[Comprehensive] I am the Healing Department
Chapter 94
?When Guo Fu was in Xiangyang, her parents died, her husband died, and her younger brother died. Only one younger sister escaped by chance, but there was no more peace.When faced with the arrows shot by the enemy, she suddenly felt that she had obtained everything in her life, and she seemed to have obtained nothing.
She is Guo Fu, born on Peach Blossom Island in March when the peach blossoms are in full bloom and fireworks. Although she is the eldest daughter of Guo Jing, Guo Daxia and Huang Rong Huang Nvxia, she has always been their only one until their younger sister and younger brother, who is 15 years younger than her, were born. Girl, she is loved and cared for in every possible way, which made her such a savage and willful girl.
Unruly and capricious.Guo Fu still remembers the great anger and grievance that rose in her heart when that handsome, handsome and unrestrained man described her like this. She actually liked that man very much, but he always treated her like a fool. How could Miss Guo's arrogance be so low-key to please others?
So in front of him, Guo Fu is always willful and arrogant.She did it on purpose, she wanted to be arrogant and indulgent in front of that man on purpose, it seemed that this was the only way to prove... She didn't like him at all! ! !
But no matter how she concealed it, no matter how arrogant she was, Guo Fu knew very clearly in her heart that her heart had already been left on that man, but that man must have hated and resented her very much. , how could he refuse to marry her?That's right, there is another reason besides this, that is, he already has his own heart.
He already has someone he loves deeply, that white dress like snow, who is as cold as snow, who looks like the nine-day fairy Chang'e's... little dragon girl.That's the person he likes, and she, in his heart, is probably just a family friend with a bad childhood relationship.
Later, that man came to seek revenge when he knew the truth about his father's death, and his master took her sister Xiang'er away, and a dispute arose between them... Guo Fu didn't know what kind of demon she was possessed at that time, she didn't know What did I do, I only remember that when I woke up, Yang Guo had already cut off her left arm... At that time, she was afraid, she regretted her and even hated herself, why did she become like this?Between her and him...why did it end up like this?
At the moment of her death, Guo Fu regretted it. If she had a new life, if she had another chance, she would never treat him like that again. She would never call him a beggar, dislike his dirty hands, or bully him. He will no longer be arrogant and willful, and will not cut off his left arm. Even if they can't be together in the end, at least that arrogant and unrestrained man will not experience so much pain again.
Closing her eyes, Guo Fu waited for death to come.In fact, death is not that terrible. She didn't even have time to feel the pain, and her eyes were already blurred, and she fell into a deep sleep that would never wake up.But after a long, long time, Guo Fu suddenly found herself waking up, and she got a chance to change her life again...
But at this time, Guo Fu no longer has the courage to live another life as Guo Fu, she can't find a way to face Yang Guo, and she doesn't have the courage to change anything.
For so many years, she seems to have never grown up. She is still the one who is spoiled to the point of willfulness and does not know how to love. Even if she does it all over again, she seems unable to live a happy life.
So a person came to replace her, that person was Xia Qing, Guo Fu had never seen that person's face, did not know her age and origin, but could feel the reassuring tenderness from her.
From the moment Xia Qing became Guo Fu, Guo Fu, who had already died in Xiangyang and came back again, shared the same body with her. Guo Fu watched through her own eyes how this woman named Xia Qing would replace her as Guo Fu gave him, the person she once loved, a happy future.
Xia Qing may know that Guo Fu still exists, or she may not know her existence at all, and Guo Fu can't know Xia Qing's thoughts, but she knows that no matter what Xia Qing chooses to do, it is certain that Yang Guo will be happy in the end, even if this happiness is already gone. It has nothing to do with her.
Guo Fu saw that the eyebrows were the same as hers, but the eyes were more agile. The dazzling Xia Qing was just like in her memory. She met that person when she was nine years old. The name was Yang Guo. Heroic boy.Guo Fu could know from Xia Qing's behavior that Xia Qing liked Yang Guo very much, but it was because of a kind of liking for... his companion, just like the unruly wind wandering in the wild, and finally found it during the long journey. companion.Guo Fu thought, Xia Qing probably had such feelings for Yang Guo.
