broken sun

While waiting for the meal to be served, Qi Nian was nailed to the wooden seat by the feeling of being on pins and needles, making him uncomfortable.The air-conditioning in the restaurant was not enough, at least it was not as high as the temperature outside, and it still couldn't reduce the boiling in his body.

Sitting face-to-face with Gu Saming alone like this made Qi Nian unavoidably uncomfortable, with a lot of complicated thoughts in his mind and chaotic logic.

The time he and Gu Saming got to know each other was pitifully short.This brother who fell from the sky appeared in front of him, even if he was a complete stranger, the voice that had been dormant and wandering for many years told him: You should hate him.

Then what?How to hate?

Not sure.But there is no doubt that Qi Nian has such emotions, otherwise he would have been weathered and decayed in the prehistoric wilderness, and died like an ant during these years of time passing meaninglessly.

Before Qi Nian took the initiative to talk to Gu Saming, the other party just listened when there were many people, and Qi Nian was not even sure whether the other party listened or not.

But he used the reason of "I want to hate him", and played the game endlessly, only hoping that Gu Saming would talk to him a few more times.

Like someone who can't get hurt and has no feelings.

But from yesterday in the car until now when Gu Saming was sitting opposite him, what made him even more confused was that the other party began to respond to him, and the extent of this response was far beyond what he could expect and imagine.

Very unreal, afraid of being a trap.

——Response or non-response, progress too slow or too fast, detours or twists, every breath is all torture.

At this time, Gu Saming seemed to be too lazy to pay attention to him again, and turned his head to the window, and through this layer of dirty glass, apart from an ordinary black car parked outside the window, there were passers-by coming and going.

"Xu Li should not know about today's matter." Qi Nian tentatively explained to Gu Saming that he was never afraid of embarrassment or being left out.

He added carefully: "I'm not speaking for him."

Gu Saming didn't snub him, and turned his head quickly: "You didn't follow Huang Zhen, that's an explanation. Why did Huang Zhen follow you? Does he know you? Why did this happen today?"

"Whoever you want to play with is your freedom, and Xu Li may indeed be innocent. But Qi Nian, if there is a next time, I will definitely not care about it." He spoke clearly and calmly.

Qi Nian immediately fell silent, and after dismantling the meaning of the words sentence by sentence, he only lowered his eyes slowly.

There was a look of embarrassment on his face, and he didn't know whether to withdraw his hand on the table or keep it awkwardly on it.

Gu Saming stared at Qi Nian's fan-shaped eyelashes fluttering and trembling, and the shallow lines of blood vessels showed on his eyelids, making it difficult to hide the fact that he was nervous and uneasy.

Gu Saming didn't know where his evil fire came from.

But he never wanted to experience the mood of the second half of today's physical education class.

Gu Saming suddenly saw Qi Nian's appearance when he found Qi Nian in the utility room today, every detail is still vivid in his mind, and he still has lingering fears in his heart.

After all, he is not hard-hearted, he is bound by blood and naturally bears the responsibility of being an older brother, so he can't help but blame him, he has reminded Qi Nian to stay away from Xu Li.

"I'm sorry." Qi Nian looked up at him again and said softly.

Gu Saming paused while holding two pairs of disposable chopsticks, and then heard him say: "You promised not to tell mom."

Qi Nian said it very simply, he really just wanted to reconfirm with Gu Saming.

Gu Saming put a pair of chopsticks on the small plate in front of Qi Nian, raised his eyebrows, and looked at him: "Can I ask the reason? What will happen if I say so?"

With his left hand hiding under the table, Qi Nian picked at the middle seam of the school trousers, and replied calmly, "I've already explained it to you."

"Afraid that she is worried?" Gu Saming said it in retrospect, with the word "do not believe" written in his deep and sharp eyes.

"Qi Nian," he thought, paused and hesitated for a long time, "it's not your fault today, understand?" Even with the lessons learned from the past, Gu Saming tried his best to explain: "I just want to tell you that you should be cautious when making friends. , Don’t jump into it knowing it’s a fire pit. It doesn’t mean you’re hurt, it’s your fault.”

