Whose dream shocked the garden

?Chapter 5 once again Shenyuan tour

After failing the Ministry of Rites Examination, Lu You knew that he might not have anything to do with his official career, and there was nothing wrong at home, so he told Wang Qian, "I have something to do at home, I'll go home."

Home refers to the place with Logan.

He is now with Wang Qian, and he has also left the small place before.

Now Lu You returned to the previous Lu Mansion, and was about to enter, but was stopped by a young man, "Who are you?"

"Me?" Lu You was suddenly at a loss for words, not knowing what to say.

"This is Ye Mansion. If you have anything to ask our master, I can pass it on for you."

Lu You was taken aback for a moment, then lowered his head and smiled wryly, and said softly, "It's nothing, I just went the wrong way..."

Ye Mansion, brick by brick, is no different from ten years ago, except that the saplings have grown up, the stone lions in front of the door have changed, the things have changed, and the people have changed...

"What a spring day!"

In such a boring environment, only this spring noon, when the flowers are blooming, can make him feel at ease.

After walking along the small river for a long time, he came to Shen Garden unknowingly. He and Tang Wan had been here before, but they didn't play for long before returning home.

"It's been a long time since I came here..." Lu You sighed, this time, he didn't even know the way.

After walking in a daze for a long time, from noon to afternoon, I almost drank all the water in the kettle, and I saw almost every scene.

Suddenly, he saw a familiar figure, wearing a carmine red dress, with black hair tied up with hairpins, that was the person he had wanted to miss for ten years!

Tang Wan walked slowly towards the waterside pavilion in the pool, Zhao Shicheng was sitting in the waterside pavilion, and Lu You just followed quietly behind.

The Zhao family is a descendant of the royal family with a prominent family, and Zhao Shicheng is a generous and affectionate scholar, and he has such deep affection for Wan'er.Maybe he should let go, Lu You thought, thinking of this, he turned and walked.

"Lu... Lang?"

It was Wan'er's voice, Lu You didn't dare to turn his head, for fear that he would sink in again, so he had to avoid Tang Wan.

"...Maybe it's an illusion..." Tang Wan laughed at herself and walked towards the waterside pavilion, but she had a thought in her heart: she was right, no!

As for Lu You, he could only watch her leave with his heart bleeding.

When they arrived at the water pavilion, Tang Wan and Zhao Shicheng sat facing each other, sometimes smiling gently, sometimes lowering their heads and frowning, stretching out their jade hands intentionally or unintentionally, and drinking slowly with Zhao Shicheng.

Yesterday's love is gone, and seeing an old friend again today, Lu You couldn't help but feel a lot of emotion, and wrote a "Phoenix with Hairpin Head" on the powder wall with a pen:

"Red crispy hands, yellow wine, full of spring in the city, and willows on the walls of the palace. The east wind is evil, the joy is weak, and the sadness is full of melancholy. I have been away for a few years. Wrong! Wrong! Wrong!

Spring is as old as before, people are empty and thin, and tears are red and silky.Peach blossoms fall, Xianchi Pavilion, although the mountain league is there, brocade books are hard to entrust.Mo!Mo!Mo! "

With the warm spring breeze, Lu You left Shen Yuan step by step.

Later, Qin Hui died of illness.The imperial court called Lu You again, and Lu You was ordered to serve as the Ningde County Register, and left his hometown to live with Wang Qian.

In the spring of the 25th year of Shaoxing, Tang Wan came to Shen Yuan alone.

"Wan'er, why don't I go with you tomorrow?" Tang Wan was feeling unwell, and Zhao Shicheng worried that something would happen to her alone.

Tang Wan smiled and said: "It's okay, it's just for fun, I'll come back earlier."

Tang Wan came to Shen Garden again, wandering among the winding paths and corridors, the stone terraces and green steps, the water pavilions and small pavilions, nothing changed from before.

Walking slowly, she suddenly caught a glimpse of Lu You's inscription, and couldn't help chanting it over and over again, resembling the appearance of opposing Lu You's poems before, her eyes were wet, her heart was ups and downs, and she unknowingly neutralized a queer word, which was inscribed behind Lu You's words :

"The situation in the world is thin, the human relationship is evil, the rain sends the evening flowers easy to fall. The dawn wind is dry, the tear stains are shattered, I want to express my thoughts, and talk alone on the slanted bar. Difficult! Difficult! Difficult!

