hostage

"Professor Xu, thank you for sending Youran back safe and sound."

Hearing Anna's thanks, Xu Mo was in a daze, is he safe and sound?Unconsciously frowned, staring at the girl lying on the hospital bed, if nothing unexpected happens, he will withdraw from her world from now on, and there will be no trace of his brief stay in her memory. fair enough.

"It should be so. As I said, she won't be in danger. She won't remember me when she wakes up."

"I understand. Professor Xu didn't know if he should say something or not?"

"But it doesn't matter."

"Since this is the case, I hope we will..."

"I won't meet again, just treat it as never knowing each other. I also... think so."

Then, take a good look at that girl again, since you will forget each other, then you will also forget the facts that have appeared in her life, although, maybe it is possible, it will be a little difficult.

"Then I will take my leave. I hope there will be a time later."

"Wait a minute, Professor Xu, maybe it's a bit sensational, but I always thought that if it was destined, you and Youran would still meet each other in the end, and you couldn't escape."

"I am Tao Youran, the producer of Nanshan Film and Television. This is my business card. I hope to invite Professor Xu Mo to be the guest of "Discovering the Miracle"..."

Nearly two years can't be said to be long or short. Xu Mo probably knows what happened during this time. No matter how talented Anna is, she can't escape the changing trends. The freshness and longevity of a program will eventually It is also limited, not to mention that it really lacks the courage to kill and make decisions. For a long time, it has been unable to escape the framework that Mr. Tao built back then. Over time, it is bound.

The prospect of Nanshan Film and Television is not optimistic, and he also knows that it is even about to be divested by Huarui. Xu Mo is concerned about everything.But what can he do?The girl he knew before and the girl he is paying attention to now has always had a kind of seriousness and tenacity that is different from her appearance. She does not need extreme care, on the contrary, she should grow up, whether it is urgent or slow, she just wants to grow up. I can slowly explore by myself.

However, why are you still worried?He thought of a person, a person who could maintain the relationship between him and Tao Youran in a foreign country——

"It was recommended by Professor Zhang Chenxi."

——Oh, in the end, you still have to come back to me.

Xu Mo thought so, looking up at the girl he hadn't seen for a long time, the change was enough to shock him, he still remembered what he asked Miyano Shiho that day:

"Guess what I can see in her?"

"color?"

"No, it's light."

But now, at a glance, the stunning beauty is no longer just light, but color. Yes, the iridescence that was once unclear on her body is now so clear and complex on her body that he can no longer describe it. The longing for many lingering feelings is only more clear, can I let go again?It should be impossible.

Every decision Zeng made was carefully considered and carefully verified, and firmly controlled within his own plan. However, Tao Youran repeatedly made him jump to conclusions without thinking, and acted on his own. Was it impulsive?I was so impulsive that I quickly moved my house next door to hers, calling it observation and research, but in reality?Standing on the balcony of his new house, Xu Mo looked at Tao Youran's house next door where the lights hadn't been turned on, and smiled slightly, as if he was laughing at himself.

After the response of the first episode of the program was good, the girl did not forget to thank herself, and would still "trouble" herself non-stop, but in all fairness, Xu Mo was happy for such "trouble", even when Tao Youran felt embarrassed to bother her, He also asked himself to be troubled by her. He knew that this was because he didn't want to break contact with the girl easily, but what about the deeper meaning?

That girl Tao Youran is humble and polite, and when he sees him, he always calls and pleads with Professor Xu, and he frowned invisibly, and he can't help but think of the girl's helpless "Xu Mo" on that rainy night a long time ago. Will remember what he once said to her,

"You can call me Xu Mo directly, it's fine."

"We are about the same age, don't call me Professor Xu, can you call me Xu Mo?"

Xu Moru said that he wanted to hear her say his name lightly, whether calmly or softly, or inviting, or requesting, simple two words and two syllables are the most pleasant to the ears. Note.

