broken sun

Qi Nian poked his head before nine o'clock that night, slipped to the door of Gu Saming's room with a pair of slippers in his hand, Qi Nian turned his head to look at He Yu's closed bedroom door, and cautiously put the slippers on the ground, Put it on, and then knock on the door very lightly.

Qi Nian pressed his ear to the door, and heard the sound of footsteps gradually approaching inside. Before Gu Saming opened the door, Qi Nian resumed his posture and assumed his usual appearance.

The two met face-to-face without barriers, Qi Nian only looked at Gu Saming's clothes, after looking at them for a long time, he decided that Gu Saming had no intention of not letting him in, and without looking up, he tried to sneak in.

Gu Saming didn't stop him, and curled the corners of his mouth: "After reading it yesterday, isn't it already almost healed, don't you need to apply medicine?"

Gu Saming closed the door, Qi Nianwu walked to the center of the room and leaned against the wall.

"Not yet," Qi Nian turned around, his voice was as thin as a mosquito, but his eyes were fixed, "It needs to be wiped."

Gu Saming had no choice but to believe it.

When he walked over, Qi Nian could always bring out his "unkind" side, and teased: "You don't drink my soup, and now you are here to trouble me to apply medicine for you, what do you mean?"

As soon as the words fell, Qi Nian took a step back with his feet, bumping into the wall, and Qi Nian had to stand against the wall, with his hands behind his back, vainly digging at the wall.

Before he came, he had racked his brains countless times, how to face Gu Saming's questioning later - it was impossible for him to give up coming to Gu Saming.

Qi Nian's mind was blank now, and the draft that he had typed flew into the sky, unable to say a word.

Every breath became long, Qi Nian was a little aggrieved, and said, "I want to drink."

Qi Nian looked far less calm than he wanted to show, the cold light in the room illuminated his complexion even more gloomy.

Gu Saming is very clear that his younger brother's words are not lying. He knows that his younger brother approached him with bad intentions at first, and it was deliberate. Now he is sticking to him, but because children can't resist sweetness.

Qi Nian is still a little kid in his eyes now, and he is just a little kid who lacks love.

"Why are you afraid of her?" Gu Saming asked.

He didn't ask "Are you afraid of her?" It was a straightforward question, even though he didn't specify who "she" was.

Qi Nian was stunned, there was a crack in the expression on his face, Qi Nian moved his lips very lightly, and his soft and long eyelashes moved accordingly: "It's very common, isn't it."

Qi Nian smiled a bit forcedly and stubbornly, and asked softly, "Don't you have any classmates who are afraid of their parents?"

Even if this false smile is reflected on the face of Gu Saming who has inherited Qi Wenzhi's superior appearance, it doesn't look good.

Gu Saming still acquiesced to his remarks.

"So you say you don't hate me," Gu Saming turned to take the medicine, and chatted with Qi Nian, "So you hate her?"

Qi Nian's brain froze immediately, and he was at a loss for words. He never thought of coming here. The word "hate" is actually not suitable for Qi Nian, when translated, Gu Saming is like asking him - do you hate your mother?

Qi Nian didn't even figure out the fact that he hated Gu Saming now, He Yu would be involved in a while, and he couldn't turn the corner.

Gu Saming didn't force it, and asked him casually: "Today is the last day, do you want to be on the bed or by the French window?"

Seeing that he was willing to reveal the story, Qi Nian just let go of his heart that had been hanging all night, and was flattered to be lifted up by the second half of the sentence, but he opened his eyes and quickly pointed to the door that sees through the night. Glass.

I'm afraid that the big surprise will disappear immediately and be missed by him.

After Gu Saming slightly raised his chin to signal him to go over, Qi Nian obediently walked over there, changed his slippers, and sat down.

The wool carpet is softer and warmer than visually estimated. It is plush and well insulated from the coolness of the wooden floor. It feels very comfortable in a cool room.

It was the first time yesterday that Qi Nian felt this comfortable feeling as he wished. He said it earlier, but was rejected by Gu Saming because it was inconvenient.

But today Gu Saming actually offered to give him a choice.

Looking down from above, looking at the scenery he saw at the bottom this evening, Qi Nian overturned that "just so" view again, felt fascinated, and then stared blankly at the stars and moon in the sky.

Gu Saming looked at his profile, while Qi Nian stared blankly at the same depth of night outside.

Gu Saming squatted down in a different direction, lifted his pajamas, his hands inevitably touched his skin, Qi Nian returned to his original place the moment he was touched, trembled, and leaned forward, Make Gu Saming's movements more convenient.

