Han Yu's Zhang San

After doing the math, time passed quickly. I don't know if Quan Zhilong and Zhang San have been together for almost 20 years.Quan Zhilong has changed from a young and frivolous 20s to a 40s. Although he is no longer young, he is still frivolous.Even with the passage of time, he still hasn't changed to be active on the stage. After serving in the military, he looks much more stable, and the wrinkles on his face also appear.Zhang San, on the other hand, seems to have received the preferential treatment of the years, and basically hasn't changed much.

The two had made their relationship public long ago, when Xiao Gongju Quanchun was 12 years old and her younger brother was six years old.At that time, Quan Zhilong was already very old, and fans worried every day that he would not be able to get married, and some even said that he and Zhang San had broken up long ago.In the end, I didn't expect that not only did the two of them not break up, but even their children were already in their teens, so all the guards were surprised by this.However, Quan Zhilong felt a bad breath in his heart. For so many years, various media have been bad-mouthing him and Zhang San every day. He is not a stone man, so how could he not be angry, but for various reasons, he could only swallow his anger and let it go. Let them talk nonsense.Fortunately, Zhang San is kind-hearted, he never gets angry or speaks out, and often comes to comfort him, otherwise he would have given countless sufferings to those people!

When we made our relationship public in the first few years, it really seemed like we were in dire straits. Paparazzi, reporters, people were everywhere, and wherever they looked, there were flashing lights.Zhang San's eyesight was also damaged in those years. Now she has to wear glasses to see things, and she can't stand the strong light. Sunglasses have become her standard equipment when going out.Later, Quan Zhilong went to serve in the military. Without him, the members of the explosion group also joined the army one after another. Then the focus gradually shifted to other places, and their family calmed down a lot.

The two have been entangled together for 20 years, and have experienced basically everything, but Zhang San feels that Quan Zhilong is not right recently, not only Quan Zhilong is not right, but even his daughter is not right, only the youngest son is the most reassuring.The youngest son doesn't talk much, but he is very assertive, unlike his daughter, maybe because she is the first child, even Zhang San dotes on her very much, and never said a serious word.Quan Chunchun was favored, and after a long time, she really looked like a little princess, and because of her cleverness, every time Zhang San got angry because of her waywardness, she would always move in her father to be a rescuer.The little princess also knows that her mother doesn't like that at all when she acts like a spoiled child. Only her father and her mother will reluctantly respond.

What's strange about Quan Zhilong recently? He always hides from Zhang San, gets up every day, goes out early, and then doesn't come back until midnight.Every time he came back to lie on the bed in the middle of the night, Zhang San could always smell a pungent smell of tobacco, wine and perfume, which could wake up Zhang San who was asleep every time.Every time Zhang Sanyi woke up and saw Quan Zhilong who was drunk like mud, she wanted to wake him up and ask what was going on, but she saw the dark circles under his eyes and didn't want to disturb him Sleep, every time I can only go to the bathroom to get a hot towel to clean him up, and then cook sober soup for him to drink.Then Zhang San thought, forget it, and ask the quilt again when he gets up tomorrow morning, and then... the next morning, Quan Zhilong disappeared, and this cycle went on and on, as if he had fallen into a strange circle.

Daughter Quan Chunchun is even more strange, always avoiding her, if it is a rebellious period, at least she will quarrel with her?But this father and daughter are really carved out of the same mold, neither of them speaks, they hide when they see her, and they don't answer anything when they ask her, either they are silent, or they take the topic to irrelevant places.Zhang San asked Sanyue what happened to his sister, and Sanyue said that he didn't know too well, after all, the two of them were not in the same school now, he was in sixth grade, and his sister was already a high school student.Zhang San stroked his chin, secretly thinking about where his bottom line was, and how long he could endure the cold violence of the father and daughter.

It was like this for a month, so Zhang San endured it, but it was still like this for the next two or three months.Looking at the dark circles under Quan Zhilong's eyes that were deepening day by day, and his daughter's scrutinizing her eyes more and more unscrupulously, Zhang San felt that he was about to explode. After all, she was not a good person, and she had to bear it because of her family. But the family doesn't mean that she can bear it for a lifetime, otherwise she wouldn't have run away from her own home back then.

It was another late night, Quan Zhilong was drunk and returned home with the help of his friends, Sheng Nian looked at his old friend who had not had a single wrinkle on his face for decades and felt a lot of emotion , Thinking about his brother Long's recent behavior, he suddenly felt guilty, ignored Zhang San's greeting to come in for a cup of tea, and left their house as if fleeing.At this time, Sheng Nian was very sure that his death-killing skills of Brother Long were naturally full, and if he didn't pay attention, he started to run like a joke, and he couldn't stop it!

