[Main Ancient Sword] Depend on each other

Chapter 55 Obsession and Desire

She had a dream.

By the waterside of Mt. Li, the man was playing the piano.

A water lizard curled up quietly in front of him, listening to the piano carefully.

In the dream, she looked like a child, secretly hiding behind the ash tree on the other side, and looked at the musical instrument that made the sound with a little curiosity.

That was the first time she knew that there was a piano in this world.

That was the first time she saw the number one musician in the Three Realms, that person as gentle as moonlight.

Then, they met in a dream——

Her and his time were entangled at that moment, and people who originally belonged to the two worlds finally intersected.

Then again?

She saw the night sky for the first time, saw the stars for the first time, and smelled the fragrance of flowers and plants for the first time.

It was the first time I saw the sun, the first time I saw the blue sky, and the first time I heard the sound of the waterfall falling.

For the first time, I was not afraid of being rejected, and for the first time... I had a family.

then,

The first time I had friends, the first time I showed a smile.

The first time to be willful, the first time to be coquettish, the first time to be shameless.

For the first time, because of him, she owned the whole world.

So many firsts almost filled her entire life.

It was obviously an illusory and short ten years, but it was so hard to remember, and it is vivid in retrospect.

Obviously he has forgotten, why does she still remember?

She has clearly decided not to ask for anything extravagantly, but why does she still want to recall it in her dream?

Because I don't want to forget it.

Because I don't want to be forgotten.

Every minute and every second spent with that person is her most precious thing, how could she not care?

If you can, can you not forget?

"why……"

The sleepy girl spoke dreamily.

"I forgot..."

Hidden under the quilt, the ring on the middle finger of her left shone slightly, as if she was responding or protecting her wish.

When I woke up again, I didn't know if it was day or night.The room was empty and she was alone.

Qingyue's piano sound wafted in his ears, as if inviting, Li Yi got out of bed and pushed open the door.

It is obviously a different place, but it is such a scene of deja vu.

With his back to her, the man was sitting in the gazebo, playing the phoenix song of Mt.Without mental induction, just listening to this familiar melody, she could naturally think of his dancing hands on the strings, and the long and quiet smile on his face.

How long, is it three years, or a hundred years?

Hearing his peerless piano music again made her tremble all over, and she had the urge to cry.

She stepped lightly and approached slowly, for fear of disturbing his mood.

She stood outside the gazebo and stopped to listen. He sat in the gazebo and played the piano with his eyes closed. The autumn wind blew up, and the fallen leaves rolled up behind him and in front of her.

After the song was over, Li Yi opened his mouth to break the silence.

"I never knew if I would still have a chance to hear this Song of Phoenix Song."

"I haven't played the piano for a long time, I'm afraid I will disappoint your expectations."

"How could it be? Shaoyan's piano skills have always been unmatched. Only when I can hear it again, I feel that the previous obsession is meaningful."

She took two steps forward, wanting to walk to him, but accidentally tripped over the steps.

"Be careful."

He reached out to hold her waist, and let her crash into his arms directly.

"Ah, I, I'm fine, I just didn't pay attention for a while..."

She could feel the temperature of his chest on her face, it was hotter than expected, it made her heart beat a little faster.

"In the future, you don't have to pay attention." He hugged her and sat on the railing beside the gazebo. "Didn't you say, let me be your eyes?"

"Eh? That's just a joke, you don't have to take it seriously. I'm used to the eyes."

"It's better not to get used to this kind of thing." I felt a hand gently touching my eyelids, and the movement was gentle. "Will it hurt?"

"In the past, there was only one person, and there were always many things to get used to." She opened her eyes, revealing her pupils that seemed to have no problem. "It doesn't hurt, it's not a disease, it can't be cured, so don't worry if you don't talk about it. Compared with this kind of thing, let's discuss the last two remaining refining materials first."

"This kind of thing..." His voice became cold again. "For you, is your blindness just such a small matter?"

here we go again……

Li Yi was suffocated when she heard the words, she didn't understand why he was suddenly angry when she obviously just said some insignificant words.

Compared with the hopeless eyes, the body's refinement is more important, isn't it?

It was also that day, she just wanted to keep it from him, not to tell him her identity, and it would not affect him.She would still give him Fenji, restore his soul to normal, and refine an immortal body for him.

So no matter how she thought about it, she couldn't understand, what did he care about, and what did she offend him?

"...Speak less, don't you also say, don't be attached to what you have lost." She didn't understand what the other party was thinking, so she could only choose her words carefully and express her own thoughts.Because the price of concealing him was too high, she dared not do it again.

"My eyes are gone, so..."

"So leave it alone as if it doesn't exist?"

Shouldn't it be so?She felt that she had made the right choice.

"Otherwise, what Shaoyan thinks I should do? Visit famous doctors all over the world, or cry bitterly because I can no longer see the light?" She also wanted to cry, how could someone accept the fact of being blind so calmly? "But even if I do this, it won't help. No matter how hard I try, my eyes won't be able to see the light again!"

"Why? Doctors don't heal themselves, there will always be..."

"It's useless!" She shook her head, wanting to smile wryly, but remembered that she could no longer do this action. "It's not a disease, it's a price, come back after death..."

She didn't intend to say this.Obviously as long as he doesn't say it, he won't notice it at all.Why blurt it out?What's the point of saying something that has no effect other than increasing each other's troubles.

"...Is this why your face became like this?"

"From the moment I made up my mind, I knew what I was going to face. Therefore, I have no regrets, nor will I care about gains and losses."

