Most good things are not firm

Bell was like a kitten, curled up on Sesshomaru's chest, and sang softly: "In the mountains, in the forest, in the wind, in the dream, where is Lord Sesshomaru? Grandpa Xiejian is behind. I am alone Waiting quietly, waiting for Master Sesshomaru's return..."

Bell looked up at Sesshomaru.Sesshomaru closed his eyes and his face was soft, but Suzu knew he was not asleep.Sesshomaru likes such a quiet moment, just him and Suzu.Time becomes infinitely long, stretching to eternity.

"Why don't you sing?" Sesshomaru asked.His congenital voice was deep, a cold tone that sounded very impersonal.Therefore, when speaking to Ling, if the content is not about love, he adjusts the tone of his voice to make it wider.Like an embrace with open arms.

Bell shook his head.In this quiet night, it seemed that even the louder voice felt a kind of apology.The voice of the bell was almost raving: "Master Sesshomaru, if, if Kagura-sama is still alive..."

"Who? Kagura?" Sesshomaru opened his eyes slightly, searching for the faded shadow in his memory, "Is that the woman who yearns for freedom?"

"Well," Ling nodded, "she is a very beautiful female monster."

"Really?" Sesshomaru's face became indifferent, "My husband wasn't cute when I was young. But to put it bluntly, my husband's appearance is outstanding, and there have been many women who have admired me since then. In the 400 years before I met you, I was always stared at by such eyes and confessed... So, if they were all in front of me, wouldn’t they have to marry as a wife for their husbands!”

"In the 400 years before I met you, looking for Tieshaya didn't take up a lot of time." Saishoumaru said, "If I wanted to get married, I would have finished the matter completely at that time. If you feel uneasy about something , because you didn’t do well for your husband. Others—did someone tell you anything?”

"No, no, no." Ling denied, "I stay in the palace all day, and I have very little contact with people. Xiaoying and the maids and sisters who take care of me are very good, and they never say excessive words."

Ling wanted to change the topic, her brain became hot, and she said: "I went to see Di Nian'er today, my mother-in-law is sick..." She quickly stopped her voice, but Yuan couldn't come back.

"Going out today?" Sesshomaru said, "When I came back, I saw you wearing a dress of a foreign race, but I couldn't smell your scent—was it with Xiaoying?"

Seeing that she couldn't hide it, Lingyan explained: "Xiaoying was stung by a hornet and was seriously injured. Then I begged Xiaoying to take me to Di Nian'er to help her detoxify."

"So you have to cover up your smell?" Seshomaru said.

"It's me, Master Sesshomaru," Ling said, "I begged Xiaoying to help me cover up the smell, because Master Sesshomaru, you have a lot of things to do every day, and I don't want to disturb you."

Ling is a very strange girl, she is not very smart, and she doesn't know how to lie, but sometimes she has a natural art in speaking, which makes people angry but can't express it.

There seemed to be a crack between the two, a hair-like gap.The little girl who waited wholeheartedly for his return and chose to come to his arms after growing up seemed to be like the dress she was wearing today, like a blue morpho butterfly, its royal blue wings moved almost invisibly, as if she was about to fly away.

Sesshomaru felt a palpitation. "You are not a god, Sesshomaru." He suddenly remembered what his mother said.Yes, he is not a god, so he has the panic and anxiety of a flesh and blood body.He kissed Ling's neck almost bitingly, and peeled off her underwear from her shoulders. "Ring," said Sesshomaru, "hurry up and give birth to my child!"

Bell reached under the cold pillow and touched the kit, and her beating restless heart calmed down.

Ling sat under the eaves, staring at the rain outside with her chin in her hands.The spring rain is lingering but uninterrupted, the sky is also cloudy, and all the bright things in spring are gone.

"I don't know if Di Nian'er's mother is in better health." Ling's heart was also lethargic from the rain. "Xiaoying is not here either."

Xie Jian was sitting on the side holding the human-headed staff, and he was tired of talking in this weather: "Why didn't you say that General Sesshomaru is not here either!"

"Because," said Suzu, "Master Sesshomaru has a lot of things to do. I also need to find something to do, and I can't always expect Master Sesshomaru to accompany me. Ah, the fourth child of Shan Shan and Master Maitreya is about to be born. Well, Grandpa Xie Jian, you will accompany me to visit them when the time comes."

