My Highness Sesshomaru

I don't want to be involved in right and wrong, but it backfired. I think of this lyrics now and I feel really ironic and heartbroken.

I didn't speak again for several days, and I felt that everything seemed to have nothing to do with me.Sitting on a tree with my head supported every day, looking at the stars and the moon, my body no longer needs food. As long as the moonstone is still in my strength, I will be alive for a day.

Blackscale sat down next to me, he should know how I came back to life from Kaguya. "At least you can still live, isn't it great? Get your natural teeth back, and you can still live with your parents when you go home."

I shook my head, "It will never be the same again, and I will never go back."

"why?"

"I'm already different. I don't need to sleep or eat, I don't have a heartbeat, I don't grow up or get old. In that world, I am a monster. No one likes monsters, only fears them."

"Wouldn't they be happy if you could go back alive?"

"Of course I will be happy. No matter what I become, my parents won't dislike me. But I can't go back." After I go back, everyone will know that the Su family has a monster daughter. I can't let my parents live in such a life. in the shadows.I suddenly remembered a series "Resurrection" that was unfortunately cut off by the BBC.If I go back, I'm afraid I will face the same situation as the hero.

"Do you know what a walking dead is? It's just like me. It's just a corpse, but it seems to be alive."

"Are you blaming me?" The clear voice behind me interrupted my self-pity, Hei Lin glanced at me and jumped off the tree, "You two have a good talk."

Sesshomaru stood behind, and I didn't turn my head to see his expression, "Do you think it's more interesting for them to hold onto that puddle of mud and cry to death than now, don't you?"

I said quietly, "I didn't blame you, and I can't blame you. But I don't want to live like this, everyone's time is moving forward, only me is static."

"So, you want to die now."

"I won't court death. I won't die until I see my parents are safe, I can't die."

"So, you didn't think about what would happen to me at all, did you?"

My shoulders stiffened, and I turned my head slightly to look at him, "You don't need me, I can't help you with anything."

Sesshomaru was a little annoyed, "I will send you back after taking back the natural teeth, whatever you want."

I faintly thought that this would be the best, to see my parents for the last time, tell them that I am living well in this world, and then the ends of the earth will be my destination.

"How dare you treat His Highness Shagamimaru like this!" Kaguya climbed up the tree and looked at me fiercely with red eyes, I really wanted to see what it would be like if he turned into a rabbit. "What have I done to him?"

Kaguya thought for a long time but couldn't come up with a reason, "Anyway, I know that you are very important to His Highness. He came back with your stump that day. I have never seen His Highness Sesshomaru so sad. Non-stop After saving you, you actually repay him like this, and you made him even more sad."

"Will he be sad?"

Kaguya almost jumped up and hit me, but Sesshoumaru whipped me to the ground and couldn't move. Sesshoumaru turned his back to us and said, "Let's go."

Looking at his back, I suddenly realized that I was not only sorry for my parents, but also for him.But I am very uncomfortable, too uncomfortable, I don't know what to do, I am really in too much pain.

I started to play the flute day and night, in tunes and out of tunes. Only in this way can I feel a little better, and when I stop, I will think wildly.There are more and more animals around me, and they are getting bigger and bigger. The last time I attracted a brown bear, it was bigger than the four of me.I named it Xiao Hei. Xiao Hei looks ferocious and cruel, but in fact he is very docile and timid.

I like Xiao Hei very much, because it sticks to me and sleeps with me at night, otherwise it will call.I feel that I am needed, and there is a little softness in my empty heart.Maybe because he knew that my flute would attract animals, Xiao Hei would take my flute away whenever he saw me take out the flute after he was with me, and I was not allowed to play it.

Xiao Hei was taking a bath in the river. To tease him, I took out the flute and pretended to play it. He ran over and slapped the water in front of me with his bear paw, making it impossible for me to play. As soon as he left, I played the flute again After taking it out, Xiao Hei came running over again; after teasing it a few times, I threw the flute on the bank to show that I couldn’t play it anymore, and then it sat in the water to take a bath. That day I laughed happily by the river .

