foggy morning light (twilight fandom)

My nose is so blocked that I suspect I have a cold.

But I completely let go of my anger amidst the regretful and sad apologies.It's not that I don't hate her, but that my hatred has become an invisible shackle, which locks me and punishes her.It's nothing more than a prison, but I'm still alive, and I even have more.

"You should go to bed." Edward easily picked me up and put me in the car, turned on the heater, and I moved my cold fingers to play with the phone in my hand, not responding to his words.

I asked, "Will I be like Angela too?"

"No, you won't." Edward paused and did not continue.But I understood almost immediately that he must have meant to go on to say "I can turn you into your kind, and me, and the Cullens, never die."

Xueshan's wound healed too quickly, and the bite mark on Edward's neck disappeared after Edward came, leaving only a strong vampire smell.

I don't think Edward will stop his guessing at all, and I even think he already knows.

I can't forget that he could hear everyone's thoughts and hearts, like a voyeur.Angela's careful thinking, I didn't intend to hide the fact that I was bitten.What's more, he is still the kind, the kind that is hard to think about.I thought of him being choked by my tinged jokes, and it was difficult not to retaliate. Thinking about it this way, I felt that I did it and who was to blame.

Say it now, is it too late?I secretly weighed whether it is appropriate to say these things today.

"It's too late." Edward said suddenly, I shook, and he started the engine and drove.

At this moment, I decided that it would be the best policy not to speak, so I thought of another trick to pretend to be stupid.

"Why do I fall in love with you? Sometimes I really want to bite you down." Edward stopped a few meters, and stopped irritably, "But you are in my heart, and there seems to be a fresh heart that can beat for you." Lives are everywhere saying - 'Hey, you're in love with her'. And then I see you're different from everyone else or a vampire or a werewolf in my eyes, you're like an annoying ray of sunshine, but I Willing to let you shine, and only I can."

Edward hugged me, I can no longer see the emotion in his eyes, the cold skin is stained with temperature under the heater, and my cheeks are also abnormally red.I glanced at the rearview mirror, and the figure was like a painting under the condensed fog, and this scene was printed in my mind.

"Edward, I was a policeman in my previous life, but I was killed when I rescued people. Human nature is unpredictable, but I am still a human being." I can't describe what kind of emotion I am at this moment, I just want to tell him everything, whether it is terrible or brilliant .

"I was an orphan before, but I have family in this world. I love you, but I can't abandon them. It's hard for me to imagine your world. I want to watch them grow old, and then no one in this world will remember me. In my previous life, I Give up the last resistance, even if it is psychological, I think if I can live one by one, then the knife is inserted into the heart, the pain is so painful that I have no strength to express anything. Then before I stopped breathing, I saw the group of demons in the wall saying I feel reconciled to the bones of my comrades-in-arms... I am not reconciled."

I wept uncontrollably and grabbed his solid-colored thin sweater.

Edward replied: "I love you too."

As if that wasn't enough, I repeated again: "I love you too, forever."

The eternal love of vampires, the eternal distance...the past, the present, and the future have no end in sight.

"But I still don't understand why God wants me to forcefully remember everything and be with Angela after giving up my life in such a suicidal manner. Will I be the next Angela when I remember everything?"

Edward hugged me, and after a long silence, only a firm answer remained: "No, you won't. You won't go crazy, and you won't abuse yourself. You even let go of the past before her. You are not Dago but Chris. Now, my girl, the name will change but you'll just be yourself."