[Hunter] Exile on Earth

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The matter of the Phantom Brigade itself has nothing to do with Xin Zhui, even if the other party is Fei Tan's companion, Fei Tan told Xin Zhui not to meddle in other people's business, so Xin Zhui was in Kuluoluoyi when the Phantom Brigade started its activities. She saw her farewell and returned to "Exile on Earth" to continue to open her own dessert shop.

Originally, Xin Zhui wanted An An to leave the store. She didn't really want to intervene in the entanglement between the Phantom Troupe and Kurapika, but when she didn't want to deal with it, the incident would come to her.

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Xin Zhui tilted his head and looked at the other side who bound Paknotan with chains, and looked at Xin Zhui's Kurapika with a look of resentment and betrayal.

Betrayal...

Why are you looking at her like that?

She obviously did nothing wrong.

She took everyone's word seriously.

She is not wrong.

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"Xin Zhui!" Kurapika looked at her with fiery crimson eyes, and the radiant pupils shone with shocking color, "You already knew Feitan was a member of the Phantom Troupe! Why did you want to fight with people like them?" Complicity!"

"Why not?" Xin Zhui asked, "I don't know what kind of people they are. I only know the Phantom Troupe because I know Feitan. I don't care what kind of people the Phantom Troupe is. What is Feitan like? I don't care about people. I like Feitan, so what's wrong with Feitan?"

"Of course not! Feitan is a member of the Phantom Troupe! The members of the Phantom Troupe are all vicious people! They...they killed all my people!" Kurapika roared hoarsely, the chain in his hand Because Kurapika lost control of his emotions, the entanglement became tighter, and deep marks were drawn on Paknotan's body. Blood slowly flowed down along the lines, but Paknotan remained indifferent, and just calmed down with orange-red eyes. She looked at Xin Zhui quietly.

"What does it have to do with me that they killed your people?"

Kurapika looked at Xin Zhui who said such heartless words in disbelief.

"That's your business, it has nothing to do with me." Xin Zhui said calmly.

Kurapika bit his lip: "So, what would you do if they killed your family, your loved ones, and the people you care about the most?"

"I do not know."

"What?" Kurapika stared at Xin Zhui.

"I don't know. However, Kurapika, if you choose to kill for revenge, how is it different from the nature of these people? They are all killing, but they are just wearing the shell of 'revenge'. Killing a person is killing. , Killing many people is also killing. No one will think that you didn’t kill just because you just killed one person. Killing is killing. They are all murderers, and they are all burdened with the crime of killing. Kurapika, you and Like everyone in the Phantom Troupe, they are all villains." Xin Zhui's dark eyes reflected Kurapika's brilliant burning eyes, like a dark abyss, which made people feel a little creepy.

Kurapika staggered back a few steps, his eyes a little distracted.

Paknotan saw some loose chains on his body, but he still didn't move.

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When Kurapika and Xin Zhui were in a stalemate, the members of the Phantom Troupe had already arrived.

Kurapika shook his head and dismissed Xin Zhui's words in his mind, and looked at Feitan, Finx and Maggie who had just arrived with hatred.

Kurapika threw another chain around Xin Zhui, blocking Paknotan and Xin Zhui between himself and the Phantom Troupe: "If you dare to make a move, I will kill them all."

Fei Tan sneered, and walked forward without stopping: "It's up to you."

Kurapika tugged Xin Zhui's chain: "Did you hear that, the person you like doesn't take you seriously at all!"

"Oh." Xin Zhui replied.

"Oh? He doesn't care about your life!"

"That's his business."

Kurapika's originally calm mood lost control again: "You like him that much? You like him so much that you don't care about your own life because of him?!"

"Because no one told me how to do it."

"Okay, then I'll tell you how to do it." Kurapika's eyes were completely covered in blood, and his rationality was gradually eroded by the power of the riot. "Xin Zhui, go and kill them! Kill the members of the Phantom Troupe!"

Xin Zhui glanced at Kurapika, broke free from the chain, summoned black and white teeth, and faced Feitan and several members of the Phantom Troupe.

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Finx dodged Xin Zhui's attack, and shouted at Fei Tan unbearably: "Hey, hey! Fei Tan! What's wrong with you, woman! Or is it that Shinigami is like this kind of person who does what others say? ah!"

Maggie didn't say anything, she just waved the thread to frustrate Xin Zhui.

Even though she knew that Xin Zhui only followed Kurapika's choice to attack them, she was still very upset.

Fei Tan suddenly had an urge to find out what happened to Xin Zhui to become like this.

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Kurapika, who suddenly saw Xin Zhui attacking the Phantom Brigade, was slightly stunned, and then stared at Xin Zhui ecstatically: "Yes, that's it! They are all damned!"

Feitan saw Kurapika who had lost his mind, clicked his tongue lightly, and shouted to Xin Zhui: "Xin Zhui, stop!"

Xin Zhui stopped attacking, and looked at Fei Tan with a dagger in his hand.

"Go and save Paknotan."

Xin Zhui Shunbu went to Kurapika's side to support Kurapika before he could react, cut off the chain and rescued Paknotan.