Intuitively, such an idea is wrong, or even dangerous, and he hesitates, should he keep a distance from Tao Youran, after all, he will bring her more danger, can he protect her?

However, he did not expect that his retreat would attract Tao Youran's attention even more.He knows that he has no thought of letting go or staying away for a moment. What he doesn't know is, where did such thoughts come from? If more than a year ago, he felt that it was a bond, a prey, a responsibility and a mission, what about now?

For the first time ever, he frequented places that he would never experience before, observing the behavior of different girls, talking and laughing at Yanyan, but he was calm, unable to arouse the slightest tremor in his heart, only her, only when he found out The moment she followed him, he was a little flustered, but more joyful, she cared, she didn't mind, so could he occupy more places in her heart again?

Walking to the entrance of a remote movie theater, there is a small poster posted at the box office: midnight nostalgic movie, "Roman Holiday".He couldn't help but think of what the girl had told him about going to a midnight movie secretly without telling Mr. Tao, it seemed to be this one.This subtle connection made him step into the movie theater involuntarily, and he even knew that the girl would definitely follow.

Looking at her in daily sports attire, looking at her slightly tired sleeping face, the somewhat dilapidated movie theater was empty, only the two of them, he saw the staff stepping in and looking sideways at them, he stretched out his finger With a hush, the staff seemed to come out clearly, and he leaned her on his shoulder, just in time to smell the sweet fragrance in her hair, and his heart was at ease.

He once said to Miyano Shiho that emotion means nothing to me.

However, he said to Youran, can you teach me to love?

The sun pierces the transparent window, mottled between each other, silently warm, climbing to the heart, burning the face red.

He wanted to take her to do many things, he thought, can she remember it?

In the overlapping mountains and forests, she was still as cowardly as when she first searched for her. In the end, he carried her on his back and walked all the way, and she would still ask him if he was serious.

Xu Mo remembered what he said back then: Not heavy.However, today...

"It's a little bit, but it's heavy, so you can feel you are on your back."

The slight warmth coming from behind, and the weight on his hands that made his heart feel infinitely ironed, made him clearly know that this girl is still by his side, and in his heart, she has never left.

It was not an accidental discovery, but he remembered what the girl said, and quietly took her to the door of a comic book store. He had already contacted him, and the bookstore opened today.But, why is she still a little bit disappointed? If she still didn't open the door, wouldn't the girl still remember what her father promised her when she was a child, and lose herself in his arms and cry again?He wanted to hug her, but he didn't want to make her sad either.

Unexpectedly, Mr. Tao seems to have calculated every step. He has already left the "Little Prince" that Youran has always wanted with the boss, perhaps because he thinks that if he can come back safely one day, he will be happy. Those who taught leisurely by themselves, but fell into the dark river in the end, even if they have seen the brightest light and had the best time in their lifetime, they will still return to darkness and sink forever.What about yourself?

Staring at Tao Youran's tearful eyes, his heart tightened, and infinite tenderness swept over him. Not only did he want to hug him, but just as he thought about it, he had already moved closer, touching his lips lightly, from slightly cool to gentle, as soft as a feather Scratching the tip of his heart softly, melting like frost and tender like water, the flowers flying outside the window are cherry pinks that he has never seen before in his eyes, so beautiful that he can't help but close his eyes and think about it, can it be imprinted in his mind forever ...

He thought, her definition of him, what do you say, a master seducer?

He laughed, what kind of master seducer, he is very serious, he never thought of teasing anyone, and he didn't understand the meaning and difference. She didn't understand it yet, but why didn't he know it himself? She brought it back to her side, also wanting to bring herself back to her heart.

Xu Mo was a little different. He opened the lecture and looked out the window at the shadowy scenery. Without her, the world in his eyes was still gray and colorless, but as long as he thought of her, the most beautiful colors could be reflected in his mind in a blink of an eye. He paused for a moment. When I was doing research, I no longer focused on sleeping and eating as before, and occasionally raised my head, thinking of Tao Youran's smile, and thinking of her words like requests,

"Xu Mo, won't you be tired? I also hope you can slow down a little."