"Gu Saming," Qi Nian relaxed, still tilting his head up, asking in an unrecognizable ups and downs, "Do you think these stars and the moon can only stay in the dark forever, don't you think it's unfair?"

The wound on Qi Nian's back finally healed. Gu Saming applied the ointment along the perimeter, and heard Qi Nian say to himself again: "I don't think so. Although they are cold, they can also shine by themselves. Lucky."

Gu Saming raised his head after listening to his almost childish words.

Gu Saming surrounded Qi Nian like a heat source, Qi Nian felt that there would never be such a moment in his life, and this moment was coming to an end—his wound had healed.

Even in his brother's room every night, it takes less than 10 minutes to apply the medicine and leave, and there is no such 10 minutes.

"Why do you think your Chinese shouldn't be that bad?" Gu Saming moved away a little.

When Qi Nian heard that his thoughts were being taken away, he sniffed and asked, "Is it that bad..."

Gu Saming packed up his things and stood up, teasingly said: "Why, next time you have to catch up with the total score?"

Qi Nian turned around, his pupils were shining with streamers of light from all directions, but what he said was irrelevant: "The math competition is to leave here and the school, and go to another place for the exam, right?"

Gu Saming didn't know why he suddenly asked this, nodded: "Brother Chao will talk to you in detail at that time."

When Gu Saming was facing him, he always cherished words like gold and avoided them whenever he could.

But Qi Nian feels that the Gu Saming now is different from that at the beginning.The one who believed that he didn't cheat, found him no matter what in physical education class, let him lean on that hot and solid chest, concealed the truth from He Yu for him, led him out of the garden, and took him to eat for him Gu Saming who served medicine and soup, he had written it all down, it was different.

It is different from everyone in his past memory.

But Qi Nian was reminded from time to time that these were nothing to Gu Saming.

He knew that he was abnormal, Gu Saming was very different from him, Gu Saming's younger brother was also very different from him, he was very different from countless normal people.

So he has no friends.

If Xu Li didn't come to approach him, no one would talk to him.

He would think, Gu Saming is a sensible person, so he believed that he did not cheat, and Gu Saming treated him differently, so it was probably the same kind of charity, a very common and small favor.

——It's just that in the face of these handouts, how can Qi Nian turn his back on it, and want these handouts.

Qi Nian remained silent for a long time, staring at Gu Saming for a long time.Gu Saming stood there and was stared at by him bluntly. After standing for a long time, his feet became numb, but he didn't feel offended or considered it impolite.

In Qi Nian's eyes, Gu Saming saw a pure, harmless, and indescribable sincerity.

"Get up," Gu Saming stopped letting him watch endlessly, "come downstairs with me."

Qi Nian belatedly said "Oh", stood up slowly, and went downstairs with him.

Because Qi Nian was wearing slippers, he walked more quietly. Gu Saming turned on the wall lamp in the corridor while straightening his body: "Walk well, treat yourself like a thief."

Qi Nian continued "Oh", and asked in a puzzling voice, "What are we doing downstairs?"

Gu Saming was so nervous that he wanted to laugh. Although he held back, he was in a good mood. When the two came to the kitchen, Gu Saming asked him, "Are you hungry?"

Qi Nian kneaded the hem of his pajamas, estimated Gu Saming's train of thought in disbelief and said, "...Hungry."

Gu Saming scooped up another bowl of soup from the stove with constant temperature, and waited for Qi Nian to sip it. After finishing it, he put a boiled egg in the breakfast that Liu Ma had prepared in advance for him tomorrow morning. bowl.

Qi Nian stared at the eggs in the bowl in a daze, Gu Saming leaned against the cooking counter, and said in a funny tone, half concerned and half commanding: "If you're hungry, eat quickly, or you won't grow taller anymore."

No matter how he grows, it is impossible for him to grow to the height of Gu Saming. It is obvious that he is making fun of him, and Qi Nian has already filled his stomach with that bowl of soup, so he stares at the white rolling eggs and groans.

Gu Saming waited with half-closed eyes, and advised him in time: "Sister-in-law Liu will come over to watch the fire later, if we meet, it's actually nothing..."

Before he could finish speaking, Qi Nian obediently poked open the egg.

Weekends are nothing special to Qi Nian, since Friday night, he has no excuse to go to Gu Saming's room, and spends most of his time in his room doing homework and reading books.

So Qi Nian also became looking forward to the time of three meals a day.

The time he stayed at the table became longer, and under the pressure of Gu Saming's gaze, he would stretch out his chopsticks a few more times and eat a few more mouthfuls of food.