Maggie took Pai Kenotan from Xin Zhui, looked at Xin Zhui with a complicated expression, and began to treat Pai Kenotan to prevent her from dying due to excessive bleeding.

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"Xin Zhui! What are you doing! Why do you listen to him! Why don't you kill them quickly!" Kurapika roared.

Fei Tan blocked Xin Zhui's attack, and said: "Xin Zhui, from now on, just follow the choice given by me alone, and don't pay attention to what other people say."

Xin Zhui blinked, retracted the Zanpakuto, and nodded obediently: "Okay."

"Sin...uh!" Kurapika widened his eyes, looked at the figure that suddenly appeared in front of him, met those shining golden eyes that flashed with anger, and then saw that his vision began to blur, and his vision began to blur. The angle of the eyes began to change, moving down from the eyes, and then saw the ground, turned around a few times, and saw the headless body slammed to the ground.

Such a familiar body...

That is……

him?

Before Kurapika fell into darkness, he said: "Xin Zhui, why are you so obedient? Why do you listen to others? Why can't you choose what you want? You who obey others unconditionally are still alive Are you just a marionette that can be pulled by anyone. Where have you left your true self?"

Xin Zhui said in a low voice, the voice was as soft as if it came from hell: "The real self has been buried in the underworld by those accusations..."

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The final result of Kurapika's Revenge was only to help the brigade find a traitor, and none of the brigade lost.

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Even if I know Xin Zhui's previous world, even if I know that Xin Zhui follows a special concept, I don't know why Xin Zhui behaves like this.

In the temporary base of the Phantom Brigade, Paknotan put down his hand on Xin Zhui's shoulder, and was silent for a moment before he sighed and condensed the memories he saw into a bullet and shot it into Feitan's mind.

What Pai Kenotan saw was nearly 500 years of experience in Xin Zhui's two lifetimes, so Feitan took a long time to read.

While waiting for Feitan to digest his memory, Paknotan sorted out Xin Zhui's memories, and only gave some theoretical memories to Kuroro who was staring at her.

Kuroro is only interested in knowledge anyway.

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It was not until the sky was dark that Fei Tan digested Xin Zhui's 500-year memory.

Feitan saw Xin Zhui sitting on the window looking at the sky, the black and white figure was like a lifeless puppet.

Xin Zhui turned his head, showing a smile that was the same as usual: "Fei Tan."

At this moment, Feitan could only see emptiness, paleness and powerlessness in it.

For no reason, Feitan felt an unprecedented anger burning.

"What do you want?" It was because of anger that it calmed down. It swelled to the extreme and then compressed suddenly, but the tranquility carried the danger of burning the world.

"do not know."

"Do you think your choice is right or wrong?"

"do not know."

"Who do you think you are? Hatake Saun or Unohana Xinzui?"

"do not know."

"..." Fei Tan looked at Xin Zhui's confused expression, looked deeply into the empty eyes, but only saw desolation, despair and pain.

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The pain of being blamed by everyone, the despair of being incomprehensible by everyone, and the desolation of facing exactly the same ending after making two completely different choices.

500 years were crushed by what happened in just a few days.

Xin Zhui is a very fragile person.

Not her body or soul, but her consciousness.

Xin Zhui is a person with very low self-esteem. Although he always says and does things he doesn't care about, he really cares about other people's opinions.

I want to be recognized by others, I want to show my best self to others, but I always hesitate, worrying about what I am doing wrong, worrying whether what I do will make others feel bad, guessing Will those people who greet you with a smile in front of you talk about yourself in disgust behind your back?

As Hatake Saun, because others regarded him as a genius, as "Konoha White Fang", and as a stronger person than Konoha Sannin, Hatake Saun's image in the eyes of the world was too glorious, almost deified. Mu Zuoyun can do everything perfectly, and Hatake Saun was also passively promoted to the altar, playing the role of the perfect Konoha Baiya in the eyes of the world like walking on thin ice. Completely broken in duty.

As Unohana Xinzui, even if he had no memory, he still performed a perfect posture because of the obsession in his previous life, and vowed to do everything to perfection, because he was accused of not helping his companions and just continued to complete the task. , so Unohana Xinzui made the decision that Hatake Sauno "should" make, and gave up his companions to complete the task. He originally thought that this would be enough, but because he did something wrong before, he should be right now, hoping to get Xin Zhui, who agrees with Unoka, received the same treatment.

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why?

Obviously did a good job.

You obviously did what you wanted.

Why is it still wrong?

What exactly do you want?

What the hell are you thinking?

I do not understand.

Anything I do is wrong anyway.

So, just tell me what you want me to do, and I'll do it.

So, am I not going to be wrong anymore?

Yes, as long as you abandon your true self and try to be the "person" you want, that's it.

I have buried myself, so, is the current "I" the "I" you want to see?

Has "I" already done a good job?

Is "I" no longer wrong?

Are you satisfied with the current "I"?

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Xin Zhui in the "now" is just a puppet bound by the "past" who buried the humbleness of the "future" into the dust and can fulfill everyone's expectations.