I am BOSS! ～fine～[Tutor KHR]

Although they wanted to call all their close friends, but almost all of them were close friends with each other, so in the end only seven girls gathered in Jingzi's room.But even if there were only seven girls, it was still a bit crowded for Kyoko's not-so-big room.Fortunately, most of the girls are creatures who like to stick together, even if Kyoko, Xiaoharu, Suzuna and others are squeezed together, they will not feel any discomfort.

"Bingshengtang's custard puffs are really the best!"

“The macarons are also very delicious!”

"Suzuna, eat, eat, look at this, this is also delicious, right?"

"Suzu, Suzuna sister, near the Obsidian Playground... There are also very delicious ice creams on sale..."

"Ah! That Xiaochun knows it too! It's the famous ice cream truck, right?!"

"Isn't it? Has the rumor spread to Bizhong? Jingzi and I thought that only the people in our union knew about it!"

Everyone talked to each other, and the topics ranged from desserts to favorite idol stars and then back to the latest popular desserts. The girls seemed to have endless topics to talk about.

Ed Heidi was tougher than boys since she was a child, and it was precisely because she was too tough that she was once alienated and rejected by other girls.At the same time, the vast majority of girls are synonymous with weak, cowardly, and weak in Ed Heidi's eyes.Ed Heidi, who is used to being a big sister, is much closer to boys than to girls. After living with Yan Zhen, Curie and others, Ed Heidi put herself in the position of "mother" .It can be said that before Ed Heidi found out that she fell in love with Curie, she never even considered herself a "girl".

Deep down in Ed Heidi's heart, it's not that he has no interest in fairy tales about princesses and princes, nor does he dislike princess dresses with ribbons and lace.Ed Heidi's heart beats faster when he meets a handsome idol star; Ed Heidi can't help but stop when he sees the exquisite dresses and jewelry in the window.

It's just that every time this kind of time comes, there will be a voice in Ed Heidi's heart saying: Enough!These are not for you!You are a proud warrior of House Simon!Not tender flowers in a greenhouse waiting to be picked by others!

In the past, Ed Heidi thought that he was deliberately staying away from all things that might make him weak, but now, looking at Xiaochun Jingzi and others who were chatting happily, Ed Heidi suddenly realized that it was himself who was really weak—— - Fear of being weak is a sign of weakness.People who are made weak by the influence of others are not so strong in the first place.

I stubbornly sealed myself in the ice castle, thinking that I was looking down on everyone from above.But I don't know what I really missed.

"..."

Unfortunately, it is too late to say these now.Sensing the gap and difference between himself and the other six people, Ed Heidi's heart sank slowly, and his eyes drooped accordingly.

"It's so big."

His chest tightened, and Ed Heidi, who heard a human voice behind her, was startled, looked down subconsciously, and saw a pair of hands stretching out from behind her, holding her breasts and kneading and kneading .

"&*%#%#?!"

Ed Heidi almost wanted to take out the iron fan she carried with her from her arms to hit someone, but Mayumi, who rubbed her chest, let go of her hand under the stunned and speechless gaze of others.

"T-True..."

Suzuna was really afraid that Mayumi would be beaten out by Ed Heidi.Do you know that Ed Heidi is someone who can compete with the Chairman of the Union of King's Landing?

Mayumi asked without any fear: "Senior Suzuki, what do you usually eat or drink? Is it still milk?"

"Ah~~! Yes, yes! Xiaochun also wants to know!"

On the other side, Xiaochun excitedly raised his hand.

"Yes, if you can... I also..."

Kyoko, who had a blush on her face, also timidly followed Xiaochun and raised her hand.

Hua didn't speak, but raised her hand silently.Kurom looked at Suzuna, looked at Suzuna's chest, and then looked down at his chest, as if hesitating whether to raise his hand.

Surrounded by the crowd, Ed Heidi's momentum weakened: "I, I don't have anything special to eat..."

"Ahh?!"

