You are the light

"Also, this is what my friend asked me to bring to you." Shun Xi took out a notebook that seemed to be made by herself from her bag, and handed it to Ji Yong: "My friend cried a lot to me about the recent incident. Well, I don’t know what to say, I think Shunzhen has told you many times to comfort you. So... I’ll help those fans who like you spread the word.”

"..." A handbook made by fans, what is written in it?Disappointment, or expectations for the explosion, for myself.Ji Yong took a deep breath, feeling that he still couldn't face these things calmly.But seeing Shunzhen's curious expression, she unconsciously took the notebook and opened it to read.From the first page, I pasted my photos from my debut, and then wrote the feeling of knowing the explosion.

[This combination has been debuting for almost a year. I just discovered it today, and I have become fans for no reason. I heard that when they first debuted, they were ridiculed by many people.But the Obamas have made it this far, it looks like they have put in a lot of hard work]

[New album, zzang, so happy, a very capable group. 】

[I went back and read the debut record today, and I think it’s really a bunch of cute oppas]

"Is it Ernie's friend? QAQ at the same age." Shunzhen followed through and read a few pages, the content inside was like a diary, with photos attached and a paragraph of thoughts written.

"Well, my classmates who grew up together are now married. But it's incredible that I can still like explosions." Shunxi shrugged.Turning to look at the sky outside the window again, he said: "It's too late, and it's been a long time since I came in. Isn't there a guest outside? It's not polite for the master to stay in the house and not go out to entertain guests."

"Thank you O'Neill." Shunzhen first threw away the aggressive scene between Jin Aizhen and the previous one, and was still very grateful to Shunxi for doing these things in her heart.

"Stop talking about the birth share, I don't want to hear it. I've been hungry all day and I'm waiting here to eat." Shunxi smiled, rubbed Shunzhen's head, got up and went out.

Ji Yong flipped through his notebook, feeling a little complicated.Every word contains the explosion, trust in oneself, hope and encouragement.But are these real?It's really hard for me to believe these words, ever since seeing those vicious words from those fans.

"Don't think too much about it. Come and have a smile." Shunzhen took out the notebook and placed it on the desk properly.Walking up to the stunned Ji Yong, rubbing his face, making his mouth curl up.

"Don't worry. Let's go out." With warmth on his face, the chicken came back to his senses and patted Shunzhen on the head.

"En" Although there may be some uncertainties in the future, but being together now is enough.

Shunxi didn't intend to help with the cooking, followed, DARA, Enxi was in the restaurant, watching these people folding dishes.Shunzhen cut vegetables into the pot.Kim Yoo-ri and Min-ji were busy helping each other in the kitchen.

"Are you fighting again?" Seeing Shunzhen come out, Youxi, who couldn't help being a follower next to Shunzhen with a cane, heard something from Shengli. Seeing the battle just after entering the door, there must have been a fight again.

"Enen" Shunzhen nodded, while turning her head to look at the situation in the living room.

The brothers got together and talked about something, Su Hyuk hugged Ji Yong who was expressionless behind the door and talked, Yang Geun Suk pushed Tap and said some jokes, smiling all over his face.Tap and Ji Yong exchanged glances, then bowed their heads silently.Victory was telling jokes while fueling the flames.

"Looking at it this way, your Dacheng is better and more stable." Looking at Ji Yong's childish expression, Shunzhen couldn't help sighing when she thought of Dacheng's usual stable appearance.

"Why, it seems that my family has become a big success. Hahahahahaha" Cui Youxi smiled when he heard this, and his face was joking.

"Yes, yes, give me Dacheng!" Shunzhen saw Youxi's embarrassed expression, and followed her words.

"Your family's Zhilong Club burned mine. Do you two have →_→...cough cough, what? After saying this, I saw Shunzhen's face blushing.Staring at Shunzhen as if discovering a new world, as if to see a hole.

"Cui Youxi, do you look sick! Be careful you won't get better." Shunzhen's combat power is not lacking. Hearing Cui Youxi's question, she raised her eyebrows and fought back.

"Ah, these are normal things. What a fuss! And I'm you, O'Neill, be careful I'll hit you when you call me by name!" Youxi stared at Shunzhen contemptuously, and stepped back unconsciously.

"You two should choose a place to show your affection. Most of them are single here, →_→... that's enough." Jin Yuli heard it from the side, and stepped forward to pat one of them on the head.Xiao Minzhi was washing the dishes next to him. Hearing the antecedents and hearing Youli's words, he couldn't help laughing.This Ernie looks very handsome.

"Yes, yes. We heard that too." Sitting outside, DARA, Eunxi said that he had received [-] points of damage.Shunxi pursed her lips and smiled, looking at Shunzhen's expression a little playfully.

