broken sun

The next day, without knowing what time it was, Qi Nian turned over on the bed, resting his chin on the pillow, staring dazedly, still not recovering from the wake up.

Outside the window is the gray color before dawn, it will be bright before dawn.

Qi Nian couldn't fall asleep anymore, he slowly shook his head, he would think about how Gu Saming kissed him at that time, and why Gu Saming suddenly changed...and also think about how nice his brother is.Counting casually, I don't know when Gu Saming started to respond to Qi Nian's every request. Although he didn't seem to care about it, it was just a look.

Thinking about it, Qi Nian was a little happy, a little excited, turned over and sat up quickly, and lifted the quilt.After washing up, he had nothing to do early in the morning, and he idled away for a while, not even bothering to wear cotton slippers, and slipped out with bare feet.

Gu Saming woke up before the door was opened. He was used to getting up early when he was not on vacation, and his biological clock worked tirelessly on weekends.

He closed his eyes and heard the deadbolt click back into the door frame with a slight click, but no one moved.

After Qi Nian entered the room, he shrunk his neck, not daring to breathe. Looking at the undulating piece in the middle of the thick quilt, Gu Saming had one arm hanging outside, and it was so loose that it piled up a few times under the wrinkled sleeves. , is the back of the hand and forearm with prominent blue veins and blood vessels.

The curtains in the room were only drawn on the tulle layer, and there was a faint glimmer of light.The floor was hard and cold, and after walking against it for a long time, the coolness penetrated into the soles of the feet, making them numb from the ice.

He was afraid of waking up Gu Saming, and he couldn't figure out why he came here by accident, so he turned around and planned to leave.

"You're here now, let's go?" Gu Saming suddenly said, with a hoarse voice that had just woken up.

Qi Nian was really taken aback by him, and his heart was heavy.

——It didn’t work out.

Gu Saming thought it was funny, he didn't know where Qi Nian came up with so many little tricks, and even though he was caught showing his original shape, his back was straight all the time, showing an upright and naked innocence.

"Are you awake?" Qi Nian asked softly.

Co-authorship means that Gu Saming shouldn't wake up.

Gu Saming turned his head and got up, propping his elbows on the bed, his long and narrow eyes were clear and clear, looking at Qi Nian, he said with a half-smile, "I'm really getting bolder, Qi Nian, who told you that you don't need to knock on the door without your consent?" Can you come in?"

Qi Nian was stunned for a moment when he heard the words, the brilliance in his eyes dimmed, his fingers were already twisted together unconsciously, all the tenderness in his mind before coming here, was wiped away by Gu Saming's criticism.

"I... I didn't do it on purpose." Qi Nian lowered his mouth and shook his hand in front of his chest helplessly.

He stepped back: "I'm going out now..."

Gu Saming jumped up from the bed one step faster than him, pulled Qi Nian onto the bed by the waist, Qi Nian suddenly lost his center of gravity, his feet were unsteady, the two of them fell on the bed in a flash, Qi Nian's nose went to Gu Saming's chin Knocked, and then almost the whole body was on top of his brother.

Qi Nian's original breathing was all messed up, and it swept across Gu Saming's neck, causing people's throat to move slightly, and his painful ribs were also attached to his tight waist and abdomen.

"Where are you going?" Gu Saming pushed him around, wrapped him in a soft quilt and held him down, "I said can you go?"

Qi Nian hadn't reacted yet, the only response was his irregular breathing, and a pair of round eyes staring like a deer.

Gu Saming seemed to be thinking about how to deal with him, and patted his hands on the quilt one after another. Considering that the temperature in the room was not high, he even pulled the quilt for Qi Nian to cover those two slender and snow-white feet. .

When he withdrew his hand, he accidentally rubbed it, as if touching a piece of ice, the chill pierced his hand.

Gu Saming leaned out and glanced under the bed, then came back and slapped the quilt hard, and slapped Qi Nian's buttocks accurately: "I don't wear shoes, I really treat myself like a child."

"I didn't wear it this time." Qi Nian retorted depressedly.

"Just this time?" Gu Saming asked him.

Qi Nian's toes were curled up under the quilt, his whole body was wrapped by the residual body temperature in the quilt, his sense of smell was keen to recognize the familiar smell, everything was swimming towards Qi Nian's brain with the blood, and he could only feel comfortable and satisfied After processing the answer, my heart is at peace.

Even though Gu Saming's face was the same as the cloudy and gloomy weather outside, people couldn't tell whether it was a joke or a serious one.

But he seemed to be certain that Gu Saming would not do anything to him from his experience up to the second before he fell on the bed, and he began to feel confident.

Qi Nian rolled his eyes twice and replied, "At most, it was only when we first met."

When we met for the first time, Qi Nian was sitting in the dining room with nothing on his feet, staring at them without hesitation, pouring out the coldness that seemed to come from a dark and humid place all over his body in midsummer, and his words and deeds Behavior is weird, like a puppet with a dark heart that can't see the light.

At the moment, the person lying on Gu Saming's bed covered half of his face. In December, which was not fully bright at seven o'clock in the morning, and the wind and frost were about to come, he had already covered his head to toe with a ball of burning blood. Fire, sweat started on his forehead.

"Do you still remember the first time we met, to hold grudges?" Gu Saming smiled and pulled off the quilt for him.Qi Nian's wrinkled collar fell to his chest, revealing a white complexion.

