Rely on face to eat [Quick Transmigration]
Chapter 106 4-21
Qin Zheng is a very cautious person, he rarely makes mistakes, because he is used to thinking clearly about every step before taking action, to ensure that he can achieve his desired goal.So on this rainy night, he allowed Xie Qing to take Shen Shubai away.
And Qin Mo was just the opposite of this half-brother. Qin Mo had experienced the pain of losing a loved one when he was very young, so whenever he wanted something urgently, he had to hold it in his hand to be at ease.
After all, he is young, and young people always have the arrogance of young people and the pride that cannot be violated.
So Qin Zheng was willing to let them go, but Qin Mo couldn't agree.
Qin Mo picked up the gun, pointed it at Xie Qing's head, and said, "I don't know who your grandfather is, and I don't care. Even if it's the king of heaven, I don't want to snatch Shen Shubai from me."
Xie Qing said indifferently: "Do you dare to shoot?"
Qin Mo said: "Why don't I dare. He is going to die, so why don't I dare!"
The cold word "death" was colder and biting than the rain in severe winter. The deep sense of powerlessness drove these proud men to a dead end, and their scramble became more and more ridiculous.
But no one can laugh, except Shen Mian.
The corners of Shen Mian's lips curled slightly, she raised her eyes to Qin Mo, and asked, "You want to die for me? You made up your mind a long time ago?"
Qin Mo didn't say anything, he knew that when Shen Shubai showed such a smile, it wasn't a sign of happiness.Instead, it shows that he is angry.
Shen Shubai rarely showed an angry expression.This pretty face is always full of smiles, his red lips are slightly parted, and he uses the sharpest words to tease and satirize others. He is always smiling, even if he is extremely angry, he still bends his thin lips, and his voice is sweet and soft, which is amazing Like a spring breeze.
Seeing that Qin Mo didn't answer, Shen Mian reached out to hold his hand, and pointed the gun at herself, "So in your eyes, life is so worthless."
Qin Mo's pupils shrank suddenly, and the sight of his gun pointing at Shen Shubai made him unbearable.
He could have easily broken away, after all, Shen Mian was at the end of his strength and didn't have much strength left, but Qin Mo couldn't do that, because the person holding his hand was Shen Shubai, and he couldn't push Shen Shubai away, no matter when.
He couldn't push away the hand that was blocking him, so he could only put down the gun in his hand.The heavy gun fell straight to the ground with a muffled sound, and the rain splashed a small splash.
Just as Qin Mo said, since the day we met, he has never won an argument against Shen Shubai.
Xie Qing's manager broke out in a cold sweat. He had seen the world, and he was fairly accurate in seeing people. The look in Qin Mo's eyes just now was really about to fight with his life.
This young heir of the Angus family has used all the trump cards in Huaguo. If he insists on killing a bloody road, he may not be able to take Shen Shubai away intact.It's just that from now on, it may be difficult for their forces to step into this land.
Of course, Qin Mo wouldn't care.
But he gave up doing so, because Shen Shubai said no, it doesn't look like a reason, but this is the reason.
Shen Mian's vision was a little blurry, he wasn't sure if what he saw on Qin Mo's face were tears or rain, but he felt that Qin Mo was crying, at least because he was sad.
It made him feel bad.
So he held Qin Mo's hand and said seriously, "I don't want you to die, get hurt, or feel sad. Can you promise me?"
Qin Mo held his hand instead and remained silent.
It seems that a long time has passed, and it seems that it is just a blink of an eye. Apart from the sound of wind and rain, there is only the sound of Xie Qing's slow breathing. Shen Mian gradually loses consciousness and passes out in Xie Qing's arms.
***
As his body reached its limit, Shen Mian had no choice but to stay in the system space temporarily. He saw Xie Qing carrying him into a helicopter, and then arrived in the capital.
The old man of the Xie family knew that his grandson had snatched a granddaughter-in-law back from Haicheng, and before he could be happy, he was told that his granddaughter-in-law was a man.
The old man lived for most of his life, living a shrewd and wise life, but he was tricked by his own grandson in the end, and he became very angry and furious.
Before he had time to treat this unworthy descendant, he suddenly learned that his grandson's sweetheart was terminally ill, and now he was in the hospital and would not survive for a few days.
The old man sighed with emotion, and finally waved his hands, saying: "Do your best and obey the destiny."
When Shen Mian could wake up, it was already three days later.
His life span is only one week.This is true of life in any sense.
Shen Mian opened her eyes and was slightly startled. He was in the system space before and could observe the outside world at any time, but he didn't expect that after entering the original owner's body, he would lose his vision.
Although the light can still be vaguely felt, that's all.
He remembered that when he started the mission for the first time, because the host's mental strength was too low, the body collapsed early, and the internal organs of the body began to fail.
This time, the failure of internal organs was not too fast, and he could still eat normally, but his five senses deteriorated rapidly.
I don't know if it's lucky or unfortunate.