Not tired, I feel not tired when I see her.Also, slow down?Do you want me to wait for her a little longer?It doesn't matter, anyway, he can do everything he wants without rushing, he has always taken it for granted, and the future will last forever.

"Xiao Xu, have you fallen in love recently? Look at your happy face, and you are always smiling when you do experiments."

Colleagues from the research institute asked this question. To them, Xu Mo is elegant, friendly, warm and polite, but he has never had big ups and downs in his mood, and has never been calm. He smiles at everyone, but with With the distance, there is no temperature.But recently, it was indeed different, so different that colleagues finally couldn't resist sending representatives to ask.

Are you in love?It's really a magic word, and then, it's not impossible to try it, if it's Tao Youran.

He asked her if she could pretend to be his girlfriend. In front of his colleagues, she seemed to be entangled, and she didn't agree immediately. It's just being shy, not reluctantly agreeing, Xu Mo thought that way.

In fact, apart from the deep darkness, his life is not as smooth as the world has seen. This may be the most real life, a research involved in the right and wrong that can be imagined, It turned out that I didn't deliberately avoid it, so the danger would not come to my door, so I really want to take her through the reality of walking on thin ice all of a sudden?He can't, and he doesn't give up.

But when he saw the bone soup she put on his desk, pressing the note in her delicate handwriting, so easily overturned the wall of his heart that he thought was indestructible, and rushed to the ball, he heard her say,

"As a scientific researcher, if you want to make new breakthroughs, you must suffer failure and you will definitely suffer criticism. However, if you don't take this step, science will not progress...I don't know research, but I know that many Mo is not that kind of person."

"You trust me that much? Why?"

"Instinct, I want to trust you."

The steps he wanted to take were frozen in an instant, and he took back his steps and stood there for a long time. Why, no matter what happened, she still believed in him so much?Is, the so-called, doomed?Even if the past has long been erased, even if she has forgotten what she said when she laughed, he regards it as a promise.

He took her away from the dull meeting place, and then she seemed like a child again. Sometimes she felt that she had grown up, but sometimes she found that she hadn't changed.Back at that remote playground, he remembered the little thing she had said:

"I remember, there used to be a cotton candy seller there, and they were colorful, pink, green, yellow, and blue. In fact, I have been secretly guessing what they taste like, but I haven't eaten them once. Pass."

"Well, if you were given a chance, which color would you most like to try first?"

"Hmm...it's a fan."

Is it pink?He still remembered, he glanced at her, picked one and handed it to her, it's a good day, did he fulfill a little thought of hers?

"Because you are Xu Mo, I am willing to trust you."

Handing the marshmallow to Xu Mo's lips, he was stunned for a moment, and smiled nicely, biting lightly, the pink and soft candy slowly melted in the air, as sweet as hers, with a hint of sweetness, piercing Into my heart, spread and spread, yes, I can't let go.

She will still think of her father, Xu Mo looked at the nostalgia and sadness she showed every time she thought about it, what should he do, tell her that he will not leave her like her father, he will protect her, but she but said,

"Xu Mo, my father is irreplaceable, you are different..."

Xu Mo frowned, but heard her continue,

"You are also unique in my heart. You can't and don't need to replace anyone. You are you, and all I have for you... Well, relying on it is only because you are Xu Mo."

The constant busyness, non-stop, and capricious mental knots, after being confirmed again and again, let go of his strength, which made his seemingly strong body suddenly lose balance, and he fell ill like a mountain, and covered his forehead with his backhand , The rapid knock on the door hit his heart one by one, looking forward to the no longer shallow, strong and aggressive feelings, shouldn't it, should be called, miss.

He fumbled for the white medicine bottle, held it tightly, and spread it on the bed sheet. In fact, he has not needed them for a long time. Even though he always thinks about her, even if he suddenly understands, all the feelings lingering in his heart are gone. It can be called, emotional.

He who once thought he couldn't empathize, but because of her, because Tao Youran reappeared in his life, changed.

