[Comprehensive] I am the Healing Department

?The first time I saw that woman, he was in a dark and cold forest, reclining under a big tree in embarrassment. At that time, he was in a gloomy mood, filled with unwillingness and anger that could not be resolved.

When he saw the woman Inuyasha admired appeared at that time, Sesshoumaru wanted to kill that shrine maiden for a moment.But in the end he rejected the idea because of his pride.He, Sesshomaru, would never blame others for a momentary setback!

At that time, Sesshomaru was very angry and irritable, because he was defeated by a half-demon, and even had his left arm cut off.

Being defeated by Inuyasha's half-demon brother who insulted his father's noble blood not only made Sesshomaru angry, but also made him feel that his self-esteem had been trampled on.He is a pure-blood monster, noble and powerful, but he was defeated by a half-monster in the end.

The anger and unwillingness that made Sesshomaru even more indescribable was that his father left the powerful demon sword Tetsushaya to Inuyasha, but gave him a healing sword with no offensive power, Natural Fang.Sesshomaru's admiration for General Inu is unparalleled. It can be said that Sesshoumaru respects him, admires him...and looks forward to surpassing him and defeating him.

But at that time, Sesshomaru realized that in General Inu's heart...he might not be as good as a half-demon.It's really sad, this made Sesshomaru hate Inuyasha even more, and also obsess over Tetsuya even more.

That woman appeared at this time.As soon as she approached, Sesshomaru sensed her presence.The dog demon's nose is very sharp, and Sesshomaru has already recognized that this is the witch from 50 years ago, but the smell is a bit strange and not like a stranger.

"You're injured, if you don't treat it well, even if you are a monster's left arm, there will be hidden dangers." The woman looked at his wound and said.She bandaged his wounds and finally asked him - could she stay and be his companion.

At that time, Sesshomaru didn't care much at all, but agreed to her out of an attitude of watching her next move.Kikyo, the witch who died for 50 years, became his companion in this way and traveled around with him.

But Sesshomaru himself also knew that if his attitude towards this woman was only indifference, he would definitely not let her become a companion.After the initial contact, some things have changed.

Sesshomaru has been a powerful pure demon since he was a child. No one has ever asked him if he is tired, and he has never cared about his injuries.And because of the concern of the woman Kikyo, Sesshomaru finally acquiesced in her going with her.

Maybe...he just hoped that someone would be by his side at a time like this.

Because of Tie Sui Ya's ownership, Sesshomaru doubted himself for the first time.He was confused in his heart, and didn't understand why his respected and powerful father would choose to leave the mighty Iron Broken Fang to Inuyasha in the end.

Sesshomaru recalled that year in the temple of the West Country, his tall and strong father asked him solemnly: "Sesshoumaru, do you have something that you want to protect forever?"

How did he answer at that time? "No, I, Sesshomaru, don't need to be fettered, I just need to keep getting stronger and walk the way of the overlord!"

Yes, that's what he answered back then.After the father finished listening, he was silent for a while, and finally he only sighed regretfully and pitifully.At that time he had no idea why his father was sighing, he thought he was right - but his father seemed to think he was wrong.

Afterwards, his father, the powerful man, dragged his body to help the human woman give birth after fighting his old enemy, and finally died in that cold winter.Since that man's death, Sesshomaru has become more and more determined that his path is correct.

He doesn't need things to guard, he doesn't need fetters to hinder his footsteps, he just needs to keep moving forward and become stronger.

But after so many years, General Inuyasu left his broken teeth to Inuyasha and his natural teeth to Sesshomaru, which made him think again.What is the relationship between the road of the strong and the protection?Why did General Inu still firmly believe that this is the right way after he died because of the "thing he guarded"?

Sesshomaru has been confused, doubted and denied all the time.

In the end, the woman told him: His Sesshomaru's road to becoming a strong man is different from that of General Inu.He has the potential to surpass the dog general, as long as he can understand why he becomes stronger and what is the real strongman.

General Inu is to protect important people and become stronger, so why is he Sesshomaru?This question was once again deeply buried in Sesshomaru's cold and rational heart, but there still seemed to be a slight ripple in the cold and condensed heart lake.

This woman... After all, something is different.

When he found out that the woman was not Kikyo, the first thing Sesshomaru felt was not the anger of being fooled or the fear of the unknown, but a strange joy and relaxation.

She is not Kikyo, not the priestess who loved Inuyasha 50 years ago.