I finally understood why I was so sad, because I can't go anywhere, no one needs me.Like a weed, it can go anywhere and it can't go anywhere.I can't go back to my parents, Sesshomaru doesn't need me, I feel no different from being dead.I am ashamed of myself that women in the new era would have such thoughts. If Zhuo Yue knew about it, she would laugh out loud. She would have laughed through the bedside table.I shook my head and decided to pick myself up and do what I love even when no one needs me.

Xiao Hei took a bath and lay down on the rocky beach to dry his hair and sleep. I wanted to go to Sesshomaru to apologize.Hei Lin looked at me clearly and pointed to the woods, "He's resting inside."

I stepped on the dead branches all the way into the forest. I don't know if it was my illusion. The fog in the forest was very thick like someone was lighting a fire, but the air was very humid.

The fog is getting thicker, and there is the sound of water coming from the front. Could it be a waterfall?

There was a tall and blurry figure in the thick fog. I swear, I didn't think about anything, just walked through it with a single mind.

Sesshomaru stood in the clear pool under the waterfall, and the rushing water washed his white body.His silver-white long hair was brushed up to his chest, and his white and thin back was exposed in front of my eyes. Only half of his left upper arm was left, and his right hand was placed on top of his head to brush the short hair on his forehead from time to time.He didn't seem to notice me, but I didn't dare to stay any longer, turned around and wanted to run.

"Kaguya, bring me my clothes."

I didn't hear the answer, I looked around and there was no sign of him. Looking at the white clothes at my feet, I resigned myself to picking them up and bringing them to him.

Sesshomaru lowered his head and stretched his arms to take the clothes, and suddenly realized that it was me, his long eyebrows slightly raised, "What are you doing here?"

I lowered my head and didn't dare to look at him, "I wanted to apologize to you, but I didn't mean to spy on you. Just now you called for the clothes and I saw that Hui Ye wasn't there, so I brought them for you, now I'm leaving."

Sesshomaru's brows were flattened, his eyes were calm, as proud as if it was me who was naked.I put the clothes by his hand and wanted to leave in despair.

"Didn't you come here to apologize, and you want to leave before you apologize?"

I said honestly, "I'm sorry."

"Well, then what?"

Then?Then "You worked so hard to save me, but I let you down. Sorry, not in the future."

Sesshomaru put his inner coat on his body, turned his head and looked at me, water droplets covered his whole body, and his clothes were wet and tightly attached to his body, and the hem of his lower body floated on the water surface like a white cloud shining with the light of a holy mosaic , I can't see anything, but I seem to be a little thirsty. I don't know if the bath water will be poisoned if I drink it.

"Don't you boast that you have first-class massage skills? Come and give me a massage."

My legs seemed to be filled with lead, and I walked extremely slowly.

There were a few fallen leaves that were green and red rippling in the water. Sesshomaru stood in the water with his upper body lying on the stone platform covered with red leaves on the bank. The whiteness was shocking and beautiful.The empty chest is as tense as a heart beating violently, I must be a phantom limb.

I knelt on the stone platform, "If the force is too heavy, tell me."

My hands were whiter than when I was alive because there was no blood but only a layer of pale skin, but when I put it on Sesshomaru, it lost its luster immediately.The jade-white skin under my hands gradually turned red with my movements, "Will it be heavy?"

Sesshomaru turned his head to the other side, didn't respond to me, probably fell asleep.

My legs have no blood vessels or nerves, so naturally they don't feel numb or sore. I just knelt down and helped him massage.After the shoulder massage, I pressed the head for a while. My father liked me to massage the head for him the most. He said that my hands are as strong as bones, and they are very comfortable to press.

Sesshomaru's hair has a lot of volume and feels smooth to the touch. I like to touch it very much. I took off the outer cedar and rubbed his hair.I was so absorbed that I was still thinking about having a hair dryer. Suddenly, a white hand covered mine, and the man held my hand in front of him. I couldn’t see his face, and I didn’t know whether his eyes were closed or open. , but I didn't break free and even bent down to hug him.

He and I have long been doomed.Fairy Lingyue said that he came to this world for me.