People become different, today is not yesterday, sick souls are often like swings.The sound of the horn is cold, the night is dim, afraid of people asking questions, swallowing tears and pretending to be happy.conceal!conceal!conceal! "

In the 21st year of Shaoxing, Lu You sadly inscribed the word "hairpin head phoenix" on the wall.

Four years later, Tang Wan came to Shen Garden again and saw Lu You's inscription.

In the autumn of the same year, he died of depression.

In the 15th year of Chunxi, when Lu You was 63 years old, someone sent a pillow made of chrysanthemums. I couldn't help but sewed a pair of "chrysanthemum pillows" when I was 20 years old and Tang Wan was newly married.For this reason, he wrote a "Chrysanthemum Pillow Poem" as a work of their newly married couple.Later, he wrote in "Jiannan Poetry Draft": "When I was [-] years old, I still wrote chrysanthemum pillow poems. Picking chrysanthemums and sewing pillow bags, the lingering fragrance fills the room."

At this time, when he saw the chrysanthemum pillow again, he couldn't help feeling mixed. He thought of Tang Wan, and wrote two sad "chrysanthemum pillow poems" with love words. cloud:

"The yellow flowers were picked for the pillow, and the curved screen was deep and suffocating. The dream of 43 years was recalled, and the lights were dark and no one said heartbroken!"

When I was young, I once wrote a poem on a chrysanthemum pillow, and edited the remaining manuscripts to lock the spider silk.Everything in the world is gone, only the fragrance is like the old days! "

In the second year of Shaoxi, 66-year-old Lu You lived in seclusion in his hometown, only wanting to live a simple and peaceful rural life.

In the third year of Shaoxi, Lu You visited Shen Garden again. When Lu You saw the half-faced broken wall inscribed "The Hairpin Head Phoenix", he was touched by the scene and was full of emotions. He wrote a poem about his feelings:

"To the south of Yuji Temple, there is a small garden of Shen's family. 40 years ago, it was written on the wall of the small gate. When I came back by chance, the garden has changed owners three times. It is a pity to read it.

The maple leaves are early red and the oak leaves are yellow, and Heyang is worried about the new frost on the temples.Lin Ting looks back with a sense of the old space, who can say that Quanlu is heartbroken?

The old walls are dusty and dusty, the clouds and dreams are boundless, the delusions of the years have been eliminated, and I return to the cathedral for a stick of incense. "

In the sixth year of Qingyuan, Lu You was 75 years old, and Tang Wan passed away 40 years ago. Lu You revisited the old place, "Every time I enter the city, I must go to the temple to look at it, and I can't beat the feeling." He wrote two quatrains in "Shen Yuan":

"The dream has been broken for 40 years, and the willows in the Shenyuan are old and not flying. This body is a mountain and a soil, and there is still a trace of it."

"The setting sun on the city draws sorrow, and the Shenyuan is not the old pool. The spring green under the bridge of sadness is once a shadow of a frightened bird."

In his later years, Lu You would go to the Shen Garden every spring to pay tribute to Tang Wan. Every time he went there, he would express his affection in poems or words. Later, because of his poor health, he lived next to the Shen Garden, so that he could visit the Shen Garden every year.

In the second year of Kaixi, Lu You couldn't fall asleep for a long time at night. He slept lightly, and suddenly dreamed of Tang Wan frowning and smiling, and woke up.

"The road is close to the south of the city, and I am afraid to walk, and Shenjiayuan is even more hurt. There are plum blossoms in the sleeves, and the spring water is green on the pond and bridge."

"It's spring again in a small street in the south of the city. I can only see plum blossoms but no people. The jade bones have been formed for a long time, and the soil is buried in the spring, and the ink marks are still locked in the dust between the walls."

In the third year of Kaixi, the 82-year-old Lu You still missed Tang Wan, and wrote:

"The pavilions and pavilions in the south of the city lock the leisure square, the lone crane only hurts itself when it comes back, and the dust stains the moss and invades a few lines of ink. Who will tear down the wall when you come?"

In the second year of Jiading, 84-year-old Lu You was on his deathbed, so he visited Shen Garden again regardless of his old age and frailty.As "Spring Outing" poem:

"The flowers in the Shenjiayuan are like brocades, and they are half of the old man who knew how to let go. I also believe that the beauty will eventually be turned into dust, and Youmeng is too hasty!"

In the third year of Jiading, Lu You died at the age of 85. ?