Seeing that he finally woke up, Xie Qing couldn't help but held Shen Mian's hand and kissed her several times, and murmured: "You scared me to death."
Shen Mian listened to the direction of his voice, smiled, and said, "I'm hungry."
Xie Qing didn't expect that the first thing he said when he woke up was that he was hungry, and he couldn't help laughing away the dull pain in his chest.
He was attracted to Shen Shubai at first because of his "uniqueness".This man is always different from others, doing absurd things, saying absurd words, always surprising people, surprises, one after another, and finally intertwined into the dazzling Shen Shubai in front of him.
Xie Qing responded softly: "Okay, I'll have someone prepare something for you, what do you want to eat?"
Shen Mian said: "I want to try all the signature dishes in the capital."
Xie Qing said: "Do you know we are in the capital?"
Shen Mian raised her lips, smiled slyly, and said, "I have offended Qin Zheng, I don't believe you dare to stay in Haicheng."
This smirk was really touching, Xie Qing was stunned for a moment, and then said in a hoarse voice: "Yes, I can't afford to offend Qin Zheng, even if Qin Mo forced him to leave, I naturally can't afford to offend him. But he didn't dare to come to the capital, so it's a tie."
He stood up and went to the door, calling the bodyguards to prepare food. After explaining, he suddenly felt a little unsteady on his feet. The manager hurriedly supported him and said, "You haven't rested for several days. Go to sleep. I'll take care of you." You watch."
Xie Qing said: "I dare not sleep."
He didn't dare to sleep, how could he dare to sleep, the most famous doctors in the world gathered in this hospital, but no one could tell clearly what ailment Shen Shubai had.
In the end, they came to a very absurd conclusion: "Mr. Shen is not sick. His body can only support him to live to this age. It may sound unscientific, but this is the best explanation."
Xie Qing closed his eyes to hide the tiredness in his eyes, he was afraid that if he fell asleep, this person would not be there when he woke up.
He pushed the door open, walked to the hospital bed, held Shen Mian's hand silently, and prayed devoutly for a miracle for the first time in his life.
At this time, Shen Shubai said a word that completely pushed him into the abyss of despair.
"Why don't you turn on the light?"
Xie Qing was startled, he looked into those beautiful and clear eyes, dazzling like jewels and stars, but without focus.
He opened his mouth, but couldn't utter a word except for the bitterness in his mouth.So those beautiful eyes gradually lost their light and dimmed.
Shen Mian's voice sounded a little ethereal, and she asked, "Am I... lost sight?"
Xie Qing was silent for a long time, and said with difficulty: "Don't worry, it's only temporary."
Shen Mian nodded slightly, and asked again: "Did you ask someone to prepare something delicious for me?"
Although Xie Qing had been away from the capital for a long time, he still remembered the classic dishes since he was a child. He casually reported the names of a few dishes, and saw Shen Shubai's haggard face showing a look of anticipation.
Xie Qing knew that Shen Shubai didn't believe what he said, he just didn't bother to question it.In other words, he didn't care much about being blind.
For a person who can't live more than a few days, seeing the person he hates is actually not a hindrance, and it is even a blessing.
Xie Qing gently hugged him into his arms, and finally understood that his retribution had arrived.
He once dismissed this person and abandoned him like a piece of paper, but he didn't regret it, because he knew clearly that the mean and philistine little director five years ago would never move his heart. What he liked was five years later, This Shen Shubai who has transformed into wanton and unruly, lives freely.
How can these two people be the same person? They are so different, but they are the same person.
All the harm he inflicted on Shen Shubai was retribution on himself.
He couldn't help but wonder, if he hadn't left Shen Shubai back then, would this person not have been willing to degenerate, would not have become as hard-hearted as he is now, no matter how much others love and cherish him, he would not be moved.
Xie Qing originally thought that his retribution was enough, but he didn't know that this was just the beginning.
The manager brought in the food and put it on the table.Shen Mian couldn't see, so of course Xie Qing would feed him.
The man carefully removed the fishbone, and fed the tender and delicious fish to Shen Mian's lips. Seeing that Shen Mian opened his mouth to swallow it, he carefully asked, "Does it suit your taste?"
Shen Mian was silent, and said: "The taste is a bit mild, but it's okay."
Xie Qing was startled for a moment, he took a sip himself, his eyes dimmed, but he said with a smile: "You are a patient, I specially asked someone to make it light for digestion."
The manager frowned as he looked at the plate of braised crucian carp, which was full of color and fragrance. He was about to speak when he was frightened by Xie Qing's cold eyes.
Shen Mian nodded, but she knew in her heart that the sense of taste had deteriorated.
Because of his poor appetite, Shen Mian ate some casually, but Xie Qing didn't dare to feed him too much, so he asked someone to remove the food, and carefully wiped the corners of Shen Mian's lips with a wet towel.
The pale pink lips were now sickly white, making people feel distressed.
Xie Qing leaned forward and kissed on the two pink petals. He thought he would be ridiculed by Shen Shubai, but found that he didn't respond, just stared blankly at the ceiling.
