[Comprehensive] I am the Healing Department

"Since you have returned to this world, does it mean that you have expectations for this world again?" Xia Qing tilted his head slightly and asked with a smile. After Gushou Yurui nodded hesitantly, Xia Qing closed his eyes to cover his eyes He asked bitterly, "You will become the god of the shrine because you want to use the power of the gods to wash away the sins of the land of Hinamizawa, and at the same time to escape those deceptions, betrayals, killings and sins. Now you are willing to set foot again Does this world mean that you have renewed hope for this world and that you are no longer escaping from it?"

Gu Shouyu pursed his lips, and said solemnly: "I have already realized. The me before, I avoided all battles because I hated failure." She raised her eyes and looked directly at Xia Qing with a wry smile and continued, " However, evasion is worse than failure. If you don’t succumb to the pain of failure and continue to fight, you won’t be able to win.”

"These are told by people I like, and I want to fight harder and harder for those people I love!" She said the last sentence loudly, with strong confidence and never Retreat firmly.

Gushou Lihua's eyes were reddish, her expression softened, and she called out in a low voice: "Yuru..."

"I will not continue to be a bystander. For everyone, I want to fight again!"

"It's amazing... I didn't expect that you really stopped watching with cold eyes. I'm really happy, Haruru, I finally saw your truest appearance." Furuto Rika sighed softly, and then touched Furuto Yurui head, and smiled, "Hey, Haruru, work hard with us!"

Xia Qing smiled, but the smile was not deep enough, and the smile did not reach the bottom of the eyes.She smiled gently and peacefully, but there was extremely cold frost in her eyes, it was the hatred after being deceived and rejected, it was the hatred of the whole world.Hate the pain of those closest to you trust.

Watching Gushou Yurui, Xia Qing spoke abruptly, with an ethereal tone as if in a dream: "I really envy you and admire you. You escaped after being betrayed, but after fleeing for thousands of years, you chose to trust them again because of your love .”

Furuto Yuru was silent for a moment, a dark red spot lit up in the depths of her pupils, her voice changed from shy and immature to majestic and solemn: "I have always wanted to know why you have something more powerful than a god. Power? Why do you know about my past, even...why did you help us?"

"I didn't help you guys." Xia Qing replied softly, her expression was a little confused, but she spoke clearly, "I just saw a past similar to mine and... a future that I can't reach through you. .”

Keiichi Maehara scratched his head, hearing question marks all over his head: "Qing, why don't I understand what you and Yuru are talking about? But, I believe..." He grinned, his eyes filled with trust, "You must be People who stand by us and help us."

Xia Qing looked at Maehara Gui for a moment, but did not answer, but slightly hooked his lips and showed a stiff and rigid smile.She turned her gaze back to Furuto Yuiri, paused for a moment and said softly: "I want to have a good chat with you, and I want to know why you are willing to return to this world."

"A long time ago, when I was not the God of the Gosha, it was an ancient time that I almost can't remember, I decided to become a god, as a tribute to the contacts and ghosts, to repay and cleanse the people on this land crimes committed.

At that time, I made such a decision because I was already desperate for the world.People shirk their responsibilities and live in an ugly way. I am desperate for the excessive ugliness, so I decided to monopolize all the evils in the world and let them get rid of by being eliminated by the world.I would rather choose death to take away the sins than stay in this world.Humans are used to pushing their sins to others in exchange for peace in the world, so I will be the one to bear all the sins.

Since then, I have been living as a shrine god. I refuse to live in this world, and I refuse to return to this dirty and sinful world that makes me despair. Gushou Lihua sat with her knees in her arms, softly telling her years of thousands of years.

Xia Qing frowned, slightly puzzled: "But when Li Hua was born, you used her as a bond to reappear in the world?"

Furute Yurui nodded, looking at the bright moon in the sky with a complicated and difficult expression: "That's right. That's because my daughter——had taken the responsibility to get rid of me who monopolizes the evil, and bring peace and tranquility back to the earth. She inherits my will and wants to build an utopia where everyone works together and saves each other. She wants me to return to the world again, so she left a key—that is, if the first child of the Furute family is eight generations in a row Both are daughters, then this miracle will bring me back to earth.