But Xu Mo did not forget what Miyano Shiho warned,

"Ares, don't let people control you so easily, if one day you don't need it...please pretend that you are dependent..."

He knew this well, it was the best way to protect himself and her.He chose to avoid it again because he still needs to make more efforts to better perfect his plan and better protect her under his wings.

Now she doesn't need to worry herself too much, it's not that she doesn't know, there may be better people around her, who can take care of her more, and she made up her mind to stay away, thinking that as long as it is good for her Yes, it's not impossible for him to leave the scene silently. Her blind trust in herself will eventually lead her into danger. What can he bring her?I'm afraid most of them are dangerous and dangerous. In that case, if she can get joy and happiness from him, it's not impossible.

Anyway, she has long forgotten all the things that depended on each other and believed in each other in the past.

However, he was so stunned, just a messed up text message and a phone call that couldn't get through made it difficult for him to calm down.

He couldn't help but appear in front of her, a small joke, a misunderstanding that couldn't help laughing, he called her a fool, but in fact he was the fool, but, so be it, stupid is stupid, crazy is crazy Crazy, if you can't guard quietly, maybe you can walk side by side and advance hand in hand?

"It's true that I'm worried about you, and it's true that I want to hear you sing."

——It's all true, even, liking you and not wanting to let you go, it's also true.

"People who are very important to me, well, there is a person, because I know him, I see a different world..."

He seemed to be deaf at the words behind, and the wine under the light was glowing dizzyingly, one cup after another, pouring into his stomach, burning his stomach and feeling the pain, but it was not as good as he wanted—— Isn't her most important person herself?Why did she speak so eloquently, but she never looked at herself?

She has said that Xu Mo is Xu Mo and is unique, but she never said that he is the most important.

He was drunk, he was a little out of control, he had extravagant hopes, it turned out that he also wanted it, and it became more important in her heart than what she had forgotten before.She can't forget him anymore, definitely can't; she can't feel that there are other men more important than him, absolutely can't.

She said: It's you, my most important person is you.

He breathed calmly, sighed, and immediately rubbed her wrist that hurt from his scratch, regretting his recklessness that he couldn't control himself for a while, and seeing her aggrieved and unwilling expression, his heart was so soft.Alcohol anesthetized his heart, no more pain, just numbness, and finally, for the first time in his life, it was she who sent him home, in a trance or escape, he raised his hand to cover his eyes, but heard her whisper softly,

"Like you like this, how much courage does it take to say it in public, but you don't believe me."

There was a slight tingling sensation on his cheek, like a fingertip poking, he couldn't help laughing lowly, reached out and grabbed the naughty finger, turned over violently and hugged the girl in his arms, hugging each other all night, tossing and turning.

I don't know if it was because of the alcohol that day that made me so addicted to the soft-spoken complaints she whispered in his ear at that time, and the sense of reality that almost hit the bottom of my heart made him sure, what he heard with his own ears is better than seeing is believing Come more powerfully and sincerely.

When the flowers bloomed, he blindfolded her and let her listen to the most powerful beating of his heart, it was for her.

He was confused, if she still remembered the truth enough to tear her heart apart, if she could remember the past that almost fell into darkness, what would she do?Facts should always be faced.

Leading her back to the camphor tree that belonged to them, he showed her the most innocent encounter at the beginning, and also showed her his most obscure experience in the rainy night. The heavy rain was pouring, the bloody mist, and he was pulling his hand more and more. Tight, she fell into a panic dream, but he woke up in an instant.

No, he couldn't bear it.Why remind her, isn't it bad now?

"Will you leave me?"

"What about you? Will you?"

"will not."

"I, too, will never leave you."

Looking up, there is a cloudless blue sky, luxuriant green leaves, pouring sunlight, and bright streams and rivers.How can I let go again, not even once, this scene behind her without haze, and her who is the most brilliant like a spring flower

——Be leisurely and contented, which belongs to my sunny day.

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