silent in the black lake

When I opened my eyes again, it was still his face that caught my eye, but his face had returned to calm, my vision was no longer blurred, and the bones on my body seemed to have returned to their original positions

He is taking scissors and carefully trimming the unfinished lock of hair on my forehead

"Wake up and don't move around," he ordered, his hands kept moving, still so gentle

This is a commanding tone rather than a command, so I didn't listen to him, I moved a little and wanted to turn over, but this movement moved my whole body, and my body hurt to pieces in an instant

"For a disobedient and stubborn human being like you, I have already executed him outside, and there is not even a scum left." He said quietly

His tone was very calm, without any emotion, just a simple description, I think he probably really subsided his anger and returned to calm

"Then let me out" I said, staring at the painted zenith, "you can execute me faster"

"I said, don't even try to escape from me in this life." He cut off a small strand of my hair, put down the scissors, stood up and bent down, put his hands on the sides of my head, and looked at my face carefully

He stared at me for a long time and laughed, this smile is as innocent as a child, "Noel, you are so beautiful" he said suddenly, the complicated emotions in his eyes were fleeting

Seeing this emotion, I immediately understood what he was thinking, "I'm not Honor," I emphasized by turning my face to the side.

He pinched my chin, turned my face, stared at me, his dark eyes reflected my purple eyes, but the purple eyes were still clear and peaceful

This is Honor's purple eyes, I know it's not mine

I turned my gaze away, but he was still staring at me, calling softly; "Noel, Noel..."

I became more irritable, and the anger in my heart surged up, and finally when he reached out to touch my face while calling Noel, I couldn't help turning my eyes, staring at him and roaring: "I said! I'm not Honor! How many times do I have to say it before you can tell the difference!"

"Crying?" He was taken aback. He didn't order me not to cry as usual, nor squeezed my eye sockets hard, but just gently wiped the corners of my eyes

"No!" I roared, I actually cried this time, but I don't know why I cried, just thinking that he used me as Honor's substitute made me extremely sad

I have forgotten all the memories of the past 17 years. I was imprisoned by him in the corner of this birdcage for three years. I suffered all kinds of bullying and humiliation. In the end, it was only because I have a pair of purple eyes similar to Honor. No one knows, even I don't know who he is, I have been with him day and night for three years, and I don't even know his name

The past is blank, the future is dark, I'm like a fool to waste these meaningless times that make me doubly painful, how sad it is

What is the meaning of such a life, what am I insisting on, I suddenly don’t understand

In the past three years, it is common for him to bully me to the brink of death. I suddenly don’t know what to fear about death, and what am I waiting for?

"Noel, what are you thinking?" He stared at me and asked eagerly, constantly wiping the heat marks on my face

"My name is Nuoer, not Honor" I emphasized again, staring at him and carefully examining his eyes

That complex emotion reappeared in his black eyes again, and my heart was still touched, but now along with the touch, there is also an inexplicable sadness

I sat up abruptly, and regardless of the severe pain in my body, I pushed him away who was stupefied, turned over and got out of bed, ran to the door with bare feet dragging my heavy legs, and pulled the door with all my strength, " Let me out! Let me out!" I yelled, crying

But the gorgeous door didn't move, I rushed to the window again, opened the heavy curtains, smashed the repaired glass one by one, and pulled the indestructible black frame, "Let me out! I want to go out!" I collapsed shouted

"I said, don't even try to escape in your life." His voice came faintly from behind me

I angrily grabbed the vase on the side and smashed it against the wall, and then smashed everything I could see. I felt like a wayward child crying at the moment, but I really broke down. Some fresh air, I feel like I'm gonna suffocate in this resplendent room

I stood where I was, looking at the messy room, breathing heavily, but getting more and more out of breath

"Enough trouble?" He stood by the bed and looked at me coldly, then ordered: "Go back and lie down."

