broken sun

And the holiday before the monthly exam, on Saturday, Xu Li put his mother to sleep early at night.His coaxing skills have always been good, but it has nothing to do with knowing how to coax people because he has been coaxed before. What he has relied on for so many years is just practice makes perfect.

In the early spring night, the cold wind kept blowing, blowing the shaky awnings of the old residential buildings, which matched the shadows of the trees with their teeth and claws on the ground.Xu Li wrapped his clothes tightly, but the chill still penetrated into the collar through the gap.

Xu Li used to walk this road at night in order to go to the place where he worked night shift.At that time, Xu Li was still underage. Although many places recruited people, he would be rejected, but he couldn't resist his smooth talk, he was also clever, and he was able to find some jobs and earn a meager salary.

But today is different.

There is a small hotel next to the hotel on the roadside, and there are low-quality neon lights flashing out of place at the door. When Xu Li passed by, he turned his head and glanced casually at the light box with a broken corner. Clean and bright hotel lobby.

He walked hurriedly, according to the door number, walked to a door on the third floor and stopped, staring at the red carpet on the ground, and knocked on the door after a long time.

"What the hell are you dawdling about?! You're only here now, and you still want me to wait for you?!" The door of the room opened in response.

With an apologetic expression on Xu Li's face, he hid his embarrassment in his heart already full of messy things, turned around and closed the door.The cold air in his body has not yet shaken off, and his eyes are a little dull when looking at people.

Shi Ze felt that the atmosphere was too weird, he quickly turned his head away and coughed twice.

"That day you said that I just wanted to be fucked by you." Xu Li quickly reacted to the cold scene with the air conditioner on, and walked over while taking off his coat, "Yeah, so you really can fuck// / Me?"

"Is the straight man getting tough?"

"I don't think so, then I won't force you, after all, it's all my fault," Xu Li looked indifferent, smiling faintly, and stopped in front of Shi Ze, "Just pretend that you were just talking quickly that day, Let's talk about it."

He actually didn't believe that Shi Ze would come for real before he went out.He also really thought that what Shi Ze said on New Year's Eve was only to humiliate him.

So at this moment he is just asking for humiliation.

Seeing that Xu Li turned around and was about to leave, Shi Ze felt that he couldn't hold back his face: "You fucking say who can't do it, who only knows how to talk?!"

As soon as he started yelling, the anger came up automatically. He got up and grabbed the person, and threw him on the bed without any seriousness. He said stubbornly: "Isn't it just fucking///You, it's cheap to deliver it to your door, don't want it for nothing!"

Qi Nian and Gu Saming faced the same side and looked out the window.

The unchanging scene passed quickly outside the car window.The camphor trees planted every few meters, the bushes along the sidewalk, and the crabapple in the flower beds do not fade all year round.

I don't know when it started, this route from the villa area to the city's No. [-] Middle School is unfamiliar to them, and even if they don't look at it seriously, they can still complete the picture in their minds.

But Gu Saming changed the means of transportation to and from school because of his kindness and pity for Qi Nian.

Gu Saming thought of the "disgrace" that Qi Nian confessed to him - the deliberate approach and the deliberate provocation were all called "disgrace" by Qi Nian. Moved in confession.

It doesn't have to be.Qi Nian doesn't need to feel sorry for them when "no one is better than the other", and he doesn't need to forgive.

Qi Nian can remember a thing for a long time, so sometimes he would not call Gu Saming brother, or when Gu Saming approached and flinched, it is obvious that Qi Nian will deeply imprint his sadness, and all the injuries can be traced back to him. .But again and again he walked towards Gu Saming with a heart in his arms, without caring about giving, and not knowing how to "grow wisdom from a pit", so he fell on Gu Saming again and again, and said "you are so kind" to Gu Saming.

The word contradiction has always been vividly displayed in Qi Nian.

Gu Saming suddenly felt that he had never really understood his brother.

The people around him moved slightly, and then, Gu Saming's hand was opened a little, he turned his head to look at it, acquiescing to Qi Nian's movements.

While observing the driver driving ahead, Qi Nian quietly put his hand in his brother's hand. After being squeezed by that big hand, Qi Nian raised his head and looked at Gu Saming for a moment, and blinked his eyes slowly as if the scheme had succeeded. Full of innocence.

——It is very different from the appearance after returning from the downstairs office at noon.

When Gu Saming held the letter of intent for different subjects, he saw Qi Nian was hesitant to speak, his face was full of embarrassment, and the confession had no beginning or end, as if he was hiding something.

Does Qi Nian not want to study science?Don't want to be with your brother?I don't even believe in ghosts.

But he doesn't seem to have much confidence in being able to continue to be in the same class as Gu Saming.

Why are you not confident?

Qi Nian didn't want to say it, no one could do anything about it.

On this point, even Gu Saming can't force it, Qi Nian has very few principles in front of him, but there is a secret that he never mentions, so it seems contradictory.

Today they didn't ask the driver to stop at the door, but got off the car at the place where they had just entered the community.

Gu Saming and Qi Nian were separated by a fistful of shoulders, walking slowly along the stone brick road.

"Where did you go when the physical education class was assembled today?"

Qi Nian suddenly came back to his senses, looked at Gu Saming, and said, "...the commissary..."

"What did you buy?"

"A sausage and a bottle of drink."

Gu Saming nodded amusedly, and his heart moved: "Where did you get the money to buy it?"

Qi Nian whispered, "I bought it with the lucky money you gave me."

Gu Saming looked back and saw that there was no driver left, so he waved to Qi Nian and said, "How much is left now, huh?"

"There are a lot more."

Qi Nian rubbed against him.

From a distance, they looked like two close brothers in school uniforms.In the evening and dusk, in the cool breeze, we can use the excuse of being afraid of the cold to get together and go home together.

In the evening, for the first time ever, He Yu followed Gu Saming up the stairs and all the way to the room, as if he had something to say.

Qi Nian went back to his bedroom first.He put down his schoolbag and ran to pull the curtains to the very edge.

The lights in the room were not turned on, and the soft and dim twilight rendered the world extremely quiet, leaving him alone.

This feeling was broken by the sound of wheels rolling over the ground downstairs within a short while. Qi Nian opened the window and poked his head out. Although he could only see the garden vegetation on the side, he could clearly hear vehicles passing by. Drive out of the villa through the gate.

Immediately afterwards, the door behind him was opened.

Qi Nian was dull for two seconds, then slowly froze in place after turning around.

"Now you can't even bark." He Yu walked in and closed the door with his backhand.

Qi Nian's throat got stuck: "...Mom."

He Yu lowered his eyes, snorted with a half-smile, and was speechless for a while.

Qi Nian had never been alone with He Yu like this before. The heavy air wrapped around him layer by layer, squeezing his chest and back, making it difficult to breathe.The intuition made Qi Nian uneasy and frightened, as if the person who came suddenly in front of him was a vicious devil, not the mother he just called.

Seeing Qi Nian staring behind her all the time, He Yu announced ruthlessly, "Your brother is out."

Qi Nian's eyes blurred for a moment.

Immediately he stood up straight and said blankly, "I know."

The author says:

Haven't found yet and won't break