Unlike the tense atmosphere when she and Yang Guo first met, Xia Qing was much more mature than her wayward self at the beginning, so the atmosphere between Xia Qing and Yang Guo was much more harmonious and warm, and Guo Fu could even clearly feel Yang Guo's love for her. Xia Qing went from precaution to gratitude and finally to trust. Guo Fu never had such warm eyes, such intimate conversations, and such trust in entrusting life and death.
However, Xia Qing only had brother-sister affection for Yang Guo, so he showed his attitude at the beginning, which made Guo Fu slightly disappointed and at the same time secretly laughed at himself.
She clearly decided to let Xia Qing finish this life for her, and it was her own cowardice that gave up such a precious opportunity, but in the end she still complained about Xia Qing.Guo Fu has always known that she is self-willed and feels that nothing she does is her fault, but she still feels guilty for the fleeting thought of wanting Xia Qing to be with Yang Guo instead of her.It's just because Xia Qing already has someone he likes.
Although Guo Fu couldn't sense Xia Qing's thoughts, she existed in her body, and Xia Qing, who was in charge, didn't take her existence into consideration, so she wouldn't deliberately hide anything during her actions. From some clues, Guo Fu discovered that there was a person in Xia Qing's heart who he liked very much, so much that he traveled through every world non-stop for him.
Watching Yang Guo and Guo Fu return to Peach Blossom Island together, and worshiping their grandfather Huang Yaoshi as their teacher, Guo Fu feels relieved. Although she still doesn't know how to show love, she is no longer the wayward little girl she used to be.In the first life, she didn't know at all that Yang Guo didn't want to accept her parents' kindness at all, and was taken to Peach Blossom Island when he was in a coma. At that time, she only thought that Yang Guo had no parents like Da Wu and Xiao Wu, and came to Peach Blossom Since Yang Guo doesn't flatter her like Dawu and Xiaowu, Guo Fu naturally doesn't like little beggars who "eat rice".
In this world, Yang Guo was also unwilling, but under the love of Xia Qing's brother and sister and the words of being a teacher and friend, he came to Peach Blossom Island as a guest.Guo Fu felt that Yang Guo was an eccentric person since she was a child, but now that she has matured and experienced many things, she now understands that it is only because of Yang Guo's extremely high self-esteem and hidden deep inferiority complex.In the previous life, she exposed Yang Guo's humbleness to the air and trampled Yang Guo's self-esteem under her feet, but in this life, Xia Qing took care of Yang Guo's self-esteem and tried not to let him feel that his self-esteem was damaged.
In such a stark contrast, Yang Guo didn't like her in the previous life, but Yang Guo regards Xia Qing as his close relative in this life, isn't it a matter of course?
Guo Fu looked at the two people fighting each other in the forest, saw the harmonious atmosphere between them, and felt a warm feeling in her heart. She was really grateful to Xia Qing, even if she was not alive, but she could see Yang Guo and 'Guo Fu' are not tit-for-tat but live in peace, which is really good.
Xia Qing is a little dull!
This is the conclusion that Guo Fu came to after observing Xia Qing for a full year. Xia Qing and Yang Guo have lived together on Peach Blossom Island for a year. She is not like herself. She is not as arrogant and self-willed as she is. She is charming but not arrogant, naive but not stupid, and her martial arts are more than twice as strong as her. Such a cute, lively and innocent girl is still a young Yang Guo It can't help but produce some strange thoughts.
When Guo Fu saw appreciation, trust, gratitude and even a trace of love in Yang Guo's eyes for the first time, she was extremely happy and proud.Unexpectedly, there would be a day when Yang Guo liked to chase after him. Although the person who treated Yang Guo so well and was treated so tenderly by Yang Guo was actually not her.