"I say one last time, let me out" I stared at him

"I'll say it for the last time, don't ever try to escape from me in this life." He stared at me unquestionably and said, the anger accumulated in his black eyes, and the anger was palpable

I twitched the corners of my mouth and walked towards the bed with difficulty. I knew he would be staring at me all the time. I lowered my head, tucked my hands into the sleeves of my robe, stopped by the bed, and quietly grabbed the silver scissors on the cabinet. into hands

Some memories go deep into the soul, such as the understanding of vampires. I clearly remember that vampires are divided into three types, one is afraid of sunlight, the other is afraid of silver, and the other is no different from humans and is afraid of anything piercing the heart. Although I don’t know Why do I still remember this but at this moment I want to use this memory to give me a chance

He is a vampire who is afraid of silver, this discovery is because I realized that there is no silver in this room, for three years I have been knocking on the side to ask him for some silver, but he never gave me

Until a year ago when he realized that I was observing his weakness, he told me bluntly with a sneer that the way to kill him was to insert silver into his heart, but I think he was convinced that I must not be able to do it so he didn’t care tell me

I clenched the silver scissors in my hand, raised my head and stared at him, walked towards him and said with a smile: "For three years, I don't even know your name, what's your name?"

He was startled, as if he was a little surprised at my active questioning, and his eyes that stared at me softened a little, as if he remembered something, he suddenly lost his mind when he looked at me, and there was an unknown emotion in his black eyes

But this emotion made me feel even more sad. I stood in front of him and looked up at him. For the first time, I took a closer look at his delicate face. The lines are resolute, the outline is deep, and the black eyes are deep. It turns out that he is so handsome. open face

But I probably won’t be able to see it in the future. I took a deep breath and bid farewell to this face. The next moment, I grabbed the scissors tightly and stabbed the sharp tip of the scissors towards his heart.

Vampires are mostly selfish and ruthless creatures

He suddenly came back to his senses and looked at me in amazement. In the next moment, his black eyes sharpened. He raised his hand and waved away the scissors I stabbed at him. At the same time, he grabbed my heart with the other hand. Long and sharp, glowing with white light, I want to be pierced by five fingers like this, I will definitely be doomed

I lowered my eyes and smiled, a little relieved, a little happy and a little sad

But the pain of being penetrated did not come, but a strong force hit me, pushing me away

I staggered many steps backwards and fell to the ground. What I saw when I raised my head was his frowning face and the complex emotions in his black eyes

In a desperate situation, if you lose an opportunity, you must quickly seize the next opportunity, otherwise you will fall into a desperate situation and never be able to extricate yourself

I suddenly remembered this sentence, but I couldn’t remember who said it to me. I vaguely remembered that the speaker was serious and clumsy when he smiled. He seemed to always be wearing a shiny armor, but that armor was not silver instead of iron

Who is this person, why do I know this, I suddenly had doubts in my heart, but I didn't have time to think about it, I saw him walking towards me quickly

Now here is one last chance, a fleeting chance, I must grab it to be free

I took a deep breath, closed my eyes, and wanted to remember the smell of the air, but unfortunately it didn't smell at all. The next moment I clenched the scissors in my hand and stabbed hard at my heart

From the very beginning, I knew that he and I could only exist as one, and from the very beginning I expected that I would die. In this golden cage, under his sharp black eyes, death is actually very difficult. But I seized this opportunity, death will come as expected, let me be free

Puchi, the sound of scissors piercing deeply was heard, but I didn't feel any pain. I think it's probably because my body is already in pain, and a little more pain doesn't make any difference

But suddenly I was thrown to the ground, I opened my eyes suddenly, and saw his delicate and resolute face very close, and there was a panic in his black eyes, which I had never seen before

"Die, don't even think about it" He stared at me fiercely and said

Only then did I realize that the scissors were not piercing my body, but on his back. I was a little sad and fortunate, and I couldn't believe that he would rush over to block the scissors for me.

"Why... don't control me, you want to rush over" I subconsciously asked the doubts in my heart

"Because you have always been disobedient and stubborn." He stared at me, and suddenly bit my lips

This is the second time he kissed me, he kissed me very domineeringly, but gently made me temporarily forget the painful moments in the past three years

Parting his lips, an unknown emotion flashed in his eyes, and he said something that made me sad and suffocated: "I won't let you be stabbed a second time by the silver in my hand."

Suddenly, the emotions in his eyes became complicated, and his eyes kept sweeping my face, "I'm crying again, Noel," he said softly, this is the first time I've heard him speak so softly, and then he stretched out his hand Wipe away the hot tears from the corners of my eyes, "Don't die" he ordered

After a long time, he rolled over from me and turned his back to me. The place where the silver scissors were stuck on his back was still gushing out blood, staining his light-colored robe red.