She only needs to remember one thing, except for the wish that must be fulfilled, everything else can be given up.

He fell silent again.He didn't speak, and she couldn't use her mental power to read his thoughts, she could only guess what he meant nervously.

"Shaoyan, don't always think about the bad, you know, don't look at me now, I will never die." She tried to pull back the slightly heavy atmosphere, feeling that if this continues, Li Ji Shaoyan once again It's not far away to run away in anger. "You can test the poison and step on the mechanism. If there is any danger, I can take the lead. Even if I die, I will recover to the state after two hours..."

Anger, getting stronger and stronger, came from the person beside him.Every hair on his body stood up in fright, feeling that the more he said, the more wrong he said, Li Yi decisively shut up.

"Tell me, why don't you continue? Don't you feel very proud? What do you think of yourself? A rabbit used to test medicine in alchemy? Or the kind that can be reused? Hmm?"

"I, I didn't..." She retorted weakly, but she had no confidence.She really thought so in her heart, she just made the best use of it, and she didn't abuse it anyway.It's really just a joke to say that the drug test and stepping on the trap, but... I always feel that it is useless for her to explain at this time...

"What's that? A throwaway rag?"

"It's too much to say about the rag! I don't know why Shaoyan is angry with you. Even I can't bear what you say!" She turned her head and faced his face.

"It turns out that you will be angry too..." His voice suddenly calmed down, as if the anger and ridicule just now had never existed.

"Of course I'd be angry!"

"Since you can talk and get angry, you are still alive." He suddenly sighed, "Li Yi, since you are alive, you should treat yourself better. You are a human being, not a walking dead. You also have your own feelings and Don't you feel pain if you keep suppressing your own emotions?"

"You, what are you talking about, I didn't..." Repression?He said she was suppressing her feelings?

Isn't it a good thing to be able to perfectly control your emotions?She doesn't have so much leisure and leisure, wasting time and energy on venting her emotions.She came back from the dead, not for this kind of thing, but for...

Ah, she used the word again, "This kind of thing..."

"No? Your body came alive, but your soul didn't come alive with it. Do you treat your body as a body, not an empty shell?"

What did he say, she didn't treat the body as a body?Otherwise, what else can it be treated as?

She just makes the best use of everything...to the best of...

Ah, yes, that's right.

As long as the body and the soul are separated, then her resurrection from the dead has lost nothing and is perfect.

It doesn't matter how the body is, anyway, the soul is the most important thing, as long as the soul is complete, there is no problem.

I don't know when she started to say this to herself.

So you can accept the loss of facial expressions, the loss of taste, and the fact that you are blind without any obstacles.

Only by doing this can we get rid of those weak feelings in our hearts.

Pain, fear, anxiety, despair...

On the journey to achieve the wish, these emotions should not exist.

She must move forward firmly and face everything firmly.When death can't stop her footsteps, she will never bow her head again, and never lose precious things because of her uselessness!

"Yes, with the awareness to give up everything, I can get to where I am today step by step." She suddenly opened her eyes, and "looked" at Ji Shaoyan seriously with her out-of-focus eyes. "Now my wish is about to come true, stop talking, wait a little longer, it will be over soon."

"Enough, Li Yi...you have done what I haven't done for thousands of years, that's enough."

He stretched out his arms, let her lean on him, and pressed her head into his neck, covering his eyes like stagnant water.The wide sleeves covered most of her body, carrying the temperature and smell that made her relax.

His palm was big and warm, and it gently covered her eyes.He obviously couldn't see it, but he could feel the touch of her eyelashes brushing against his palm every time she blinked.

The tense body and emotions gradually relaxed, and Li Yi closed her eyes again.Suddenly realized that it was this person in front of him, not others.In front of him, she didn't need to pretend, she didn't need to put up layers of defense, she could say whatever she wanted, and do whatever she wanted.

"Leave the rest to me. This is my life. You have finished the first ninety steps for me, and the last ten steps are left to me. So, it's done, your wish has been fulfilled." finished."

"Really? It's done?"

"kindness."

"However, your soul is not complete now..."

"Fenji has already been obtained, it will be a matter of time."

"But the body hasn't been built yet..."

"You also said that there are only the last two materials left, and I will find them myself."

"In this case... I think it's really useless..."

"So, it's over."

"It's faster than I thought..." She subconsciously rubbed his neck and closed her eyes. "Already, no need to work hard, no need to insist anymore?"

"Well, no need."

She wants to protect him, give him the best, let him have the right to choose his own life, and let him be happy.

He said that she has already done it, so she really did it...

Then she doesn't have to be strong anymore, right?Is it okay to change back to your original weak self?

"Then, what should I do next?" I suddenly lost my goal and was at a loss instead.

"Li Yi can do whatever she wants."

"Well...speak less."

"kindness?"

"I want to eat a lot of delicious food."

"it is good."

"I want to have a big box of clothes, and I can change a different dress every day."

"it is good."

"I still want to go to Qinglong Town to see the sea again."

"it is good."

"The thousands of miles of yellow sand in the desert, the flying snow in Kunlun, the river of forgetfulness in the land boundary, the sacred tree in the precipice, the well of gods and demons in the gap between time and space, the purple sun in the demon realm... You promised to accompany me to see it." .”

"Well, let's go and see together."

"Speak less, if you can..."

"kindness?"

"Remember me, okay?"

"……it is good."

The author has something to say: From now on, there will only be sweetness, no abuse =3=

In fact, this chapter always feels that something is wrong...

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