broken sun

On the night before going to Linshi, the dishes on the dinner table were extra rich than usual.Qi Nian saw that more than half of the dishes were the dishes that Gu Saming often likes to make, and he was also happy.

There is no difference between Qi Nian and his brother's hobbies - because he doesn't have any hobbies at all, and a bowl cake worth one yuan and fifty cents can capture him.

This evening, He Yu was very enthusiastic, and she was even more satisfied with Gu Saming's excellent grades. Although her enthusiasm can only be said to Gu Saming, she seemed to care about Qi Nian on the way, telling him to be obedient, don't Get your brother into trouble.

During this period, Qi Nian's eyes kept focusing on the gold-rimmed porcelain bowl in front of him, but he could feel that Gu Saming was also looking at him, so Qi Nian raised his eyes, and the two eyes met and then separated.

After He Yu finished speaking, Qi Nian nodded calmly and said, "Understood, Mom."

After dinner, Qi Nian went back to his room to put down his schoolbag, dawdled at the desk for a while because of being in a daze and playing racing, and then went to the next door to get clothes.

In order to easily get the clothes in the bottom drawer, he sat cross-legged on the cold floor skillfully.

In the past, Qi Nian often sat in this room in such a posture, doing nothing, and the round and round lines on the wooden floor, he had already seen the regularity of changes and small differences.

Qi Nian himself didn't understand why his mother treated him like this.

He is not a fool.The door without a lock, the window that cannot see the outside, the cloakroom set up for him alone, and even the teacher who just gave him a small ball will be dismissed quickly, and even a fool will not think it is protection with love.

He Yu didn't beat or scold him, and the daily routine arranged by Mama Liu was not considered harsh.But what He Yu wants to put an end to is that Qi Nian sees the possibility of all hope, and uses the longest and most desperate way to make him neither painful nor happy. All the dissatisfaction and resistance are like scratching the surface, and then he will be sluggish and lose a lot of desires, like a useless person live.

Qi Nian felt very sorry that he didn't get what he wanted.

Qi Nian is sitting here at the moment, touching the slightly rough wood grain bottom, and pulling open the heavy drawer. With his chin resting on his elbows and his legs, he stares at a drawer of fabrics, blushing. .

On the night when he and Gu Saming came back from the hospital, Qi Nian, who had been writing homework until early in the morning, was extremely sleepy and experienced many things in his dreams.

The next day, after Qi Nian woke up, he was dazed for a long time, and the first thing he did was to go to the bathroom.

Then he ran to the next door wringing his hands, and then went back wringing his hands. He kept everything going quietly, thinking that no one else would know.

Even for the next two days, his pair of shorts were floating on the balcony.

Qi Nian patted his slightly hot cheeks, suppressing some unrealistic fantasies in his mind, he casually took a pair of underwear from the drawer, put on his pajamas, and planned to go back to his room to take a shower.

As soon as Qi Nian opened the door, he bumped into Gu Saming who had also walked out of the room "the way is narrow".

"Are you going to take a bath?" Gu Saming approached, frowned slightly and asked, "Are you uncomfortable?"

Gu Saming touched his forehead with his hand, and the temperature was normal.

"Ah, um," Qi Nian hugged the clothes in his arms tightly, as if afraid of being seen or snatched away, Qi Nian pursed his lips, "I'm not uncomfortable."

His face was powdered, and the thin blood vessels in the past were covered up. Gu Saming put down his hands and said without changing his face: "Then why is your face so red?"

Qi Nian gritted his teeth and said nonsense: "It was too stuffy inside just now, it was a little hot."

Gu Saming looked at Qi Nian leisurely after hearing the words, but couldn't help but shave his cheeks, but there was an expression of disbelief on his face.

There is no seam on the ground, Qi Nian just wants to turn around and avoid Gu Saming first.But his face was stiff and his legs were numb.

Gu Saming finally let him go with great kindness: "Go take a shower, and then get everything ready for tomorrow."

"Hmm..." Qi Nian replied sullenly, with a resentful and shy expression on his face, then quickly turned and left.

Gu Saming looked at Qi Nian's cute back, and after a while, he returned to his room the same way.

In the afternoon of the next day, Qi Nian sat next to Gu Saming on the bus by the window. The airtight car was filled with unpleasant smells. Qi Nian pushed the black window buckle with difficulty. Still motionless, Gu Saming pulled back his hand and opened the car window for him.

The cool wind blew in, blowing away the blocked air that hadn't circulated before.

In fact, there was a drizzle in the morning. Now that the rain has stopped, the sky outside is still gray-blue, with thick clouds flowing slowly, and the temperature on the skin is neither cold nor hot, cool and comfortable.

The teachers at the front sat down after muttering a few words about being safe, and the vehicle started to start slowly on the road.

"You said why didn't the head teacher of their Class 1 come?"

"Brother Chao? Maybe he's too fat..."

"Hahahaha!"

Qi Nian heard the small laughter in the front seat, turned his head to look at Gu Saming, Gu Saming looked at him and smiled too: "Let Brother Chao share some weight with you, it will be the best of both worlds."

Qi Nian really thought seriously after hearing this: "I'm too thin."

The wind blew his bangs aside, Gu Saming put his hand on Qi Nian's chest again, closed the window a little, and said casually, "Do you know how adults teach children who don't eat?"

"Why..." Qi Nian asked softly.

Gu Saming glanced at him, but lowered his voice and said to him: "If you don't eat well, I will beat you."

Qi Nian's eyes widened, he moved his buttocks, and said without fear of coercion, "I'm not a child."

"Yes, you are not a child." Gu Saming rubbed his head funny.

