broken sun

Qi Nian has no fear or worry about the teacher's possible troubles. Xu Li next to him is thick-skinned. Apart from the excuse of physical education, skipping classes is also commonplace. Yes, the most obvious results have also been stable in the middle and upper reaches.

Zhang Chao lifted his glasses frame: "What happened to you in the last class? Tell me, the music teacher sent me the list and said he couldn't find anyone."

Xu Li came to catch everyone's attention: "Brother Chao, when the last class was over, I saw that Qi Nian seemed unwell, so I took him out."

At the first glance, Qi Nian couldn't tell whether it was the original skin color or the uncomfortably pale, drooping eyes, light lip color, and slightly disturbed breath, and he looked weaker than usual.

Xu Li watched the words and expressions, lowered his posture, as the saying goes, don't hit the smiling face, and continued to say: "But Brother Chao, I was wrong, because I thought it was troublesome to ask for leave, so I sneaked out while the security guards were not paying attention."

"It's alright, alright, don't be coquettish," Brother Chao laughed, and tried to knock him, "How is Qi Nian? Are you okay?"

"It's nothing, the doctor at the clinic said he had a bit of heat stroke," Xu Li said in an orderly manner, and he didn't need to type out drafts for lying. "Let him rest for a while, and then take some medicine, and he said that he is almost fine."

Brother Chao really didn't pursue it anymore, but he still gave a serious warning, saying that it would not be an example.

Xu Li fully agreed, and the crisis was resolved, so he went out first, and before going out, he gave Qi Nian a sly look of "you're done".

Zhang Chao left Qi Nian alone, just now Qi Nian hadn't said a word, so he asked another question of concern: "Are you really alright?"

Qi Nian moved, maintaining a standing posture like a small tree pole: "It's okay."

"It's like this. The grade group teachers had a meeting yesterday. There are five places for each grade in the math league. Our class has three. You, Gu Saming, and a girl, Tang Xi, you know?"

Qi Nian was stunned for a while, then said "Mmm".

Brother Chao glanced at the contents of the paper with a radiant face, and continued: "You will get a full score in this monthly math test, and you will be the second in the grade. Although you have no past grades, according to the standards, no one can have any opinions. Don't worry. .”

Qi Nianqiang pulled himself together and agreed softly.

The temperature in the office has always been very low, the vertical air conditioner running in the corner is not new or old, the monitor in the middle has automatically dimmed, and only the point that shows the power supply is lit with a faint yellow light.

The air conditioner at 24 degrees Celsius was higher than the temperature Qi Nian had adjusted in his room before.

But Qi Nian felt a little cold.

The sweat that Qi Nian had just sweated on the road was dried by the natural wind, and it reappeared after climbing the fifth floor. At this time, it was cold for the first time, and goose bumps arose all over his body.

"Originally, the theme of next week's speech under the national flag was about the spirit of competition. By the way, I would like to point out the summary of the monthly exam. At first I thought it was Gu Saming who would go up, and now I plan to let you go, okay?"

Qi Nian blinked, and when he heard the last word, he secretly thought about the three words "Is it okay?" He hasn't figured out the meaning of "Is it okay?"

Brother Chao saw that he was a little shy, and smiled lightly: "Huh?"

Qi Nian curled his fingers together, sticking them to his sides, moving his lips, and timidly said, "Can I not go?"

His answer seemed to be within Zhang Chao's expectation.

Zhang Chao got up slightly and sat down again, the chair creaked, and he adjusted his sitting posture suitable for speaking persuasively: "There is nothing to be afraid of, just write the manuscript and read it up, it's okay to be introverted." Yes, it can be used as an opportunity to exercise yourself. Basically, Gu Saming goes up every time, and everyone gets tired of watching it!"

Qi Nian looked gentle, as if he had listened to everything, but he was not moved when he opened his mouth.

Although the volume is very low and the speed of speech is slow, he speaks with reason: "Brother Chao, Gu Saming is more suitable than me. He has a higher total score, has more experience in mathematics in real competitions, and is no worse than me. If If I go up to speak, I will definitely screw up and make a fool of myself, I...I dare not go up..."