Hearing this, Xiaochun seemed rather disappointed: "Wuuu...is it really a physical problem...? It is said that boys like bigger ones...Xiaochun also wants to get bigger for Mr. Gang..."

In the middle of the sentence, I realized that I had slipped my mouth. Xiaochun, whose face was flushed instantly, covered his face for a second: "It doesn't count! It doesn't count! What I said just now doesn't count! Xiaochun didn't want to be Mr. Gang—it wasn't... !! Woohoo!"

The more he talked, the more mistakes he made. Xiaochun, who covered his face with his hands, retreated from the table and shrank into a ball, looking like he wanted to dig a hole to bury himself.

(Gang, Jun...)

Hearing Xiaochun mentioning Tsunayoshi, Suzuna's mood dropped suddenly, and the emotions that tormented her slowly rose again, tightening her body inch by inch like invisible ropes, embedded in her bones. It made her feel pain all over her body.

"For Zetian..."

Hua smiled emotionally: "I never thought that there would be a day when a girl said that she wanted to enlarge her breasts for the sake of waste."

"Mr. Gang is not a good-for-nothing gang!"

Almost instinctively refuted for Tsuna, but Xiaochun did not refute that he wanted to enlarge his breasts.

"Boss...is a very good person."

Colum also said softly.

"I know, I know~ It's just that I haven't gotten used to it... I'm used to the fact that Sawada is no longer a good-for-nothing."

Hearing Xiaochun's rebuttal and Collom's words, Hua wryly smiled and gestured with her right hand a few times: "After all, Zetian used to be that--such a person."

"He doesn't have any sportsmanship, he looks inconspicuous and always smells like a loser. His grades are so poor that people wonder what he is doing in school, he is not good at making friends and he can't talk... how dare this kind of person Like Jingzi, it's like a toad wants to eat swan meat!"

"Little flower!"

Regardless of whether Jingzi wanted to stop her words, Hua still smiled and said, "...that's what I thought at that time."

(like……)

Suzuna clenched her hand under the table involuntarily.

(... Xiaoharu really likes Tsuna-kun. Gang-kun likes Kyoko-chan...)

Even though Xiaoharu's simple and sincere heart has been noticed in Xiaoharu's actions for a long time, he can see his feelings for Kyoko from Tsunakichi's eyes, hear Xiaoharu's feelings for Tsunakichi directly from Xiaoharu's mouth, and hear it from Hua's mouth. Tsunayoshi's love for Kyoko still caused waves in Suzuna's heart.

She doesn't know what this turbulent emotion in her heart is called, nor does she know what this emotion means and where it will lead her to.She only knew there was one thing she had to do.

(Apologize.)

(I have to apologize to Kyoko-chan.)

(I have to apologize to Xiaochun!)

Thinking of Xiaochun's admiration for Tsuna, thinking of Tsuna's love for Kyoko, seeing Nana's innocent face and eyes that are not as deep as those of a five-year-old child, Suzuna felt that her future self despicably stole what belonged to Kyoko and Tsuna. Or the future of Tsunayoshi and Koharu.

I want Tsunayoshi to be happy, I want Kyoko to be happy, I want Koharu to be happy, I want Nana to be happy... I want everyone around me to be happy.No, even if you don't have the ability to ensure everyone's happiness, at least you don't want to do things that hurt others.

"……sorry……"

The words of apology spilled from his lips with dejection.

"Suzuna-chan?"

Everyone including Kyoko immediately looked at Suzuna.

"sorry--"

The atmosphere suddenly took a turn for the worse, and Suzuna didn't realize it.But if she realized that she messed up the slumber party, she would probably apologize for messing up the slumber party again.

"Really, I'm sorry...Kyoko-chan, Haru."

The trembling hands on her thighs grabbed her skirt, and Suzuna began to suspect that everything she did was wrong. Suzuna only remembered to apologize, but forgot to explain to the others why she was apologizing.

"Suzuna-chan?"