The reason why Guo Fu said Xia Qing was slow was because the meaning in Yang Guo's eyes was already so obvious, but she didn't notice it at all, and she thought that Yang Guo was getting closer and closer to her, and he really regarded her as a younger sister...o( ╯□╰)o
But no matter how "Guo Fu" changed, Yang Guo was finally sent to Zhongnanshan Quanzhen Sect because of his mother's suggestion. Say goodbye to Yang Guo.
This difference is four years.In her previous life, Guo Fu still remembered that Xiaolongnv was raped and defiled by the stinky Taoist priests of Quanzhen Sect, and Xia Qing obviously knew that she took time to leave Peach Blossom Island and go to Quanzhen Sect, just to stop this incident.Unlike Guo Fu's faint jealousy towards Xiaolongnv, Xia Qing liked such a woman in white clothes like a fairy and as cold as the moon, and finally with Xia Qing's efforts, Xiaolongnv was safe and sound.
But Guo Fu has no time to think about this matter at this time, she can clearly see the intense joy and... admiration rising from Yang Guo's eyes as black as lacquer the moment he saw 'Guo Fu'.In the past four years, Yang Guo's love for Xia Qing did not seem to have weakened, but when Xia Qing still treated Yang Guo like a brother and sister, Guo Fu clearly saw the loss in Yang Guo's eyes and the calm abandonment.
Guo Fu thought, if the person Yang Guo likes is her, she will definitely not hesitate to be with him again.It's a pity that Xia Qing insisted that Yang Guo and Xiaolongnv were a couple, insisted that there was only brother and sister relationship between him and Yang Guo, insisted on chasing that extremely difficult dream and the person who only had a silhouette left.
Watching Yang Guo and Xiaolongnv get married with their own eyes, they finally returned to the ancient tomb together to live in seclusion.Guo Fu closed her eyes. Even though many things have changed in this life, such as her ex-husband Yeluqi becoming an insignificant passer-by, Guo Fu does not regret it.
In her previous life, she had only lost one person in her life, but now she spends her whole life to make up for it, and she doesn't regret it.Even if after this life, her soul may have to be wiped out as a price, she really... has no regrets.Has she learned how to love like this? ?
She is Guo Fu, born on Peach Blossom Island in March when the peach blossoms are in full bloom and fireworks. Although she is the eldest daughter of Guo Jing, Guo Daxia and Huang Rong Huang Nvxia, she has always been their only one until their younger sister and younger brother, who is 15 years younger than her, were born. Girl, she is loved and cared for in every possible way, which made her such a savage and willful girl.
Unruly and capricious.Guo Fu still remembers the great anger and grievance that rose in her heart when that handsome, handsome and unrestrained man described her like this. She actually liked that man very much, but he always treated her like a fool. How could Miss Guo's arrogance be so low-key to please others?
So in front of him, Guo Fu is always willful and arrogant.She did it on purpose, she wanted to be arrogant and indulgent in front of that man on purpose, it seemed that this was the only way to prove... She didn't like him at all! ! !
But no matter how she concealed it, no matter how arrogant she was, Guo Fu knew very clearly in her heart that her heart had already been left on that man, but that man must have hated and resented her very much. , how could he refuse to marry her?That's right, there is another reason besides this, that is, he already has his own heart.
He already has someone he loves deeply, that white dress like snow, who is as cold as snow, who looks like the nine-day fairy Chang'e's... little dragon girl.That's the person he likes, and she, in his heart, is probably just a family friend with a bad childhood relationship.
Later, that man came to seek revenge when he knew the truth about his father's death, and his master took her sister Xiang'er away, and a dispute arose between them... Guo Fu didn't know what kind of demon she was possessed at that time, she didn't know What did I do, I only remember that when I woke up, Yang Guo had already cut off her left arm... At that time, she was afraid, she regretted her and even hated herself, why did she become like this?Between her and him...why did it end up like this?