He sat on the ground for a long time before he spoke: "Tomorrow, stay with me for a day, and I will take you out the day after tomorrow"

This is the most exciting night for me in the past three years. I was so excited that I couldn’t sleep. I can leave this golden cage tomorrow, and I can leave this birdcage the day after tomorrow.

Finally, you don’t have to smash the glass to breathe fresh air, you can finally expose your whole body to the warm sunshine, you don’t have to just stare at the angel pool in a daze, and you don’t have to envy the flying birds, whether it’s humans, vampires, or night clansmen. , animals, and finally can see other creatures

"If you dare to run away, I will really kill you. No matter where you go, I will find you and kill you." He looked down at me and said coldly. Land violation

"Ah!" I watched him gasp subconsciously, this time there was no order, but I could not help it, my heart trembled, I quickly closed my mouth, and raised my arms to cover my eyes in shame

The hand was pulled down suddenly, and his eyes were filled with a sneering look, "You like me like this" he stated without doubt, and suddenly smiled evilly, "Since you can't sleep because of excitement, then simply sleep with sex." Speaking of attacking quickly

"...it hurts" I whispered subconsciously

He was startled, his attack weakened, he stared at me and thought for a moment, then suddenly raised his wrist to his mouth, stretched out his fangs and sucked

I looked at him suspiciously, but he lowered his wrist and suddenly pinched my jaw, forcing my lips to part slightly, then he covered my lips and squeezed the blood from his mouth into mine

The disgusting smell of blood spread in my mouth immediately, I pushed him hard, trying to stop his behavior, I really never expected that he would actually feed me his own blood

After he fed the blood to me, he didn't part his lips immediately, but started to kiss me. I didn't want to accept this kiss. They all wanted to turn over and vomit, but he pressed his shoulders and lifted his chin to suppress them back

It wasn't until I completely swallowed the blood that he parted his lips, raised his eyebrows and said, "Don't be ignorant, no matter how many night people ask for my blood, I dare not ask for it."

Suddenly he touched my chin again, and laughed contemptuously: "There are many of you human nobles who are thinking of ways every day and want to ask me for a drop."

But his face became gloomy again, "here you are, but you almost vomited on me, Noel oh Noel, I would really kill you because of your ignorance before."

"Why?" The bloody smell in my mouth didn't go away for a long time, and it even became stronger and stronger, which immediately made me feel uncomfortable.

"I forgot, you don't remember." He smiled proudly and proudly, "My blood has a certain effect on improving human physique, although it is very wasteful to use it like this."

Ignoring his pride, I grasped the point of his words, stared at him and asked, "Why don't I remember?"

His face turned cold instantly, "Humanity's memory is inherently poor," he said casually

"You erased my memory" I'm not asking, I'm sure, no matter how bad my memory is, it's impossible not to remember everything in 17 years

He stared at me with his sinister black eyes for a long time, and suddenly there was an obvious mocking color on his face, he straightened his body and stared at me condescendingly

Such an oppressive posture made me frown subconsciously, but he laughed out loud, assumed a victorious posture, and commanded from above: "You don't need to remember anything, just remember that your name is Noel." After finishing speaking, he continue to act aggressively

"My name is Noel" I opened my mouth and said it was an order

I had no sleep all night, and I was not very tired. Although the pain in my body was still there, it seemed that it was not so strong.

Maybe this is the effect of his blood, but I suddenly feel a little sad, I actually have to rely on drinking blood to improve my physical fitness, so what is the difference from a vampire? constitution

The sins on my body probably cannot be washed away, I sighed helplessly, raised my eyelids and looked at him who was still moving on me, the sadness in my heart was even stronger

He seemed to notice that I was looking at him, raised his head and stared at me for a while, then suddenly moved to my neck, licked it lightly, and then stabbed his fangs deeply

The sound of swallowing accompanied by my heartbeat sounded like a lullaby, making me more drowsy and drowsy. The moment I closed my eyes, I heard him say in my ear: "Even if you have sins that cannot be washed away, you will not leave me"

I am a little funny, every time he says 'no' I feel like a wayward and persistent kid saying 'no'

Don't leave me, it doesn't sound like an order, but a kind of begging, it seems to be crying

The darkness struck in an instant, like the endless black lake in his eyes, I was addicted to it, unable to extricate myself, and finally sank to the bottom of the lake