You are the light

It feels like a long time away, but it is white as far as the eye can see.There is no exit, no shape, fear creeps into my heart, hesitant step by step, step by step into despair.But suddenly I saw a crack in the front, and green leaves grew from it.When I walked in, I happened to see a red flower bud blooming brilliantly, wrapping the flower core layer by layer.He breathed a sigh of relief, and suddenly felt that the world he was in was beautiful and full of light.Unable to resist the temptation, he stretched out his hand to touch the flower bud, and just as his index finger touched it, suddenly a long thorn surged out from the ground of the flower, piercing straight into his finger.

Blood dyed the whole world red, watching that beautiful flower gradually distort, as if entering an unknown space.Observed, watching the changes of the flowers, but couldn't prevent the flowers from turning into bloody mouths in an instant.He ran in panic and panic, trying to escape from this place and the monster chasing behind him.It's a pity that it can only be covered by darkness in the end.

With a splitting headache, Han Shunzhen rubbed her head and woke up from the nightmare.Looking straight at the ceiling, I haven't recovered from the panic for a long time, why do I have such a dream?

Is it because he was drunk?I have no memory of what happened last night, and it seems that this room is still in Bigbang's dormitory.

Han Shunzhen looked around and saw Ji Yong lying on her left side, sound asleep.Closing his eyes and frowning, he took such a sudden look, only to find that Ji Yong, who always felt that he was not growing up, had already put on a hint of maturity on his face.

What surprised Han Shunzhen even more was that the two held hands together, but Ji Yong was so cold.Is it to take care of yourself?Han Shunzhen tried hard to recall what happened last night, as if she vaguely remembered sending text messages to Da Tudou and hugging the people around her.

Han Shunzhen gently pulled out her hand and sat up slowly, her head hurt even more.But the next moment I was scared by the clothes on my body, not my clothes (⊙o⊙)...Looking at the motionless Ji Yong next to him, he wondered who helped him change his clothes, thinking about it, but still had no memory.It shouldn't be Ji Yong who helped change it, right?Han Shunzhen shook her head, hoping not.

Covering Ji Chung with the quilt, he quietly walked to the toilet and changed back into his clothes.

My head hurts from a hangover, and I feel more physically and mentally tired after having a nightmare.Han Shunzhen took the cold water and patted her forehead to feel better.However, she couldn't help being dizzy, which made Shunzhen stay in the pool for a while.

The scene in the living room was a mess, and everyone fell asleep.Choi Yoo Hee followed, DRAR, Min Zhi and Kim Ji Soo were sleeping soundly in another bedroom.

There seems to be someone in the kitchen, is the manager big brother coming to clean up?Han Shunzhen walked towards the kitchen suspiciously, and found Mr. Sun in an apron washing the dishes.

"··········" Sure enough, it was the sun, the hidden captain in the explosion.Han Shunzhen glanced at the other people sleeping in the living room, and then checked the time.At nine o'clock in the morning, only Mr. Taiyang woke up and cleaned up the room.

"Well, Shunzhen, you're up. What, are you uncomfortable?" Sun saw Han Shunzhen standing silently behind him, turned around and smiled with squinted eyes.Thinking that Ji Yong went to take care of Han Shunzhen last night, I don't know if Ji Yong woke up.

"Well, it's a bit uncomfortable." Han Shunzhen rubbed her still hurting head and smiled slightly.Suddenly seeing the ingredients on the shelf, he smiled again: "Let me make some hangover soup, it seems that everyone needs it"

After hearing this, Sun immediately gave up his position in the kitchen, stood and watched for a while, and then went outside to pack up balloons and garlands.

With the remaining kelp, Han Shunzhen found beef paste, sesame oil, etc., and started to cook soup.There was a sound of boiling in the pot, and there was a scent in the air, and Han Shunzhen felt that she had recovered.

Cui Youxi felt that she had slept long enough, and was startled in a daze that she was late for work. She stared at the chicken coop and rubbed her sleepy eyes, got up and went to the living room.Seeing the sun cleaning the room followed by Han Shunzhen in the kitchen, I was a little confused.Er... She seems to have forgotten that she slept in Jiyong's birthday party last night and didn't go home.

Han Shunzhen put the hangover soup into a thermos, and brought three bowls to Cui Youxi, the sun. After drinking the hangover soup, she felt that she had regained some strength.Throw blankets on everyone sleeping in the living room and clean up the messy living room.When it was almost cleaned up, Xiao Minzhi and Jin Zhixiu also got up.

Everyone made a lot of noise last night, and now they are in a deep sleep, and haven't woken up for a long time.