Xie Qing didn't know whether he didn't care, or his sense of touch had deteriorated, no matter what the reason was, it was enough to cause him pain.
Shen Mian suddenly said: "Xie Qing, why did you bring me back?"
Xie Qing's voice was hoarse, but he said firmly: "Because, I love you."
The man on the hospital bed slightly squinted his peach blossom eyes. Under the light, the pale scarlet moles under the corners of his eyes became more eye-catching. Even at this moment, he was still so bright and charming, extremely beautiful.
"I don't believe it." Shen Mian said softly.
Xie Qing knew he didn't believe it, otherwise, on that rainy night in Haicheng, when he saw himself, he wouldn't subconsciously ask, "Why did you come?"
Xie Qing grabbed his white and slender wrist, put it to his lips and kissed it, and asked, "Why don't you believe it?"
Shen Mian said: "When I gave all my love to you, you hated it so much that you even wanted to hide abroad. I know that you may have a normal orientation and are not from this circle, so I also never I have never forced you, I just carefully hide my heart, like you silently, help you, I want to use my talent to achieve you, but this, is it unbearable for you? What kind of terrible germ am I, you want to do this Stay away?"
He spoke calmly, but Xie Qing seemed to be Ling Chi, every word pierced into the blood like a sword.
"No." Xie Qing retorted palely, "I just don't want to be favored by you, I can't respond to your feelings."
Shen Mian nodded slightly, and murmured to herself: "It should be like this."
Xie Qing said: "But it's different now, I'm in love with you, no, not just in love, Abai, I love you."
Shen Mian said: "Xie Qing, you should know me, my pride, my self-esteem, don't allow others to trample on it, you used to humiliate me like that, now you tell me you love me, besides feeling ridiculous, I'm only pitiful .”
This "poor" is naturally pity that he fell in love with someone who can't live for a few days.
Xie Qing clenched his fists and said in a low voice: "I know, but I still have to say, I'm afraid you won't hear my voice, I'm afraid you won't even feel it when I hug you or kiss you. I don't expect anything from you Respond, I know I'm not qualified, I just can't help but say..."
Seeing that Shen Mian closed his eyes and stopped talking to himself, Xie Qing's eyes were slightly astringent, and he murmured: "I told you about the trauma of my childhood, when you asked me why my mother did that , I will tell you the reason now."
"Before my mother married my father, there was a lover who was in love. Due to power or great benefits, that man finally abandoned her, and she was forced to marry my father. She was very disappointed with that man, and My father was very angry, so she wanted revenge. She endured it for a long time, until she gave birth to me, and finally she was no match for her own demons. She had sex with other men and did those crazy things. It was her resistance to my father. , It is also a mockery of the former lover, the so-called love."
"And my father, he always said that he loves my mother very much, so he can't let her go. He locked her in a mental hospital. In fact, it was a closed nursing home. He often visited her and violated her. He would do anything she said. Listen, he can forgive her for cheating many times, but he won't let her go or allow her to die."
Xie Qing gently took Shen Mian into his arms, and said: "So I never hated my mother, because she is very pitiful, she was imprisoned by my father's 'love' for a lifetime, so she was crazy. I used to think that' "Love" is the carrier of evil, hypocrisy, horror, it will only create misfortune, I thought I would never touch this thing in my life, but when I meet you again, I feel like a different person."
"Shen Shubai, tell me, did I owe you in my previous life, and that's why I fell on you?"
Shen Mian's eyelashes trembled, he opened his eyes and asked, "How long can I live?"
Xie Qing didn't answer.
Shen Mian raised her hand and climbed onto his shoulder, and said in a low voice, "You're right, 'love' is not a good thing, you see, when I loved you, I was in so much pain that I wanted to die, but now you love me... I suffer as much as you do, so at least tonight, don't mention that word."
Xie Qing froze suddenly.He said that he suffered as much as himself, why?His heart was beating extremely fast, and there was a glimmer of hope and panic in his heart.
Shen Mian didn't give him a chance to ask questions, he fumbled to kiss Xie Qing's lips, and set fire to the man's body everywhere, even though he was blind, he still easily provoked Xie Qing's desire.
……
When it was dawn, Xie Qing leaned over to look at the delicate and delicate man below him, and looked into his clear watery eyes, his heart was so soft, he wanted to ask, do you still love me?
But he dared not ask.He was afraid that he would make a mistake, but he inevitably looked forward to it.
He thought about asking, but saw Shen Shubai's lips move, so he stopped, waiting for him to speak first.
After a pause, Shen Mian said lightly, "I can't hear the sound anymore."
Xie Qing's eyes turned red all of a sudden, as if he had been drained of all his strength, looking at Shen Shubai who couldn't see or hear, and seeing the indescribable smile on his lips, he felt that his internal organs were all disturbed It was like shattering, and the pain made it extremely difficult for him to even breathe.
This is the worst torture in the world.