"..." Shunzhen and Cui Youxi lowered their heads and started to work silently at the same time.

"What about your sister? What do you mean?" After a moment of silence, You Xi continued to ask.At this moment, she has thousands of questions in her heart, and she can't wait to ask them all.

"Temporary pass, the final big boss has not yet been settled." He deftly put the fired squid on the plate and put it aside.He raised his head and smiled at You Xi, and was busy making the next one.

"There is a long way to go." You Xi sighed, holding his hands continuously.

Over there in the living room.

"You two are so grown up, why do you still look like children?" Yang Genshuo shook his head and smiled seeing the expressions of the two of them.

"That's right, I'm such an adult, yet I'm still so petty." Shengli couldn't help but slander, and as soon as he finished speaking, Tap slapped him.elder brother!Why am I always the one who's hurt!Victory covered his head and sat back silently, lamenting the injustice of fate.

"Zhilong, we are brothers!" After the victory, Tap began to reflect on himself.After a long time, he raised his hand and patted Ji Yong's shoulder, and said in a low voice.

"En..." Ji Yong nodded, his expression continued to be lonely.

"Ah, today is Zhilong's housewarming celebration, so let's change the topic. When the time comes, you won't be drunk and you will be fighting. Let's see who is the best of the two." Li Xiuhyuk rubbed his hands and looked at everyone with a smile.The provocative words made Ji Yongtap stare straight at him.

"Well, yes. Then Soo Hyuk will dance the milk song for us again." Tap countered back, causing everyone to burst into laughter.Zhishang didn't see Lee Soo Hyuk dancing, so he didn't understand.Victory stepped forward to explain, and talked a lot.Zhishang managed to get a laugh, and looked at Li Xiuhyuk with a pursed smile, as if he was thinking about how thrilling such a person danced for everyone to remember.

"Axi, forget about this." Li Xiuhyuk covered his face and waved his hands to make everyone change the subject.It caused everyone to laugh again.Ji Yong couldn't help but also put on a smile, Tap saw it, stretched out his hand and rubbed Ji Yong's head with a look of pampering.

"·····" Tapu's expression towards Jiyong looks weird.Shengli watched carefully from the side, and couldn't help but took another step back silently.But Tapp saw him, pulled him over, held him in his arms, and stroked his head in a doting manner.

The dinner is well prepared. The kimchi miso soup was prepared by Shunzhen early in the morning. Now it is only necessary to put the meat on the barbecue grill, cut the meat into plates and serve it on the table.I also copied squid rice cakes, etc., so that everyone can choose more.Remove the table in the restaurant, take out the small long table and put it on the ground, so that everyone sits on the ground and there is a lot of space.Put on the soju and tidy up the dishes.Just call the gang of big men over.

The night is deep, and it is time to celebrate. Turn off the headlights, leaving only a dim orange light, casting a warmth in the room.

"Ah, it looks delicious." Smelling the aroma, Tap sat down and looked at the sumptuous dinner on the table, feeling good.

"...Then eat more!" Shun Zhen couldn't help laughing at this brother who looked somber but had a personality like a little boy.Ji Yong sat next to Shunzhen, watching Shunzhen frantically arranging other people's bowls and chopsticks, felt a little jealous, and pulled Shunzhen's hand under the table to hold it tightly.

Everyone saw it and pretended not to see it.Shunxi observed carefully, only slightly frowned at this point, and didn't say much.

CL brought BOM, DARA, Minzhi BBQ.

Li Xiuhe didn't seem to have forgotten what he said before, he unscrewed the soju bottle, filled a glass in front of Tap Ji Yong, and raised his eyebrows to signal for the two of them to finish it off.

"..." Ji Yong hesitated, glanced at Tap who had already drank the wine glass, gritted his teeth and took a sip.

Several people applauded and patted two people on the shoulder.

"Isn't that good?" Li Xiuhyuk raised his eyebrows, and had a drink with Yang Keunshuk.Several people looked relaxed.

"Drink less, you have to stay sane tonight." Cui Youxi watched Shunzhen also unscrew a bottle, and couldn't help but leaned aside to remind.

"Huh? Why?" Shunzhen stopped pouring wine and looked at Cui Youxi puzzled.

"For the sake of sex," Cui Youxi immediately looked directly at the grill in front of him as soon as he finished speaking, grilling the meat in a serious manner.

"..." It took Shunzhen a long time to realize, her face flushed.This child really changed after living with Dacheng!You said how could a child who was so innocent before become like this!My sister is still here!Are you not afraid that she will hit you?

