The accident in my life is only you

The author has something to say: Thank you for watching, I think, the feeling in my heart of being gently but not forcefully pinched by the fingertips must have warmed the years.

I woke up early the next morning, probably because I wasn't used to sleeping on such a soft bed, and I was groggy all night, and I didn't know if I fell asleep.

When I woke up, Liu Shu was still asleep, she didn't look like Ah Ning at all.

The most primitive tranquility appeared on her face, as if I had never made her happy, happy, disappointed, or sad. I had never brought her any of those things, and she was what she was at the beginning.

There was faint light through the curtains, and I stared at her side face in a daze.

Suddenly there was a sound of slippers hitting the ground from the balcony, a silhouette slowly walked towards the balcony here, and then the sound of clothes hangers rubbing became clearer and louder.

I suddenly understood who the maker of the sound was. I pulled the quilt over my head in a panic, and hugged Liu Shu's arms tightly with both hands.

Liu Shu was awakened by my sudden movement, turned her head and squinted her eyes to look at the figure outside the curtain, as if she understood the reason why I suddenly hugged her arm just now.

She gently rubbed my hair, then said to the balcony: "Why do you get up so early, what time is it now?"

"I got up early, and you don't even look at what time it is. My clothes are all washed, and you are still sleeping."

When I heard what she said about you, my heart tightened for a moment, and I felt a little nervous. I held Liu Shu's arm tightly and buried my head in the bed, for fear that she would rush in later and point at my nose. Scold me for spoiling her daughter.

Liu Shu looked at my embarrassment, laughed a few times, and then continued towards the balcony, "It's only after eight o'clock, and it's not too late. I'll get up right away."

Then, Liu Shu lay back under the quilt, and whispered to me face to face: "When you were still afraid, you faced me with such a righteous aura, Comrade Yingying, it's really rare."

I patted her arm pretending to be angry, and Liu Shu immediately pinched my fingers, but didn't force much, "Okay, okay, I'm joking with you, she's going out to buy groceries later, I'll take you out, It won't happen, don't worry."

We sat on the bed and listened to the movement outside the hall, until we heard the sound of the door being locked, we quickly put on our coats and quietly opened the bedroom door.

I walked towards the door cautiously, because her father and brother were still asleep in the next room.

In the eyes of her mother, I am a very bad boy, so in the eyes of other people in her family, I must not be so good.

And in this case, I don't want to bother anyone in her family anymore.

Liu Shu drove me back to the alley outside my relative's house. I got out of the car and waved to her. Liu Shu smiled softly at me and drove away.

I thought of the kiss that was as gentle as this smile last night, and there was a hint of sweetness in my heart.

I'm going to stay one more night at a relative's house before going back to my own.

In the evening, I opened the suitcase to get the clothes, only to find that Liu Shu had left a pair of pants with me before and didn't take them away.

I came back yesterday and forgot about it. These pants are the ones Liu Shu wore when he picked me up in the corridor of the dormitory.

At that time, one of the trouser legs was wet with water, so I changed it to wash it, but Liu Shu didn't take it with me when I came back, so I put it in the suitcase and brought it back when I packed the clothes.

I called Liu Shu, but there was no answer, so I sent her another message, telling her about the pants.

It was after six o'clock in the evening that I received a reply from Liu Shu, saying that she went to a relative's house with her family at noon and did not come back so soon.

I was thinking, if I take this pair of pants back, what reason should I use to explain the origin of the pair of pants to my mother.

Liu Shu sent me another message: Please give the pants to my cousin. This is her phone number. You can contact her and just give it to her.

I hesitated for a while, but still gave her a good word back.

I remembered her mother's bad words to me before, and I was a little inexplicably repelled by her family, and I didn't want to contact other people in her family.

In particular, maybe meet her mother's sister, her real aunt.

But after I communicated with her cousin on the phone, the matter was quickly resolved. We made an appointment to meet alone downstairs at her house and give her the things face to face.

I didn't know until she told her the address that her house was right next to the square where I worked part-time before.

When I found the location of her home easily, I was still a little nervous. After all, it was Liu Shu's family, which always made me a little cautious.

I arrived downstairs at her house as scheduled, and soon saw a long-haired girl in pajamas walking down the stairs slowly.

I took the lead with a shallow smile, and cautiously handed her the things in my hand, making all the preparations in my heart, no matter what kind of expression she faced me, I must remain calm.

I thought she was at least indifferent to me, but she took the bag in my hand, smiled sweetly at me, and then turned and walked upstairs.

The tension in my heart melted instantly, and on the way back, I called Liu Shu.

"Liu Shu, I've already given your trousers to your cousin."

Liu Shu over there responded cheerfully, and should be in a good mood.

I remembered her cousin's smile at me at the end, and asked with some concern, "Did your cousin say anything about me?"

Although I know that her family has a bad impression of me, everyone hopes that they can give others a good impression, let alone they are Liu Shu's family.

Liu Shu seemed to be amused by my nervousness, "Yes, how did you know that my cousin mentioned you to me?"

My heart tightened slightly, and I asked in a low voice, "Does that mean I'm fierce?"

Because after all, she has called me several times, and it seems that the content of the communication is not very kind.

There was no smile in Liu Shu's voice, it was soft and relieved, "She said your voice is very nice and makes people feel very comfortable."

"Um... huh? Did you say that? Does my voice sound nice? Why don't I think so?"

Liu Shu raised his voice and said proudly, "That's for sure. I have such high standards, and I don't care who I like."

I laughed out loud without embarrassment.

Liu Shu paused, and then said softly: "Your voice is very nice, only you don't know it."

My cheeks were inexplicably hot, and I hung up the phone after saying a few words.

