ginger, about Koukou, and about your mother. You will go to the Round Table restaurant until late on Wednesday and Friday, but every time I have time to go home early, I will meet these two days .I keep thinking, if I go, will you think of me the way you think of them?"

I think I have seen the answer in his eyes.

He didn't think that I would ask this. In fact, I didn't think about it myself. I thought I had a good life alone, and I didn't need someone to be with me all the time.But obviously, this incident has been tormenting me. After getting married, the feeling of sleeping quietly with a quilt alone is much more uncomfortable than the feeling of living alone in a dilapidated house.

"It's getting late." I got up, not wanting him to see how sad I was at the moment.

We always couldn't talk about the matter between me and him, and we kept tangling and hesitating until the end.

"Honey!" He suddenly reached out and grabbed me. He was about to say something, but he was stunned when he saw my appearance. It seemed that everything melted into bubbles when I looked at him with tears.

I broke away from his hand, took a few steps back, turned around and rode on the flying pig to escape from the yard.

I don't know where I went, Albert greeted me, I couldn't pay attention to him at all.

When I stopped, I found that I had reached the gate of Ruin No. 1.

The elevator of the ruins rose slowly, and Arlo walked out from it. Today is the day when he came to the No. 1 ruins for routine inspection.

"Xiao Jiu? I'm going to find you. I heard from Remington that your mount is really good."

"Looking for me?" I got off the Flying Pig, calmed down a bit, and spoke with a hoarse voice. "What's up?"

Arlo's smile disappeared without a trace after seeing my red eyes. "Xiao Jiu, what's wrong with you?"

"I have a cold, but I've taken my medicine."

He half-believed, stared at me suspiciously for a while, and finally decided to believe my nonsense. "We got word from Lucien that they saw Ursula rejoining their gang of bandits near the border, so I guess that's it."

He came to me, probably to tell me this, right?