[Comprehensive manga] Ruiguang

Without affection, there is no harm.I wrapped myself in the darkness like a cocoon, and I was always afraid of getting hurt.In the past, no one in Haichang knew everything about me, so I could boldly walk into the school gate, as if I could blend in here.Although in fact, I always reject everything with a grudge.

Now, there are reasons for me to yearn for here, such as Eriko Yamanan, and Ryota Kise.I want to join their world, but is it too late?

My mind was in a mess. I met Urashita Shinichi again at Sanada's house last weekend, and the feeling of depression that never woke up from the nightmare spread all over my body instantly, as if I had been summoned.I couldn't help but want to hug my arms tightly and curl myself up like a hedgehog.

"Ah, Aihara-san."

The gentle voice from behind was as sweet as a bell, but the deliberately harsh words made the tone sound particularly harsh.Without looking back, I know who the owner of this voice is, Ayu Shibai.

I pulled the satchel on my shoulder, quickened my pace and went straight forward.

I don't know what kind of mentality Shibai Ayu is talking to me. For her, I am the murderer of her sister, am I not?From my point of view, I don't even want to stand under the same sky with such a person, or that sentence, I hate her.

"I heard that Aihara-san is helping out at the Sanada family's dojo." Shibai said as if chatting homely, and quickened his pace to join me.I ignored her and continued my steps as if she didn't exist.

"Lanhara-san is really cold, obviously in this world, I am the only person connected with your fate." Shibai's tone is still so indifferent and gentle, but for me, every word she said makes me feel uncomfortable.

"Sorry, I'm not familiar with you." I paused, with a mocking grin on my lips.Shibai was taller than me, which forced me to look up into her eyes slightly.

"Lan Yuan-san is wrong to say that, no matter what, between you and my sister, you are bound by blood."

Hearing this, my chest tightened.

I can understand what Shibai wants to express. The relationship between her and Mayu is blood thicker than water. Between me and Mayu, it is a hint that I am stained with the latter's blood.I know that no matter how I say that Mayu's death has nothing to do with me, Shiaii will definitely not listen. Similarly, I have nothing to say to her.

"You are really annoying, just like your sister who is a mistress, disgusting." Repeatedly mentioning the events of more than half a year ago, like a fly, makes people upset.

Shibai didn't refute my sarcasm at all, she replied softly with that smiling face exactly like Mayu's: "It's the same with you, you still pretend to be a pure little white flower even though you've done it, you... …murderer."

I stared at her fiercely, her expression was still so relaxed and harmless.I clenched my hands, trying not to shake my shoulders.

Every word of Shibai accurately hits my pain, and the pain buried deep in my memory can always be accurately pierced by her.She should be very clear, what I am most afraid of are those three words.

I bite my lip hard, hoping the sting between my lips will clear my head.Is Shibai repeatedly emphasizing those three words out of revenge against me?I know she definitely doesn't want me to have a good time, so she keeps stimulating me.

Staring at her face, I thought for a while, let go of my biting lips, and said calmly: "Chai Jing, you keep pestering me like this, does it mean that you are guilty from the beginning? "

The reason why I can't think normally is nothing more than that I have been unable to accept the shadow in my heart.The more clearly Shibai pursued it, the more I tried to avoid it.

Urashita Shinichi showed me the surveillance video of somewhere in the villa area on the night of the incident more than half a year ago. Before and after the video, there were three people with similar backs. Is it possible that Shibai is one of them?

Before Shibai could answer, I continued, "You who appeared at the scene, how can you explain it? You are clearly in Kanagawa, but why did you appear in front of the Aihara family's bungalow in such a timely manner the next day? Or, were you the murderer the night before the crime?"

Shibai will not be like me, as long as that part is involved, every single word will shake me, and this is where I am not as good as her.

Carrying heavy memories, trapped in the darkness of a person, I only know how to escape blindly, I have never seen the direction of light.As for Shibai, what makes her better than me is that someone has redeemed her, and that person should be Sanada.

My rhetorical question was my first step. After listening to my question, Shibai seemed to loosen the strange smile with unknown meaning for a moment.

Of course, overall, she is still impeccable, and I can't find any weakness in her.Regarding Mayu being my father's mistress, she questioned me confidently like a victim.

I also returned to her the words that Shibai kept pinning the murderer on my head. Not only was she not dazed by this, she even laughed out loud.The bright smile is like a coquettish flower, blooming on her already impeccably beautiful face.

"Ah, you're finally willing to face the point directly?" Shibai raised his eyebrows, looking back at me without dodging, his gentle voice was piercingly sharp, "I told you earlier However, you and I are people connected by fate."

Shibai did not deny my words, nor did he directly acknowledge my speculation.She answered me with the phrase that she said to me many times, but I still didn't understand what she wanted to express.Fate is connected, except that I have a similar experience with her... Could it be that she is really the murderer?

Because I really did it, so I used such publicity to cover up my uneasiness?Are you hypnotizing yourself by constantly saying that I am a murderer out of a guilty conscience?

I looked at Chai Jing, subconsciously frowned and narrowed my eyes, and my heart felt hairy.Shibai's heart is far more distorted than I imagined.

"Then you mean, you have the consciousness of a murderer?" I said sarcastically, returning to her what she had said to me in the spare equipment room.

"Murderer? Isn't that you?" Shibai suddenly became innocent, and blinked at me with his beautiful eyes.

So far, I have no idea what Shibai is trying to do to me.Even though she told me her purpose, she clearly wanted to find evidence that I was a murderer, but from the words and deeds she has expressed in front of me so far, she seems to be hinting at my own past. .

If the connection of fate means that she and I are murderers together, then in her eyes, I was the one who killed her sister in the murder case half a year ago, and she killed Aihara Masaki.The so-called let me prepare myself as a murderer, is she trying to put all the crimes on me?

"I'm the victim's younger sister. I heard that there is a deep conflict between you and your father..." Shibai dragged on the end of the sentence very long.Without evidence, I do not have any advantage. Moreover, the rumors about Junko Aihara killing his father in Tokyo have marked my life in a black line.

Shibai understood my expression as tacit consent, she didn't care whether I was willing to continue talking to her, and continued to speak: "By the way, Aihara-san, do you want to know why Sanada helped you?"

The topic returned to the issue between me and Sanada, I didn't want to talk to Chaijing anymore, so I turned around and left.

"The reason why he took care of you, didn't he tell you? You are very similar to me, whether it is the back view or the encounter."

For a moment in my heart, Sanada did tell me that he regarded me as Shibai.Shibai will know because she and Sanada are more familiar than I am.

"Do you think someone will save you?" Shibai's increasingly vicious words continued, "A murderer should die alone in the dark."

This person is really hopeless, I looked back at her for the last time, and emphasized my tone: "Then, the person who died is definitely not me."

I want to escape from this darkness, no matter if I am alone, Shibai is the most damned person.