The moment Ewha was born as the eighth generation, I once again had a connection point with the world, just like Keiichi was your connection point with the world before.During the 1000 years of hating the world and refusing to enter the world, it was actually like a thousand-year punishment that blocked me..."

Xia Qing suddenly laughed softly, she lowered her head slightly and whispered: "Yes, it's punishment... punishing myself." She laughed at herself for a long time, then turned her head to look at Gushou Yuru who was slightly puzzled. , blinked his eyes, "Don't you have a lot of curiosity to know, courtesy, let me tell you my story, after listening, you will probably understand. I hate this world more than you , People who have escaped more thoroughly than you, and still do not have the courage to face everything."

"The beginning of the story, it was really a long, long time ago, so long that you probably didn't exist, and even... this world didn't exist. Well, I won't waste time telling you about many trivial things. I will give the key points to you. Tell me." Xia Qing counted with his fingers and said with a smile.

Furuto Haru puffed his cheeks: "So long ago? Ahhh...too, too far away..."

"That's right..." Xia Qing took a deep breath, her tone lowered, "Since I was born, because I didn't get enough energy, I have been in a state of deep sleep. And when I was asleep, I was picked up by someone, He forcibly woke me up, and because of this, I forgot everything in the past, and forgot that the person who woke me up was actually someone opposite to me. Instead, I trusted and cherished him as the most important person.

I have always trusted him and relied on him.So even though I hated his race, hated the world he lived in, I kept putting up with it.In this way, I lived with my enemy, betrayed my relatives for him, and gave up my persistence all the time.After a long time like this, I finally remembered everything, that is, when I remembered everything, the person who picked me up and the other group of people will face the end of dying together.Oh, another gang, my enemies too. "Xia Qing sneered a few times when he said this, and couldn't help laughing at himself, "The whole world is my enemy, so I am very happy when they kill each other. "

Gu Teyu was silent, and after a long time, she asked softly: "At that time, how did you do it?"

"I hated the whole world, so I wanted to destroy it. I did that... But, because of my attachment to that person, I may not have actually realized that, because everything is still not destroyed. My memory is still incomplete, and I don't know what happened afterwards."

Lowering his head, Furuto Haruru muttered: "But the world still exists, so you... gave up those hatreds for him?"

"No." Xia Qing smiled lightly, with a deep glint in his eyes, "How could I forget, my persistence all along is for my mother, my brother, and the 3000 innocent people who died, no , It was 98 people seeking justice. So I sacrificed my strength, my soul, and destroyed the entire world.

"Everything returns to chaos, and all living beings will pay the price for the sacrifice of my mother and brother. This is what I want to do, and I did, but in the end, because I still don't know why, this revenge His plan failed. It's a pity..." In the dark and deep eyes, a silently burning red spark lit up, and the flame that burned all things was dancing quietly in Xia Qing's eyes at this time, just like back then.

Standing up, Xia Qing sighed softly, the hem of her long robe was blown up by the wind, and she said lightly as the sleeves of her robes fluttered: "Actually, I know it very well, I just, have been running away. I don't know what to do." How to face him. I can’t forgive him who caused me to lose all my memories, I can’t forgive myself who lived in a daze and didn’t know anything, and couldn’t live like before the lie was exposed. I hate him, but I don’t want to hurt him. Just like me I hate the whole world, and want to destroy this world made of my mother's and my brother's flesh and soul, but after all, I can't bear to destroy this world, which bears the infinite possibilities and future of trillions of living beings.

It is precisely because of this unbearable feeling that I failed to completely destroy all the worlds at the beginning, so I have this world you live in, and there is... my resurrection. "

"Yuru, you who hate this world are willing to set foot again because you have someone you trust and love. But me, I hate this world, but I don't have anyone I can trust and rely on. How do you think I should face everything? ?”

Furuto Yurui tilted his head and thought about it seriously, then shook his head and said: "I don't know, if I were you, I would hide and ignore anyone, and never set foot in this world again. But—" She looked at Xia Xia seriously. Qing said clearly word by word, "You are not me, you are much better than me who can only escape. I believe you will be able to find the ability to face everything and solve all difficulties. You will definitely be able to do it."

Cursing his lips, Xia Qing looked up at the sky with his hands behind his back, and whispered, "Well, it will be soon... Soon it will be time to solve everything."?