Secretly rejoicing in my heart: Ever since I met you, I have realized that I am also so beautiful in the eyes of others.

Almost the entire winter vacation, Liu Shu did not contact me again, and I maintained the last stubbornness in my heart, and did not contact her.

The shadow of Liu Shu loomed in my mind throughout the winter vacation, coming in and out from time to time.

Maybe it's because I didn't intentionally suppress my miss, but I felt that I missed Liu Shu more and more.

On the third day of the new year, the weather was fine and the sun was shining brightly, so I made a phone call to meet at one of the homes.

Everyone has been away for a whole year, and I haven't seen each other for a whole year. I hesitated for a long time, but I still pretended to be happy and agreed.

The reason for my hesitation, I think you all know, because not only I will go to this reunion, but Aning will also go.

But after Liu Shu's incident, my feelings for Aning seemed to be much more complicated, with a little bit of complaint, and more of an imperceptible jealousy.

But so far, we have not put things ahead of friendship. In front of the fans, I think we still have to maintain this kind of friendship, don't touch, don't tell the truth, she can do it, and I can do it too.

After tidying myself up, I called to ask where the boys were, and then I opened the corners of my mouth, and ran towards the location they said with a look of joy.

I smiled, and I seemed to be used to this expression on my face, and I felt inexplicably happy at the moment in my heart.

I arrived outside Fa Xiao's house, calmed down, raised the corners of my mouth as much as I could, and walked inside.

"What are you talking about so lively?"

After I finished saying this, my calf felt a little weak, I couldn't move, and I couldn't say the next sentence.

I was still twitching the corners of my mouth, with a stiff expression, I thought, at this moment, I must look like a clown.

There were four or five children in the room who all turned their heads to look in my direction, including Aning and Liu Shu who I was thinking of.

Aning and Liu Shu stood side by side, talking about something, Liu Shu heard my voice, and looked back at me without too much emotion.

On the contrary, Ah Ning still had a gentle look. When he saw me, he frowned and said softly, "Yingying, you are late."

Several other hair boys also spoke out one after another.

"Yingying, did you get lost while walking? You walked for half an hour."

Another went on to joke: "Have you not seen us for a long time, do you want to dress up?"

I came back to my senses, lowered my head to hide the expression on my face, suppressed the trembling in my throat, and said following their words: "Doesn't it take time for me to comb my hair and change my clothes? And it also takes time for me to walk over there." Yes, you can’t ask me to run wildly on the street when I was a New Year’s Eve. If others don’t know, they think I’m being chased by a dog when I’m a Chinese New Year’s Eve.”

While talking, I walked to the gate as if nothing had happened, turned my back to them, and quickly sat on the threshold.

With trembling fingers, I slowly took off my shoes, the expression on my face collapsed uncontrollably, and the tide of loss rushed towards me.

There were bursts of voices being amused by me in the room, covering up my trembling breathing at this time.

I turned my back to them, with a lonely look on my cheeks, I stared blankly at the shoes underneath, suppressing the wave of disappointment in my heart.

After taking off a shoe, I took a breath of air slowly, closed my eyes and started to form a camouflage.

Little by little, the usual expressions were stitched together on his face, not sad, but with a slight smile on his shallow expression.

After taking off my shoes, I didn't have the courage to look at Liu Shu and A Ning, turned around and looked at the other Fa Xiao, pretending to be relaxed and said: "I haven't seen you for a whole year, do you miss me, you know how to tease me as soon as you meet."

"Where, our Yingying family has become more beautiful again." Fa Xiaolin He looked at me and smiled slightly.

Aning interjected, "Why didn't you say hello when you saw your old classmate?"

I suppressed the pain in my heart and looked at them and said, "Oh, they are all old classmates. What do you want me to tell her? Wouldn't it be better if you entertained me?"

Lin He asked casually, "When were you two classmates?"

Liu Shu and I said in unison: "Grade [-]."

The only difference is that her voice is calm, while mine is indifferent.

After speaking, our eyes met for a second, and I quickly looked away and stopped looking at her.

Then he turned his head to look at Lin He and continued, "How have you been working in Yucheng for the past two years?"

"What else can I do? That's the only way. It's just being squeezed day after day. It's better for you to study."

Neither Aning nor I answered, just smiled.

Lin He and another Faxiao chose a technical secondary school after we graduated from junior high school, and then studied fashion design. Now they have been engaged in design for many years and are already very experienced designers.

The two have also been working together for many years. During the time when those of us were still studying with our heads down in school, the two of them had already made their first pot of gold in life.

We chatted about reading and work again, and it was already past ten o'clock in the morning.

Aning was about to bid farewell to Fa Xiao, and took Liu Shu to look around the old house.

Ah Ning put on her shoes, turned around and smiled at me: "I'll take Liu Shu to the old house to have a look, does Yingying want to go together?"

Liu Shu was still sitting on the threshold putting on his shoes, without saying a word.

I twitched the corners of my mouth, pretended to smile easily and said: "I won't go, I'll go back in a while, it's not like I haven't been to your house, you go on your own, treat Liu Shu well."

Aning didn't say anything more, maybe she was just pretending to chat, after all, we still have a good relationship in front of the friends.

Aning said hello to the rest of them, then turned and left.

Liu Shu followed behind her without looking back at me.

About 10 minutes after they left, I also sent a small goodbye.

Walking to the intersection outside, looking at the direction leading to Aning's old house, the apex of my heart throbbed slightly.

I laughed at myself, a gentle person like Ah Ning might be what Liu Shu likes, but I am just a doll she grabs to accompany her when she is bored.

What's ridiculous is that this doll fell in love with it and was happy for a long time.