[Shahai] Children, don't be afraid of me

Li Cuo's words hit my heart word by word, and my eyes were moist so that I could stop thinking about it, stop all my thoughts of asking for an explanation, and slowly insert the short sword in my hand back into the scabbard. Wipe away the teardrop that inadvertently fell.

It turns out that in his heart, I just exist like a mother.

In the training ground, I hit the sandbag crazily, wishing to use up all my strength so that I could fall asleep from exhaustion and stop thinking about him.Thinking of an old saying that I once saw, it is better to destroy it than to get it, and I think I understand it.

Footsteps came from behind, not a familiar rhythm, which made me have no desire to turn back.

"Yasi, congratulations, you have officially become a member of our Wang family." Wang Cen's voice broke my rhythm, stopped and turned around, looking at him with some doubts, "My index is zero? Why? "

Wang Cen handed me the water and towels that were put aside, and said slowly, "Although your relationship with Li Cu is broken, you will not endanger the Wang family, nor will you become Wu Xie's person, so You will only be the Wang family." After taking the water and towel, I didn't open my mouth to complain about his thoughts, and I am not in the mood to answer his words now.

I can enter and exit the base freely, but I still leave in a special way.Today is the child's birthday. When I lived an ordinary life in that small city, I promised him that I would spend every birthday with him, but now, there is no place for me by his side.

I found a dagger in Wushanju. It is very small and sharp, and it is very suitable for him. It is a momentary impulse to bring it back, but how to give him the gift has become my biggest problem now.Silently put it away, lying on the bed and thinking wildly, remembering that when he was with him, he sneaked away from the back door of the classroom with him, and as soon as he was discovered, he ran out without hesitation, and sometimes he would drag Su Wan to the playground to appreciate The school girl, Su Wan who is obsessed with Shen Qiong, always looks like she wants to watch but also wants to protect Shen Qiong like a jade.Every time at this kind of time, I always show up suddenly, which scares them from then on to have a shadow in their hearts about the behavior of watching girls on the playground.The first time I knew that the child had claustrophobia was because his father got drunk and had a quarrel with Li Cu at home again, maybe it was to stop him from beating others. The way his father chose to punish him was to lock up Li Cu In that dark little room, no matter how much Li Cu cried and begged and knocked on the door, the drunk father did not soften his heart.I came to his side, embraced the trembling body, and comforted the frightened child with my not-so-warm arms. Maybe it was my soft heart, maybe it was him calling my name in tears, maybe it was me. The hands that held me tightly in the dark, I included the child in my belongings, he became my child.

I gradually changed into the costumes that belonged to this era, and accompanied him to play and play around.Accompany him to do many things he has not tried, accompany him to overcome his fears, and listen to his youthful troubles.Sometimes he would hold my hand and take me to feel the magic of this era. He said that he didn’t want me to look out of the crowd when he looked back at me. In his heart, I seemed to be squeezed out. Su Wan's position seems to have created a new field, but at that time, I didn't understand.

"Yasi, are you willing to stay and be an ordinary person, always by my side?"

"I do"

"Do you really like me?" After celebrating her sweet birthday, Shen Qiong still couldn't help asking what was in her heart.Li Cu's expression paused for a moment, and then a smile broke out in the blink of an eye.

"of course."

"What about Sister Yasi? Don't you love her?" Shen Qiong's eyes were full of expectation and fear,

"I've already explained my relationship with her." Li Cu had been studying the gift from Shen Qiong, as if he didn't care about this topic, and seemed to be avoiding something.

"Then if I'm just Shen Qiong, would you like me?" Li Cu gradually raised his head,

"I, I don't know..."

"meeting"

Shen Qiong turned her head and approached Li Cu, "Break Su Wan, do you want to?"

"Be a mediocre person and live a boring life, would you like to?"

"I am willing."

The base of the Wang family is not big, and the range of activities is also very small. It is inevitable to meet each other. When I saw the two people in front of me holding hands and walking towards me sweetly, my heart was still sour. .After casting a glance, he stopped looking at him and walked straight past, pretending not to care.

It was just that when I passed by, I still handed him the thing in my hand. It was the remote control racing car with a large battery that I met and bought when I was out.

"People still have to learn to face it, parting with the gift, Li Cu." As soon as he took it, I turned around and left, as if to prove how indifferent I was, and I wanted to cover it up.