When you find that you have done something wrong and want to make it up, the person who needs to make it up can no longer perceive your guilt and is stripped from your world.
***
As time passed, Shen Mian's five senses gradually degenerated, and finally only the sense of touch remained, and when the sense of touch disappeared completely, that was when he died.
Shen Mian snapped her fingers, calculating that she still had a few hours to live.
Somebody picked him up from the hospital bed, someone wrapped him in a large windbreaker, held him in his arms, and strode out.
If his sense of smell hadn't disappeared, he would be able to judge the identity of the other party just by smell, but it's a pity that he can't do it now.
In fact, if he wants to know, he can call up the system light screen and check it in his mind.But he wasn't interested. After all, he was dying, so there was no need to struggle.
At this time, he thought about it instead, it's not that he never died, it's just that he won't be resurrected this time, there's nothing to be afraid of.
He can see it, but it makes others feel even more sad for him.
Qin Zheng hugged him in his arms and calmly walked to the top floor of the hospital. He knew that he could not take Shen Shubai away from Xie's family in the capital, and there was no need to take him elsewhere now. He just wanted to accompany him he.
Shen Mian felt the man's rough palm caressing her cheek, that feeling was very familiar, different from Qin Mo's scorching heat, and different from Xie Qing's slight coolness, it belonged to Qin Zheng's cautiousness and warmth.
He asked, "Is it Qin Zheng?"
Qin Zheng felt a sudden pain in his heart, took a deep breath, and slowly wrote the word "Yes" in his palm.
Of course, he had a way to know about his condition, but Xie Qing kept watch over him, and finally found a chance to push Xie Qing away for a while.
Shen Mian pursed her lips and whispered, "I'm going to die."
Qin Zheng held his hand unconsciously and tightened it, but did not respond.
Shen Mian said earnestly: "Kiss me again, kiss me hard, I'm not very sensitive now, the kiss is too light, I can't feel it."
Qin Zheng wrote "OK" in his palm.
He leaned down, hugged his pink lips, and kissed him with all his strength, until Shen Mian was short of breath, and he was almost out of breath, before letting him go.
Shen Mian gasped slightly, and whispered, "Let me tell you a secret, okay?"
Qin Zheng nodded, remembering that he couldn't see, so he wrote the word "good" on his palm again.
In fact, Shen Mian didn't know what he wrote, but guessed that Qin Zheng would never go against his will, so he always answered in the affirmative every time.
He said: "I'm actually not Shen Shubai. I didn't become him until half a year ago. It sounds a bit like resurrecting a dead body, doesn't it? But this face is my own. I've actually lived many times, but this time I really want to die gone."
The system issued a warning sound of "buzzing--", but Shen Mian didn't care, thinking that the young master was going to die, what can you do to me with this broken system.
He felt that he died too unjustly, and if he didn't find someone to confide in, he would really die with regret.
He said to himself: "I am looking for someone every time. Of course, they are not the same person, but every world has a fixed person. As long as he falls in love with me, I can live."
Qin Zheng silently listened to his crazy words without interrupting. Every word Shen Shubai said was too precious to him. After today, he might never hear it again, so he wanted to listen.
Shen Mian said: "But I can't always find him. There are so many people in the world, it's like looking for a needle in a haystack, it's very common for me to not find it, right?"
Qin Zheng wrote "yes" in his palm.
Shen Mian smiled, and after a while, sighed softly: "Actually, this task is not too difficult for me, because I am very good-looking, and everyone who has met me will like me."
Although he didn't ask Qin Zheng, Qin Zheng secretly answered "Yes" in his heart.
"But this time I stumbled. I thought you were at first, but you weren't. I couldn't make that person fall in love with me, so I was going to die."
Qin Zheng wrote in his palm: "Who?"
Shen Mian asked: "Do you want to ask who that person is? In fact, I am also confused. I always thought that I found the right person, but in the end, the mission still failed. Maybe I didn't find that person at all, or maybe I found the right person." But he didn't fall in love with me completely, the result is the same after all."
In the end, he concluded: "It seems that I am not popular with everyone."
Qin Zheng frowned slightly, and suddenly leaned down and kissed his lips. He wanted to tell him that he loved him.
The wind on the top floor was strong, Shen Mian shrank into Qin Zheng's arms, and said in a trembling voice, "I'm cold, hold me tight."
Qin Zheng completely embraced him, Shen Mian smiled reassuringly, and hummed an unknown tune softly, no one would think that he was a person who was about to pass away.
Qin Zheng raised his eyes and saw that Xie Qing and Qin Mo were standing in front of them, shielding their bodies from the cold wind. They had stood and listened for a long time.
No one asked Shen Mian if he liked them in his heart, because he couldn't hear them, and even if it was written in his palm, he didn't know what the words were.
More importantly, they all know the answer.
Xie Qing raised his lips in a self-deprecating manner. He finally understood why he still couldn't be moved every time he thought of the former Shen Shubai, and finally understood why he couldn't love this person completely.