Probably because of the more intimate and undefensible actions, Gu Saming can feel a kind of immoral guilt anytime and anywhere, even if it is a joke between brothers, because the deviation from the track already represents a huge risk , if you don't pay attention, you will lose control and completely run out of control, and it will be far more than just "playing around with your brother".

Taking a step back, what is the desire that lies between them?Gu Saming can only be sure of himself, this has nothing to do with sympathy, compensation, or a simple whim, but he can't give a more appropriate explanation either.This is more like pure desire mixed with great pity and compensation.

What about Qi Nian?Maybe for Qi Nian, it's just a lack of sense of security, wanting to rely on and not being abandoned.

Qi Nian didn't know this, he moved his hands, couldn't help but joked with his brother, and muttered solemnly: "Well, I have held grudges for a long time."

The corners of Gu Saming's eyes twitched. He always acquiesced that Qi Nian was because he was too young and forgot about his childhood - in Gu Saming's impression, that time should have been good, but he didn't remember it. In Qi Nian's performance all the time, it seems that there is no such thing.

He sat lazily with his arms extended, snorted, and asked with a smile, "How long?"

Qi Nian lost his mind, and tried to evade it vaguely: "...It's been a long time, but not long."

"You can't say anything reliably," Gu Saming poked him on the head, rolled over and got off the bed, and said as he walked to the bathroom, "It was just a few months ago, how long will it be?"

Qi Nian turned around and watched the bathroom door close.

--ten years.

— At least ten years.

But now Qi Nian looks back, there is no "little bit by bit" in his ten years, and he can't think of any difference in each day in these ten years, summed up in one day is more than enough, really "ten years are like a day".

So now can it be considered whether it is extremely peaceful?

He walked in a long tunnel where his hands could not be seen, tired, numb, and distorted, following an illusory and distorted bright spot.Up to now, can he really wipe out his hatred, forget about Qi Ming, can he really look at the real scenery Jiyue and radiance in front of him, and "restart"?

Listening to the sound of running water in the bathroom, Qi Nian closed his eyes, buried his face in the gap between two pillows, and felt drowsiness overwhelming his head.

But before Qi Nian lay on his stomach for a short while, the bedside table vibrated with a "buzzing" sound. Along with the electronic ringtone that circulated every two seconds, he opened his eyes and looked up - it was Gu Saming's cell phone that rang. .

"Bring it here for me." Gu Saming opened the door. He was standing in front of the sink washing his face, and he called Qi Nian, "There are a pair of slippers at the bottom of the closet."

Qi Nian's drowsiness disappeared, he got up quickly, dragged open the drawer of the closet, frantically flicked on his slippers, turned around and picked up the cell phone that was constantly vibrating and ringing, and looked down at the screen that was lit with "Shi Ze" "Two words, turned around and sent them over.

Gu Saming wiped his hands, glanced at it and pressed the connect button.

The first sentence of "Hello" on the opposite side was a little hoarse, and Gu Saming smiled and said: "Shi Ze, you can't fight so hard, ah, let's just forget it if you can't fight today."

Qi Nian finished the task of delivering the mobile phone, and didn't leave, just stood in front of him and waited. Gu Saming raised his hand to straighten his collar, heard something, and immediately frowned: "Where are you now?"

Shi Ze hesitated for a long time on the other end, but his voice still didn't sound much better: "Oh, it's not important... I told my mother, but I was afraid she would check me, so I let you know... .... If asked, just say that I live in your house."

Gu Saming didn't speak, and listened to Shi Ze's talk for a long time before saying: "Let's do it first, if you get stuck in other places, you can figure out the rest." After finishing speaking, he hung up.

Qi Nian looked at his brother curiously, wondering what's wrong.

"Go out first," Gu Saming held the phone, pulled Qi Nian's shoulder, and pushed him to go out, "There's no need to go this morning."

The slippers under Qi Nian's feet were too big, and he staggered a little, twisting his neck and turning his head back, with a puzzled look on his face.

"Look at the road," Gu Saming's voice came from behind, "Do you remember to eat or hit?"

"Oh......"

Qi Nian listlessly turned his head back and stared straight ahead, he couldn't help but slander: I can remember everything.

It's useless to remember though.

Gu Saming pushed the man onto the bed and sat down, then retreated to the sofa chair and explained: "Shi Ze drank too much yesterday, so he didn't go back and slept outside, so he can't play today."

Qi Nian heard this and thought for a while, then drooped his eyes and said slowly: "Then you have to go back in the morning, right?"

"Um......"

Hearing the answer, he paused for a while, picked the quilt with his fingers, and then suggested quietly: "Then let's go down and have breakfast."

Gu Saming didn't answer, just looked at him with gentle eyes and pondered for a moment, then got up.

Qi Nian stood up after him, he suddenly saw the quilt in a mess on the bed from the corner of his eye, and immediately bent down to fix it, Gu Saming saw this and went around to the other side.It was said that the two of them made the bed together, but Gu Saming had strong hands and a tall person, he grabbed it and shook it to make waves. Just a few corners and small creases on the surface.

The atmosphere fell silent, Qi Nian walked to the door, looked at the cotton slippers that were not suitable for the size under his feet, learned his lesson, and said, "Brother, I'll go to the room to change my own shoes first."

"Well, let's go."

Gu Saming looked at him, and continued to say casually, "I'll leave this afternoon."