"Haha?"

Both Jingzi and Xiaochun were at a loss.On the contrary, Hua was silent for a while, and seemed to have some clues.

"Sister Suzuna?"

"Suzuna—"

Colum was at a loss, unable to understand why Suzuna apologized at this time, she stretched out her hand, and gently grabbed the corner of Suzuna's skirt - she didn't want to see Suzuna showing such a pained expression.

Mayumi knew about Suzuna's group of "children".She has been with Suzuna longer than everyone else present, and she is familiar with Suzuna's way of thinking.Somehow understood Suzuna's thoughts, Mayumi frowned and wanted to tell Suzuna that she didn't need to apologize at all.In fact, Suzuna doesn't have to be responsible for the words and deeds of those teenagers who appear without authorization and claim to be Suzuna's children, let alone feel guilty and guilty because of the existence of those teenagers.

"Anyway, Hojo,"

At this time, Ed Heidi was the most rational.She sighed and said, "Let's explain the cause and effect first."

It was only then that Suzuna realized that her apology was inexplicable, and it really had no effect except to confuse people.

"Yes……!"

Nodding vigorously to Ed Heidi, Suzuna, who didn't dare to look at Kyoko and Xiaoharu, lowered her eyes after glancing at the two: "Actually..."

A 16-year-old girl who doesn't understand "love", doesn't understand "communication", and doesn't even have much awareness of "male and female", suddenly has a group of "sons and daughters".All of these "sons and daughters" are bursting with personality, and some of them are older than girls.The girl was anxious about how to deal with her "sons and daughters", and because of the appearance of the "sons and daughters", she learned about the future that she should not have known.

Because of hurting others, because of being blamed by others, because the girl doubts the correctness of her actions, so while she understands that her future self has not brought happiness to those around her, she also thinks that her future self has done something wrong. up.

Because, isn't my original intention just to make the people around me happy?

If the people around you are not happy, and you still become unhappy because of yourself. ... What's the point of my own existence?

—— These doubts, Suzuna will not tell Kyoko, Koharu, Hana, Kurom, Mayumi, and Ed Heidi. What Suzuna can tell them is only part of the future brought by the group of teenagers who claim to be their children.

"...So, I'm sorry."

Tears welled up in her eyes, but Suzuna, who felt that it would be too shameless to cry at such a time, never let her tears flow out.

"It's all because of my relationship, Xiaochun and Kyoko-chan..."

Looking at Suzuna with tears in her eyes, Hua sighed and interrupted Suzuna's apology: "Hey, let me say—"

"Why does Suzuna-senpai think it's your fault that Sawada isn't with Kyoko or Miura?"

"...?"

Suzuna was slightly taken aback when she heard this.

"I didn't say that, senior's thinking is too self-righteous, right?"

"Little flower!"

Kyoko also reacted at this time, she tried to stop Hua, but Hua stretched out her hand to signal her to finish speaking.

"Senior, it's okay to feel sorry for yourself. But if you are really sorry, just think about the feelings of the person who heard you say such a thing? What did you say in the future that you will become Zetian's wife and have a daughter with Zetian ...How do you want Kyoko and Miura to face you and Sawada in the future?"

To be honest, Hana doesn't like Suzuna as much as Kyoko does.In her eyes, the girls in the third grade deliberately excluded Suzuna and isolated Suzuna. If Suzuna didn't do things that would be excluded, how could those girls exclude her?It's true that the girls who exclude and isolate others are at fault, but isn't Suzuna not responsible at all?If Suzuna hadn't gotten so close with Sawada, Gokudera, Yamamoto, Hibari...and Sasakawa-senpai, if Suzuna had somehow known how to avoid suspicion and not be so close to those foreigners and adults...

Things happen for a reason, and the bitter fruit you plant must be eaten by yourself.So Hua didn't sympathize with Suzuna, and even less liked that Suzuna put herself in the main palace to apologize to Kyoko and Xiaoharu.