It turned out that the Shen Shubai who loved him, and the Shen Shubai whom he loved were two people at all.
System prompt - task progress: 100%
And Qin Mo was just the opposite of this half-brother. Qin Mo had experienced the pain of losing a loved one when he was very young, so whenever he wanted something urgently, he had to hold it in his hand to be at ease.
After all, he is young, and young people always have the arrogance of young people and the pride that cannot be violated.
So Qin Zheng was willing to let them go, but Qin Mo couldn't agree.
Qin Mo picked up the gun, pointed it at Xie Qing's head, and said, "I don't know who your grandfather is, and I don't care. Even if it's the king of heaven, I don't want to snatch Shen Shubai from me."
Xie Qing said indifferently: "Do you dare to shoot?"
Qin Mo said: "Why don't I dare. He is going to die, so why don't I dare!"
The cold word "death" was colder and biting than the rain in severe winter. The deep sense of powerlessness drove these proud men to a dead end, and their scramble became more and more ridiculous.
But no one can laugh, except Shen Mian.
The corners of Shen Mian's lips curled slightly, she raised her eyes to Qin Mo, and asked, "You want to die for me? You made up your mind a long time ago?"
Qin Mo didn't say anything, he knew that when Shen Shubai showed such a smile, it wasn't a sign of happiness.Instead, it shows that he is angry.
Shen Shubai rarely showed an angry expression.This pretty face is always full of smiles, his red lips are slightly parted, and he uses the sharpest words to tease and satirize others. He is always smiling, even if he is extremely angry, he still bends his thin lips, and his voice is sweet and soft, which is amazing Like a spring breeze.
Seeing that Qin Mo didn't answer, Shen Mian reached out to hold his hand, and pointed the gun at herself, "So in your eyes, life is so worthless."
Qin Mo's pupils shrank suddenly, and the sight of his gun pointing at Shen Shubai made him unbearable.
He could have easily broken away, after all, Shen Mian was at the end of his strength and didn't have much strength left, but Qin Mo couldn't do that, because the person holding his hand was Shen Shubai, and he couldn't push Shen Shubai away, no matter when.
He couldn't push away the hand that was blocking him, so he could only put down the gun in his hand.The heavy gun fell straight to the ground with a muffled sound, and the rain splashed a small splash.
Just as Qin Mo said, since the day we met, he has never won an argument against Shen Shubai.
Xie Qing's manager broke out in a cold sweat. He had seen the world, and he was fairly accurate in seeing people. The look in Qin Mo's eyes just now was really about to fight with his life.
This young heir of the Angus family has used all the trump cards in Huaguo. If he insists on killing a bloody road, he may not be able to take Shen Shubai away intact.It's just that from now on, it may be difficult for their forces to step into this land.
Of course, Qin Mo wouldn't care.
But he gave up doing so, because Shen Shubai said no, it doesn't look like a reason, but this is the reason.
Shen Mian's vision was a little blurry, he wasn't sure if what he saw on Qin Mo's face were tears or rain, but he felt that Qin Mo was crying, at least because he was sad.
It made him feel bad.
So he held Qin Mo's hand and said seriously, "I don't want you to die, get hurt, or feel sad. Can you promise me?"
Qin Mo held his hand instead and remained silent.
It seems that a long time has passed, and it seems that it is just a blink of an eye. Apart from the sound of wind and rain, there is only the sound of Xie Qing's slow breathing. Shen Mian gradually loses consciousness and passes out in Xie Qing's arms.
***
As his body reached its limit, Shen Mian had no choice but to stay in the system space temporarily. He saw Xie Qing carrying him into a helicopter, and then arrived in the capital.
The old man of the Xie family knew that his grandson had snatched a granddaughter-in-law back from Haicheng, and before he could be happy, he was told that his granddaughter-in-law was a man.
The old man lived for most of his life, living a shrewd and wise life, but he was tricked by his own grandson in the end, and he became very angry and furious.
Before he had time to treat this unworthy descendant, he suddenly learned that his grandson's sweetheart was terminally ill, and now he was in the hospital and would not survive for a few days.
The old man sighed with emotion, and finally waved his hands, saying: "Do your best and obey the destiny."
When Shen Mian could wake up, it was already three days later.
His life span is only one week.This is true of life in any sense.
Shen Mian opened her eyes and was slightly startled. He was in the system space before and could observe the outside world at any time, but he didn't expect that after entering the original owner's body, he would lose his vision.
Although the light can still be vaguely felt, that's all.
He remembered that when he started the mission for the first time, because the host's mental strength was too low, the body collapsed early, and the internal organs of the body began to fail.
This time, the failure of internal organs was not too fast, and he could still eat normally, but his five senses deteriorated rapidly.
I don't know if it's lucky or unfortunate.
Seeing that he finally woke up, Xie Qing couldn't help but held Shen Mian's hand and kissed her several times, and murmured: "You scared me to death."
