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Shu Jianqi's eyes were clouded with mist. They had been separated for five full years, and the time was like a torrent of time that would never return. The missed emotions, complicated moods, and the urge to see his sweetheart right in front of him made Lu Qiange step forward and hug each other tightly. Live in comfort period.

Out of love, Lu Qiange passionately kissed Shu Jianqi's lips. At first, he just pecked lightly. Lu Qiange felt that his lips were a little cold, and he desperately wanted to warm up Shu Jianqi's lips and even his body.Gradually, the two of them became short of breath, they were both longing for each other for a long time, no one would calculate how long they kissed.Lu Qiange was willing to part his entangled lips and teeth when he felt his face was a little wet. He saw tears rolling down Shu Jianqi's cheeks.

Lu Qiange's heart was beating extremely fast, and this kind of intimacy made his scalp tingle and his lower body reacted, but Shu Jianqi's tears made him calm down quickly, and he turned his face sideways: "Holding... sorry. I was abrupt."

Shu Jianqi shook his head like a rattle: "No, I... I'm just too happy!"

"You don't blame me just now..."

"No wonder! Isn't it just kissing me?" Shu Jianqi's eyes were moist, and when he looked at Lu Qiange, there was a longing light: "I like you to kiss me!"

His lips were captured again, Shu Jianqi could hardly breathe in this long and affectionate kiss, he was pressed/on/on/bed/ by Lu Qiange and kissed fiercely, the comfort of the loving kiss made him tremble all over, naturally , Shu Jianqi reached out and stroked Lu Qiange's side face, neck, chest, abdomen...until he wanted to continue, Lu Qiange stopped him.

"Not yet."

As soon as Shu Jianqi looked up, he saw Lu Qiange shaking his head forbearance.

Shu Jianqi's heart warmed up: "No...it's okay, I'm willing."

"Are we...confirming the relationship?"

"Right... right." Shu Jianqi was buried in Lu Qiange's chest, trembling with happiness.

"Not today, you just got sick." Lu Qiange straightened up, and the buttons of the two of them were unbuttoned during the intimacy just now. When Lu Qiange spoke, his Adam's apple moved as he spoke, and his voice was full of lust. /Looking at the sexy at the beginning, the pectoral muscles under the shirt are looming, and the appearance is obviously beautiful, but it exudes strong male hormones.

Shu Jianqi looked at Lu Qiange obsessively, thinking that this perfect man would be his boyfriend from now on, he seemed like a dream and refused to wake up.

"See... see date?" Now that the relationship has been confirmed, Lu Qiange thinks he should be able to call more intimately.

"See you? See you?!"

Shu Jianqi didn't know what he was thinking, he was completely immersed in his personal world and didn't respond.

"The comfort period!"

"Huh? What?"

Lu Qiange sighed, he probably wasn't born to be romantic.

"Over the years, I have wanted to apologize to you."

"Apologize?" Shu Jianqi didn't understand.

"You were injured because of me five years ago, and your career life was also affected."

Shu Jianqi managed to get some thoughts out of his sugar-filled head and thought about it for a while before he remembered what happened, "Why do you want to apologize to me? You are not the perpetrator."

"You did it to save me..."

"Hey! According to what you said, I have to apologize to you too! I don't know if you have discovered that I was a peeping/peeping tom in high school!"

Lu Qiange: "???"

"Oh, it's not voyeurism, it's stalking... I'll be there wherever you are! I'm afraid you'll hate me, so I'll follow you secretly. And I'm also a collector. Scratch paper you don't use, erasers you throw away What, I also kept it secretly... Does it sound scary?"

Sensitive, insecure, overwhelmed, paranoid, Shu Jianqi, who was not diagnosed with ASD not long after he was born, knew that he had the disease since he was a child, and since then he has lived in anxiety. His emotions and paranoid habits are like time bombs. He is afraid that he will hurt others, and he can't find the meaning of living. The game "Song of the Demon World" gave him a skill, and Lu Qiange gave him a point of pursuit.

Seeing Lu Qiange, Shu Jianqi felt the light for the first time.How can there be such a good-looking boy in this world, who studies so well, speaks so well, and treats people so well?

Every movement of Lu Qiange is fatally attractive to Shu Jianqi. In high school, as long as the teacher asked questions about the super-syllabus questions on almost every super-difficult paper, the whole class defaulted to Lu Qiange going to the blackboard to solve the questions, and Lu Qiange also never asked questions. It will not disappoint, he is a walking high-scoring renzhuli and learning god entity in ZH No. [-] Middle School.Before each exam, there will always be other people who come to worship the god of the exam. It is said that the more pious the higher the score.

So when Lu Qiange heard that Shu Jianqi likes to collect his used things, he was not surprised: "Do you remember? When the second year of high school started, some students climbed onto the balcony of our dormitory and stole my underwear."

"Of course I remember this! Didn't that classmate say that after the surveillance caught him, he was wearing Xueshen's underwear to get good grades in the exam?"

"So have you ever stolen my panties?"

Shu Jianqi shook his head again and again: "No! No! I swear! That's so changeable!"

Lu Qiange enlightened: "It's not against the law that you like me without affecting me. It's just a secret love at best."