Han Shunzhen and Cui Youxi didn't stay for the next song, they said goodbye quickly, and went home to catch up on sleep.

Ji Yong was lying on the tatami, hugging the quilt on his body, and waved his hands impatiently when he heard the noise coming from outside.Ni Ni, who had already woken up, followed Dacheng and lay beside Ji Yong to observe.

"Tell me, what happened last night?" Ni Ni's meaning was self-evident, only Ji Yong and Han Shunzhen were resting in this bedroom.Last night, those people clamored to go into the bedroom to rest, to continue to communicate with Ji Yong, and so on, but they were all stopped by him.If nothing happens, then I am really sorry for my hard work!

"Well, it seems that there is nothing wrong..." Dacheng carefully looked at Ji Yong's mouth, neck, all the way down, and it seemed that there was no major change.

"······" Ti Ni feels that there is a long way to go.

Han Shunzhen fell into a deep sleep, and it was already past ten o'clock in the evening when she woke up.Cui Youxi made dinner, but it took a long time for Han Shunzhen to come out.

A little dazed, Han Shunzhen leaned against the window and could clearly see the starry sky outside.

Seoul was getting colder and colder. Han Shunzhen felt the cold all over her body. Wrapped in a blanket, she sat silently.My thinking is a little confused, and my heart is panicked, I don't know why.

There are countless messages on the phone.

"Sunzhen, are you home yet? From Jiyong"

"Sunzhen what are you doing? From Chicken Chung"

"The hangover soup is delicious, and the meal last night was also very good. (^o^)/~ I want to eat the meal made by Shunzhen From Jiyong"

"Hazel, are you drunk? From Big Potato"

"The new song will be recorded on the weekend, remember to come. From Kim Yuri"

"..."

"The weather is going to be cold, remember to add clothes. From Jiang Hui"

Hearing from Cui Youxi about her aspirations last night, Han Shunzhen was more disappointed besides feeling ashamed. When NO.17 arrived, I was already thinking about this issue.

Did I really become Han Shunzhen forever?Can't go back?So, will we never see them again?Could it be that Ai Xin is another person from now on, and has nothing to do with him at all.It's been a year, how time flies.

Even so, I still can't let go of the thorn in my heart, although I can't see it anymore.So, is everything you insist on meaningful?I have become another person's self, is it necessary to persevere?Han Shunzhen didn't understand, her heart was confused, and her head went blank.

Han Shunzhen didn't come out for a day, Cui Youxi was anxious.Early the next morning, after hesitating for a long time, I went to find a spare key and opened the bedroom door.Seeing Han Shunzhen leaning against the window and sound asleep, Cui Youxi felt relieved.Just too tired to fall asleep?Why don't you know how to take care of yourself?Cui Youxi muttered a few words, and wanted to help Han Shunzhen to bed to rest, but was startled by the heat in his hands.

Damn, why is it so hot QAQ!

Cui Youxi hurriedly helped Han Shunzhen to the bed, and went to look for pills to feed Han Shunzhen.But the high fever has not subsided, but it is getting higher and higher.Cui Youxi took a soaked towel and applied it to Han Shunzhen's forehead, and touched it for a long time, but it didn't go down.Feeling a little scared, I called Dacheng and anxiously talked about Han Shunzhen's situation, seeking comfort and effective methods.

Ji Yong, who was practicing dance steps in the practice room, was full of Han Shunzhen not replying to his text messages.I sent so many messages, I will always send one when I see it.Maybe she simply forgot what she did that night?Ji Yong kept glancing at the mobile phone on the table, unable to remember what he had done, but he should reply out of politeness, why didn't he reply?He looked a little disappointed.

Suddenly the phone rang, and Ji Yong was so startled that he lost his footing and almost fell down.Excitedly, he hurriedly looked at his mobile phone. (⊙o⊙)...not my own.

"Abu Saiyou" came Dacheng's voice next to him, it seemed to be Cui Youxi calling.After listening for a few seconds, his expression immediately became tense, and he could vaguely hear Shunzhen's name from the words.Ji Yong rushed over to snatch the phone, and asked anxiously: "Cui Youxi, what's wrong with Han Shunzhen?" Is something wrong?

"Yong Pei, go and drive. Brother TOP, please continue to practice with Victory." After hanging up the phone, Ji Yong quickly picked up the clothes on the rack and ran outside.

Everyone looked at each other, not knowing what was going on.Dacheng briefly explained the reason and then followed Yongpei to drive.