Shen Mian listened to the direction of his voice, smiled, and said, "I'm hungry."
Xie Qing didn't expect that the first thing he said when he woke up was that he was hungry, and he couldn't help laughing away the dull pain in his chest.
He was attracted to Shen Shubai at first because of his "uniqueness".This man is always different from others, doing absurd things, saying absurd words, always surprising people, surprises, one after another, and finally intertwined into the dazzling Shen Shubai in front of him.
Xie Qing responded softly: "Okay, I'll have someone prepare something for you, what do you want to eat?"
Shen Mian said: "I want to try all the signature dishes in the capital."
Xie Qing said: "Do you know we are in the capital?"
Shen Mian raised her lips, smiled slyly, and said, "I have offended Qin Zheng, I don't believe you dare to stay in Haicheng."
This smirk was really touching, Xie Qing was stunned for a moment, and then said in a hoarse voice: "Yes, I can't afford to offend Qin Zheng, even if Qin Mo forced him to leave, I naturally can't afford to offend him. But he didn't dare to come to the capital, so it's a tie."
He stood up and went to the door, calling the bodyguards to prepare food. After explaining, he suddenly felt a little unsteady on his feet. The manager hurriedly supported him and said, "You haven't rested for several days. Go to sleep. I'll take care of you." You watch."
Xie Qing said: "I dare not sleep."
He didn't dare to sleep, how could he dare to sleep, the most famous doctors in the world gathered in this hospital, but no one could tell clearly what ailment Shen Shubai had.
In the end, they came to a very absurd conclusion: "Mr. Shen is not sick. His body can only support him to live to this age. It may sound unscientific, but this is the best explanation."
Xie Qing closed his eyes to hide the tiredness in his eyes, he was afraid that if he fell asleep, this person would not be there when he woke up.
He pushed the door open, walked to the hospital bed, held Shen Mian's hand silently, and prayed devoutly for a miracle for the first time in his life.
At this time, Shen Shubai said a word that completely pushed him into the abyss of despair.
"Why don't you turn on the light?"
Xie Qing was startled, he looked into those beautiful and clear eyes, dazzling like jewels and stars, but without focus.
He opened his mouth, but couldn't utter a word except for the bitterness in his mouth.So those beautiful eyes gradually lost their light and dimmed.
Shen Mian's voice sounded a little ethereal, and she asked, "Am I... lost sight?"
Xie Qing was silent for a long time, and said with difficulty: "Don't worry, it's only temporary."
Shen Mian nodded slightly, and asked again: "Did you ask someone to prepare something delicious for me?"
Although Xie Qing had been away from the capital for a long time, he still remembered the classic dishes since he was a child. He casually reported the names of a few dishes, and saw Shen Shubai's haggard face showing a look of anticipation.
Xie Qing knew that Shen Shubai didn't believe what he said, he just didn't bother to question it.In other words, he didn't care much about being blind.
For a person who can't live more than a few days, seeing the person he hates is actually not a hindrance, and it is even a blessing.
Xie Qing gently hugged him into his arms, and finally understood that his retribution had arrived.
He once dismissed this person and abandoned him like a piece of paper, but he didn't regret it, because he knew clearly that the mean and philistine little director five years ago would never move his heart. What he liked was five years later, This Shen Shubai who has transformed into wanton and unruly, lives freely.
How can these two people be the same person? They are so different, but they are the same person.
All the harm he inflicted on Shen Shubai was retribution on himself.
He couldn't help but wonder, if he hadn't left Shen Shubai back then, would this person not have been willing to degenerate, would not have become as hard-hearted as he is now, no matter how much others love and cherish him, he would not be moved.
Xie Qing originally thought that his retribution was enough, but he didn't know that this was just the beginning.
The manager brought in the food and put it on the table.Shen Mian couldn't see, so of course Xie Qing would feed him.
The man carefully removed the fishbone, and fed the tender and delicious fish to Shen Mian's lips. Seeing that Shen Mian opened his mouth to swallow it, he carefully asked, "Does it suit your taste?"
Shen Mian was silent, and said: "The taste is a bit mild, but it's okay."
Xie Qing was startled for a moment, he took a sip himself, his eyes dimmed, but he said with a smile: "You are a patient, I specially asked someone to make it light for digestion."
The manager frowned as he looked at the plate of braised crucian carp, which was full of color and fragrance. He was about to speak when he was frightened by Xie Qing's cold eyes.
Shen Mian nodded, but she knew in her heart that the sense of taste had deteriorated.
Because of his poor appetite, Shen Mian ate some casually, but Xie Qing didn't dare to feed him too much, so he asked someone to remove the food, and carefully wiped the corners of Shen Mian's lips with a wet towel.
The pale pink lips were now sickly white, making people feel distressed.
Xie Qing leaned forward and kissed on the two pink petals. He thought he would be ridiculed by Shen Shubai, but found that he didn't respond, just stared blankly at the ceiling.