"So you can't hit me again," Qi Nian said forcefully, then turned his head and looked like "cede land and pay compensation", "OK?"

Gu Saming's heart softened a little, and he said dumbfoundingly: "When did I hit you? Huh?"

Qi Nian pursed his lips and never compromised, as if the incident in the corridor after school that day was the definitive evidence in his hands.

Gu Saming's head got dizzy for a while, but the person who was still firmly in the top position wanted to talk about the conditions in a boring way, and said lazily: "Then call me brother, and I will agree to you as soon as I call."

Qi Nian couldn't help looking around when she heard this—everyone was listening to music or chatting with headphones on, and some students were also doing quizzes in the car.

He felt that he had refused to be called brother Gu Saming before, so he made his brother sad.

Qi Nian called him softly, not at all reluctantly: "Brother."

"Good boy." Gu Saming stroked the back of his head.

Maybe because his attention has been diverted and fresh air poured in continuously, Qi Nian is not too motion sick.

The seats on the bus are closely arranged, the white seat cover has an advertisement of a travel agency printed on it, and there are a few leaflets with tacky colors in the net pocket.Qi Nian and Gu Saming leaned their arms together, tilting their heads to look at the scenery that couldn't stay in their eyes all the way. In the distance, there was a much shorter bridge car speeding past the viaduct, and finally turned into a fast-moving dot.

Qi Nian suddenly felt that his insignificant self was like a galloping bullet, which could land anywhere.

And he fell into the palm of Gu Saming, and he could go anywhere.

The vehicle passed the speed bump, and the people inside were bumped a few times. Gu Saming opened his eyes, and Qi Nian fell asleep at some point, with his head stuck halfway against the window frame, shaking like a chicken pecking at rice Shaking his head.

The next second seemed to be waking up, but the next second he still closed his eyes.

Gu Saming stared at his younger brother's sleeping face—uneasy but very peaceful.He remembered Xu Li's nickname for his younger brother, and for the first time he agreed with it.

Gu Saming was afraid that Qi Nian's neck would be uncomfortable when he woke up, so he stretched out his hand to bring him over, straightened his head, and let Qi Nian lean on his shoulder.

Tang Xi, who was sitting behind them, was entrusted by the teacher to be the person in charge of arranging the accommodation before getting into the car. Tang Xi planned to make it easier for Gu Saming, who was a classmate.

She leaned forward on the back of the chair, patted Gu Saming on the shoulder and said, "Gu Saming, there are single rooms and double rooms in the hotel tonight, which one do you want to stay in?"

Gu Saming didn't want to make too much movement, he tilted his head and asked, "Can you choose anything?"

Tang Xi nodded: "Anyway, it's my arrangement, you can choose it yourself." She said according to Gu Saming's guess: "But the single room must be more convenient."

Gu Saming paused for a while: "A double room, I happen to be with Qi Nian." He smiled casually: "Thank you."

Tang Xi was stunned for a moment before noticing Qi Nian who was sleeping next to him, and smiled too: "It's all right! I'll just register."

Tang Xi looked at the back of the handsome guy in their class who turned his head to look good even at the back of his head, and pursed his lips—it seems that Gu Saming really took care of this new student in the class, but obviously everyone hated him at first Are you coming?

She couldn't figure out why and felt envious.

When girls usually get together to discuss, people like Tang Xi and the others always say: "Although I don't like him, if he can be my boyfriend, I am very willing!"

Tang Xi curled her lips, but Gu Saming is an impenetrable wall, and she has never seen anyone confess successfully. She thinks there must be someone who would rather change the gender, so that she can be friends with Gu Saming... .

Qi Nian was dizzy and unconscious, his eyes closed and then slightly opened, narrowed into a slit.

Gu Saming looked at the swaying head: "Are you awake?"

Hearing this, Qi Nian subconsciously leaned on Gu Saming's stiff body and straightened up, belatedly realizing that his hand was pressing on the opponent's abdominal muscles, and he just got up from Gu Saming's lap...

——Why did he fall asleep on Gu Saming's body?

Qi Nian's soul returned to his place, he moved away in an instant, put his hands down, and sat upright like a primary school student.

The window behind him was clearly open, but he felt hot all over his body, as if little ants had crawled over his back.He glanced around from the corner of his eye, and the two male students opposite him were all splayed and closed their eyes, so no one saw them.

Gu Saming didn't change his face, picked up the mineral water at hand, opened it, took a sip, and said, "It's not here yet, but don't sleep anymore, you won't be able to sleep at night."

Just now, Qi Nian leaned forward with the inertia of the car stopped, and was supported by him in time before hitting the chair.He simply let Qi Nian fall asleep on his side.

Gu Saming could see all the little expressions on Qi Nian's face at this moment, but he didn't tease him or say anything else, he just took a new bottle of water from the side and handed it to him.

After more than two hours of driving, the blue road sign of Linshi finally appeared in front of their eyes.Different from the cloudy sky when Yuncheng set off, the sky here is as clear as blue and incredibly blue, only dotted with strings of streamlined clouds that cut through the sky.

The shy and narrow mind that Qi Nian had had was slowly fading away after a while, and became brighter as the magnificent sky came into view.

For a moment, Qi Nian thought, it wasn't all because of the fence that he came here.

Although he had to rely on Gu Saming to have hope, but with so many people around Gu Saming, he was the only one who could do it.

"Does it look good?" Gu Saming also looked over and asked warmly in his ear.

Hearing the sound, Qi Nian turned to look at Gu Saming, a shallow light shone on her fair face, and then said seriously to Gu Saming that she looked good.