Although TOP was worried, he listened carefully to what Ji Yong said, looked straight at Ni Ni, and motioned to continue practicing.The villain in Ti Ni's heart was crying bitterly, wanting to help.Why don't you go together and leave yourself to practice with brother TOP?

When Jiyong Sun Dacheng arrived at the rental house, Cui Youxi was twisting a wet towel and putting it on Han Shunzhen's forehead. Although the heat didn't decrease, he hoped it would have some effect.

"How is it now?" Ji Yong pushed open the door and went straight to the bedroom, laying on the bed and looking at the sleepy Han Shunzhen.She closed her eyes tightly, her cheeks were burning red, and her brows were furrowed.Seeing Cui Youxi shaking his head, Ji Yong stretched out his hand and touched Han Shunzhen's forehead, gritted his teeth, lifted the quilt, picked up Han Shunzhen and walked out: "Go to the hospital." The emaciated Baozi had a determined look on his face.

"Cold and overtired. Fortunately, it was delivered in time. If it burns, the consequences will be serious." In the hospital, the nurse gave Han Shunzhen an infusion, and everyone breathed a sigh of relief.

"She always writes songs until early in the morning, and sometimes she sleeps on the table. I have advised her to pay attention to her work and rest, but she said that she has inspiration at night." In the ward, Cui Youxi said with some melancholy.

I have persuaded her many times, but Han Shunzhen has never listened to her words. Now that she is fine, she must be sick.

"Is this exactly the same as Jiyong? I always write songs until the early hours of the morning. During that time, I was not feeling well either emotionally or physically." Yong Pei said slowly after a moment of silence, and Da Cheng nodded in agreement.

"..." Ji Yong expressed his understanding, and he couldn't stop the inspiration when it came.It's just that it's really bad for the body.Looking at Han Shunzhen, Ji Yong sighed, what should I do with you?

"Zhilong Yong Pei Dacheng go back first, I will guard here. I lost the fluid, and I should be fine soon." The three popular idols were sitting in the ward, Cui Youxi was a little worried about being seen by others, and there would be another pile thing.

"You all go back, I will guard"

"········" Cui Youxiyong and Pei Dacheng couldn't believe that this was what the leader Quan said, but when he saw Ji Yong with a determined expression, he took out his mask and waved at him.

The three expressed their faith and hesitated for a long time.Seeing the other party's decisive gaze, everyone lowered their eyes, and the little one backed away.

Only Ji Yong and Han Shunzhen were left in the empty ward.The sun was setting outside the window, and there was a green park downstairs. Many people were exercising in the garden, and nurses were pushing patients in wheelchairs and talking.

Ji Yong held Han Shunzhen's hand tightly, feeling a thousand emotions in his heart.

I didn't have any impression of Han Shunzhen before, but I still have some memories carefully.

I always follow behind me to do this and that, laugh when I laugh, dare not step forward when I am sad, just sit not far away and observe myself.Stuff chocolates in your cabinet, and ask Aunt Huang to add food to herself according to her recipe.

In the end, I really remembered her when she met Jin Zhener again, she came out of nowhere and changed her normal routine.When he went up, he slapped Jin Zhen'er, and then kissed himself forcefully.In the end, she said viciously to Jin Zhener not to lie to Oppa, she had never seen that look before, it was really arrogant.Because I still can't let go of Jin Zhener, I was angry when I saw her beating Jin Zhener.Thinking about it now, the attitude and slap that day should have been quite harsh.

The ending is that there is no chance with Kim Jin Ah anymore, so when I see Han Soon Jung, I can think of what happened that day, and always regard her as the culprit who ruined the last chance, and want her to leave YG.I thought I would be obedient, but it was completely unexpected.

Nervously pretending to run into the president at the door of the president's office to express his will, the energy shown because of doubts, the last song is really great.The attitude of trying to help arrange the music day by day is really beautiful. After going to sleep, I got into my arms and woke up annoyed and threatened to play a trumpet black Bigbang.

Everything seems so simple, and I don't know when the relationship started to change.At first, I could only feel that I suddenly wanted to see Han Shunzhen, and when I thought of her, I would laugh and feel disappointed because she ignored me.

When I was rejected in the end, I began to think carefully, why did this happen?

What kind of love do seniors think?I still remember her asking such a sentence.She couldn't answer by herself, and it was obvious that she had a disappointed expression. The song "IFLLOVEYOU" made me even more confused.Is falling in love with someone really so dangerous?

Seeing her feel uncomfortable also makes me feel uncomfortable, and seeing her laughing can't help but laugh out loud.Greedy for the feeling that she is holding him, not willing to let go.So is this love?

It's that simple, isn't it?Because of love, I want to keep this person by my side.