Xiangyu

He hasn't changed, so what about him?Looking back on Qiao Yusong's refusal of his pursuit before, isn't it because he didn't want the two of them to get in touch too deeply, and would see that Song Yuqiao was no longer what he used to be?Now that Song Yuqiao said that he has not changed, it seems that his original idea was ridiculous.He likes Song Yuqiao's original appearance, but now facing Song Yuqiao who has not changed, he starts to find fault.

What's wrong with this?Song Yuqiao has such good conditions, it is really rare that he is willing to like him, he should naturally lower his figure, no matter what Song Yuqiao's attitude is, he should readily accept it.If Song Yuqiao wasn't happy enough to show it, it should be his problem, not Song Yuqiao's.

When Qiao Yusong began to teach himself with these "reasons", he remembered the company's complaint analysis meetings.

After a meeting, a senior said: "Don't think that passengers will not complain about you if they don't show it to the face. Chinese people are very reserved. To understand the art of speaking, 'more satisfied' means 'dissatisfied' , 'basically competent' is 'incompetent'. If he doesn't act cheerfully, you have to be careful. Complaints are useless, as long as things don't make a big difference, it will always be your fault! Passengers will never have problems. This It's the service industry." At this point, she paused, "Fuck."

The reasoning doesn't work at this time, and he also wants to swear a dirty word after hearing the reasoning.

Although these years have been hard, Qiao Yusong has been spoiled by the other side of life.

His appearance is praised almost every day; someone always praises him for being careful, considerate, and gentle; his ex-boyfriends are all good, and they don’t hate him after breaking up; there are always good suitors around him...

Therefore, although he knew that Song Yuqiao was a dragon and phoenix among the people, with a high degree of education, and engaged in such a remarkable job, but he had no way to feel that he was doing the right thing because of this.

"Really?" Qiao Yusong lost his appetite, he put down his chopsticks, "Then I should have changed."

Song Yuqiao frowned and said, "I don't think so."

Qiao Yusong not only found it funny when he heard it, he even felt a little pitiful, and said: "We didn't have much contact before, what did we talk about after we met again? Why do you think there is no?"

He was slightly taken aback, and said, "Because..."

"What was your impression of me before?" Qiao Yusong interrupted him, "I'm not fierce, I have a good personality, my grades are not good, I like to watch anime, and my mother often scolds me because I'm worthless, what else?"

Listening to his words, Song Yuqiao's face became stiff little by little.

"You think I don't, probably because I still have a good personality now. I'm still not aggressive, and I'm used to taking care of people—nonsense, my job is to serve people. My work performance is mediocre. I haven't been promoted to the purser after flying for six years. The animation is out of the woods, but I can still listen to the songs, and I mainly follow dramas during my rest. Generally speaking, it is the same as before. I don’t want to make progress, and I don’t make progress.” Qiao Yusong looked into his eyes, “But, I My parents don’t dislike me anymore. They are still waiting to rely on my relationship to buy discounted air tickets! Your social status is much higher than mine, and I know the gap between us, but I don’t envy you at all, let alone I will belittle myself because of this. Maybe in the eyes of outsiders, we are not worthy, but I don’t think I am not worthy of you, but we are not suitable. That’s right, I want the kind of love in the comics. What’s the matter with that? Question? You are the one who said he liked me and wanted to pursue me, there is no reason why when we started dating, it was you who didn't have to think about anything."

This was not the first time Qiao Yusong explained why they were inappropriate, but this time, to Song Yuqiao's ears, it was undoubtedly more harsh than the last time.

He unknowingly put down the chopsticks in his hand, and after hearing what Qiao Yusong had said, he couldn't think of what to say in response.

"I'm done." Sichuan restaurants are really not a good place to quarrel and argue. Qiao Yusong glanced at his bowl and asked, "Are you still eating? If you don't, I'll pay the bill."

After listening, Song Yuqiao was taken aback.

Qiao Yusong said coldly: "Anyway, I was the one who said to come to eat at the beginning. You should be fine, right?"

Song Yuqiao frowned again.

Until leaving the restaurant, Song Yuqiao was still immersed in Qiao Yusong's words, unable to recover for a long time.He was in a trance, even shocked, and he even wondered if he was hallucinating.

Song Yuqiao never liked to have unproductive conversations with people.Except for attending classes at school and holding meetings at work units, where he has to listen to long speeches from teachers and leaders, he seldom hears anyone talking so much to him.

If so, it has been a long time—Song Yuqiao thought of Zhou Meiqi very inappropriately.

He soon discovered that his shock was ultimately due to Qiao Yusong reminding him of Zhou Meiqi.And this in itself made Song Yuqiao feel strongly uneasy.

Standing on the side of the road, seeing Qiao Yusong bowing his head and swiping his phone, Song Yuqiao asked, "Does the drama start at three o'clock?"

"You still want to watch drama?" Qiao Yusong asked in disbelief.

He was slightly taken aback, and asked, "Don't you want to watch it?"

If it were someone else, Qiao Yusong might think that it would be understandable for him to bite the bullet and go to the theater together in such a cold situation, but facing Song Yuqiao, he couldn't help but be surprised.This didn't seem like a decision Song Yuqiao would make.

Qiao Yusong asked: "Do you think it's interesting to watch a drama with us like this?"

Song Yuqiao's expression changed upon hearing this.

Slowly, Qiao Yusong saw Song Yuqiao's expression getting colder and colder.His heart trembled slightly because of this, and he was almost timid, but he endured it and gritted his teeth.