No one knew her identity or her origin, and only he knew about such a secret matter.An inexplicable joy suddenly hit her heart, and only she knew all her happiness, all her thoughts and everything.It was as if...she was a secret surprise that belonged only to him.

Then Sesshomaru heard her say: "I like Sesshoumaru. But I have to leave after all. Love is too hurtful, so I choose friendship. Even if Sesshoumaru doesn't like me anymore, I am willing, because he Never get hurt because of me again."

After that, Sesshomaru found that he seemed to have fallen into a very strange circle.In many cases, he felt from the bottom of his heart that the woman was his companion and someone he could trust.There was nothing but companionship between them.

But at certain moments, a strange idea would pop up in his heart.His feelings for this woman are not some kind of companionship, but because of some kind of existence that forcibly distorted his feelings for her into friendship.

Sesshomaru was horrified, and finally understood what she meant by "choose friendship".

The force that twisted his feelings was so strong that he could only shake it off for a little while when the woman was very weak and tired.But the strange thing is that his feelings were twisted and manipulated by outsiders, but he didn't have... much resentment and blame.

He accepted all this very calmly, as long as he remembered that his feelings for this woman were not just friendship with his companions, it was enough. As for what kind of feelings it was, Sesshomaru hadn't figured it out yet.

But, he thought, he liked having this person around, he liked the company of this person.No one can replace, no one can compare, such a person... In his heart, this is such a person...

She is about to leave this world.This was the first thought that came to Sesshomaru's mind when he saw Xia Qing killing Naraku desperately.

After that, what began to pervade my heart was a kind of bewildered reluctance.Although he knew that this person would leave one day, Sesshomaru never thought it would be so soon.He hadn't had time to tell her...

By the way, tell her what?

Sesshomaru has never been a soft-hearted person, let alone someone with sympathy and excessive feelings.In his previous hundreds of years of life, all he had to do in his life was get stronger, get stronger, get stronger!

Becoming a strong man is Sesshomaru's biggest and only pursuit, before meeting that woman who doesn't know where she came from and whose purpose she doesn't know.After meeting her, many things began to change slowly and unobtrusively.

"That's great, Sesshomaru, your left arm is back." When she fell down, he almost rushed over at the speed of flying, and she looked at him, smiling tenderly and joyfully.

"My name is Xia Qing, Xia of summer, Qing of clear water."

"Sesshomaru...I will definitely come back."

"I like you."

Those memories seem to have become old, and Sesshomaru can no longer erase the memory of how he felt at that time, and how restrained he was so he didn't yell and lose his composure.The only thing I remember is her few words and a ring she gave him.

What a cunning woman, she didn't tell him her name until she was dying, and she didn't confess those things.

But such a cunning person, he never forgot.

Xia Qing, Xia Qing, Xia Qing...

The days of waiting are always tedious and long. Sesshomaru walked in the wilderness with his back straight and facing the warm spring breeze. A dozen steps behind him, he followed Ah Moo's wrong view holding a staff with a human head.

His pace was very slow, the breeze picked up his fluttering clothes and long silver hair, and the grass up to the calf was struggling to grow against the wind, wanting to get closer and closer to this person.But Sesshomaru's handsome and flawless face was always covered with frost and indifference.

After such a long time, he finally understood his father's definition of a strong man.And he also found the person he wanted to protect, and became a strong man, but everything seemed too empty and lonely, as if the things he had pursued for hundreds of years had no meaning anymore.

Because that person is no longer, the person he wanted to protect.

Time goes by fast or slow, time is the cruelest eliminator in the world, all the vivid joys, sorrows, sorrows and joys in the memory have turned into pale pictures, in the faded memory, what else can't be forgotten ?

But Sesshomaru is still waiting.

Inuyasha once asked him, when will he wait?Maybe that person is already dead.Yes, Inuyasha loves Kikyo so much, and Kikyo loves Inuyasha so much, how can he not tell the difference?Xia Qing, she...was never Kikyo.

At that time, Sesshomaru did not answer this question directly, but asked instead: If Kikyo was in the same situation as hers, would you be willing to wait?

Inuyasha didn't answer, but the answer was obvious.

In fact, the long years are not so difficult, Sesshomaru thought during the long and lonely wait.As long as you keep walking and keep going, no matter how long the journey is, it will come to an end.

And the ring on her finger exudes a warm slight heat, which is the temperature of her soul.Their souls are directly and unfathomably connected, inseparable.

Sesshomaru has always believed that no matter how much time has passed, as long as she is alive, there will be a day when they will meet again.

So sure, so trusting.

So... love. ?