In fact, he was not afraid of He Yu, he was only afraid that He Yu would keep him at home again.

But now Qi Nian has a little more confidence to resist. He remembers very clearly what Gu Saming said to him. believe.Gu Saming can get him out of the cage, and Qi Nian feels that he has reason to believe that he doesn't have to be afraid anymore.

Besides, He Yu, like him, didn't want to mention the dark and embarrassing ten years in the past, and wanted to hide it.

On Monday morning after the holiday, the classroom was full of wailing, everyone was sleepy, and they were in a hurry to rescue their homework.

"I happily stayed up all night in the Internet cafe, and stayed up all night writing questions with tears streaming down my face," Shi Ze meanly teased You Hao, who was rushing to do homework with dark circles on his face, "I still have to copy in the morning, Guan Hao, you don't care." How big is it? Hahaha!"

Gu Saming walked through the corridor with his schoolbag on his shoulders, and dialed Shi Ze: "Don't get in the way."

Shi Ze stepped aside cleverly, and said with a smile: "Gu Saming, have you done your math homework yet? No more nonsense, so let me copy it!"

After hearing this, You Hao was willing to stop writing, turned his head, and mouthed "tsk" towards him.

Gu Saming put down his schoolbag, looked at Shi Ze, and threw the math test paper in the drawer to him: "Don't blame me for not reminding, there are some big questions that you can't do in your life, brother Chao will know it at a glance."

"You didn't say it in the drawer when you finished it, making me wait for a long time."

Shi Ze was well aware of his scumbag nature, so he grabbed the paper and said, "Don't copy the big ones, don't copy the big ones, and borrow others' copying for the big ones later."

"It's very early today," Xu Li greeted Qi Nian in the morning after a long time, "Let me have a look at the last question of the math paper, the one you wrote in class last week."

As a reward, Xu Li walked around behind him and put a carton of milk on Qi Nian's table.

Qi Nian silently handed him the paper from the drawer, leaving the carton of milk there.

Xu Li stared at the paper and pondered for a while, then opened his mouth as if enlightened, and asked casually, "Hey, pretty, you really start with the last question? I'm totally overwhelmed..."

Just as Qi Nian was about to answer, he was disturbed by a concern that cannot be ignored - Gu Saming was talking to Wang Qingsong, and Qi Nian was naturally within his field of vision.

Gu Saming was also in Qi Nian's sight.

Sitting too close is good and bad.

Qi Nian moved his butt, feeling a little guilty.

Xu Li followed and glanced at Gu Saming. For a while, several of them looked like they kept secrets. Only Wang Qingsong spoke to Gu Saming cracklingly.

Shi Ze listened to the six directions and watched all directions: "Sports student, are you okay? How can you ask a man such a question?"

"Get lost!" Wang Qingsong scolded with a smile.

People in the back area who heard it secretly laughed out loud. It would be more interesting to speak with a subtle yellow accent, and Xu Li also propped his head to that side with great interest.

Seeing Qi Nian sitting upright, Xu Li asked with a smile, "Do you understand?"

Qi Nianfang seemed to stay out of the matter all the time, and responded with a calm but blank face.

"Tsk tsk, it's so simple," Xu Li sighed with disgust, then leaned over and asked, "You didn't even miss class before you transferred to another school, did you?"

Qi Nian actually answered him directly: "I never went to school before this."

Xu Li was not surprised.

Xu Li only looked at him in the noisy classroom before self-study in the morning. During the period, he was lonely for half a second, and finally raised his eyes and said: "It's too simple but you will suffer. You explained to Gu Saming for me that day, Qi Nian, Do you think I am a good person?"

Qi Nian saw that Xu Li didn't seem to be in tune, so he also listened to every sentence, with an attitude of "being open-minded and eager to learn".

He felt that he was inferior to Xu Li.

Qi Nian vaguely guessed some meaning from Huang Mao's words that day, but he didn't care much about it.

Until the joke just now that obviously had a metaphor, everyone understood it, only Qi Nian couldn't understand it, and it hit him like a blow to the head.He found out the language book stiffly, and made movements with the calmest body, and put the book in his hand.

Qi Nian knew that he had worked so hard to maintain his dignity, but he was just drawing a tiger like a dog, which is more ridiculous than someone who pretends to understand when he doesn't know how to study.

It's no wonder that Gu Saming thought he was a baby and didn't take him seriously.

Xu Li didn't expect Qi Nian to answer, so he smiled and reminded him that Brother Chao is here.

For a long time, Brother Chao had been standing by the blackboard and staring at their morning reading.Qi Nian calmly raised his hand and poked Xu Li.