The accident in my life is only you

In the heavy study, one month and one month always pass very quickly, especially when facing the countdown to the college entrance examination.

This weekend, I finally have two days off. Weekends are already a luxury for senior high school students.

I have already returned home on Friday night. Although I have a lot of homework tasks in the third year of high school, I still feel that I can relax a lot during the two days of rest.

After lunch in the afternoon, I took a nap in my room.

The phone suddenly beeped twice, and I picked it up with sleepy eyes. It was a message from Liu Shu: Yingying, are you home?I'm near your house, would you like to come out for a while?

I hesitated for a moment, but still typed a few words: OK, I'll be there later.

I simply put on my pajamas, put on a thick coat and slippers, took my mobile phone and went out to find her.

"Why do you have time to pass by here today?" I stood under the steps and looked up at Liu Shu, trying to calm my mind.

"Isn't it the weekend today? Just go out for a stroll, and I'll come to you by car. Don't you invite me to your house?"

"Are you going to my house? My house is a bit messy."

Liu Shu looked down at my eyes and said casually, "We've known each other for so long, this is the first time I've come here, are you going to reject me?"

I looked at the dusty Liu Shu in front of me, so I had no choice but to agree.

"Mom, I'm back, this is my classmate, come here to play."

"Classmates, come in, then you can play by yourself, Auntie is a bit busy."

Liu Shu replied obediently: "Okay, Auntie, you are busy."

I took Liu Shu into my room, took off my shoes, sat side by side on the bed watching TV dramas, and had nothing to say to each other.

After a long time, Liu Shu spoke first, "Yingying, I don't watch TV anymore, tell me the story of your childhood."

"Would you like to drink some water, I didn't have anything special when I was young."

"I don't drink, I just want to hear you talk." Liu Shu lay down her sitting upper body while talking, and looked at me sideways.

I saw her lying down so relaxed and naturally, so I relieved my nervousness and lay down beside her.

Looking at the ceiling, he opened his mouth to say something about his childhood.

"When I was young, I... Liu Shu, you...!" Liu Shu suddenly turned over and pressed me on top of me when I just spoke half a sentence.

She pressed my right hand with her left hand, and covered my mouth with her right hand. I stared at her with wide eyes in horror.

I had an ominous premonition in my heart, vaguely knowing what would happen, but I didn't dare to think deeply.

I opened her fingers with my left hand, and said with a trembling voice, "Oh, Liu Shu, what are you doing, stop joking, it's not funny at all. Liu Shu, you..."

Liu Shu put her right hand over my mouth, and ignored me slapping her left hand. With one corner of her mouth turned up, she said to me with an evil smile, "Stop screaming, the TV is on, and the door of the room is on." Close it, and no one will hear you. Even if you yell, your mother will come in later and see us like this, you won’t be able to explain it, right? "

Liu Shu's weight on my body suddenly became heavier, and I couldn't move. I shook my head from side to side in panic, not daring to make a sound.

Seeing that I stopped making a sound, Liu Shu suddenly let go of his covering right hand and grabbed my left hand, and quickly changed his posture.

One hand hugged my shaking head, and the other hand quickly inserted fingers into the root of my hair, between the back of my head and the bed.

Before I could take a breath of air, my soft lips pressed down.

"Liu...uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu my excited eyes.

She touched my lips lightly first, and seeing my stunned expression, Liu Shu slowly closed her eyes, and pressed her lips down a bit.

Rolling gently, sucking gently, and finally biting my lips lightly.

Finding that my eyes were still dull and did not refuse, she slowly took out the hand that fixed my head, passed it through the hem of the clothes, and the cool temperature of her fingertips passed from the skin closest to the heart to my already numb mind inside.

"Ah..." I woke up suddenly and screamed, and after a while, thinking of the other people outside the door, I fell silent for a moment.

I pushed her away vigorously with my hands and feet, and covered my slightly sore lips with one hand, for fear that I would yell too loudly and attract my mother's attention. With the other hand, I quickly closed my coat and retreated to the corner of the bed.

She was pushed hard by me and almost fell under the bed, but instead of being angry at all, she grinned, sat on the edge of the bed and looked at me with a wicked smile and said, "Yingying, I like you so much, I chase after you so For a long time, you are always indifferent. Today I finally kissed you. I am so happy. These years have not been wasted. If it is the first kiss, I will be happier."

"Liu Shu, are you crazy? How could you do this." I wrapped my coat in a panic and stared at her fiercely.

"Yingying, no matter what you say, you have done everything. If you want to scold me, scold me. If you can't make you love me in this life, then it's the same to make you hate me. I want you to always remember me."