At the moment of her death, Guo Fu regretted it. If she had a new life, if she had another chance, she would never treat him like that again. She would never call him a beggar, dislike his dirty hands, or bully him. He will no longer be arrogant and willful, and will not cut off his left arm. Even if they can't be together in the end, at least that arrogant and unrestrained man will not experience so much pain again.
Closing her eyes, Guo Fu waited for death to come.In fact, death is not that terrible. She didn't even have time to feel the pain, and her eyes were already blurred, and she fell into a deep sleep that would never wake up.But after a long, long time, Guo Fu suddenly found herself waking up, and she got a chance to change her life again...
But at this time, Guo Fu no longer has the courage to live another life as Guo Fu, she can't find a way to face Yang Guo, and she doesn't have the courage to change anything.
For so many years, she seems to have never grown up. She is still the one who is spoiled to the point of willfulness and does not know how to love. Even if she does it all over again, she seems unable to live a happy life.
So a person came to replace her, that person was Xia Qing, Guo Fu had never seen that person's face, did not know her age and origin, but could feel the reassuring tenderness from her.
From the moment Xia Qing became Guo Fu, Guo Fu, who had already died in Xiangyang and came back again, shared the same body with her. Guo Fu watched through her own eyes how this woman named Xia Qing would replace her as Guo Fu gave him, the person she once loved, a happy future.
Xia Qing may know that Guo Fu still exists, or she may not know her existence at all, and Guo Fu can't know Xia Qing's thoughts, but she knows that no matter what Xia Qing chooses to do, it is certain that Yang Guo will be happy in the end, even if this happiness is already gone. It has nothing to do with her.
Guo Fu saw that the eyebrows were the same as hers, but the eyes were more agile. The dazzling Xia Qing was just like in her memory. She met that person when she was nine years old. The name was Yang Guo. Heroic boy.Guo Fu could know from Xia Qing's behavior that Xia Qing liked Yang Guo very much, but it was because of a kind of liking for... his companion, just like the unruly wind wandering in the wild, and finally found it during the long journey. companion.Guo Fu thought, Xia Qing probably had such feelings for Yang Guo.
Unlike the tense atmosphere when she and Yang Guo first met, Xia Qing was much more mature than her wayward self at the beginning, so the atmosphere between Xia Qing and Yang Guo was much more harmonious and warm, and Guo Fu could even clearly feel Yang Guo's love for her. Xia Qing went from precaution to gratitude and finally to trust. Guo Fu never had such warm eyes, such intimate conversations, and such trust in entrusting life and death.
However, Xia Qing only had brother-sister affection for Yang Guo, so he showed his attitude at the beginning, which made Guo Fu slightly disappointed and at the same time secretly laughed at himself.
She clearly decided to let Xia Qing finish this life for her, and it was her own cowardice that gave up such a precious opportunity, but in the end she still complained about Xia Qing.Guo Fu has always known that she is self-willed and feels that nothing she does is her fault, but she still feels guilty for the fleeting thought of wanting Xia Qing to be with Yang Guo instead of her.It's just because Xia Qing already has someone he likes.
Although Guo Fu couldn't sense Xia Qing's thoughts, she existed in her body, and Xia Qing, who was in charge, didn't take her existence into consideration, so she wouldn't deliberately hide anything during her actions. From some clues, Guo Fu discovered that there was a person in Xia Qing's heart who he liked very much, so much that he traveled through every world non-stop for him.
Watching Yang Guo and Guo Fu return to Peach Blossom Island together, and worshiping their grandfather Huang Yaoshi as their teacher, Guo Fu feels relieved. Although she still doesn't know how to show love, she is no longer the wayward little girl she used to be.In the first life, she didn't know at all that Yang Guo didn't want to accept her parents' kindness at all, and was taken to Peach Blossom Island when he was in a coma. At that time, she only thought that Yang Guo had no parents like Da Wu and Xiao Wu, and came to Peach Blossom Since Yang Guo doesn't flatter her like Dawu and Xiaowu, Guo Fu naturally doesn't like little beggars who "eat rice".