"But there are thousands of photos of you in my mobile phone, isn't it scary?" Now that he has said it, Shu Jianqi has the courage to express all the emotions he has hidden for many years.

"It's nothing. Many star fans have this habit." Lu Qiange's phone also has a lot of photos of Shu Jianqi.

"No! It's not the same!" Shu Jianqi twisted his hands nervously: "It's...it's exactly the same photo! It's even the same photo! I just copy and paste copy and paste, copy and paste over and over again..."

"What's this?"

"It's scary!!" Shu Jianqi felt that Lu Qiange still didn't understand the seriousness: "ASD patients with severe stereotyped behaviors will develop into self-harm or even hurt others! We are naturally not close to our relatives. When I was young, when my parents wanted to hug me, I would We don’t naturally reach out and look forward to the hugs of our loved ones like other children, we refuse intimacy and communication..."

"Oh, you didn't refuse my hug just now."

Shu Jianqi choked up.

"So, don't take your illness too seriously. In my opinion, you are no different from ordinary people."

"It's different..." Shu Jianqi lowered his head: "Didn't you also say that I can't learn anything..."

"That was the bastard I was back then." Lu Qiange whipped his former self mercilessly.

Shu Jianqi was silent for a while, and said: "No, I really can't learn anything. It's one thing to have a poor foundation when I was a child. I refused to absorb information, lacked interest in knowledge, and didn't have a passion. To put it bluntly, I was a waste .”

"ASD." Lu Qiange pointed to a character on the bedside table of the hospital who didn't know who posted it: "Look, you are very good at that fallen angel, and you still have its champion skin. See you, you are a professional player of "ASD" , When most people hear the word ASD, what you think of is not autism, but games, which is already greater than many people.”

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Shu Jianqi never felt that he was anything special.On the one hand, it is due to the personality since childhood, and on the other hand, it is one of the symptoms of ASD.Most people with autism are accompanied by low self-esteem and self-abandonment.Shu's father and Shu's mother made a lot of efforts for this, and they tried their best to encourage their son, but the painful thing is that Shu Jianqi didn't think those things were worth encouraging, and his self-abandoned character prevented him from seeing his own shining points.

Until he fell in love with "ASongofDevildom", the Chinese translation is "Song of Devildom".

Shu Jianqi’s English is very poor, and he can’t remember such complicated words as Autis/mSpectrum Disorder. When he was a child, Shu’s family took him to see too many doctors, and even mentioning the abbreviation ASD made him tremble reflexively. shake.Like all parents, Shu's father and Shu's mother still had hope when Shu Jianqi was young, thinking that seeing more doctors would cure the child's illness.

Diagnosis and treatment, only when there is a diagnosis, can only be cured. During the comfortable period of childhood, I went to and from various hospitals. I heard that before the diagnosis of ASD, I need to go through many examinations, which are divided into physical and mental. Now that I think about it, too frequent repeated examinations are harmful to young children. It is nothing more than a secondary injury to the child.

"ASD is so fun!" After the blood was drawn, Xiao Shu sat on the bench with his arms covered and waited for the next examination, but he heard a child next door happily saying this to his father.

Shu Jianqi heard the words and wondered: ASD is so painful, why is it fun?

"You play less! The last vision test was 5.2, and this time it's 5.0. Isn't it all about playing games?"

game? Why is ASD a game?

"Dad! Then buy me a skin! Just the fallen angel!"

"Would you play less if I bought it for you?"

"Yes!! Dad, please help me buy it! Only 99 yuan! Permanent!"

Games, ASD?As soon as Shu Jianqi got home, he turned on the computer and entered keywords, which opened up a new world.

Choose characters, assign runes, push towers, fight, win... In the game, as long as you operate well, it doesn't matter if you don't speak.

It took about half a year for Shu Jianqi to reach the king rank. During this process, he has played in every position. There are few support players by nature, and he will not compete with others for positions. As time goes by, no one wants to fill the support It all fell on him.He has played a lot, and he likes this position. In reality, he has no friends, and it is difficult to communicate with others, but this does not mean that he does not want to.And in the support position, everyone will take the initiative to communicate with him.

"Auxiliary! Hurry up and change the line!"

"Assist, make a field of vision!"

"Assist in adding blood!"

"I've already PIN'd the assistant, why don't you come!"

"Auxiliary, come and save me!!!"

"Assist, assist, assist!"

He is needed by others, and if someone is willing to take the initiative to communicate with him, even if he is still reticent, he can still be happy in the game.

It turns out that the abbreviation ASD is not just a disease.

For a long time, everyone believed that Book God Shu Jianqi was the chosen one in "Song of the Demon World", and he showed amazing talent since he was a child.Judging from the results, Shu Jianqi is undoubtedly the savior of "Song of the Demon World". When the popularity of this game was low, he led the SJQ team to win the championship. Competitive transformation.More and more fans and investors are willing to turn their attention to e-sports, and "Song of the Demon World" has therefore become the game with the largest player base in China.

Only Shu Jianqi knew that it was not so much that he revitalized "Song of the Demon World", but rather that "Song of the Demon World" saved him.

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