Qi Nian sniffed at the end, showing embarrassment, Zhang Chao is a huge "heavy person", no matter how you look at it, Qi Nian feels pitiful, even speaking loudly feels inappropriate, so he can only give up.

"Then my name will still be Gu Saming, it doesn't matter, there's nothing else to do," Zhang Chao took two tissues from the table and gave them to Qi Nian, "About the mathematics league, the school will issue a unified notice about the arrangements, how should we prepare?" I put that list in Gu Saming's place, if you don't understand, just ask him."

Qi Nian held a white tissue in his hand and nodded his head, as if he was not allowed to speak under the national flag, and his mood improved in a blink of an eye.

Brother Chao remembered that Qi Nian was not feeling well, and felt that his current state was not very good, so he raised his mouth again: "If you don't feel well anymore, if you really can't do it, you can ask for leave and go home for half a day. Your health is the most important thing, otherwise what can you learn?"

Qi Nian pursed her lips: "Well, thank you Brother Chao."

"Go."

After Qi Nian returned to the classroom, the moment he finally sat back in the chair, his whole body lost strength. All the chirping sounds catalyzed his exhaustion. I closed my eyes and fell asleep.

After class, Xu Li looked at his back and didn't call him, probably the teacher wouldn't notice Qi Nian who was hiding behind the book.

Until the end of the last class in the morning, Qi Nian was indeed not noticed by the teacher, so he slept through the whole class so peacefully, and did not wake up when it was time to eat.

When he was at school, Gu Saming also took Qi Nian to have that meal.

During the week when Xu Li dealt with Huang Zhen's matter and didn't talk to Qi Nian, Qi Nian would go out of the school by himself, wherever there were few people.The advantage is that he eats a small amount of food and is fast. He has never paid attention to the access control time of [-]:[-], and he can go back by the time.

Qi Nian also went to the cafeteria of No. [-] Middle School once, and he backed out before pushing away the plastic partition.

Once the huge cafeteria is full of people, it becomes scary, the noise inside is full of people, and the noise like a flood of beasts seems to be able to swallow Qi Nian in a second.

"I have to eat, pretty."

Seeing that he was still awake, Xu Li curled his lips and tried to say, "Then I'll go buy something to bring you in later?"

Qi Nian closed his eyes, his head was heavy, but he didn't sleep deeply. Suddenly he knew that someone called him and whispered a long series of words in his ear, but he didn't wake up.

After class, Gu Saming was called by Brother Chao to explain things, which wasted time. When he returned to the classroom from the office, he saw Qi Nian sleeping on the desk alone.

Qi Nian slept towards the door, Gu Saming lowered his head a little, revealing his sleepy side face.

Gu Saming put down the documents in his hand, walked over, and patted him on the head: "Get up."

Qi Nian's eyelids moved, and he gradually opened his eyes a crack. He was in a daze. When he raised his head, the hair on the side that was messed up by sleep was flattened and fluffed up.

Gu Saming tilted his head, pulled a chair from behind and sat down, watching calmly, waiting for Qi Nian to wake up.

Qi Nian's vision gradually recovered, and when he turned his face completely around, he recognized who the person in front of him was.

There was a slight blush on his face, Gu Saming frowned, stretched out his hand to touch Qi Nian's forehead, the temperature hotter than the palm came along the skin texture and veins.

Gu Saming asked him, "Where did the music class go?"

Qi Nian's head was slightly tilted back by Gu Saming's movements, and he regained consciousness. He felt a little hot, so he said by accident, "I'm sorry."

Gu Saming originally thought that Qi Nian would choke him, or make up some reason to explain it, but he didn't expect that the first sentence at the beginning would be "I'm sorry".

Gu Saming withdrew his hand and tried it on his forehead, and asked slowly, "Why are you sorry for me?"

Qi Nian was once again covered with the upper half of his face, feeling even hotter, his eyelashes brushed against the palm of this hand, the bangs on his forehead were messed up, and his heart was in a mess, he hesitated and said: "I Skip class and go out, miss music class."

"that's it?"

"I..." Qi Nian bit his lip, "I went out with Xu Li."