Zhang San took care of the drunken Quan Zhilong, with no expression of joy or anger on his face, and settled the person. She didn't want to lie back on the bed as usual, but sat on the sofa in the living room, thinking something.Quan Zhilong slept very restlessly that night, because there was a familiar temperature missing from his arms.So before dawn, Quan Zhilong got up, habitually glanced at the bedside, but didn't see the sleeping figure, his heart skipped a beat, he immediately jumped off the bed and went to look for it. But in the living room, he saw Zhang San sitting motionless on the sofa.

"Are you awake?" Zhang San's voice came from the darkness, and it sounded extraordinarily cold in the wee hours of the morning.

"...Why don't you sleep?" Quan Zhilong didn't look at her, but secretly heaved a sigh of relief.

"I'm asking... are you awake? Just answer." After the night, Quan Zhilong couldn't see the joy and anger on Zhang San's face, and the cold voice made him feel angry. , why is this person's heart so cold, why can't he cover it for so many years? !

"You don't care if I wake up or not? It's none of your business!? Do you still care about whether I wake up?!" Quan Zhilong spoke in a very aggressive tone and loudly. The mood increased by three points, and the air was filled with chill.

"It's none of my business? Say it again? I want to know why it's none of my business?"

"Is it none of your business? Have you ever cared about me? After all these years, I thought you would change, but I know you still never loved me!"

"Going to bring up the old score again? Didn't you already know that I don't love you? Is it interesting to bring it up again after so many years?" Zhang San sneered, she knew where he went without asking about the smell of his perfume.Regardless of the fact that he is in his 40s now, given his status and status, there are not a few girls who jump on him.She had never thought that those girls could stir up such a big storm before, but now she was not sure, and the smell of perfume on his body made her dare not question him.Zhang San laughed at himself, why did he become so cowardly?

"Yes! I know... I've always known it! It's me who committed the crime! It's been so many years since I committed the same crime! Honestly, have you always wanted to leave me?! You said it's okay, let's make everything clear today! Did you always want to leave me, didn't you!?"

"Do I want to leave you? Or do you want to leave me? Where have you been staying these few months? You know better than me, don't you?"

"Are you investigating me?" Quan Zhilong looked at Zhang San with wide eyes, with disbelief written all over his face.

"I do not have..."

"Stop arguing!" Quan Chunchun suddenly appeared from nowhere, and suddenly shouted at the two adults who were confronting each other. "I just knew...Mom, you never, never loved Dad! I always thought what they said was false, but now Mom, you told me with reality, what they said is true, you married Dad It was only for his money and reputation! You married your father for profit! I thought... I thought you two were in love so you gave birth to me... woo woo woo... Mom is a liar ...you liar!"

Seeing their daughter crying so sadly, Zhang San and Quan Zhilong froze in place.Quan Zhilong's reaction was quick. After being stunned for a while, he immediately hugged his daughter and comforted him softly, but he didn't intend to let go of the war with Zhang San just like that, and he didn't forget to sarcastically say a few words about Zhang San. "Oh...Look...Even my daughter thinks you are a liar...She thinks you don't love me...What else do you have to say now."

For the first time, Zhang San felt the feeling of his heart being pinched by others with a needle.Zhang San really didn't know what to say, she never thought there was anything wrong in not loving Quan Zhilong before, but her daughter's question just now made her doubt for the first time whether the decision to marry him was correct.Would she be what she is today if they hadn't been married?Will it hurt so much?It was also because she was wrong from the beginning. She shouldn't have married him just because she didn't want to make him sad. If she didn't get married, he wouldn't be unhappy for so many years; if she didn't get married, she wouldn't feel unhappy again. Feel the pain of being betrayed by relatives; Zhang San feels that regret is the most useless emotion in the world, but now she clearly has a trace of regret.

"...Is... I was wrong?" Zhang San wanted to cry, if it was wrong at the beginning, and time would not give you a good result because of the hardships of your process, right, at this point, you should Is it over?Zhang San thought about this question very seriously, but couldn't get any answer.He is obviously in his 40s, but he is still confused when facing life and the world.But the confusion of young people has the guidance of elders and the company of friends. She is a middle-aged woman in her 40s, has no family, and her friends are outside the ocean. Who can she turn to for enlightenment?