The wrong view exploded: "You are so excited about others having a baby, how about you? It's been almost a year since I married General Sesshomaru, and I haven't seen any sign of a baby."

"You are so disgusting, see Grandpa, talking about this thing again." Ling was angry, "I don't want to talk to you anymore, I'm going to write."

Ling stood up and made a face at Xie Jian, then turned and ran into the inner hall.

Sesshomaru stepped out of the shadows.Xie Jian took out the jade-white brocade pouch from his sleeve and said, "General Sesshomaru, we have found it. This bead itself is a very bright night pearl, a treasure from the Dragon Palace in the South China Sea. Its other function is to emit It gives off a strange fragrance that makes women unable to conceive."

Sesshomaru went looking for Xiaoying with a broken tooth.

In the room, Xiaoying crossed her legs, held a small wine pot, and hummed softly, "Slow down, girl in front, come and drink some wine with me... "

She didn't realize it until Sesshomaru approached, she hurriedly put away her frivolous posture, and was about to salute, Sesshoumaru didn't say much, and slashed down with a broken tooth.The table was instantly reduced to powder.

Xiaoying evaded with her head in her arms: "My mother—say something if you have something to say! Fight and kill..."

Sesshomaru swiped across, and a white light cut the folding screen in half. A wave of heat hit Xiaoying's back, causing her to shout loudly: "This is your palace!"

Sesshomaru taunted coldly: "I can repair it myself, you should sacrifice the knife first!"

Xiaoying's skirt was on fire, and she jumped up and down to put out the fire.In the midst of the chaos, Xiao Ying yelled anxiously: "You came here for the bell!"

The attack stopped, Sesshomaru looked at her with Bakuzaya in his hands, his eyes were cold.

In a hurry, Xiaoying hurriedly looked around, found a beam on the roof, and jumped onto it—it seemed safer here.She flicked her hair meanderingly, imitating Sesshomaru's tone and said: "Why are you protecting her? Why do you want her to escape? Why do you love her? How about it, General Sesshomaru, does your face hurt?"

Sesshomaru snorted coldly, and raised his knife to strike again.

"Isn't it hard to give birth to a half-demon child?" Xiaoying said, "Back then I hated the blood of a half-demon so much, but now that I've worked so hard for a half-demon child, doesn't my face hurt even more?"

"Presumably you also know that Ling's three souls and seven souls are incomplete, so you went to Penglai Xiandao and exchanged the 'fixed soul lock' with 300 years of Taoism!" Xiaoying said again, "Just to let Ling give you a half-demon ? What if I say this child will kill Suzu?"

Sesshomaru took a deep breath, but there was no expression on his face.

"Did I mention the pain? Hehe," Xiaoying laughed mockingly, "You have killed too many evils, and the result now is just the punishment of karma. Ling is just an ordinary human being. After the second resurrection, her soul is already incomplete. If you don't insist on having a child, the 'Soul Lock' can still protect her soul from entering the next reincarnation after her death..."

Sesshomaru's cold voice interrupted her: "Ling and I can only have children in this life."

"Hehe," Xiaoying laughed again, "So you have to give up Ling's life for the sake of your child? But it's true, you have a pure blood of a full-fairy demon, so your demon power is strong, even if you give birth to a half-demon, you should not be underestimated. I'm not surprised You are obsessed with this child. It's just that the "fate gate" of this city is Ling. After Ling dies, it can be someone else. Ling is a lifeless person. Why can't you wait like that? Wouldn’t it be more beautiful to marry a monster wife and give birth to a monster?”

"After Suzu dies," Sesshomaru said, "I will search for her reincarnation."

Xiaoying sneered: "Can you look for her faint breath in every life in the lonely and long years? Every life sees her being born, growing up from a small person, appearing in front of her at the beginning of love, chasing her, and worrying all the time. She was preempted by others... Watching her mature, watching her grow old, her eyes are cloudy, and she dies... Life after life... Oh, you can't do it. The human life span is only a few decades, from one to the end Even if it can’t be done, let alone a goblin with a lifespan of thousands of years.”

Xiaoying continued: "Let the bell go! Your lives are not equal, so don't talk about the future, don't talk about life after life. Be with her and spend the rest of the ten years. If you really love She, don't let her be wiped out in this life."

