You are the light

【Disgusting woman】

[Destroyed OHU, but also came to harm Brother Long? 】

[Where is her address? ! 】

【Not worthy of Zhilong at all, okay?Also plagiarized. 】

【No feeling for this person】

[Knowing people, knowing faces but not knowing the heart, I can only sigh a long sentence, suddenly feel that this world is really lonely as snow]

[Upstairs, are you here to be funny? 】

【&*￥&%￥#】

Shunzhen read some of the comments on the Internet here and there, and skipped the words that were too vicious, and felt heartache in the milder comments.Fortunately, I don't have any social software to avoid some harassment.It's just that I know what's going on outside, and I can only stay in an empty room, so I can't help feeling a little upset.The forehead is lying on the desk, feeling sad, but I don't want to call others, what can I say?Say you are sad, say you want someone to accompany you?

So I went to sort out the palette that was said to be plagiarized, and called sister Yuli after I was done, but the other party's phone was always busy.When calling Li Haoyu, the other party is also busy.Call Ji Chung again, but there is no answer for a long time.Now, no matter what happens or not, no one can talk.

After waiting for a long time, the phone didn't ring, but the doorbell rang.Shunzhen hurriedly got up to open the door, she was stunned for a moment: "President?"

Why is the president here?

Seeing the serious expression on Yang Xianshuo's face, Shunzhen's heart pounded, when did she know about this place?So what's next?Temporarily refrigerating yourself?Get yourself out of OHU?And...keep a distance from Zhilong?After thinking wildly, he tried his best to calm himself down and welcomed Yang Xianshuo in first.

Ignoring Shunzhen's astonishment, Yang Xianshuo walked in, stood at the entrance to change his shoes, and looked at the decoration of the room.Looking at the small nest full of warmth, the corners of his mouth curled up, and he sighed in his heart, and quickly returned to seriousness after a while.

When he turned his gaze to the kitchen and saw the piles of bowls and chopsticks inside, he unconsciously coughed a few times and turned his gaze elsewhere.Standing on the balcony and looking at the scenery downstairs, he nodded with satisfaction, walked back to the sofa and sat down.

The expressionless face made Shunzhen feel terrified. Such a President Yang really makes people's backs shudder.

So, is it time to face reality?

Shunzhen took a glass of water and put it in front of Yang Xianshuo, sat upright opposite the sofa, and listened carefully to the president's instruction.It's just that I haven't seen the person opposite say anything for most of the day, the air is a little cold, and the atmosphere is getting more and more solidified.

The moment she heard the voice, Shunzhen relaxed.But when he heard the content of the voice, his pretended strong face shattered in an instant, and he lowered his head and stared at his toes with red nail polish.President, it turns out that you never supported us being together from the very beginning.

"Does Ji Yong also mean the same?"

"No, he firmly said that you will last forever"

"Then why is the president repeating it?"

"Love is a matter between two people~~"

"But you confiscated his mobile phone and let me make decisions without knowing what he is thinking, which is cruel to me"

"It's because Shunzhen is undecided, and she doesn't dare to be sure about the future, so she is entangled." Yes, Ji Yong said righteously at that time, and the two of them will continue.

"..."

The sun had already set, and Shunzhen looked at the lonely house again, feeling helpless in her heart.

He went into the kitchen and cooked a pack of instant noodles for dinner. After taking a few mouthfuls, Huo stood up and went into the toilet, poured all the instant noodles into the toilet, and flushed them.Put the dishes and chopsticks in the sink, too lazy to wash the dishes, and return to the sofa to meditate.The more I thought about it, the more confused I got up to make milk tea for myself, and then I continued to lie on the sofa when I came back.

What should I do? Why do I suddenly feel that life is gloomy?What is the chicken doing now?Is your existence worth it?If it was the former Han Shunzhen, what would she do?Do you want to escape, or go forward bravely?

Why do you always have to ask yourself multiple choice questions?Really hate this feeling.

The warm milk tea made Shunzhen feel much more comfortable in her stomach, and looking up at the stars outside the window, her mood gradually improved.After lying down for a while, people began to feel dizzy.

It seemed that someone approached him, sitting next to the sofa, comforting him softly, stroking his hair with his hand, feeling at ease.It's just that she couldn't hear what she was saying. Shunzhen tried to see this person's face clearly, but the face seemed to be mosaic, so she couldn't see clearly.Suddenly that person disappeared from the side, looking at him, he found that he was standing not far from him, facing him, but he couldn't see his head clearly, and he didn't know whether he was looking at him or his back was facing him.The clothes were very familiar, and Shun Zhen's head was running fast, recalling the clothes, but her head was blocked and she couldn't remember.

I don't know how long I've been struggling in confusion, the cell phone that had been quiet for a day suddenly rang, awakening Shunzhen, and pulling her out of the dream that didn't know the truth.Sitting on the sofa, looking at the dark room, wrapping his collar tightly, he hurriedly got up to find his phone.It's just that I'm still in shock, and I'm in a hurry to find my phone.

Jin Aizhen's anxious voice came from the phone, after a few words, Jin Aizhen was crying on the phone.