"Okay, then I'll go back to get my luggage and go directly to the airport." Song Yuqiao said.

After hearing this, Qiao Yusong's heart dropped suddenly.He tried his best to pull a smile of pretended satisfaction from the corner of his mouth, and said, "Okay. I happened to call the car back just now."

Song Yuqiao's eyes widened.Qiao Yusong saw his pupils tightened suddenly, framing his own figure inside.

On the way back to the bachelor apartment, the two sat at opposite ends of the back row of the car, neither of them saying a word.

Before going out in the morning, Song Yuqiao had already packed his suitcase.So, as soon as they returned to the apartment, Song Yuqiao picked up his suitcase and walked out without saying a word.

Seeing Song Yuqiao pass by, Qiao Yusong's heart trembled slightly.He thought about it, turned around and went out.

He had just walked outside the door when he saw Song Yuqiao turn around.

Song Yuqiao looked at him coldly and said, "There's no need to send it off, I'll just go downstairs and call a car."

Qiao Yusong swallowed a mouthful of saliva and said, "Okay."

Hearing this, Song Yuqiao gritted his teeth.He turned around and wanted to leave, but because he was unwilling, he turned back and said, "Qiao Yusong, I don't understand why you are so harsh. Although we have only spent a short time together in the past and now, I don't like laughing and joking. You should know this. Eat Sichuan food at noon and watch drama in the afternoon. These are all things you want to do. I agree with your suggestion. Is there any problem with this? I don’t know what your previous boyfriends were like People, I don't understand the extent of your so-called 'initiative', but if you want me to be with you and smile, I can't do it. I'm not that kind of person."

"I know you're not that kind of person." Qiao Yusong said with red eyes.

"Then what do you mean?!" Song Yuqiao couldn't figure it out, so he cried out angrily.Soon, he suppressed his anger, tried to calm down, and said, "Since you know I'm not that kind of person and you still like me, why are you so critical? Don't you think this is too hypocritical?"

From the time Song Yuqiao began to lecture, Qiao Yusong's heart gradually became cold.After listening, he raised the corners of his mouth, pulled out a non-smiling smile, and said, "I think."

Song Yuqiao was stunned.

Since they met again, Song Yuqiao has done many things that moved Qiao Yusong.Those things seemed exaggerated, meeting him in the rain during a typhoon, driving him home for six hours, following him on the plane... It was very romantic, and anyone would be moved.

Qiao Yusong was also moved, but when they really fell in love, it was more simple to get along with each other like eating and shopping.Because of Qiao Yusong's hypocrisy, those touching orgasms are not enough to make up for the dullness.

At the very least, he couldn't keep reminding himself when facing Song Yuqiao's "it doesn't matter, it's okay" again and again, thinking about the earth-shattering things Song Yuqiao did for him, he should be content.

"Song Yuqiao, I have liked you for a long time. Because I knew there was no possibility between us, I have been in love all these years. Seeing you again, I have not regretted those love experiences. I can say with a clear conscience that I and them are both Really in love. It's just—like you said, we don't want to put up with each other's flaws anymore." He took a deep breath, "I guess, you may have liked me for a long time, too? If we liked each other a long time ago , why not together? I don't think it's possible, you think so too, right? Admit it, we do like each other, so we do some exaggerated and absurd things because of each other, sometimes it seems very romantic. But we only like each other The strengths of each other, but they can't accept each other's shortcomings. But all love relationships, in the end, must be maintained by enduring each other's shortcomings."

After hearing this, Song Yuqiao's heart seemed to have fallen into an ice hole.He suspected that because his heart was hard, he fell in, and there was a bang bang bang bang, and it hurt hard.

He had never felt this way before, it was the first time he experienced it, the pain was so painful that he didn't know how to react, it seemed to be full of frustration mixed with helplessness.He couldn't think of a rebuttal, and he experienced the ignorance he hated most.

"Are you officially rejecting me?" Song Yuqiao felt his heart being pulled down by a force, like the feeling of being overweight when an airplane took off.

Qiao Yusong clenched his fists tightly, but he knew that his hands could hold nothing, they were empty after all.He nodded and said, "Yes."

After hearing this, Song Yuqiao's eyes suddenly became hot.This was far beyond his expectations, and he had to keep his eyes open.After a while, he calmed down and asked, "I want to know, did you do nothing because you thought it was impossible between us?"

For a moment, Qiao Yusong felt a little dizzy in front of his eyes.He regained his composure, but the turbulent feeling when piercing the clouds never left his mind.Like a rusty saw pulling a wet piece of wood, he tugged at his vocal chords to make a sound: "Did I do nothing?"

"What did you do 13 years ago?" Song Yuqiao asked.

Hearing this, Qiao Yusong smiled.He could feel how weird his smile was, how sly, shameless, and shameless he was, but that was all he could do.He said, "No. I didn't do anything."

Song Yuqiao swallowed a mouthful of saliva with difficulty.

"I'm sorry, it's because I didn't do anything back then, so we weren't together back then, and we can't get along now. Are you satisfied with this?" Qiao Yusong stared at him and said sharply, "It's all wrong. In me. It took you less than 30 years to achieve what others can't achieve in a lifetime, how can you be wrong, right? Is this okay?"

It seems that the plane is stable after rushing into the sky, which is very unreal.Song Yuqiao took a deep breath and said, "It's fine."

"Okay. I feel very lucky to see you again. Because this is a chance God gave me to make sure that we are indeed people from two worlds." Qiao Yusong thought that from now on, he should never dream of Song Yuqiao again up.He turned and closed the door.