Gu Saming let go of him, and sat on the side, with no expression of joy, anger, sorrow or joy. Qi Nian frowned, and turned his eyes to look around. There was no one else. The focus of his eyes couldn't find a suitable place, and finally fell On Gu Saming's collar.

Although the silent and stiff atmosphere was a bit uncomfortable, Qi Nian stopped talking.

He honestly told Gu Saming the facts, but also couldn't hide his sadness, and honestly couldn't say anything nice.

He didn't know why he was sorry for Gu Saming, but after he said it, he felt that it was not the case.

Qi Nian was running a fever, and his whole body was hot. At the same time, he felt that the whole person seemed to be divided into many parts by various contradictory things, and wanted to draw his own prison, but Qi Nian stared at Gu Saming's collar and sharp chin in a daze. But it seems to be able to see.

In Qi Nian's habit, he has no trust in everything around him, everyone, every medium floating in the air, every second of time, including himself, and puts on a negative attitude. attitude.

But before he realized it, he had had trusting expectations for Gu Saming.

Then choose to believe.

Gu Saming suddenly felt that he had also become a little childish, Qi Nian obviously had a low fever, he stood up and went to pull Qi Nian, but Qi Nian's hand was held, and he stood up without any reaction time.

Gu Saming saw him with a small face, and snorted in a low voice: "Why, I'm wronged, do you know that I have a fever?" After speaking, he planned to go out.

"Little pretty, it's time to eat..."

Xu Li carried a bowl of Shaxian small wontons in his hand, and just stepped into the back door. His smile was still on his face, and he suddenly bumped into Gu Saming head-on. Looking straight ahead, he realized that Qi Nian, who was mostly covered by Gu Saming, was behind him.

Xu Li seamlessly continued to smile and walked over, glanced at Qi Nian's hand held by Gu Saming, and put the wonton on Qi Nian's table.

Xu Li noticed Qi Nian's blushing face, and wondered if he was really sick, but seeing Gu Saming's appearance, he tactfully didn't care.

Qi Nian's hands were curled up, there was no room for movement in Gu Saming's palm.

"Let's put it here, remember to eat later, I have something to do at noon, so I'm leaving first." Xu Li selectively ignored Gu Saming who had an abrupt presence, blinked meaningfully at Qi Nian, and left after speaking.

Qi Nian was quiet all the way down the stairs, and when he reached the flat ground he said, "Xu Li needs to know."

In just two weeks, Gu Saming took Qi Nian to the school infirmary for the second time, without stopping: "Didn't you tell him?"

"No." Qi Nian replied disconcertedly, but quickly.

His palms were full of sweat, whether it was the one being pulled or the other one hanging by the side.

Gu Saming asked him: "Do you like being with him very much?"

The green coverage area of ​​No. [-] Middle School in the city is well done, and insects and birds are singing everywhere, and at this time, it is even more intentional to overwhelm the host.

Qi Nian dragged his steps in a daze, and upon hearing this, his speed became even slower, his legs were unwilling to move forward, Gu Saming was dragged by him, had to stop, sighed and turned his head.

Did he owe Qi Nian some kind of debt in his previous life, and he had to back down when he was about to get angry, Gu Saming thought with a headache.

Qi Nian pursed his lips tightly and looked down stubbornly. He retracted his hand and stopped moving again. Maybe it was because he couldn't pull it out, or maybe he didn't have the intention to break free.

Gu Saming looked at him with a frustrated face, his eyes gradually turned red, and he didn't say the words of urging.

"What am I supposed to do?"

After a long period of silence, Qi Nian couldn't help asking, helpless and humble: "I'm not with him, who else is there, who is with me..."

The road leading to the school infirmary is very secluded, and the imperceptible tremor in Qi Nian's voice is not so imperceptible.

He blinked his heavy eyelids very slowly, one or two clear teardrops fell silently, and the sourness he forcibly swallowed back was blocked.

"You're all so, so..."

Qi Nian babbled inaudibly, his words were broken into sentences, and he used an almost innocent tone: "Then I don't want, I hope I'm a monster... Is it because I don't deserve to have friends... I What did you do wrong?"

When Qi Nian raised his eyes, there were no more tears falling out, they were fully stored there, like a vast ocean, ups and downs, they couldn't flow anywhere else.