"And senior thinks he has a position to apologize to Kyoko and Miura?"

Hua's eyes flashed Ping's resolute and reliable back.

(if--)

If one day, Suzuna suddenly ran over with a sad face and apologized to herself, saying that she in the future took away his and her future from her...

"There is more than one future! The future is not determined! I feel that the future I know will definitely happen, and I feel that the future I think will not change... This kind of self-righteousness is really unforgivable!"

"…………"

Looking into the green eyes of Suzuna who was speechless due to astonishment, even Hua herself felt that her voice at this moment was very harsh.

(But I, will not regret it!)

(Because that's what I'm trying to say!)

Kyoko is the most important friend, so he will consider Kyoko's affairs as his own.Even if you have to speak ill of others because of this, it doesn't matter!

Hana was already ready to make Suzuna, a senior, cry.

"I listened quietly to you saying that you kicked my nose in the face—"

Unexpectedly, the first person to attack was not Suzuna, but Mayumi.

When Hana asked Suzuna why she felt that it was her fault that Tsunayoshi was not with Koharu and Kyoko, Mayumi felt that Hana was right.Suzuna really shouldn't be responsible for the actions of others, let alone such things as falling in love.Let’s not talk about why that Tsunayoshi Sawada is not with Kyoko Sasakawa or Haru Miura from Bizhong, and whether or not Tsunayoshi Sawada is worthy of Suzuna, in short Suzuna will be with Tsunayoshi Sawada It is definitely not a unilateral choice by either side.

Suzuna should not have apologized to Sasakawa and Miura because of emotion and reason, but she still apologized to them, which shows that Suzuna cares about Sasakawa and Miura, and takes Sasakawa and Miura seriously.Why does Suzuna like this have to be said so many nasty things by a second grader? !

"Suzuna really shouldn't apologize! But Sasakawa and Miura are the ones involved! What right do you have to blame Suzuna?"

Mayumi was not usually angry, and the killing intent from her body naturally dissipated.Although Hana instinctively felt that "it's not good", she still stared at Mayumi, and the two were on the verge of breaking out.

(There will be more than one in the future...)

(The future is not decided...)

Chewing the words repeatedly, Suzuna still hadn't recovered at this time.

(That means--)

The creation of a future does not destroy another future that should exist.

As long as the future is not artificially destroyed, the future that exists will exist. At the moment of "now", the "future" is not yet certain.And "now" is just a small step towards "future".

The future is not absolute, the future is not immutable, the future is not impossible to choose; the future is——

Suzuna was in a daze, and Coulom wanted to persuade Hana and Mayumi, but he didn't know where to start.Fortunately, both Xiaochun and Jingzi came back to their senses at this time, Jingzi grabbed Hua, Xiaochun also grabbed Mayumi, and Ed Heidi said loudly: "That's it!"

"It's not that I can't understand how you think about your friends, but at this time—"

The iron fan in Ed Heidi's hand pointed at Jingzi and Xiaochun: "Let the parties concerned have a conversation first."

Even though Mayumi and Huadu still had something to say, they had to stop at this time.Mika, Mayumi, Ed Heidi, Collom and even Suzuna all looked at him and Kyoko. Xiaoharu first exclaimed "Hah?!", and then exchanged glances with Kyoko.

Kyoko saw the same mood as her own in Xiaochun's eyes, maybe because she sensed the other's thoughts, both of them quickly calmed down.

Sitting back at the table again, Xiaochun and Kyoko looked directly at Suzuna's face this time, and they seemed to have something to say.

Because Haru and Kyoko were face to face, Suzuna also sat up straight.Holding her breath a little, Suzuna prepared to face the two of them with the most upright attitude.

After summing up, Xiaochun and Jingzi decided that Xiaochun would speak first.

"Suzuna-chan,"

"Yes Yes……!"

When Xiaochun called her name, Suzuna suddenly became nervous.She looked like a frightened cat.