Xie Qing didn't know whether he didn't care, or his sense of touch had deteriorated, no matter what the reason was, it was enough to cause him pain.
Shen Mian suddenly said: "Xie Qing, why did you bring me back?"
Xie Qing's voice was hoarse, but he said firmly: "Because, I love you."
The man on the hospital bed slightly squinted his peach blossom eyes. Under the light, the pale scarlet moles under the corners of his eyes became more eye-catching. Even at this moment, he was still so bright and charming, extremely beautiful.
"I don't believe it." Shen Mian said softly.
Xie Qing knew he didn't believe it, otherwise, on that rainy night in Haicheng, when he saw himself, he wouldn't subconsciously ask, "Why did you come?"
Xie Qing grabbed his white and slender wrist, put it to his lips and kissed it, and asked, "Why don't you believe it?"
Shen Mian said: "When I gave all my love to you, you hated it so much that you even wanted to hide abroad. I know that you may have a normal orientation and are not from this circle, so I also never I have never forced you, I just carefully hide my heart, like you silently, help you, I want to use my talent to achieve you, but this, is it unbearable for you? What kind of terrible germ am I, you want to do this Stay away?"
He spoke calmly, but Xie Qing seemed to be Ling Chi, every word pierced into the blood like a sword.
"No." Xie Qing retorted palely, "I just don't want to be favored by you, I can't respond to your feelings."
Shen Mian nodded slightly, and murmured to herself: "It should be like this."
Xie Qing said: "But it's different now, I'm in love with you, no, not just in love, Abai, I love you."
Shen Mian said: "Xie Qing, you should know me, my pride, my self-esteem, don't allow others to trample on it, you used to humiliate me like that, now you tell me you love me, besides feeling ridiculous, I'm only pitiful .”
This "poor" is naturally pity that he fell in love with someone who can't live for a few days.
Xie Qing clenched his fists and said in a low voice: "I know, but I still have to say, I'm afraid you won't hear my voice, I'm afraid you won't even feel it when I hug you or kiss you. I don't expect anything from you Respond, I know I'm not qualified, I just can't help but say..."
Seeing that Shen Mian closed his eyes and stopped talking to himself, Xie Qing's eyes were slightly astringent, and he murmured: "I told you about the trauma of my childhood, when you asked me why my mother did that , I will tell you the reason now."
"Before my mother married my father, there was a lover who was in love. Due to power or great benefits, that man finally abandoned her, and she was forced to marry my father. She was very disappointed with that man, and My father was very angry, so she wanted revenge. She endured it for a long time, until she gave birth to me, and finally she was no match for her own demons. She had sex with other men and did those crazy things. It was her resistance to my father. , It is also a mockery of the former lover, the so-called love."
"And my father, he always said that he loves my mother very much, so he can't let her go. He locked her in a mental hospital. In fact, it was a closed nursing home. He often visited her and violated her. He would do anything she said. Listen, he can forgive her for cheating many times, but he won't let her go or allow her to die."
Xie Qing gently took Shen Mian into his arms, and said: "So I never hated my mother, because she is very pitiful, she was imprisoned by my father's 'love' for a lifetime, so she was crazy. I used to think that' "Love" is the carrier of evil, hypocrisy, horror, it will only create misfortune, I thought I would never touch this thing in my life, but when I meet you again, I feel like a different person."
"Shen Shubai, tell me, did I owe you in my previous life, and that's why I fell on you?"
Shen Mian's eyelashes trembled, he opened his eyes and asked, "How long can I live?"
Xie Qing didn't answer.
Shen Mian raised her hand and climbed onto his shoulder, and said in a low voice, "You're right, 'love' is not a good thing, you see, when I loved you, I was in so much pain that I wanted to die, but now you love me... I suffer as much as you do, so at least tonight, don't mention that word."
Xie Qing froze suddenly.He said that he suffered as much as himself, why?His heart was beating extremely fast, and there was a glimmer of hope and panic in his heart.
Shen Mian didn't give him a chance to ask questions, he fumbled to kiss Xie Qing's lips, and set fire to the man's body everywhere, even though he was blind, he still easily provoked Xie Qing's desire.
……
When it was dawn, Xie Qing leaned over to look at the delicate and delicate man below him, and looked into his clear watery eyes, his heart was so soft, he wanted to ask, do you still love me?
But he dared not ask.He was afraid that he would make a mistake, but he inevitably looked forward to it.
He thought about asking, but saw Shen Shubai's lips move, so he stopped, waiting for him to speak first.
After a pause, Shen Mian said lightly, "I can't hear the sound anymore."
Xie Qing's eyes turned red all of a sudden, as if he had been drained of all his strength, looking at Shen Shubai who couldn't see or hear, and seeing the indescribable smile on his lips, he felt that his internal organs were all disturbed It was like shattering, and the pain made it extremely difficult for him to even breathe.
This is the worst torture in the world.
When you find that you have done something wrong and want to make it up, the person who needs to make it up can no longer perceive your guilt and is stripped from your world.
