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This is the fifth time I have proposed to her.

I know that when I finished the oath, she would first look at me in surprise, then be in a daze for a minute, as if she was rolling countless thoughts in her mind, and finally accepted the ring in my hand, and told me that sentence.

It's like this every time, obviously I have already remembered this scene in my mind, and I can even recite every word she wants to say next, but I feel more and more anxious.

It seems that what I hold in my hand is no longer a ring, but something heavy and valuable.

I want to tell myself to calm down, but my fingers have already started to tremble. Fortunately, she won't think for too long.Just 1 minute, always seems to have passed so many years of my suffering.

"Sorry, Geist," she finally said, tilting her head, "Actually, I like Ginger, and I don't want to marry someone who is arrogant."

what?

She refused?

How could she refuse?

All the emotions rushed to my face in an instant, and the memory of the past was like a monster, mocking my ignorance.I held my trembling hand tightly, but my voice was trembling even more, "I thought everyone in the world was stupid, so I was the stupidest one."

Turning around just wanting to run away from that beach, anger in my heart, it tells me it hurts.

"Gest!" She ran over and grabbed me.

"What else can we talk about?" I don't blame her for her rejection, but I can't still treat her peacefully after being rejected by her.

It turns out that there are not so many people in this world. I thought that I should have thought of this ending long ago, and she would not agree to every marriage proposal.

At first, it was because both Dad and Jingjing thought she was a good person.

Since she came to Portia, she has indeed made a lot of contributions to this small town, but every time she makes a lot of troubles.

At that time, I just thought she was stupid. The furnace at home could burn to the gate of the city, and the alpacas she raised ate more than half of the wheat on the farm.When I go fishing, I always come home wet. I often trample on the old road behind the school. I am chased by ladybugs outside the city all afternoon, and the yard is a mess.

But the sword fish roll she made was delicious.

At that time, I would propose to her, which was something I didn't even think of myself.

Probably because my father praised her again and again in front of me. She is a girl who is very strong and brave when she goes out.Or maybe Jingjing could always mention it in front of me, and she brought gifts again.

After marriage, she was unwilling to move here, but lived alone in her own small house, and I never forced her.

In the end I didn't know until Arlo from the Militia punched me in the face that she was ill, and I didn't seem to know anything about her condition.

She failed to survive that winter, and when I stood in front of her in the cemetery, looking at her sleeping with her mother on this land, I realized that I seemed to have done something wrong.

Because of Jingjing's body, I cared more about Jingjing than her, but I didn't expect her to be the first to leave me.

When the mysterious merchant came, he sold me a key.He told me that this magical key can allow him to go back to the past time, on the condition that he must fulfill the wish when opening the key, otherwise he will disappear in this world.

So I saw her again, spring and fall, everywhere I saw her working hard.

When autumn came, my father specially called Mingte over in order to connect with the project in Shashi Town, and she took the initiative to undertake the task of building the bridge.

Now it's not only Dad and Jingjing, but even Minter and Albert mentioned him in front of me from time to time, and I can see that Minter has a good impression of her.

Sure enough, as soon as the relics of the desert opened, her father invited her and Minter to have dinner alone.After that, it was rumored that they were already together, and I often saw her go to the round table restaurant with Minter, or see the stars together by the river when she went for a walk outside the city with Jingjing.

I never knew that she also likes to look at the stars. Minte came to me and asked me if I could help draw a picture for her as a birthday present.When the fireworks they set off on Amber Island rose to the stars, I felt a little lost in my heart.

And all this seemingly peaceful, ended with the completion of the port project, Minter returned to Vega 5, this is something I have always known, he will not stay in Portia for long.

After Minter left, she returned to that appearance again, her pair of dim eyes looked like she was dying of illness.

By coincidence, I proposed to her.

She still lives in her little house, and I go to accompany her every weekend, but she always rejects me.I know that the distance between us is not thousands of mountains and rivers, it is just a Mingte, but it is more like thousands of rivers and mountains.

The following year, she became pregnant.

Perhaps because she was about to become a mother, a smile slowly began to appear on her face.She will also follow the sketching, although most of them are sitting silently by the side and looking at the distance, but this is enough.

I thought she would just be by my side like this, and this life would be simple.It's just that I didn't realize that sometimes the heart knot turns out to be a lifetime thing, and her body is getting worse and worse.

That night, she gave birth to the next boy with difficulty, but she never woke up again.

This scene pierced my nerves like a needle, and the scene of the night when my mother died jumped out again. I frantically found the mysterious businessman and bought the second key from him.

Only this time, she's in love with Arlo.

That's good, at least someone can come out to protect her when she is chased by the beetles outside the city.

She finally stopped burning down her little house, and no longer always accidentally fell into the water. The road that was trampled down could be repaired intact the next day, and her small yard began to be well organized.I finally dared to explore the ruins, and then brought back the gadgets in the ruins to decorate my small yard.

At the end of autumn, in the second week of winter, Arlo received a letter of passing the miraculous flying pig test, and he went to Lucian, but he didn't take her with him.

I thought Arlo took better care of her than I did, but he didn't.

After Arlo left, she wasn't as devastated as I thought she was, just going about her life.Build taller houses, catch bigger alpacas, chop bigger trees, and embrace my engagement ring.

Only in the dead of night, she would sit quietly in front of the window and look at Portia who had been changed by her alone.

Until Marie shows up.

They found the prophet's message in the nearby ruins, and Marie returned to Lucian with the news, followed by the arrival of the woman named Ursula.

I will never forget that day. Before going out, she promised to go back to my father’s house for dinner with me in the evening. When the militia came back in the evening, what she brought back was the news that she slipped and fell into the broken wall of the ruins.

The militia led people to search overnight, but found nothing.

I went to the ruins, and the cold wind was blowing through my bones, but I still couldn't believe that she would stumble and fall.Remington told me that there were traces of a fight next to the broken wall where she fell. Maybe she had encountered a monster in the ruins at that time, but the woman named Ursula was unwilling to reveal anything.

Later, Ma Li came back in time, and I learned from her that during the interrogation of Ursula's men, they told Ma Li that in the ruins, she accidentally heard Ursula's plan, and then chose to be with Ursula. war.

She lost and was buried in the ruins forever.

I was sitting alone in her little house, which was kept clean and orderly by her.

It shouldn't have ended like this, she should have died in this small house instead of dying in battle in the ruins.