In this world, Yang Guo was also unwilling, but under the love of Xia Qing's brother and sister and the words of being a teacher and friend, he came to Peach Blossom Island as a guest.Guo Fu felt that Yang Guo was an eccentric person since she was a child, but now that she has matured and experienced many things, she now understands that it is only because of Yang Guo's extremely high self-esteem and hidden deep inferiority complex.In the previous life, she exposed Yang Guo's humbleness to the air and trampled Yang Guo's self-esteem under her feet, but in this life, Xia Qing took care of Yang Guo's self-esteem and tried not to let him feel that his self-esteem was damaged.
In such a stark contrast, Yang Guo didn't like her in the previous life, but Yang Guo regards Xia Qing as his close relative in this life, isn't it a matter of course?
Guo Fu looked at the two people fighting each other in the forest, saw the harmonious atmosphere between them, and felt a warm feeling in her heart. She was really grateful to Xia Qing, even if she was not alive, but she could see Yang Guo and 'Guo Fu' are not tit-for-tat but live in peace, which is really good.
Xia Qing is a little dull!
This is the conclusion that Guo Fu came to after observing Xia Qing for a full year. Xia Qing and Yang Guo have lived together on Peach Blossom Island for a year. She is not like herself. She is not as arrogant and self-willed as she is. She is charming but not arrogant, naive but not stupid, and her martial arts are more than twice as strong as her. Such a cute, lively and innocent girl is still a young Yang Guo It can't help but produce some strange thoughts.
When Guo Fu saw appreciation, trust, gratitude and even a trace of love in Yang Guo's eyes for the first time, she was extremely happy and proud.Unexpectedly, there would be a day when Yang Guo liked to chase after him. Although the person who treated Yang Guo so well and was treated so tenderly by Yang Guo was actually not her.
The reason why Guo Fu said Xia Qing was slow was because the meaning in Yang Guo's eyes was already so obvious, but she didn't notice it at all, and she thought that Yang Guo was getting closer and closer to her, and he really regarded her as a younger sister...o( ╯□╰)o
But no matter how "Guo Fu" changed, Yang Guo was finally sent to Zhongnanshan Quanzhen Sect because of his mother's suggestion. Say goodbye to Yang Guo.
This difference is four years.In her previous life, Guo Fu still remembered that Xiaolongnv was raped and defiled by the stinky Taoist priests of Quanzhen Sect, and Xia Qing obviously knew that she took time to leave Peach Blossom Island and go to Quanzhen Sect, just to stop this incident.Unlike Guo Fu's faint jealousy towards Xiaolongnv, Xia Qing liked such a woman in white clothes like a fairy and as cold as the moon, and finally with Xia Qing's efforts, Xiaolongnv was safe and sound.
But Guo Fu has no time to think about this matter at this time, she can clearly see the intense joy and... admiration rising from Yang Guo's eyes as black as lacquer the moment he saw 'Guo Fu'.In the past four years, Yang Guo's love for Xia Qing did not seem to have weakened, but when Xia Qing still treated Yang Guo like a brother and sister, Guo Fu clearly saw the loss in Yang Guo's eyes and the calm abandonment.
Guo Fu thought, if the person Yang Guo likes is her, she will definitely not hesitate to be with him again.It's a pity that Xia Qing insisted that Yang Guo and Xiaolongnv were a couple, insisted that there was only brother and sister relationship between him and Yang Guo, insisted on chasing that extremely difficult dream and the person who only had a silhouette left.
Watching Yang Guo and Xiaolongnv get married with their own eyes, they finally returned to the ancient tomb together to live in seclusion.Guo Fu closed her eyes. Even though many things have changed in this life, such as her ex-husband Yeluqi becoming an insignificant passer-by, Guo Fu does not regret it.
In her previous life, she had only lost one person in her life, but now she spends her whole life to make up for it, and she doesn't regret it.Even if after this life, her soul may have to be wiped out as a price, she really... has no regrets.Has she learned how to love like this? ?
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