Seeing that I hadn't moved, she looked dumbfounded, she took a breath and said, "Stop talking, I'm going home."

As she spoke, she picked up her coat and put on her slippers. When she walked to the door of the bedroom, she stopped suddenly and turned her head to look at me.

The tone was a little rascal, "Aren't you going to see me out? What will your mother think when she sees me coming out alone, I'm going to open the door?"

I recovered from the fright in an instant, got out of bed and put on my slippers, tidied my clothes and hair messed up by her, then followed her out of the room with my head down.

"Auntie, I went back beforehand." Liu Shu said seriously.

"Are you leaving so soon? Don't you want to stay for dinner?"

I hurriedly said: "Mom, she has something to go back, it's too late and there is no car."

"Oh, be careful in the car, you have to take care of us Yingying at school."

Liu Shu pretended to be obedient and said: "Auntie, don't worry, I will definitely take good care of Yingying at school, we are such good friends."

I couldn't stand her pretentiousness, so I gave her a slight push, and she calmly stepped out of the gate.

She walked quietly in front and seemed to talk to me a few times, but I ignored her and walked forward on my own.

I walked all the way and sent her 50 meters from the station.

My face was expressionless, and my tone was cold, "You go, it's not easy to take a car later."

"Yingying." She turned around and called my name and took a step closer to me.

"You wait here for the car, I'll go back first." I didn't dare to look into her eyes, concealed my expression, turned around and walked quickly towards home.

"Yingying..." I heard her voice calling me from behind, and I subconsciously tightened my hands on the coat on my chest to prevent it from being blown away by the wind, and quickly strode out of her sight.

For so long, I have been silently avoiding this matter, watching more and more clues, but I have been comforting myself in my heart, the matter is not as bad as I imagined, she is still young, but I haven't made it clear for a while, She is really friendly to me.

I also thought about it seriously, if she really likes me, she should also retreat from my indifference and rejection again and again.

But I never thought that one day, she would take the initiative to cross the fragile boundary that I have carefully concealed for so long.

Put the matter before me and let me decide.

The next day, I went back to school, and that night I didn’t go to self-study, nor did I go to find Lin Chun, but just sat in a daze on the stone bench at the back door of the school by myself.

I thought of Liu Shu's excited eyes when he kissed me, her fingers inserted into the root of my hair, and the other palm covering my chest, I shuddered and felt numb all over.

I felt like I was stripped naked and standing in front of her, full of shame, she violated the bottom line of my heart.

It was as if something I had been holding on to suddenly collapsed. I could no longer face her calmly, and I could no longer speak indifferent words to her confidently. seam.

During the lunch break the next day, I knew that I would definitely not be able to escape this time, and I must meet her.

I know where she must be waiting for me, waiting to see how wonderful it is to see my face that can no longer calm down.

I made up my mind to keep her away from me, and not let this bad thing intensify, and let us all become each other's ultimate executioners.

Let yourself remain cold and frosty in front of her, and let her retreat in spite of difficulties.

I think, maybe it was because I was not cruel enough and refused directly enough that she mistakenly thought that I was just waiting for her initiative.

On the way to the class, I took a deep breath and told myself to be calm, even if I encounter it, so what, I don't believe she can eat me in public.

I walked through the corridor of the liberal arts class and walked up to the stairs of the science class, but I didn't meet them all the way.

When I was about to breathe a sigh of relief, I still saw her standing at the intersection of the corridor of my class, this time she was standing alone with her head down.

I bit my lip, strengthened my beliefs, mustered up the courage, and walked towards her.

After she heard the footsteps and raised her head to see me, her expression became a little nervous and her face was a little red.

I knew she was going to say something to me today, whether it was contempt or ridicule, I was not cruel enough to bear it.

I walked up to her expressionlessly, staring at the white wall in front of me, waiting motionlessly for her next storm.

"Yingying, I'm sorry, I was just, I'm sorry, I hurt you that day, but I'm sincere, I don't believe you can't feel it."

Nothing I imagined came, no scorn, no contempt.

Her voice was trembling and aggrieved, "You have been ignoring me, I don't know what to do with you, I just want you to stop ignoring me, Yingying, I'm sorry."

I heard her voice getting softer, even pleading, the stone holding the fire in my heart cracked instantly, and the fire came out thinly from that gap.

My legs were a little weak, my throat was a little hoarse, I didn't know what to say, I just took a deep breath with trembling.

"Don't come to me again, or I don't know what more ugly words I will say. It is impossible for us, absolutely impossible." After saying this, I still walked towards the class without looking at her.

After walking a few steps, I seemed to hear a faint sigh behind me.

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