"Hmph, I won't let Suzu only have ten years to live." Her words only made Sesshomaru feel absurd.

"In the later stage of your palace, in order to catch up with the progress." Xiaoying said, "Yin soldiers were invited, and 280 bones were built between the bricks. The construction period of [-] days was completed in only three days, oh, it is still very strong. You For the sake of Ling, a powerful barrier was set up outside the palace, but the resentment on the bones could not go out and could not be dissipated... Lack of righteousness, evil spirits entered the body, Ling was already incomplete, so naturally they came to torture him. The ten-year lifespan is her accumulated virtue in her previous life. On this dilapidated foundation, the 'Soul-fixed Lock' can only allow her to enter reincarnation after death. You are a full-fledged demon, and demons belong to evil. If you let her conceive a child again, the fetus itself Chaotic and ignorant, and unable to control its own power, it will definitely backfire on the mother..."

"You've said so much, but do you think I'll believe you?" Sesshomaru said, "A man full of lies."

"Hehe, you saw it." Xiaoying said with a smile, "Sure enough, they are both men, so I can't hide it!"

"So," Sesshomaru turned around, "I won't be bewitched by you, and I won't let Ling be bewitched by you."

"Then—" Xiaoying said, "I look forward to your slap in the face again."

Ling sat in front of the table and wrote, which was beautiful and neat lower script with hairpin flowers: "The gentleman is a rock, and the concubine is a pampas grass. The pampas grass is as tough as silk, and the rock can't be moved. The night is already deep, and the outer hall is quiet and airtight. The inner hall is like being in a coffin. The fire in the lantern is steadily on, lining the lampshade harmoniously, like the sunset in the evening, the end of a story.

Perhaps because she was too focused, when a pair of strong hands hugged her around the waist, Ling realized that Sesshomaru was behind her.Ling smelled a strange rusty smell from Sesshomaru's body. It was the smell after the battle, and it belonged to broken teeth.

Ling asked: "Master Sesshomaru, you go..."

She was crushed by Sesshomaru, her wrist was strangled, and the sharp claws that belonged to animals lost her eyes, and several bloodstains were drawn on her wrist during the struggle.Suzu gasped in pain, she covered her neckline, and said in a normal voice: "Master Sesshomaru, Suzu is very tired today, so..." Her kit bag with beads disappeared.

The golden pupils were blood-red, and Sesshomaru let out a beast's growl: "Ling, you have never refused..."

A month later, Suzu became pregnant.After that night, Xiaoying disappeared, leaving without saying goodbye, not even leaving a letter.

The evil view was very happy, and waited with great joy for the birth of the next generation of generals. "After I was born, let him call me 'Grandpa Xiejian'!" Xiejian thought.

Day by day passed, and Bell's belly grew bigger.It was raining outside again, it was summer rain, but Ling felt cold.When the rain fell on the ground, there was an earthy, rotten damp smell—"Is it the smell of the grave?" Ling thought.

"What should I give the child after he is born? Shatter his teeth? Or let Todozai make a new knife for him?" Sesshomaru thought.

Ling really looks like a healthy pregnant woman, lethargic, sleepy every day, unable to open her eyes.Sesshomaru hugged her day and night, letting her lie on his chest as usual.

"Master Sesshomaru," Suzu said weakly, "I want to hear your proposal again."

Sesshomaru grabbed Suzu's hands, folded them on Suzu's swollen stomach, and said, "Suzu, are you used to living in the village? Have you been bullied by others? Has the fabric you sent last time been made into a kimono?" ?When you are troubled, when you are in pain, when you are sad, just call me Sesshomaru at any time, and I will rush to your side immediately.

No matter how far the distance is, as long as you call my name, I will immediately fly over.If you can't make a sound, it doesn't matter if you whistle or whistle, there is no distance between you and me, and our hearts are closely connected. The power of trust can overcome all fears. As long as there is this feeling, the heart will be full.

So, it’s okay to be like this now, and there will be a long time in the future, you can slowly find your true heart, before that, take good care of yourself..."

"Sesshomaru-sama," Suzu said, "I once said that if Suzu dies, can you not forget Suzu. No, Sesshoumaru-sama, don't remember me, please do forget me."

Sesshomaru hugged Ling tightly, and softly scolded her: "What nonsense are you talking about?"

At the end of autumn, before winter, Ling died, dying of dystocia, all year round.