***
As time passed, Shen Mian's five senses gradually degenerated, and finally only the sense of touch remained, and when the sense of touch disappeared completely, that was when he died.
Shen Mian snapped her fingers, calculating that she still had a few hours to live.
Somebody picked him up from the hospital bed, someone wrapped him in a large windbreaker, held him in his arms, and strode out.
If his sense of smell hadn't disappeared, he would be able to judge the identity of the other party just by smell, but it's a pity that he can't do it now.
In fact, if he wants to know, he can call up the system light screen and check it in his mind.But he wasn't interested. After all, he was dying, so there was no need to struggle.
At this time, he thought about it instead, it's not that he never died, it's just that he won't be resurrected this time, there's nothing to be afraid of.
He can see it, but it makes others feel even more sad for him.
Qin Zheng hugged him in his arms and calmly walked to the top floor of the hospital. He knew that he could not take Shen Shubai away from Xie's family in the capital, and there was no need to take him elsewhere now. He just wanted to accompany him he.
Shen Mian felt the man's rough palm caressing her cheek, that feeling was very familiar, different from Qin Mo's scorching heat, and different from Xie Qing's slight coolness, it belonged to Qin Zheng's cautiousness and warmth.
He asked, "Is it Qin Zheng?"
Qin Zheng felt a sudden pain in his heart, took a deep breath, and slowly wrote the word "Yes" in his palm.
Of course, he had a way to know about his condition, but Xie Qing kept watch over him, and finally found a chance to push Xie Qing away for a while.
Shen Mian pursed her lips and whispered, "I'm going to die."
Qin Zheng held his hand unconsciously and tightened it, but did not respond.
Shen Mian said earnestly: "Kiss me again, kiss me hard, I'm not very sensitive now, the kiss is too light, I can't feel it."
Qin Zheng wrote "OK" in his palm.
He leaned down, hugged his pink lips, and kissed him with all his strength, until Shen Mian was short of breath, and he was almost out of breath, before letting him go.
Shen Mian gasped slightly, and whispered, "Let me tell you a secret, okay?"
Qin Zheng nodded, remembering that he couldn't see, so he wrote the word "good" on his palm again.
In fact, Shen Mian didn't know what he wrote, but guessed that Qin Zheng would never go against his will, so he always answered in the affirmative every time.
He said: "I'm actually not Shen Shubai. I didn't become him until half a year ago. It sounds a bit like resurrecting a dead body, doesn't it? But this face is my own. I've actually lived many times, but this time I really want to die gone."
The system issued a warning sound of "buzzing--", but Shen Mian didn't care, thinking that the young master was going to die, what can you do to me with this broken system.
He felt that he died too unjustly, and if he didn't find someone to confide in, he would really die with regret.
He said to himself: "I am looking for someone every time. Of course, they are not the same person, but every world has a fixed person. As long as he falls in love with me, I can live."
Qin Zheng silently listened to his crazy words without interrupting. Every word Shen Shubai said was too precious to him. After today, he might never hear it again, so he wanted to listen.
Shen Mian said: "But I can't always find him. There are so many people in the world, it's like looking for a needle in a haystack, it's very common for me to not find it, right?"
Qin Zheng wrote "yes" in his palm.
Shen Mian smiled, and after a while, sighed softly: "Actually, this task is not too difficult for me, because I am very good-looking, and everyone who has met me will like me."
Although he didn't ask Qin Zheng, Qin Zheng secretly answered "Yes" in his heart.
"But this time I stumbled. I thought you were at first, but you weren't. I couldn't make that person fall in love with me, so I was going to die."
Qin Zheng wrote in his palm: "Who?"
Shen Mian asked: "Do you want to ask who that person is? In fact, I am also confused. I always thought that I found the right person, but in the end, the mission still failed. Maybe I didn't find that person at all, or maybe I found the right person." But he didn't fall in love with me completely, the result is the same after all."
In the end, he concluded: "It seems that I am not popular with everyone."
Qin Zheng frowned slightly, and suddenly leaned down and kissed his lips. He wanted to tell him that he loved him.
The wind on the top floor was strong, Shen Mian shrank into Qin Zheng's arms, and said in a trembling voice, "I'm cold, hold me tight."
Qin Zheng completely embraced him, Shen Mian smiled reassuringly, and hummed an unknown tune softly, no one would think that he was a person who was about to pass away.
Qin Zheng raised his eyes and saw that Xie Qing and Qin Mo were standing in front of them, shielding their bodies from the cold wind. They had stood and listened for a long time.
No one asked Shen Mian if he liked them in his heart, because he couldn't hear them, and even if it was written in his palm, he didn't know what the words were.
More importantly, they all know the answer.
Xie Qing raised his lips in a self-deprecating manner. He finally understood why he still couldn't be moved every time he thought of the former Shen Shubai, and finally understood why he couldn't love this person completely.
It turned out that the Shen Shubai who loved him, and the Shen Shubai whom he loved were two people at all.
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