Qi Nian felt a ball of cotton stuck in his throat, he couldn't get up or down, and that feeling was squeezed down to his heart, and up to his nose that was stagnant for breathing.

Qi Nian closed his eyes, opened them again, and gave a dry "hmm".

Even though these are things that Gu Saming doesn't need to explain, and he knows all too well, Qi Nian still has nowhere to escape, and is inevitably touched. Sexually put it behind, pretending to be stupid with the self who hates in my heart.

Qi Nian didn't have anything to say except "um", if there was anything, it was destined that he didn't want to say it, and the other party didn't like to listen to it, and would be cold-faced if he heard it.

Qi Nian didn't want to do this, he had been sitting on this chair up and down for so long, he had to finish this meal with Gu Saming.

It just so happened that the meals ordered by the two of them had already been prepared, the waiter came over with plates, served the meals for the two of them respectively, put away the spoons, and reminded: "Be careful it's hot."

The rice in the black casserole was steaming, and the tomato scrambled eggs covered it were bright in color, and the rice grains were stained by the soup, which penetrated and collided with the wall of the hot casserole, making a sizzling sound.

Qi Nian stared at the hot and tempting food in front of him like an enemy.

He picked up the spoon in the bowl, and after seeing the chopsticks on the small plate, he put down the spoon to pick up the chopsticks.

"You can hold the spoon in your left hand and the chopsticks in your right hand." Gu Saming reminded him.

Qi Nian pursed his lips, listened to his suggestion, touched the handle of the spoon with his left hand, and was about to start eating, when Gu Saming stopped him by asking, "What's wrong with your hand?"

Gu Saming quickly reached out and grabbed his palm, exposing his red wrist.

When going downstairs, Gu Saming pinched him too hard. Qi Nian was born fair and thin-skinned, so it would easily leave marks if he touched it casually, let alone being deliberately forced.

"It's nothing..." Qi Nian became embarrassed at this moment, afraid that he was making a big fuss, and wanted to cover it up, "I'm hungry."

Gu Saming slowed down his movements, let go of his hand, and his apology melted into his voice: "Eat, don't burn yourself."

Qi Nian turned his head to deal with the food, and scooped up a spoonful of rice from the casserole that was soaked in red soup so crystal clear, his pupils reflected the glistening luster, took two small breaths, and put it into his mouth in small sips.

After that, the two of them didn't talk at the dinner table, and they each ate their own.

Gu Saming was originally about 1.8 meters tall, a boy who had just grown up, exuding a vigorous youthful look and a fledgling masculinity. He was still in adolescence when he was tall, with a high basal metabolic rate and a large appetite.

It just so happened that his physical strength was too high, so Gu Saming finished his portion in a hurry. Although the speed was fast, he still did not lose his appearance.When he raised his hand to pull a napkin, he saw Qi Nian was still blowing on the spoon, chewing softly with delicate cheeks.

Looking at the bowl again, only one-third of the amount is missing.

And this was the first time that Qi Nian ate so much under the combined effect of hunger and special circumstances.

Qi Nian puffed up his cheeks and buried his head in chewing the food. After feeling the gaze on his face, he raised his head and asked innocently, "Have you finished eating?"

After seeing the situation in the casserole over there by Gu Saming, Qi Nian quietly put down the tableware, and also took out a piece of paper.

It was not the first time for Gu Saming to have dinner with Qi Nian. When they returned to the villa in the evening, the table they were sitting on was filled with the meals that He Yu told Liu Ma to prepare according to his taste.

Qi Nian often picks up the bowls and chopsticks and puts them down within 2 minutes.He Yu never said a word, on the contrary, he was very happy to be able to sit and eat with Gu Saming, and he asked for warmth.

"Eat first, don't worry." Gu Saming stood up while talking.

The stomach of the little bird that Qi Nian raised for so many years was actually full, he stared at Gu Saming all the way to the front desk, it seemed that he was paying the money, and then he tore his gaze away from Gu Saming.

Qi Nian picked up the chopsticks and stuffed two pieces of sweet and sour tomatoes into his mouth, narrowing his eyes slightly.