"Now write the song. Don't worry, it's already being resolved. My mother, don't cry. Oh, what are you crying for?" Hearing the louder and louder crying on the phone, Shunzhen couldn't sit down and stood up Lai paced on the balcony and comforted him a bit, but the other party still cried and refused to listen, and he couldn't help feeling irritable.

What should I do in this situation?

"... You said, you child, why don't you take good care of yourself." Jin Aizhen took the handkerchief handed over by the housekeeper, wiped her tears, and couldn't help but shed tears when she saw the family portrait hanging in the room.

"I'm actually fine now, don't worry about me." After saying that, Han Shunzhen was stunned, feeling like a world away.Once upon a time, I also said that to a woman.

"Just know how to comfort me! How can such a big incident happen? Does Shunzhen think my mother is a fool?" Jin Aizhen retorted back without thinking, and didn't wait for the other party to say anything for most of the day, and asked with some doubts: "Shunzhen? "

"My mother~~" Shunzhen's eyes were already red, and she found that she didn't have the strength to answer the conversation, so she leaned against the window and stroked her forehead tiredly.

"It's very good recently! I have a friend...she's very...and goes to Cengfan...delicious...blabla"

"OK."

"...Enn, then you go to work first, goodbye. Take care of yourself"

""

Memories flooded her heart little by little, and Shunzhen felt that she had done something wrong.

I keep thinking about the person who can't give me warmth, but I put aside the person who really warms me.The stark contrast between a needless contribution and the other never cherished is really poignant.Just imagine that you have been in this world for so long, and you still can't let go of what you can't let go of. So, is it still a new life?If you still want to follow the old path, didn't God do all the work for nothing? ?

After hanging up the phone, Shunzhen looked at herself through the mirror. It was an increasingly familiar face and body.Spreading out the palm, looking at the lines on it, tears fell into the palm of the hand, it was wet, and suddenly remembered what Shunxi said before.He clenched his fists, feeling the moistness squeezed to other places along the lines of his palms.

Han Shunzhen cannot be ruined again because of Ai Xin's failure, and Han Shunzhen can no longer face the people around Han Shunzhen from the perspective of a bystander.

Unable to restrain her feelings, Shunzhen quickly dressed and ran out of the room.Along the way, the street lights were shining, the neon lights in the business district not far away were flickering, the snow was falling slowly, and Shunzhen ran wildly all the way like venting.

Such a familiar move made her step down slowly, pounding her head in annoyance.

Once upon a time, she also ran wildly on the night road, following another person, with surprise and embarrassment, sweetness and happiness.Do what you want without any scruples, without fear of what others think or think.Thinking about it now, it is so capricious.And I finally understood how big the gap between the two was.

Why does it feel so difficult, there are a lot of things between the two people.Thinking about it carefully, the president is right, and the family members will not allow it.

Enough deceiving yourself and others, can you go back?

Looking at the receding street lights, at some point, Shunzhen ran to the street where she came through, and her footsteps slowed down unknowingly.At this moment, passers-by on the zebra crossing passed one after another, Shunzhen looked at the opposite side indifferently, and couldn't help following the crowd to the opposite side of the road.When I walked to the telephone pole I was leaning against, I felt bitter.

"The matter of Aei.S is a trivial matter, and it can be resolved by clarifying it. However, if it is drawn out, it will not be suppressed so easily when talking about Zhilong's love. This will have consequences for you and Zhilong's development. Impact. After the turmoil, it is not easy for the explosion to reach this point.”

To be together or not to be together.

Why choose?Why does the world have so many choices?

"If you are not accepted by the public, then unless you disappear from this world, you will always encounter something that bothers you. But you are willing to live in seclusion? You also have your own pursuits and dreams, don't you?"

Shunzhen couldn't let it out, so she dialed the phone in confusion and told the other party where she was. Just like the first time, she paced around the door of the store, waiting for the car to pick her up.

"You can't have both fish and bear's paw, you should understand this."

The president's words kept lingering in his mind, he bit his lip to calm himself down, don't make any noise.But the eye circles are red, the nose is sore, and he sees himself through the car window.Shunzhen understood what the president said, but insisted on stretching her last line of defense, so that she would not give up easily.

How do you give up on something like love?How can I give up?

"Shunzhen? What's the matter?" Looking at Shunzhen who got out of the car in a daze, Jin Aizhen hurriedly greeted her into the house, seeing her nose was red from the cold and her hands were cold, she hurriedly asked the housekeeper to prepare warm clothes.

Sensing the anxiety of the person in front of her, Shunzhen, who was in a daze, returned to normal, but she could not hug Jin Aizhen by herself and leaned on her shoulder.

Is this the embrace of a mother to her child?It was warmer than expected, rubbing her ear against Jin Aizhen's neck felt very comforting.

Jin Aizhen didn't expect Shunzhen to come back so suddenly, she was stunned for a while, and soon laughed.Speaking of letting Shunzhen relax, he raised his hand and patted Shunzhen's back to comfort her.

"..." Shunxi went downstairs when she heard the sound, looked at the two people who were hugging each other, silent, her eyes became deeper and deeper.At this moment, it feels like the familiar Shunzhen is back.