"What did Youxi say?" Ji Yong looked at the interaction between Youxi and Shunzhen, and couldn't help asking out of curiosity.

"It's nothing!" Shunzhen shook her head, and picked a plate of squid for Ji Yong.With a calm expression, he was not disturbed by Youxi's words at all.

"Today we don't talk about work, we talk about friends. Congratulations, you have your own nest! Come and cheer." Li Xiuhyuk raised his glass and smiled at everyone.

"Come and cheer!" Shengli raised his glass to mobilize everyone.

Everyone toasted and drank together, and the scene became lively.Although Ji Yong was a little more silent than usual, he only answered after asking.Everyone sees it, but they don't know how to persuade them. This matter, first of all, they have to think about it.Otherwise, no amount of comfort will help.

Ji Yong looked at everyone talking and laughing, without any worry about what happened outside.With a long sigh in my heart, I took the wine bottle and filled myself with wine, and drank it in one gulp.

For a moment, he seemed to go back to a long time ago, congratulations on his debut.At that time, the president gave everyone a gift and said something about looking forward to the future, and the brothers had a great time celebrating with everyone.Not long after, this feeling came again, but the state of mind was completely different from before.He looked up at his brothers talking and laughing, and talking to his own, but Ji Yong couldn't hear anything, and his heart seemed to be blocked, and he couldn't breathe.I couldn't help but leave my seat and go to the balcony to breathe fresh air.

Seeing the chicken get up and leave the seat, the group of people who were joking just now fell silent.

"Isn't it alright? Are you going to read those people's comments again?" Youxi was puzzled.

"Recently, don't let him look at his phone or computer. Comments are still unabated." Tapu smiled shyly at Shunzhen,

"Didn't look at it, my phone has been locked in the cabinet for the past few days." Shunzhen looked worriedly in the direction of Ji Yong's departure, and said to the worried friends.

"The president has already contacted Flod, and he may come back tomorrow or the day after tomorrow. Anyway, this matter will end soon." Shengli stroked his wine glass, worried about the chicken rush, but didn't know how to comfort him.

"Go and have a look." Seeing these people talking about the development of the matter, Shunxi pushed Shunzhen.In fact, I was worried in my heart, can I survive this kind of turmoil?

"...Okay" Shunzhen looked not far away again, stood up, and nodded apologetically towards everyone.

Ji Yong sat on the balcony and watched the scenery outside the window, lit a cigarette, and kept himself silent in the darkness, only the sparks flickering from the cigarette butt from time to time.Shunzhen didn't turn on the light, and walked to him softly.

"What's wrong?" He asked seemingly casually.

"..." Ji Yong took a step back, saw that it was Shunzhen, rubbed the cigarette butt into the ashtray, and did not answer for a long time.

"It's nothing, isn't it?" Shunzhen put her hand on Ji Yong's shoulder, turned her body, and looked straight at him.

Ji Yong grabbed Shunzhen's hand from his shoulder and held it in his hand.He raised his head, as if restraining something, looked down at Shunzhen for a long time and said, "I still can't face it normally, even though I said we are brothers. But, I still can't. I can't talk and laugh like usual. I I can't," he said, raising his other hand to cover his face.His shoulders twitched, suppressing his emotions.

Curled up like a child.What else can I say at this time?I am not him, so I cannot feel the pain and disappointment.What he said can only be interpreted as standing and talking without back pain.

"..." Shunzhen felt that it was useless to say any more, her words were already pale, so it was better to just let him be quiet for a while.He sat down beside him, took a hand, and was silent.

Time passed by every minute and every second, Youxi looked at it worriedly.

"·····" Shun Zhen shook his head at You Xi, You Xi understood, and quietly retreated.

It gradually became quiet outside.

"Want to eat noodles?" Hearing the sound of closing the door, Shunzhen pushed the silent chicken.

In the darkness, Ji Yong raised his head, looked at Shunzhen, nodded after a while.

After pulling the chicken and rushing to the kitchen, the people have already left.The dishes and chopsticks were cleaned and placed in the cupboard, and there was a post-it note on the refrigerator, which said that Ji Yong and his own meals were all placed in the refrigerator.The writing is written by Shunxi.

Shunzhen took out the fried squid from the refrigerator, boiled the noodles, and mixed them together.At this moment, Ji Yong was just like a normal person, taking the bowl and chopsticks and devouring it.But Shunzhen couldn't be happy anymore.Feeling my own incompetence, I can't help him share some, and I can't help anything.

The author has something to say: Shunzhen did one thing wrong, that is, people who are being hit want to stay away from the crowd, but she thinks that there will be more people to feel better, which makes Zhilong even more sad.

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